bad derailment

In the silence, Gu Mingsheng was the first to break the silence.

He naturally let go of my hand, and gave Chen Feng a particularly deceptive smile, "Xiao Yao didn't stand firmly when he got off the bed, so I took advantage of the situation to help him, don't think too much about it."

'Don't think too much' is almost the equivalent of 'think more quickly'.I had no intention of entangled in whether Gu Mingsheng was intentional or unintentional. Before my emotions were separated from what happened just now, I had to brace myself to cope with the scene in front of me.

"...Yes, I didn't stand firm just now." I wanted to rub my sore brows, but I was worried that Chen Feng would see the clues, so I could only change into a smile that couldn't be up or down, "What do you use?" Are you done with the bathroom? I'll go in first if I'm done."

I don't want to fool Chen Feng as a fool, but even a fool can see the stagnant atmosphere in the bedroom, let alone the sensitive and suspicious Chen Feng.

But no matter what he thinks or how he guesses, I am already tired of trying to figure it out.The exhaustion in my heart is no less than the sequelae of insomnia. I just want to escape to a space where no one is disturbed and let go of all the heavy pressure.

Chen Feng looked at me silently, with a palpitating depression and anger in his dark eyes.He pursed the corners of his lips tightly, unable to draw any arc, until I passed the door of the bathroom he locked, and didn't say another word.

It seemed that that question had exhausted all his strength.

I leaned on the sink, and finally saw myself in the mirror.His face was frighteningly pale, and the smile he couldn't get rid of was ugly.Wet the towel with hot water, and I wiped my face vigorously and repeatedly until my skin became red, and I felt a tingling pain after I rubbed it.

Gu Mingsheng, when did it start?

Was it an accidental kiss from drunk, or... earlier?

I dare not think deeply, my chaotic thoughts go back to the past for a while, and drift to the present for a while.It's like stepping on a soft cloud, floating, and being left empty. It's hard to tell whether it's more confusion or surprise.Perhaps there is still a trace of unspeakable secret throbbing, quietly spreading.

Almost everyone has such bad roots, even if I thought I had forgotten that failed secret love long ago, I still couldn't remain indifferent because of Gu Mingsheng's words.

He easily provoked the palpitations that I had hidden for nearly ten years, recalling the feeling of strangeness and familiarity after repeating the same mistakes.I clearly don't like him anymore, but I still feel a little bit of base satisfaction for his affection.

Unwilling, I think.

I am not reconciled to his rejection, not reconciled to his indifference, even in the past ten years, I still remember all this carefully.So when I heard Gu Mingsheng's alternative confession, my first reaction was not panic or surprise, but an almost absurd absurdity similar to "you have today".

It's just that when this layer of emotion gradually subsided, it was accompanied by uneasiness and even confusion that made it difficult for me to resist.I want to think of a countermeasure, and I don't want to be at a disadvantage in the relationship with Gu Mingsheng forever, but my brain always shuts down at the most important moment involuntarily, thinking about it is all snowflakes, empty without meaning.

This may be the most difficult New Year's Eve I have ever had, and it is also the most restless New Year's Eve dinner I have ever eaten.

Everyone is having fun, except me.My mother praised Gu Mingsheng's cooking skills without hesitation. Gu Mingsheng smiled modestly, and there was nothing unusual on his handsome face.Chen Feng also didn't show the frightening indifference in the morning. Although he didn't talk much, he showed a little smile for the first time when my mother picked up the food, softening the cold and severe facial features, and sitting with Gu Mingsheng is not inferior.

Lin Nuo sat opposite and looked at this and that, with a thoughtful expression on her face that I couldn't understand. After eating, she suddenly came to my side and asked in a low voice: "Brother, where are Brother Chen and Brother Gu?" Did you know each other before?"

I choked on the melon seeds and coughed a few times in embarrassment, "Cough...what did you say?"

This is already the second time, I was suddenly 'discovered' by Lin Nuo that my blood pressure was elevated.

Lin Nuo seemed to be in high spirits, and analyzed chatteringly: "I always feel that there is a strange atmosphere between them, and it doesn't look like they just met each other at all. And just now, brother, when you buried your head in eating, their eyes met several times Well, it's a little strange."

Following my anger, I said with sincerity and helplessness: "Maybe they hit it off at first sight, hit it off and fell in love at first sight...Anyway, don't keep holding on to them."

"Brother, you seem to have some strange idioms mixed in." Lin Nuo couldn't help laughing, cupping his face and joked, "To be honest, if they weren't your friends, I would have thought they were coming to our house to be sons-in-law. Look at how happy they have coaxed my mother these two days, and they stopped asking me about my grades. Brother, why don't you bring them here next year, even if the two beautiful men don't do anything, it's still pleasing to watch! "

The corner of my mouth twitched, and I put down the melon seeds in my hand and tapped her forehead, "Stop reading romance novels, what kind of messy metaphors are these? This year's situation is just a coincidence, next time I won't bring any, You should die of this heart."

Lin Nuo let out a howl of dissatisfaction: "Brother, you are so annoying, everything I say will tear me down."

Her voice is so contagious, everything she said was full of emotion and made people laugh, and it also swept away my previous depression.

One of the few strengths I have is that negative emotions come and go quickly, and they dissipate at the end of the day.When I went back to the bedroom to charge my phone, and when I turned around and saw Feng Chen walking in, I was able to maintain my superficial calm, and I no longer lost my composure like I did in the morning.

"What's the matter? Why don't you go and sit outside?"

Chen Feng acted as if he hadn't heard my words, he closed the door with his backhand, and also cut off the bustle in the living room.The beaming soundtrack of the Spring Festival Gala is covered with a layer of transparent tulle, which can't be heard clearly in the ears.

In such a closed environment, it is rare for me to feel nervous, "What are you going to do?"

Chen Feng didn't make a sound.

He was silent all day long, apart from the indispensable polite conversation in front of my parents, I never said a word to Chen Feng.In fact, I still don't know whether he was angry or suspicious in the morning, or maybe both, adding disaster to the disaster.

He approached me, his expressionless face finally showing a hint of emotion after a few seconds.He put his hand into his pocket, and for a moment I almost thought there was some murder weapon hidden in it, until the next moment, a bulging red envelope appeared in his hand, and he handed it towards me.

I stood there in a daze, and took it tentatively after a while, "Is this for me?"

"Is there a third person in this room?" Chen Feng frowned, his impatience and dissatisfaction mixed with the impatience on the surface, "If I don't talk all day, will you Won't you come and find me?"

"I..." I paused, then laughed, "How could it be, I thought you were still angry with me."

Unexpectedly, Chen Feng suddenly lowered his eyes, and said word by word: "I'm angry."

I choked violently on him.

"I'm so angry that you didn't explain to me," Chen Feng's eyes flickered, and the dark clouds of this morning reappeared, "You're still so close to that person surnamed Gu."

The hand holding the red envelope was cold because of guilt, I cleared my throat, my brain was working rapidly, and I was about to explain something when I heard him continue to speak coldly.

"If you get the red envelope, you have to explain what's going on with him. I'll give you 5 minutes to organize your words. Now start the timer."

I was taken aback for a moment, and then laughed dumbfounded. I never thought that one day, I would be able to empathize with Lin Nuo's situation.

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