childhood sweethearts: one love

Yifan's mother who moved to the new home did not move in with him, nor did he take the initiative to ask his father why.

One night, my father went to the room to look for him,

"Xiaofan, I'm sorry, it's my father's failure to take good care of you since childhood, which caused your mental problems, and it's all my fault."

"Dad, don't say that, you are not wrong."

Yes, maybe in everyone's mind, the things between me and him are abnormal. Same-sex love means that there is a problem with thinking. They will never see our love, and they will only notice that these are two men, which is abnormal.But until now, I don't expect them to understand, and there is no need for it.Yifan thought sadly.

"Xiaofan, in fact, my parents have been divorced for several years, and I didn't tell you for fear of affecting you. Your mother looks down on me and blames me for being useless. But I love your mother, and I hope she will change her mind, but I was wrong. , I have never taken good care of you, Xiaofan, you can't have anything else, I only have you now, we two father and son have a good life, okay?" Yifan's father burst into tears.

"Dad, well, don't talk anymore, I won't do stupid things anymore."

Yifan didn't want to explain anything more, he knew that his father had his own ideas on this matter, and he didn't want to ask for others' understanding, anyway, "he" is no longer here, and it seems normal for everyone to be himself from now on Good boy.

Yifan continued to go back to school, maybe the school also heard some rumors, and many students avoided him, especially the male students.Later, I had no choice but to transfer schools, and Gao Yuan also left with him. After arriving at the new school, I enrolled in an art training class and prepared for the art exam with Gao Yuan. Gao Yuan acted as if nothing had happened. There was no mention of Chenyu.

The days are so ordinary, Yifan doesn't seem to have any changes, but wakes up from the dream every night, and there is Chenyu in the dream.But only he knows this.After waking up, I couldn't fall asleep, and I smoked desperately until I coughed.

Without Chenyu, the days passed without feeling, and the days were so peaceful that there was no ripple, and soon it was the third year of high school.Yifan and Gao Yuan applied to the same university in City C, and they both passed the art test, and of course there was no problem with the culture class.So the college entrance examination did not bring them too much pressure.

When the university started, Yifan and Gao Yuan went to the school to apply. Although they were in the same school but in different departments, Yifan didn't want to live with strangers, so he wanted to rent a house by himself.Knowing that he was going to rent a house, Gao Yuan followed suit. In the end, the two found an old two-bedroom house outside the school, and lived in a room for each person.

When they came to college, Yifan and Gao Yuan were both 1.7m [-] in height, and with their handsome appearance, they became the hot pursuit of many girls.Yifan naturally ignored all of them, and Gao Yuan remained single for some reason.Yifan would persuade him sometimes, but as a man who once liked men, it was inconvenient for him to say too much.

Yifan looks so normal these days, even more normal than normal people, he can't see any man, let alone any woman.

But Yifan had been silent for too long, and when he got the news that his hometown was going to be demolished during the summer vacation of his second year in college, he couldn't control it completely. Only then did Yifan realize how much he cared and how much he couldn't bear to let go.

He rushed back like crazy. At this time, the people here had all moved out, and it was very quiet.

Standing at the door, looking at the familiar room, I saw a naughty little boy with single eyelids running out and pulling another boy out, he followed them to the school where he went to when he was a child, walked to the playground and sat in the familiar room. On the stone, I watched them sitting and eating together with bright smiles, the shorter boy was watching the single eyelid boy playing marbles there, and the naughty boy occasionally looked back at the other little boy with a wicked smile...

Yifan hurriedly got up, ran back to his room, found a box in the old cabinet, it was full of dust, wiped it clean and opened it, the beads inside lay quietly, still shining.

Hugging the box tightly, I walked to the balcony of the house next door. The roses bloomed early, and a faint fragrance wafted in.Yifan sat on the steps, took out a cigarette, lit it, and smoked it vigorously, one, one, and another...

"Yifan, come out, let's go to school."

"Yifan, if you were a girl, you would definitely kill all the girls in the school."

"Okay, don't be awkward, we will be together from now on. Since I promised not to talk about my girlfriend, you will be my wife from now on, you have to take good care of me!"

"Yifan, let me sleep with you tonight?"

"Don't leave me, I really like you for a long time."

"Would you like to be Chenyu's only Yifan? When we grow up, we will go abroad to get married together!"

"My wife I love you!"

"Can I hug you tonight?"

......

Yifan smoked and coughed continuously, as if he was about to cough up blood, his eyes were blurry from coughing...