come close to me hold me

Seeing that An Xun hadn't come back until noon, Jiang Yien was lying on the hospital bed unable to do anything, a little restless, thinking about it, and couldn't help but send a voice message to An Xun.

"Sister An, are you finished? I miss you so much..."

However, An Xun never replied to her, so how could he reply now?So, she didn't have any expectations.

"Ding~"

There was a crisp sound, and she immediately unlocked and opened the message. It turned out to be a voice from An Xun!Did she reply the message? !

"Understood, I'll come over when I'm done."

She got up suddenly, hugged the phone, giggled unconsciously, carefully saved the voice, put it to her ear, and listened to the soft whisper over and over again.

It's just that the voice is a little hoarse.

Soon, there was a noise at the door, but there was a short corridor at the entrance, and the door could not be seen directly from the direction of the hospital bed, but the aroma had already teased Jiang Yien's taste buds.In the morning, An Xun told her not to order takeaway, she would arrange for lunch, so Jiang Yien took it for granted that An Xun brought her lunch.

"Dr. An went home and made me delicious food?"

Hearing the door slam shut, a figure walked out in a moment, chuckling a few times: "Your Dr. An was so busy all morning that you didn't even take a sip of water. How can you go home and cook?"

"Director Li..." Unexpectedly, it was Li Min who came in. Seeing that she was carrying food from the cafeteria, Jiang Yien's good mood instantly dropped several octaves, and her face flushed with shame.

"What? Are you unhappy to see it's me?" Li Min joked with a chuckle, and explained: "An Xun said she had something to do and couldn't leave, so let me come and see you. I asked the kitchen to cook for you. Order light, see if it suits your taste?"

"Thank you Director Li, why bother you so much," Jiang Yien hurriedly picked up the small table and took the plate: "Have you eaten yet?"

"Not yet, why don't you settle down first? You are the pet of the little group in our south courtyard now! How is it? Do you want me to feed you?"

Li Min thought of what Su Wen said, imagined the little girl clamoring for food, how embarrassed the ice beauty's face might be, felt a little funny.

No one knew that An Xun inadvertently took the initiative to feed the meal.

"No, no need...thank you, Director Li..."

Jiang Yien was a little overwhelmed, Li Min always spoke very kindly, but for some reason, she preferred to rely on An Xun, she liked to see An Xun speak jerky words of doting out of necessity; All the intimacy was reluctant, and they acted like she couldn't help it.

"Is your wound better? You should be discharged from the hospital in two days. I'll tell Ji Xiaoyu later that I need someone to take care of me when I go home."

"No need, I can take care of myself! And if anything happens, Xiaoyu will help me."

When Jiang Yien heard that she was discharged from the hospital, she was still a little bit reluctant. In the past two days, she used her identity as a small patient to let An Xun do a lot of things that she would not do normally. She was very satisfied.

But in the end, all An Xun's pampering and love seemed to be due to the fact that she blocked the knife for her, or perhaps, due to her professional instinct of caring for patients.Whether there are other things besides, Jiang Yien can't be sure.She was a little afraid that once she was discharged from the hospital, all this would be gone.

Thinking of this, she couldn't help but sighed softly.

"Why are children sighing? Is the food not to your taste?"

"Why, I was the one who troubled Director Li. When I recover from my injuries, I will definitely go to the emergency room to help!" Jiang Yien turned to smile, her eyes were shining brightly at her age.

"Then I'll make a note of it. If I don't come by then, I'm going to ask you, Director An, for someone! All right, I'll deliver the meal too, so I won't watch you eat it. What's the matter with you? I am the same as looking for Dr. An." Li Min got up, said a few words politely and went out.

Jiang Yien watched Li Min go out with a smile, immediately lowered his eyebrows, pouted, and muttered: "It's different."

In the bathroom at noon, you can often see a few young doctors and nurses gathering in twos and threes, exchanging gossip while washing their hands, which can be regarded as a sneak in during a busy day at work.

"Hey, have you heard? What about Dr. An and Jiang Yien..."

"I've heard that! Ever since Li Sen's family made trouble last time, I felt something was wrong with her! You said, the goddess has been alone for so many years, so she can't really be crooked!"

"What's so straight and crooked? It's okay to talk about it now. The same-sex marriage policy is estimated to be promulgated in the past two years. Isn't it true on the Internet?"

"I don't think so. Although the degree of widespread acceptance is higher than it was decades ago, if you really want to get married, it will take another few decades!"

"It's okay if you don't get married. There are so many gay families nowadays, not all of them are legally married. It's not fruitless to talk about it!"

"Yeah, yeah, I think it's okay, anyway, it's more reliable than the previous Xunwen CP and An Qin CP! But, what kind of CP name should I choose? Xun En? It's weird hahahahahahaha..."

Several girls laughed wildly, completely unaware when the door of the compartment behind them opened, and then, a few cold footsteps came quietly.

"An, Doctor An..."

The girls leaned on each other in fright, almost collapsing one after another.But An Xun acted as if he didn't hear, washed his hands quietly and went out.

"It's over, it's over, I have a performance review next week!"

"I told you not to say this in the toilet!"

An Xun didn't change his face, but his steps still became heavier. He unknowingly stopped in the empty corridor and stared out the window for a while.

She knows that the world is getting better and better, and same-sex love can also have results.She also knew that among so many rumors about herself, only the matter with that girl would make her stop involuntarily.

When she was young and ignorant, she was like a girl who had just begun to love thousands of people. She once had a green affection for some people, and was also sincerely loved by some people. It's not that she doesn't know what love is.It's just that after the family accident, she got used to celibacy, used to living without hope and expectation, and she had long forgotten those names in the past, which were too late to be engraved in her heart.

Now that she is 31 years old, things like love and marriage have long been shrouded in invisible darkness. What kind of person she wants to be and what kind of life she wants to live are issues that belong to teenagers and girls. I haven't thought about it seriously for a long time.

She remembered Su Wen's words again, who wants to fall in love with a Bing Tuozi.

So, she went to the vending machine downstairs to buy a pack of ladies' cigarettes, hid in the smoking room and lit the first pastime in her life.

"Cough cough cough..."

The next moment, she was choked half to death, and the corners of her eyes were filled with tears. After realizing it, she mocked what she was doing, or was she still that boy who "sorrows about writing new words"?

Can you forget the water that can’t be broken by drawing a knife, and the sorrow that can’t be eliminated by quitting alcohol? Do you expect a cigarette to forget it?

"An Xun, you are so naive."

So, I pinched the spark and threw it into the trash can.Looking at the almost whole pack of cigarettes and the lighter I just bought on the table at hand, I wanted to throw them away together, but after a moment of hesitation, I put them in the bag.

Seeing that the lunch break was coming to an end, An Xun thought about going to see the little girl, it was because of her that she was hurt, how could he leave her there alone because of the lack of openness in his heart.

In fact, she didn't dare to think about where she couldn't face it calmly. She just felt that she was starting to care about that girl. She was afraid that such caring would break her one day, and she was also afraid that her own fragmentation would one day hurt her. To that little girl.

She knew that neither she nor that girl could bear any more harm.

When I arrived at the ward, the little girl had already obediently finished her meal and was taking a nap. Seeing that she was still holding her mobile phone in her hand, she vaguely thought of something, so she quickly opened her mobile phone and took a look. Sure enough, there were piles of news again, all from that girl She clicked through the incoming voices one by one and brought them to her ear.

"Sister An, why haven't you come yet?"

"Sister An, I'm done eating, I'm obediently taking medicine today!"

"Sister An, are you busy? Did you remember to eat well? Director Li said that you don't even have time to drink water..."

"Sister An, don't worry about me, I will sleep well for a while, when you come, be sure to wake me up!"

"Sister An will wake me up? I'm waiting for you..."

"Sister An..."

The eyes gradually became moist, and the heart was stuffy, it was an indescribable pain.She really wanted to touch the little girl's face again, but thinking of those rumors, she just felt that any contact she made was taking advantage of others, so she withdrew her slightly trembling hand and clenched her fist tightly, her fingertips unconsciously Sink into the palm of your hand, until it turns slightly white.

In the end, she didn't wake Jiang Yien up.He even closed the door lightly, and put the chair back in place before leaving, as if he was trying his best to erase the traces of his presence.

It seemed that he was trying his best to disappoint that girl.

In the next two days, Jiang Yien also clearly felt that An Xun was keeping a distance from him intentionally or unintentionally, even though he accompanied her in the hospital like a family member, and did not go home for five days.But after changing her dressing, she won't hold her, won't feed her when she eats, won't accompany her when she sleeps, and the message is really only replying to that one.

Jiang Yien didn't know why, but only guessed that her injury was slowly recovering, so Dr. An would no longer pamper her like a child.

In a blink of an eye, it was time to leave the hospital.

"Sister An, can I be discharged from the hospital this afternoon?"

"Yes, congratulations."

An Xun replied lightly, even though he was gentle, there was no hint of congratulation on his face.Jiang Yien let his delusions go, could Dr. An be a little bit reluctant?

Probably not.

Don't worry about me, it's all good.

She felt lost, wondering when the next time she would be embraced by Dr. An, whether she could visit the next door often after she was discharged from the hospital, whether she could let her take her in again on weekend nights.

He obviously lives next door, why is it as if there is an ocean across, as if as long as that door is closed, everything about Dr. An has nothing to do with her, Jiang Yien.

"Sister An..."

"what happened?"

"The hospital granted me half a month's leave, and the school is not in a hurry to go back. If I'm bored at home during this time, can I come to you?" She was expecting, but didn't dare to expect, so her tone gradually low.

An Xun was stunned for a second, as if seeing the little girl's cautiousness, there was a little distress in his brows and eyes: "Don't be so troublesome, stay at my house until you remove the stitches."

"What?!" Jiang Yien's mind thumped, so that he couldn't believe what he heard.

"However, you have to keep Wen Jing and Ji Xiaoyu a secret about this matter. I don't want to hear any bad rumors in the hospital. Also, after the stitches are removed, you have to move back. We have to agree on this in advance. No problem. ?”

"no problem!"

Jiang Yien bent her crescent eyes, tilted her head and smiled sweetly, revealing the lovely dimples of two elves.But only she knew that her heart soared at a certain moment, and then sank at a certain moment.

A limited-time secret favor?That sounds so sad...