Impossible Stand-in for Rebirth

A wedding can be regarded as a sure relationship.But Lu Yizhuo's family still had some resistance.Lu Yizhuo's father may still disagree.

Lu Yizhuo's other elders said it was okay.Compared with Father Lu, he is more optimistic.

But we'll still be together.

In Yang Guiwen's impression, when "Lu Yizhuo" was mentioned, he would actually think of He Qingyu who had died back then.

After all, he was the one who was with him.Of course, Yang Guiwen still has impressions, and there are also some vivid and still beating memories.

But already a little light.It seems to be diluted by time.

Just like the Ayu in front of him who was reuniting with him after a long absence.To him, it was just an old friend.

He remembered that he had been with A Yu for several years.There has been even deeper physical intimacy.

Kissing, or a more intimate relationship.

But now five years later, we meet again.In the end, there will only be palms touching each other, and then they will smile at each other and say: "It's really been a long time."

Fortunately it wasn't too embarrassing.The two of them can still remember some of the other's past.Instead of blank and meaningless greetings.

A Yu did not open his mouth to ask about his past and future life plans.And he, of course, would not ask A Yu if you and your current partner are doing well.Will he live up to your feelings and make your life hard.

Yang Guiwen had a vague impression of who Lu Yizhuo was.About his unruly pride.But not very clear.Also don't want to make this clear.

Who is Ayu? He is a same-sex couple who have dated together before.However, due to inappropriateness in various aspects, they finally separated.Finally become a good friend who can shake hands and meet again.

Who is He Qingyu......

Yang Guiwen really couldn't remember.

This is not to blame for his fickleness.It's just that the imprints left in his life may be relatively shallow, so he will not remember clearly in the end.

Lu Yizhuo came back suddenly at noon.In the morning, it was said that I would not go home for dinner at noon.

Father He stood on the edge of the corridor and greeted him: "Xiao Lu is back. Lunch is almost ready!"

The sound is rich and solid.

Lu Yizhuo responded, "Hey, Uncle He."

He stood at the gate of the big yard and looked at the two people who were talking in the distance.

After approaching, he reached out to shake hands with Yang Guiwen. "Hello, Lu Yizhuo."

"Yang Guwen." Yang Guwen stood up, looked into Lu Yizhuo's eyes, and nodded slightly as a greeting.

He Qingyu introduced Lu Yizhuo, saying that Yang Guiwen was a friend.It is a friend who has given a lot of practical help in the past.

And the two of them haven't seen each other for more than five years.

Lu Yizhuo looked at Yang Guiwen with a peculiar look.He Qingyu originally thought that he would not remember him.

Now it seems that maybe not.

In the end, Lu Yizhuo explained: "Sit down and have dinner quickly after talking about the past. I won't stay for long, and I will return to the company in half an hour."

After finishing speaking, I still did not forget to say to Yang Guiwen: "Please come over to have lunch together. Homemade meals, a few side dishes. But you should like Uncle He's craftsmanship."

Yang Guiwen evaded and said "no".After returning to China, I still have a very busy schedule and work to do.It is not convenient to stay in city B for a long time.

Lu Yizhuo went to the kitchen to help He Qingyu's father bring out the dishes, and then set the table.

He Qingyu and Yang Guiwen continued to sit in the courtyard for a while.The tea in the teapot has been poured out.

Only a trace of fragrance is left floating in the air.

There was nothing special about the final farewell.

There are several daffodils in the garden.On the right side across the pavilion and the rockery, there is a jar of clear water.There are a few small fish fry swimming around.

Yang Guiwen was standing in front of the clear water pond, and He Qingyu was beside him.

He took a breath.The slightly cool but slightly fragrant air rushes into the nose.It is very refreshing when brushed on the face.The air smells so fresh...Yang Guiwen thought.

"It really is City B. The environment is really good. The urban area is like the suburbs of other cities." He said.

A Yu will live in such a courtyard until his middle age and old age.

It's nice to remember the scene.

It's a pity that it's someone else's yard.Such beautiful narcissus and pond, and picturesque scenery.

Not his own.

After returning to Australia in a few weeks, find time to buy a house in the suburbs to live in.It should also be built into such a courtyard.

Finally... find someone else he loves.Then live together.

When He Qingyu sent him to the gate of the courtyard, he called "Yang Guiwen".

Yang Guiwen's heart flickered slightly.Thinking back to many years ago, A Yu would always call him "Brother Yang".Even if the relationship between them becomes unusual, when kissing, when the body caresses.He also called - "Brother Yang".

Most of the time, he smiled and said, "Brother Yang. Thank you."

Thank you for helping me so much...thank you for taking such good care of me.

Thank you... you will say you like me.

Thanks, but goodbye anyway.

But that's right...he was older than A Yu.It seems to be five or six years old.

He Qingyu called out again: "Yang Guiwen."

Yang Guiwen turned around, had already walked to the side of the car, but turned around again. "how?"

He Qingyu thought about it carefully.

Originally, there was a moment when I wanted to tell Yang Guiwen...who I am.

Who is the real self wearing A Yu's skin?

But the thought just flashed by.

Nothing else, just want to be honest.

"It's okay. Just... slow down on the road. If you say you have a tight schedule, then I won't force you to have lunch. Be careful on the road."

Yang Guiwen looked at He Qingyu with a smile.

After taking a good look at it carefully, he lowered his head and sat down in the car seat.

I don't know how many years it will be until the next meeting.That's why I looked at such a pass carefully.

In the last sentence, he said: "Ayu, goodbye. I will call you when I am free. I hope we can keep in touch."

Regarding the relationship... there is no need for blessings.It seems that there is no need to ask.

Yang Guiwen thought.It seems that Ayu seems to be relatively happy and peaceful.Blessing seems redundant.

When he returned to the courtyard, Lu Yizhuo was still sitting on the dining table in the hall waiting for him to come back.He Qingyu's father had already entered the back room to rest at this time.

He Qingyu sat down beside him.Lu Yizhuo watched him pick up the rice bowl, and then picked up chopsticks to pick up vegetables for him.

He Qingyu knew that Lu Yizhuo wanted to ask, so he didn't say anything first.

Lu Yizhuo really started to ask.

Why didn't you tell me that someone was coming to our house.

"I'm planning to inform you. I had something to do yesterday, so I was too busy to forget about it." He Qingyu's tone was also indifferent.

After a while, I really couldn't bear Lu Yizhuo's eyes staring at him.

"Yang Guiwen was my former friend and treated me very well. I think you seem to have an impression of him. How do you still remember him?"

Lu Yizhuo watched He Qingyu finish his meal, and then dragged him into the house.

He Qingyu was pushed by him to sit on the recliner in the room.Lu Yizhuo sat in front of him.

"Aren't you going back to the company in half an hour? Now the time has passed. Be careful not to delay it."

Lu Yizhuo raised his finger to touch his lips.The fingertips are slightly rough, and He Qingyu can feel them.

Lu Yizhuo began to answer the question he had just asked.

Why do you remember Yang Guiwen?

Of course I will.I remember that when Yang Guiwen and He Qingyu were together for a while, he really hired someone to investigate Yang Guiwen's background.Family background or personal circumstances.

He was born in a high-ranking and dignified family, and he was the only son in the family.The first and only person to inherit the family business is not a simple role and character.

However, it is still worse than myself, no matter from which aspect.Speaking of this sentence, it seems to be intentional, but also to take a look at He Qingyu.As if to show their superiority.

He Qingyu laughed with a "puchi". "Lu Yizhuo, why don't you look at me like that? I can see what you're thinking."

Lu Yizhuo looked at the smile in his eyes, but was not distracted by his words.

Later, He Qingyu followed him back to his side.

Then He Qingyu died.I met you a year later.Once at a bar, I saw you and Yang Guiwen hugging each other.

That's why I thought in my heart, how could you get involved with this man.And it's still an abnormal relationship.

That's why I saw you and thought of He Qingyu.Can't control my emotions.

Later, I didn't go out of my way to investigate you and Yang Guiwen.During the few months when you and I had a good relationship, my subordinates reported to me that Yang Guiwen had left the country and married into a foreign business family.Because it's a rumor in the industry.

Others say...this is really a blessing.For example, Wei Xianzhong.

beautiful wife.There is also generous property support as a dowry.

For me, it doesn't matter.

My impression of Yang Guiwen.So stop there.

It's also good to stop there.He Qingyu thought.

Because this seems to be not all for He Qingyu.But for Lu Yizhuo, these short narratives from the perspective of a bystander are enough.

The end result is that there will be no more intersections in everyday life.Um.

A few months later, Lu Yizhuo was notified that he needed to go back to City A.Grandfather's critical illness.

Lu Yizhuo can catch up and watch the last side.

He Qingyu walked with him.A dark corner of the sky was raised, and colorful and thin rain fell.

He Qingyu stood outside the Lu family's villa and waited.He stood alone in front of a window at the end of the corridor, looking at the gradually increasing rain outside the window.The raindrops slapped on the glass surface, and the sound was a slight "crack".

As soon as Lu Yizhuo came out of his grandfather's room, he saw Lin Zhen coming from a corner of the corridor.

Beside Lin Zhen was a handsome but strange man.Lu Yizhuo didn't know him.

He stood outside the room without moving for a moment.Until Lin Zhen came over and stood in front of him.He nodded slightly at him.

"I'll come to see Grandpa Lu for the last time." That's what he said.

The man beside him seems to be very young, and when he smiles, there will be dimples on his cheeks.It looks very immature and green.

When Lin Zhen smiled, she was as beautiful as before.Lu Yizhuo's impression of his smile has always been like this.Clean and nice.

Even if it's just an appearance.But it also makes people feel very beautiful.

Lin Zhen introduced the man next to him and said, "This is my boyfriend. I have met my parents, and my father agreed to the relationship."

Lu Yizhuo reached out his hand to greet the young man.

"I'm Lin Zhen's boyfriend. Hello."

Lu Yizhuo looked back at the corridor entrance that seemed to be wrapped in thick black air.Xiao Yu stood at the end.Back to Lu Yizhuo.

The back looks slender and desolate.Put your hands in your coat pockets.Looking out of the window again, it is vast and very solemn.

Lu Yizhuo turned around and replied, "I'm Lu Yizhuo, an old friend of Lin Zhen. Hello."

Not long after Lin Zhen walked into the room.Wei Xianzhong also arrived.

Lu Yizhuo hadn't seen him for a long time.Over the past few years, the contact has also been intermittent.

Wei Xianzhong missed Lu Yizhuo very much.I miss the days when I used to go to nightclubs with him, speak foul language and fight with him.

Wei Xianzhong got married two years ago.Marriage partners are naturally well-matched.Lu Yizhuo is not the best man.

Wei Xianzhong was the first one to invite Lu Yizhuo.Lu Yizhuo refused without hesitation, saying that he had exchanged rings with Xiao Yu.Those who are already married.

How could he still have a role to be Wei Xianzhong's best man.

The wedding was finally decided to be held in a Western-style church.Lu Yizhuo looked at Wei Xianzhong holding his wife's hand.Thinking in my heart... I have never seen Wei Xianzhong so heroic in my life.

That's right.Wei Xianzhong should clean himself up more.It used to look pretty good too.The wife who stood beside him looked a perfect match.

After marriage, you should take on more responsibilities.It will never be the same as previous years.

Lu Yizhuo asked Wei Xianzhong again about Lin Zhen.Wei Xianzhong and Lin Zhen have kept in touch these years, and they are still good friends.Not affected by anything.

The young man beside Lin Zhen.I have been with Lin Zhen for several years.Feelings look good.

That man was four or five years younger than Lin Zhen.In life, he takes care of Lin Zhen very much.

So you, Yizhuo, don’t need to worry anymore.Lin Zhen is doing well.Better than many years before.

No pain, much less sorrow.

When I have time, I will ask Lin Zhen out for dinner.I hope that at that time, Yizhuo and you can also participate together.

Wei Xianzhong took a last look at He Qingyu who was standing with his back at the end of the corridor.He asked Lu Yizhuo: "Is that the case? You just want to be with him, is there no change?"

Lu Yizhuo didn't look back, he replied: "Yes."

Wei Xianzhong sighed, but there was still a smile in his eyes. "Yizhuo, what do you think? Do you really love him, and what is the reason? And Xiao Yu, is your heart true to you? You can guarantee that you will not do what he has done before. What's more? Most importantly, there will always be resistance on Uncle Lu's side, so how do you deal with it?"

Wei Xianzhong asked so many questions in one breath.Lu Yizhuo was not caught off guard.

He thought for a while, and replied: "Well. One day is one day. It's too tiring to think about so many things. Now I want to live more easily."

Lu Yizhuo's grandfather closed his eyes in the afternoon.The funeral was held a week later, and a memorial service was held in the funeral home auditorium in City A.

After the memorial service, Lu Yizhuo's family and relatives gathered for dinner.Father Lin, Lin Zhen, and Wei Xianzhong's elders also attended the banquet.

They are all insiders who are close and can make friends with each other.

After the meal, Lu Yizhuo helped Lu's father into the car, and it was still raining lightly outside the restaurant.Holding an umbrella, Lu Yizhuo stood beside the car driven by the Lu family's private driver.

The private driver opened the window and asked him, "Mr. Lu, do you want to get in the car?"

Lu Yizhuo ignored it.

He saw Lin Zhen getting into a dark car not far away, and the person who came to pick up Lin Zhen was his boyfriend whom he had seen that day.

Lin Zhen seemed to be smiling at Lu Yizhuo.Lu Yizhuo swayed under the rain, his vision was slightly blurred.

He wiped his eyes, only to realize that he was wrong.Lin Zhen turned his face to the driver in the car, and was having an intimate conversation with that handsome young man.

Smile, is facing others.rather than myself.

He rolled his eyes.He closed the umbrella completely, and sat down in the Lu family's special delivery car.

In a blink of an eye, it is the end of autumn this year.Mrs. Lu said in the morning that she wanted to go to the temple to pray for the safety of her family.The most important thing is to ask for the peace talisman for Lu Yizhuo.

After all, the descendants of the Lu family continued on Lu Yizhuo.

He Qingyu accompanied Mrs. Lu to the temple, and drove to City A early in the morning.His itinerary this day is also very tense.In the morning, I accompany the old lady to the temple to pray for blessings, and in the afternoon I have to visit the grave.

He Qingyu's mother's memorial day is here again.It's that time of year again.

And... He Qingyu's.

He Qingyu was already proficient in taking care of his father, although it was a bit difficult to take care of the old lady on the way.It's not a big problem.

What's more, the old lady was accompanied by several people from the Lu family.

It's a big show...it seems to remind the passers-by who are looking at us all the time - we are not ordinary people.

The old lady of the Lu family has always had a good impression of him.Lu Yizhuo's mother has reservations.In short, Lu Yizhuo is the one who ends up with a man.She couldn't help it.I just think that as long as you can be obedient, there is nothing wrong with being filial to your elders.

Lu Yizhuo rearranged He Qingyu's previous life experience, erasing the days when he worked in the bar many years ago.

Then Xiao Yu... He Qingyu is just an ordinary man now.The man who dated Lu Yizhuo.

Father Lu didn't agree yet.But it is a matter of time before the green light is given.

Finally, test-tube surrogacy was used to raise a child that really belonged to the two of them.

No problem at all.

Lu Yizhuo didn't come with him because he was busy in the company in the morning.Lu Yizhuo's grandmother liked He Qingyu's temperament, and only He Qingyu was with her, so the old man was safe on the face of it.

After the end, He Qingyu sent old lady Lu back to Lu's villa.

In the afternoon, Lu Yizhuo drove to City A.The two of them followed the mountain road to the cemetery built on the mountainside.

In the morning, the weather was still fine and the sun was lush and warm.At this moment, the sky began to rain again.

He Qingyu got out of the car.On the sidewalk of the cemetery, withered and withered maple leaves covered the whole ground.

The light rain is still falling.

There was a mess in front of He Qingyu's tombstone.Lu Yizhuo cleaned it up.There is nothing special about the sacrifice.

A bouquet of orange flowers was placed in front of the tombstone.

In a blink of an eye, I saw Xiao Yu standing in front of He Qingyu's mother's stele and reading.

The faces are completely lowered.Leaning on the ground in front of the tombstone.

Such a cold ground...... Xiao Yu doesn't feel cold?

As soon as he got closer.Xiao Yu immediately stopped.

Lu Yizhuo still couldn't hear what he was reading clearly.

He Qingyu was still closing his eyes, but now he opened them.Looking at Lu Yizhuo who was standing on the side: "It's just praying. It's a very ordinary prayer. Didn't I say that I'm He Qingyu's friend. I've also been to his house as a guest. Aunt Xiao was kind to me before she was alive. I did that It should be."

This is already the third year.These words are no longer unfamiliar.

Why say it again.

Lu Yizhuo knew it all.

"I know. Don't panic, I'll be waiting for you. It's still a long time." Standing behind He Qingyu, he really answered like this.

Wait until He Qingyu turns around.The raindrops hit Lu Yizhuo's body, and his shoulders and hair were wet.

Go to the car outside the cemetery.He Qingyu walked in front.

Lu Yizhuo suddenly called his name from behind: "He Qingyu?"

He Qingyu stood still.His body stopped on the spot.

Because I have lived as "Ayu" for more than ten years.I am used to hearing others call myself—A Yu, or Xiao Yu.

Now I hear someone calling myself "He Qingyu".On the contrary, it feels unreal and unaccustomed.

He is no longer He Qingyu.Isn't it?

He just paused for a moment.Started walking again.Not even looking back.

Lu Yizhuo stood behind him, but this time his voice seemed firm and persistent. "He Qingyu."

He Qingyu had already opened the car door.He could have gotten in the car and avoided the scene.

After all, he was already good at lying.Lies can even be false.

It is possible to deceive yourself.

Yet he ultimately didn't.

Lu Yizhuo called him for the third time: "He Qingyu."

He Qingyu turned around.Standing in the fine rain, he replied: "Hey."

Lu Yizhuo laughed for a moment.The smile is very warm.

He got into the car.There is a lot of space in the car.He put He Qingyu between his knees, he just wanted to be so close to He Qingyu with no gap.

He Qingyu let him kiss her forehead and nose.And finally the lips.

He Qingyu also went to support his neck.The kiss fell softly on the side of Lu Yizhuo's neck.

Lu Yizhuo said nothing.After a while, he laughed alone for no reason.

He stroked the broken hair on He Qingyu's forehead.He said: "Huh...? 'Aunt Xiao is very good to you, you and He Qingyu are very good friends'?"

He Qingyu just wanted to answer.Lu Yizhuo continued to talk: "Wearing He Qingyu's amulet, is it because you just like it? And... playing hard to get?"

"Recognize Uncle He as godfather."

He Qingyu smiled wryly and replied: "I've been lying for so many years, and I've made myself very tired. Now I can finally be my true self. No one has to worry about it anymore."

Lu Yizhuo asked, "Does Uncle He know?"

He Qingyu replied: "Not yet, I can't find a chance to say it. I'm afraid he won't believe me. After all, this is an unbelievable thing."

Lu Yizhuo hugged him to his chest. "Then I'm really happier. I can be the first to know about it."

"I've been thinking about it just now. If I call your name, but you don't agree, you're not honest. So what should I do?"

He Qingyu saw Lu Yizhuo smile.The smile lines spread out faintly.

Also... Lu Yizhuo is now 36 years old.

It shouldn't be surprising to have shallow wrinkles.

When Lu Yizhuo kissed his lips and teeth, he said, "When you get home at night, you can talk to Uncle He. I'll just stand aside. It's okay."

He Qingyu replied: "Okay."

Lu Yizhuo said again: "I'm sorry."

The voice is soft.The window was open again, and the cool breeze of late autumn gushed into the compartment.But He Qingyu still heard it clearly.

He replied: "It's okay. I know everything."

In the evening, Lu Yizhuo drove back to his home in City B.Lights were lit in the yard.The rain had stopped by this time.

He Qingyu's father was resting in the back room, when he heard the sound of the gate.Sitting in the house, he shouted towards the courtyard outside: "Ayu, Xiao Lu. You are back! The meal has just been cooked, and it is already getting cold! Pack up and prepare to eat."

He Qingyu responded.

Lu Yizhuo followed behind him.He Qingyu was still slightly worried and uncertain.While walking towards his father's room, he looked back at Lu Yizhuo.

Lu Yizhuo nodded to him.Signal him to continue and not back down.

He Qingyu gave a soft "hmm".

He stepped into his father's room.He Qingyu's father was sitting on a small short chair, watching TV.

He Qingyu took a chair and sat next to his father.Turn off the TV.

"Ayu, what's wrong with you." He Qingyu's father looked at him intently.Xiao Yu seemed to have something to say to him, so he asked.

Warm lights shone down.He Qingyu raised his head.

Lu Yizhuo stood just outside the threshold, waiting for him to continue speaking.And come in anytime.

This seemed to give him inexplicable great courage again.

"Dad, I want to tell you... one thing."

He opened his mouth.

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