childhood sweethearts: one love

"Honey, I'm back, why am I still sleeping, get up soon!" A familiar voice was heard in a daze.

Yifan tried hard to open his eyes, to see the person who was talking to him, but finally his eyelashes moved, and the dazzling light hit his eyes, but he didn't see him, without him, without him...

"Xiaofan, you finally woke up. You have been asleep for two days. The doctor said that you are fine and you can rest at home. But if you don't wake up, Dad is worried to death."

"Yifan, I'm Gao Yuan, how are you doing, let's eat something."

"..."

Yifan stared blankly at the ceiling, as if he couldn't hear anything clearly.

"Chenyu, Chenyu..." The same two words were repeated in his mouth, and the tears couldn't stop flowing out.

"Xiaofan, don't do this, what do you want Dad to do?" Yifan's father hugged him and cried.

"Uncle, he just woke up, let's not disturb him and let him be quiet." Gao Yuan helped Yifan's father go out.

Everything around is quiet, the silence is terrible, but in summer, it feels extremely cold, shivering, cold in the heart, and can't feel anything except the throbbing pain in the chest.

Chenyu, did you just abandon me like this?Whoever said never leave me, who said they want to be together forever, what should I do if I am left alone now, what should I do, everyone burst into tears.

How ironic is this, the two finally fell in love, abandoned everything, and went against everyone's expectations to be together. As a result, the result is that even God will object to us being together?Yifan sneered ironically.

Lowering his head, he saw Chenyu's ring lying quietly beside the pillow. The faint blood stains were extremely eye-catching. He took it and hung it around his neck, and his heart ached even more.

At this time, I saw a fruit knife on the small table beside the pillow, grabbed it casually, and slashed hard on my left wrist, but didn't feel any pain.It's not so easy to leave me behind, Yifan smiled, it's so cold this summer, Yifan shrank under the blanket, holding two rings in one hand, and slowly closed his eyes.

Yifan had a dream that day, an extremely beautiful dream, a long dream. At the beginning, Yifan thought he had come to heaven.In the dream, he walked into a white church, which was decorated with many roses. Chen Yu stood in the middle and held a ring in his hand, and stretched out one hand to him. Putting on the ring, the two kissed together.There was no one else in the dream, only the two of them, but they didn't feel cold at all, they felt so warm.

Dreams are dreams after all, always wake up.

Yifan who woke up was lying in the hospital, his father accompanied him, looking extremely haggard, and he didn't know how long he hadn't rested.Since he couldn't go with Chenyu, he should stay and cherish the person in front of him, Yifan secretly decided.I don't know when my father became so old. Although he is only in his 40s, he looks much older than his actual age.

Afterwards, Yifan stayed in the hospital for another week before being discharged, and missed Chenyu's funeral.

Later, Yifan's father insisted on moving, but he didn't object, and obeyed his father's arrangement in everything, just be a good boy.

The day we moved away was late autumn, and the sky was drizzling.

Yifan came to Chenyu's cemetery with a bouquet of pink roses in his arms, and looked at Chenyu's photos in bursts,

"Chenyu, I couldn't go with you that day, I won't think about going with you anymore. I still have my father to take care of, you will understand? You always say that you don't want me to leave you, you want to be with me forever Together? In the end, the person who talked the most broke his promise first. You gave me a wall of pink roses twice. Do you know the flower language of pink roses? They were together for a lifetime, but you left by yourself. You said you gave me away How many lifetimes have you owed me so much? I won’t return the ring to you, I will take both of them as if you were with me, don’t worry, I will never fall in love with anyone again, my heart is already in I went with you that day, so you just wait for me obediently."

After finishing speaking, he put a bouquet of pink roses in front of the tombstone, got up slowly, and stood in the drizzle for an unknown amount of time before leaving slowly. The drizzle wet his hair and his eyes.