bad derailment

"Are you tired today?"

Chen Feng who was lying beside him suddenly asked.

After a few seconds, I pulled out a not-so-obvious smile, "Well, it's a little bit, go to bed early tonight."

He probably had a lot to say to me, but under the influence of my exhaustion and being in the same space as Gu Mingsheng, Chen Feng still chose to keep quiet, and only put his arms around my body tightly, stubbornly And childish.

The bed can't fit three grown men, not to mention I can't imagine such a weird scene. In the end, I slept with Chen Feng, and Gu Mingsheng slept on the floor.

This should be quite normal, after all, Chen Feng and I are still a couple on the surface, and Gu Mingsheng has always known about it.

I leaned against Chen Feng's broad arms, unable to fall asleep.The instant kiss recurs endlessly in his mind like a magic barrier, and Gu Mingsheng's smile and his dark eyes all expand layer by layer in the retracement.Whether you open your eyes or close your eyes, you cannot escape the cycle of the subconscious mind.

I suspect he planned all this long ago to keep me up at night.

This is completely out of the category of 'drunk' and 'joke'.If the previous time could still be regarded as his unintentional act when he was drunk, then this time, I really saw the desire from an adult in his eyes, clear and palpitating, even if he hides it deeply, it’s fine .

There can be all kinds of relationships between me and him, and this is the last one that should happen.

Gu Mingsheng is a straight man, I never thought I had the ability to bend him, let alone such a man who is superior and even perfect in every aspect.My only advantage is that I have been friends with him for so many years and know each other well.

But companionship without an emotional basis is often the least valuable thing. I don't know how things have become like this, but the important thing is that everything has happened, and I can't change anything.

Chen Feng was sleeping next to me, I didn't dare to make any big movements, I just stared blankly at the dark ceiling, my chaotic thoughts carried through the whole night.

I think Gu Mingsheng might just be curious about this group, maybe he had an undue desire for the same sex, and I happened to be by his side.Or maybe he's just being nasty to see how I'll react, taking this as another round of pranks...

Which one is good, which one makes sense, it can't be because he likes me, right?

When I washed up in the morning, Chen Feng was still the first one to go in. Before he went, he probably did it on purpose, and kissed my face a few times sticky.He would do this occasionally, but I still knew that this act was intentionally shown to Gu Mingsheng, so childish that I didn't know what to say.

Sure enough, as soon as he entered, Gu Mingsheng was lying on my bedside, looking up at me with a half-smile, "Is he clinging to you like this every day?"

My eyes flicked around, still unable to overcome the embarrassment in my heart after a night, I said vaguely: "Well, almost."

"Don't you feel tired?" Gu Mingsheng propped his chin, and sighed seriously, "If it were me, I would definitely not be as naive as him, are you right? Xiao Yao."

In fact, I really said that you are not much better, but in the end I only responded with two perfunctory "yes" and did not give him a chance to continue talking.

This is the method I came up with last night. Since I can't figure out why, I just pretend I don't know anything. Anyway, Gu Mingsheng can't just mention what happened last night...

"Xiao Yao, are you still angry with me last night?"

Very good, I once again underestimated the thickness of Gu Mingsheng's skin.

I grabbed the quilt, scratched my nails repeatedly, and showed an expression as natural as possible, "How is it possible? You think too much."

"really?"

I silently prayed that Chen Feng's movements would be faster, and Gu Mingsheng, who had seen through my deepest thoughts, had already sat on the head of the bed and moved closer to me.I stepped back following his movements, and finally couldn't maintain the composure on my face, so I simply reached out and put my hand on his shoulder, keeping a safe distance.

Seeing the vigilance on my face, Gu Mingsheng burst out laughing.

When he smiled, it was as if I had become a punctured balloon, and the pent-up anger dissipated all of a sudden, and I lost my focus.

"Gu Mingsheng."

He responded lightly, "I'm here."

I seldom call him by his name directly, so I took a deep breath and then sighed, "Can you tell me why?"

I think my expression must be very solemn now, in fact, this is also my inner thought.Gu Mingsheng probably noticed it, and put away the half-smile expression just now, leaving only a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, which seemed to disappear at any time.

"what do you mean?"

"I..." I bit my lip, enduring my rising shame, "I mean you were drunk before, and the time last night."

After all, I still can't say the word 'kiss'.

Gu Mingsheng was not satisfied, he said unhurriedly: "I don't seem to remember what I have done, can you help me recall?"

No matter how stupid I was, I knew he did it on purpose. I couldn't hold back the twitching between my brows, and my fist hardened a bit.

"Gu Mingsheng, I'm asking you seriously..."

"I'm serious too."

He moved closer, his long eyelashes fluttered with the blink of an eye, and he exhaled long steam, "Xiao Yao, you don't actually dislike such a touch, do you?"

Is it right?I thought for a few seconds.

correct.

Gu Mingsheng's intimacy will make me feel surprised, sullen, even ashamed and puzzled, but there is no resentment or disgust.

why?

I suddenly couldn't speak, and the turbulent panic and confusion covered me heavily. I was in a stalemate for a long time, and I looked away in a little embarrassment.

"Don't change the topic. I just want to know why you did this. Do you know that it is easy to mislead others? If you just want to seek excitement, don't use me as a test object."

At the end, I unconsciously turned up the volume, mixed with the irritability that fell like a needle, and I was slightly taken aback after the voice fell.

Am I mad?

The chaotic emotions ran wild in the thin chest, converging into uncontrollable agitation.I didn't know what I was afraid of or what I expected, as if the answer he was about to say would be the final judgment.

"Xiao Yao, I have never regarded you as a test subject, whether it was last time or now," Gu Mingsheng's dark eyes were covered with some unknown and surging emotions, he stared at me softly, "You Is my most important friend."

Instantly, the final word.

The word 'friend' is almost like a basin of cold water pouring down from my head, extinguishing the last throbbing of unknown meaning. From last night to now, I finally realized the complete calmness.

Self-indulgence is in the top three most annoying human emotions, I unilaterally decide.

"I understand."

I nodded flatly, got up and bypassed Gu Mingsheng, and was about to get out of bed and go to the bathroom to wash up.I stayed up all night, and now I just want to wash my face to wake up, put aside those miscellaneous trivial matters, and welcome tonight's New Year's Eve.

"I'm not finished yet."

Gu Mingsheng held my wrist, not eagerly, but it seemed far from calm.There was some unreal darkness in his eyes, and he fainted slowly, "I want to be your friend, and I want to kiss you like last night."

He is straightforward and naked, as if taking off the last fig leaf of this relationship and exposing it to the air.

"do you understand?"

At that moment, I thought my ears were hallucinating.

I have been dealing with words for half my life, but at this moment, I can't understand Gu Mingsheng's short sentence. The only real thing is the mixed and beating noise in my ears, which comes from the almost burst heartbeat in my chest.

As if you were in the examination room, under the intense gaze of the invigilator, you squeezed your pen tightly. All the sentence patterns you had memorized were completely forgotten at this moment. In the end, only a few words of unknown meaning were left on the snow-white examination paper. Ugly black dots.

I can't solve this problem called Gu Mingsheng.

I struggled to suppress my emotions, and my voice trembled unconsciously: "Gu..."

"What are you doing?"

There was a loud thunder, and Chen Feng's voice behind him was trembling with coldness.