childhood sweethearts: one love

Yifan didn't know how long he sat there, and he didn't remember how he got back.After returning to the residence, Gaoyuan was not there at night, so Yifan decided to go out for a stroll by himself.

Walking alone by the river, looking at the lights of thousands of families surrounded by two rivers, such a familiar scene, but this time only I am left without him by my side.When we came to the cross-river bridge, the river under the bridge rushed past, and the reflection of the city lights flashed on the river.

Yifan lit a cigarette and leaned on the railing with his arms, letting the river wind blow away his broken hair.

The two rings hanging around the neck were also shaking under the blowing of the river wind, making a subtle sound of colliding with each other.

Suddenly holding Yifan with one hand, he turned his head and saw a boy who was less than 1.7 meters five, standing beside him, with his back to him, and opposite him was a handsome looking uncle. Yifan seemed to understand something, and pushed him away hand, turned around and ignored it, and continued to smoke his own cigarette.

"Ozawa, are you here to look for him?" The uncle looked at Yifan,

"Well, let's go, he is younger than you and more handsome than you, you should give up."

"Hey! Boy, turn around."

Yifan ignored it.

"Hey, hello, help me." The boy next to him pulled him and whispered.

Annoyed, Yifan turned his head and glanced at the uncle, and then the uncle left angrily.

The boy walked to Yifan and leaned against the railing.

"I didn't expect you to be so handsome. I like your temperament."

"..."

"The necklace around your neck is beautiful."

"Thank you."

"Why two necklaces?"

"...because its owner is gone."

"Are you GAY?"

Yifan looked back at the boy. He looked 20 years old, a little over 1.7 meters tall, with yellow hair and delicate features. He was wearing a white T-shirt and white slacks, which looked very visual.

"Aren't you too?"

"Ha, as you said. You seem to be broken in love. You have to know how to give up. What's so good about love? Too many entanglements are exhausting..."

"You are noisy!"

"Well, let me simply say, go to my place tonight."

"..."

"I'm not sick."

In the end, Yifan followed the boy, and he didn't understand why, did he want to forget "him"?But he knew that he would never forget "him".

That night, Yifan seemed to want to release all the dusty feelings of three years, closed his mind, and had sex with the boy crazily. Down.

When he woke up, the boy was sitting on the edge of the bed looking at him, holding a glass of water.

Watching him wake up, the boy handed over the cup, "Let's be friends from now on, my name is Ni Ze, a sophomore majoring in acting at A University."

Yifan caught the cup, "Yifan, a sophomore majoring in painting at A University."

"Surname one?"

"Ah."

"By the way, the two of us will not do it again in the future."

Yifan took a sip of water and stopped, "Why?"

"Although it's fun to do with you, I don't want to get caught up in your indifference. It's better for us to just be friends." Ni Ze smiled, "But I can introduce you, I know you There are many such friends."

"...Well, but I'm only on top." Although the relationship with Ni Ze is not because of love, but this kind of pure relationship is indeed very emotional, and it also makes Yifan feel a lot better for the time being, so He hesitated and agreed.

"No problem, it can't be like last night, remember to wear a condom."

"..."

The two later exchanged numbers.

It was already night when I came out from Ni Ze’s place, and when I watched the people coming and going, I suddenly felt extremely lonely and empty. Why did my heart, which felt better just now, start to feel empty again, but the hole was bigger and more empty than before? Make people uncomfortable.Chenyu, why are you willing to let me go, Yifan smiled and walked forward among the strange crowd.

When I got home, I saw Gao Yuan sitting on the sofa as soon as I opened the door, looking very tired.

"Where were you last night?"

"...spent the night with someone else."

Gao Yuan's eyes flashed, "Remember to tell me next time."

"Yeah." Yifan opened the door of his room.

"I must say, I would be worried."

"..."

Yifan didn't say much. After all these years, he could vaguely feel Gao Yuan's different feelings, but he didn't want to talk about it. Some things should be buried. It would be nice if Chenyu and Chenyu didn't say anything.