Impossible Stand-in for Rebirth

He Qingyu was obviously taken aback for a moment, but it was not because Lu Yizhuo's words touched him, but because he suddenly realized that before he was reborn, he had almost never seen Lu Yizhuo shed tears for anything.

And after he was reborn in this A Yu's body, he has frequently witnessed Lu Yizhuo's mental breakdown and painful tears.The first time was at his funeral, he watched Lu Yizhuo standing alone in the front from a distance, kneeling on the ground covering his face and crying bitterly.He Qingyu had just experienced a great grief at that time, and seeing Lu Yizhuo crying, he only felt hypocrisy and even more heartbroken.

The second time was the anniversary of his original body. Lu Yizhuo hugged him in the dark bar box, crying while talking, and everything in his words was self-blame and apology for the accidental death of his original body.At that time, he didn't think those words could be used as a reason for Lu Yizhuo to be forgiven.

Not everything can be written off with an apology.Especially emotionally.

Even though Lu Yizhuo's original intention was not to betray He Qingyu at that time, it was not derailment and betrayal of deceit.But it is undeniable that it is indeed because of his constant wavering and unsteadiness in his feelings.This led to He Qingyu's deepest despair at the end.

The third time is now, he's on top of himself, saying "he's torturing him..."?He Qingyu thought, Lu Yizhuo must have made a mistake.In his previous life, he was played by Lu Yizhuo from beginning to end for so long, and finally committed suicide in despair.After four or five years of relatively happy life, Lu Yizhuo jumped out again and imprisoned him in a foreign hotel where he was unfamiliar.He escaped and was caught by him again.

Who is torturing whom?

He Qingyu felt a little sad and desolate for a moment, and he didn't understand which one was more painful and tormented, between himself and Lu Yizhuo.

He really couldn't tell the difference for a moment.

He felt a blur in front of his eyes.Amidst the continuous choking of Lu Yizhuo lying on his body, He Qingyu also raised his palm and wiped his eyes.

He brought the finger that had brushed his eye close to his eyes, and saw a drop of water that seemed to be invisible at all.

As Lu Yizhuo thought before, he bought a villa in a remote place in the suburbs of Paris, and then sent someone to tidy up the inside of the house within a few days, adding all the things that should be there.

Then he brought He Qingyu to live there.This time He Qingyu didn't resist or cooperate much, he knew that even if he resisted, it would be useless.

The men in black who followed Lu Yizhuo to arrest him that day were exactly the same as the ones seen in China.Obviously, Lu Yizhuo brought them to Paris together, just to prevent himself from escaping.

He Qingyu felt that Lu Yizhuo really spent a lot of thought in order to tie himself up.He really didn't understand what Lu Yizhuo was so attached to him.If you just want to get revenge on yourself for reporting him and putting him in prison, you can hire someone to beat him up after kidnapping him.

And he has already told Lu Yizhuo, it is better to kill him directly.Lu Yizhuo didn't do any violent methods, but kept him by his side.

There wasn't even any physical intimacy, Lu Yizhuo just liked to kiss He Qingyu frequently and softly.There is no erotic purpose and intention.

He Qingyu really didn't understand what Lu Yizhuo wanted to do.What on earth was he trying to destroy about himself?

After arriving at that suburban villa, life was even more boring and lengthy than in the sea view hotel before.Every day, I have to face the white wall without a trace of stains and have nothing to do in a daze. The most time I spend is sitting with Lu Yizhuo in an empty room without talking.

Maybe Lu Yizhuo also noticed the excessive desertedness and emptiness in the villa, and after two days, he hired four or five servants.Responsible for cleaning the villa and cooking meals.

He Qingyu would occasionally talk to those middle-aged women.Because Lu Yizhuo hired all Chinese, it was easy to communicate with each other.

Sometimes Lu Yizhuo would talk to He Qingyu, and they would talk about trivial things in life calmly.For example, when he first moved in, he would ask He Qingyu if he was still used to living there.He Qingyu responded lightly.Apart from these, there is no other communication between the two people.

At night, Lu Yizhuo was still the same as before, holding He Qingyu's body tightly and never letting go.He Qingyu was almost so suppressed by his invisible desire to possess and control that he couldn't breathe.

Lu Yizhuo never restrained himself.He Qingyu could feel that he often showed a very insecure feeling.Later, when I was free, I thought about it carefully, and felt that maybe it was because I deliberately got close to him in order to steal business secrets, which made Lu Yizhuo feel so insecure now.

He Qingyu didn't feel guilty either, but some inexplicable touches floated up in his heart.Later, he realized that it might be because his hatred for Lu Yizhuo had loosened a little, so he was so frightened that he quickly suppressed the softness and pity in his heart.

He was really afraid that he would forget his original intention and turn back into the weak and submissive He Qingyu in his previous life.

Also too afraid of not being strong enough.

Lu Yizhuo just locked He Qingyu in this villa for almost half a year. He Qingyu's spiritual world seemed to be getting more and more unsupportable, and his heart began to feel empty and hopeless more and more frequently.The initial thoughts of extreme resistance were almost dispelled, and He Qingyu gradually realized that he was slightly compromising.

He started talking with Lu Yizhuo like normal friends, neither of them showed any emotion or hostility.It is probably this extremely ordinary life that is killing each of their minds.

Not only for He Qingyu, but also for Lu Yizhuo.

Lu Yizhuo looked at the maid in front of him who started to take away the dishes and was about to do the cleaning, and followed her eyes unconsciously.Until I heard the harsh sound of "crashing" water from the kitchen.He turned his eyes back.

He Qingyu was still sitting on the seat opposite to him, expressionless.Looking into his eyes, Lu Yizhuo always felt that it was very different from before.Not as divine as before.

It's all caused by this kind of dark life.Lu Yizhuo thought.

He Qingyu realized that Lu Yizhuo was looking at him, looked up at him and asked, "Huh? What's the matter?"

Lu Yizhuo replied: "No. I just took a casual look."

He Qingyu made a "hmm".Just about to get up and go back to the room to rest for a while, Lu Yizhuo suddenly stopped him: "Ayu, wait a minute."

He Qingyu fixed his figure and turned to look at him.

"I'll take you out to have a look today." Lu Yizhuo said this.He Qingyu's eyes obviously lit up, and he replied: "Okay. Where are we going?"

Lu Yizhuo looked at the light in He Qingyu's eyes and didn't answer for a moment.

He Qingyu realized what he was thinking, and said, "I'm not thinking about running away. Since I was captured by you last time, I don't think about it anymore. Now I just think it's more interesting to go out and have a look. .After all, life is too boring."

Lu Yizhuo chuckled, and then said something as if to comfort himself: "Well, it's useless even if you think about it. You remember."

He Qingyu didn't continue to reply.

Lu Yizhuo said again: "Take you to see the exhibition of your favorite things."

He Qingyu didn't quite understand what Lu Yizhuo was referring to.

When the two of them got dressed and went out in the afternoon, Lu Yizhuo and He Qingyu hired a taxi because they hadn't bought a car in Paris yet.

He Qingyu heard Lu Yizhuo communicate with the driver in French, but he couldn't quite understand what it meant.I could only ask Lu Yizhuo during the conversation between Lu Yizhuo and the driver: "What are you talking to him? Where are we going?"

Lu Yizhuo jokingly said, "You must not have listened to French classes well when you were in college."

He Qingyu replied: "I didn't study French at the beginning."

Lu Yizhuo didn't know what to think, he turned his head and kissed He Qingyu's lips suddenly.Gently.

He Qingyu felt his heart beating for a moment.It feels like going back to the time when I first met Lu Yizhuo in my previous life.

He turned his eyes to look at Lu Yizhuo, but found that Lu Yizhuo was looking straight ahead, not looking at him.Just a smile on the corner of his mouth.

He ended up saying nothing.

When he arrived at his destination, He Qingyu knew that Lu Yizhuo had brought him to a ceramics exhibition.The location is in a relatively small museum.

It really was something he liked better.

In his last life, he majored in ceramic design, and then he joined Rentong Company as soon as he graduated.

This life is also because I only have an understanding and grasp of the ceramic industry, so I chose to start a company in this industry.

The ceramic samples in France are quite different from those in China.He Qingyu feels that he has a high level of artistic appreciation.He Qingyu didn't know much about it before, but this time he looked around.

Lu Yizhuo followed behind him, and he didn't know much about it.But fortunately, every time He Qingyu went back to discuss the exhibits with him, he could respond with a few words.

Nor would there be no common topics.

The end of the exhibition was announced at six o'clock in the evening.He Qingyu and Lu Yizhuo took a taxi back to their villa in the suburbs.

Finished dinner as usual.After the servants cleaned up the dishes and the kitchen for the last time, they all left the house one after another.

After dinner, neither of them spoke much.He Qingyu went to the bathroom to take a shower, and when he came out, he saw that Lu Yizhuo had also washed in the bathroom of another room, and he was lying on the bed, watching the TV hanging on the opposite wall.

He Qingyu lowered his head and didn't say much.Lu Yizhuo looked up at him: "Are you going to sleep? Then I'll turn off the TV."

"Um".He Qingyu responded lightly.

After he dried his hair thoroughly, he turned off the light in the room and lay down on the bed beside Lu Yizhuo.

Lu Yizhuo hugged He Qingyu's waist tightly as usual.He Qingyu has gotten used to it and slowly closed his eyes.

When he slept until two o'clock in the middle of the night, He Qingyu moved slightly, ready to get up and go to the toilet.But Lu Yizhuo's arm was still hanging around his waist.

He tried to move Lu Yizhuo's arm away.It was found that it was easily removed this time.

This is the first time.

He Qingyu got out of bed cautiously, afraid of waking up the sleeping Lu Yizhuo.

He bypassed the bathroom in the room, walked outside the room, and was about to go to the bathroom in the main hall downstairs.

The hall downstairs was pitch black, and He Qingyu didn't intend to turn on the lights.Feeling dark, he entered the bathroom in the main hall.

Unexpectedly, when he walked out again, all the lights in the main hall outside were turned on.Lu Yizhuo just stood outside the bathroom door.

He Qingyu looked at Lu Yizhuo's eyes and felt that something was wrong with him.Just said: "What's wrong with you? Why do you look at me like this?"

Lu Yizhuo suddenly hugged his body into his arms, and put his left arm on top of He Qingyu's shoulder.His voice sank: "You will always be mine. Don't try to escape anywhere."

He Qingyu listened to his deep voice and was about to answer.Lu Yizhuo continued: "Remember, you can only stay by my side, and I will keep you by my side forever. You will never run away from me. No matter where you run away, I will Take you back again."

His hug was very warm and tight, He Qingyu pushed slightly, but found that he couldn't push it away.He guessed that it might be that Lu Yizhuo woke up and found that he was not in bed, so he got angry and came out to look for him again, and staged such a scene.

He smiled helplessly: "Lu Yizhuo, are you crazy again? I'm still here, how could I escape. You won't raise your hand and let me go, how can I escape?"

Lu Yizhuo didn't speak.He just leaned his chin slightly on He Qingyu's thin shoulders, and replied to He Qingyu: "It is impossible for me to let you go. Impossible...don't think about it."

He murmured, "You are mine...you are still with me..."

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