bad derailment

I never thought that one day I would hear about Chen Feng from someone else.

"Two months ago, the sales department parachuted a manager. I heard that he had something to do with the upper management of the company. I was from the HR department. I didn't even know it was Chen Feng at first." Ren Han took a deep breath, "When I saw him in the cafeteria, I was surprised too."

My mind went blank, and I just instinctively asked: "Is he really working for you now?"

Ren Han smiled and asked back: "Is there any benefit for me to lie to you?"

I opened my mouth, but I didn't know what sound to make, everything was twisted into a mess, only Chen Feng's face became more and more clear.

"Is he... okay now?"

"It's pretty good," Ren Han's eyes were indescribably complicated, "he has something to do with his superiors, and his position is easy, so he doesn't have to worry about major issues. Of course, he is living well."

I heard my tight voice: "I didn't mean that, I mean..."

"Other aspects should be good. I heard that he is very popular with the female colleagues in the department. From time to time, people would inquire about him and ask for his contact information." Ren Han interrupted me, as if deliberately adding, "Chen Feng also No rejection."

The word "impossible" was about to come out from my mouth, and I swallowed it with difficulty, scratching my throat, and it hurt a little.

"Lin Yao, actually I wanted to tell you this a long time ago, but you haven't replied to my message."

Ren Han's expression was a little mocking when he said this, so I could only keep silent and let him continue talking.

"After the New Year's Eve, He Jin asked me about your relationship with Chen Feng in private. I told him that I didn't know, but I could see the way Chen Feng looked at you and his hostility towards me," After he finished speaking, he paused and said firmly, "You broke up, right?"

Even the fact that an outsider can see it, I don't need to hide it anymore.

I say nothing, as a default.

"No wonder," Ren Han seemed relieved, and his complexion improved a lot, "At first I thought it was him who betrayed you and pretended to be single in the company. I wanted to ask you for clarification. It'll be fine."

When he saw me, he always had an extremely disgusted expression, either saying 'that's wrong to do that', or accusing 'you are abnormal'.It's rare to give me a good face today, or maybe it's because I noticed that I was in a bad mood, and finally knew to restrain myself a little.

But the word "betrayal" still stabbed my heart hard, like tearing off the scab on it, and put the things I have been trying to forget all the time under the spotlight again, cruelly as a viewing.

For a while, my mind was about the female colleague Ren Han was talking about, and for a while, it was Chen Feng's indifferent face before parting. They seemed to be completely confused and I couldn't tell what was going on.

He said a lot of things later, but I didn't listen to a word.Returning to the box in a daze, Mom asked why it took so long with a dissatisfied face, and Lin Nuo nodded accordingly.

"I stopped by the restroom and waited in line for a few minutes."

After I finished speaking, I bowed my head to pick up the food, as a way to cover up the far-fetched face.

Today is Lin Nuo's happy day, and I don't want to disturb her mood because of this personal matter.

What's more, it's such a private matter that even I find ridiculous.

The moment Ren Han mentioned Chen Feng, the most correct thing I did was to completely ignore him.

But in fact, I couldn't control my walking back, and the urge to hear any news about Chen Feng.

During the chat between my parents and Lin Nuo, I lowered my head and clicked on WeChat. After scrolling down for a long time, I found a friend whose note was 'Ren Han'.

He did contact me half a month ago and sent a message of 'Are you free to chat', but I ignored it at that time, and I can only blame him for his poor credit with me.

After thinking for a long time, I bowed my head and typed a series of long texts, explaining why I didn't reply at that time, and expressing my gratitude for the things he said just now.

Ren Han quickly replied, telling me that it's okay, he didn't take it to heart.

Weird.

I recited these two words silently in my heart, and still maintained the politeness on my face.After chatting with him for a few words, I asked: By the way, which company do you work for now?

Ren Han: Keshang Group, why do you ask this?

Then he sent another message: Are you going to find Feng Chen?

: No, just a random question.

After I uttered this sentence, I couldn't help but twitched the corners of my mouth, only ghosts would believe it.

Ren Han obviously thought so too.

He replied: If you want to come over, you can send me a message first.

After a while, he added another sentence: Lin Yao, although I don't know why you broke up, he obviously doesn't care about you that much, otherwise he wouldn't act like a normal person every day and refuse the attention of those female colleagues.

I read every word above slowly, stopped at the last full stop, and responded with a short 'um'.

"Brother, are you okay?" Lin Nuo's voice suddenly came from the opposite side, "Why is your complexion so bad? Is the food not delicious?"

I raised my head, "No, maybe I got a little headache from being blown by the wind just now."

The brain has formed a kind of inertia, and it will automatically generate a lie without much thought.Lin Nuo didn't doubt that there was him. My mother told me to put on more clothes. Although it was already June, I still had to keep warm at night.

After walking out of the grocery store, Lin Nuo took my mother to go shopping upstairs.My dad and I carried our bags slowly in the back, stopping and walking along the way, but the words Ren Han said still lingered in our minds.

While sitting down and resting, I couldn't help typing the words 'Keshan Group' into the search engine, and a lot of content popped up, as well as links to encyclopedias.

After clicking in, after going through a long series of achievement introductions and development history, I finally came to the list of shareholders of the company.My eyes swept from top to bottom, and suddenly stopped on one of the names.

Chen Zhengxi, the only shareholder surnamed Chen.

My heart beat a little faster, and after withdrawing from the page, I entered the name 'Chen Zhengxi' again, and a new encyclopedia popped up, including his personal introduction.The moment I saw the photo, the light in front of my eyes also flickered.

Ren Han didn't lie.

Although the man in the photo is middle-aged, he can still see a pair of eyes that are extremely similar to Chen Feng's.He is shrewder and sharper than Chen Feng, and the wrinkles at the end of his eyes don't diminish his aura at all.

It wasn't until the screen turned off automatically that I suddenly recovered from it.

When I first met Chen Feng, I knew he had a good family background.From his uninterrupted gifts and courtships when he pursued, to his bad temper and expensively dressed mother, and to save the exorbitant medical expenses after the accident, as long as I agree to associate with him.

He is sometimes too self-willed, and I often can't imagine what kind of family can raise such a person.But I never thought that this 'youyou' is better than I imagined.

Now he is finally back with his real family, reconciled with his parents, has a good job, and has a better life since he left me.

I was suddenly a little out of breath, and there seemed to be a voice in my ear that kept laughing, laughing at how I had delayed Chen Feng all these years, and how he is doing so well now.

It turned out that I was wrong about many things, including my self-righteous 'pay'.That was not what Chen Feng wanted at all, just like what he gave me was never what I wanted.

I asked for sick leave on Monday, and editor-in-chief Feng quickly approved it in view of my previous credit.

I put away the medicine box I was posing for, and dug out a short-sleeved shirt that I don’t often wear from the closet. Just in case, I put on a hat and sunglasses again, and after confirming that the person in the mirror couldn’t see his face at all, I took the key out the door.

At eight o'clock in the morning, most of the people who came to the cafe were white-collar workers working in the Keshan Group.

They wore work badges around their necks, and after buying coffee, they hurried into the opposite building, either answering the phone or looking at their watches frequently.

The coffee on the table was half cold. I was sitting by the window, and I could clearly see the opposite office building. I was holding a magazine in my hand, and I couldn't stop glancing at it from the corner of my eye.

This decision is stupid, so stupid that I don't want to admit it to myself.

But as long as I think of Chen Feng, I can't bear to leave.

Just this one time, I told myself.

"This class is really not for people. Do you know what time I was dragged by Lao Liu last night? It was exactly nine o'clock! When I got home and cleaned up, I didn't even have a beauty sleep."

The voice of complaining suddenly sounded behind me, and I looked through the reflection of the glass, and it was a beautiful woman in OL outfit.

Her voice was a little loud, and she was still saying to her companion: "Yaoyao, look at the acne marks on my face, are they particularly obvious?"

"No, I didn't see it unless you said it," another girl smiled and comforted her, "You are too anxious, and you are so beautiful and still not confident."

"Don't make fun of me, I'm too busy with work now, and my relationship is still in a mess... Forget it, let's not talk about me, I'll tell you these shitty things every day, you should bother me."

The woman seemed to think of something after she finished speaking, her voice was ambiguous, "By the way, Yaoyao, how is your relationship with the new manager? I've heard a lot about the things between you two these days. Tell me quickly."

The other voice suddenly quieted down, and after a while, he said slowly: "How about something? He is the manager, and I am a subordinate. Of course, it is a normal way of getting along with colleagues."

"Colleagues will make breakfast for people to bring over? And the milk tea ordered last week?" The woman laughed softly, "The glass of iced Americano you ordered just now was also brought to him? Don't quibble, Xiao Luo has already Betrayed you, saying that you were secretly chasing after someone."

The coffee was ready, and the conversation came to an abrupt end.The two girls walked out of the store with their things talking and laughing. I looked over in a strange way. The girl named 'Yaoyao' was fair-looking, and there were two lovely dimples on her face when she smiled.

The bad premonition was especially strong when I heard the words 'new manager'. I followed them to the building of Keshan Group, and suddenly caught a glimpse of a familiar figure, and my heart stopped suddenly.

The bustling street separated the cafe from the office building, and white-collar workers poured into the company one after another. I finally found the person I had been thinking about for two months—a completely unfamiliar Chen Feng.

He just got out of the car, and it seemed that someone was there to pick him up.Wearing a suit, with a straight back and a cold body, the aura around him is unspeakably similar to the father in his photo.

Chen Feng always likes to wear loose clothes, and he never pays attention to his clothes. This is the first time I know that he will look like this when he wears a suit. Such... makes people lose their minds.

From a long distance, I could only catch a glimpse of his blurred profile. The two women who bought coffee also saw him and seemed to be going to say hello.

Chen Feng turned around, I lowered my head subconsciously, and I heard a thunderous heartbeat in my ears.It took a long time to realize that he was not looking at me, but in the direction of two women.

The girl named Yaoyao handed Chen Feng the coffee she just bought, said something to him, and smiled very sweetly.

I stared at them, the magazine in my hand was deformed, and in the next second, Chen Feng took it.