come close to me hold me

"Doctor An! Are you off work? Are you here to pick me up?!"

"Well, but let's go to the supermarket before going home."

"supermarket?"

"Go and buy something you like to eat. After bleeding so much, I have to make it up for you."

"Ok!"

Well, the excitement in Jiang Yien's heart is far greater than that little imperfection. There are still five days before the stitches are removed. In these five days, there is just one weekend and one special day, which is enough.

In the supermarket, Jiang Yien was pushing the shopping cart in front of him, looking left and right in excitement, and from time to time he would take two steps forward, propping his body up with his hands and sliding in the air for a while.An Xun followed behind, watching her smile and making trouble. If she hadn't had confidence in her suturing skills and knew the recovery situation, she was really worried that the girl would make a fuss about the wound.

"You girl, have you been bored these days?"

"That's right! I've never been wronged so much in my life!"

An Xun suddenly paused, with self-blame in his eyes

Jiang Yien glanced back at An Xun's serious appearance, and chuckled: "Doctor An is so cute, I'm teasing you!" He bounced back, put his arms around An Xun's neck, shook and said coquettishly : "You accompany me every day, I'm too happy to be happy, how can I be wronged!"

"You girl! You know how to make fun of me." An Xun frowned, pushed Jiang Yien away with some shame, and walked forward first.

After getting all the meat, eggs, milk, melons, fruits and vegetables, the two unknowingly went to the snack area, and before the girl ran wild, An Xun took some cheese sticks, white rabbit toffee, ice cream, yogurt potato chips and biscuits, etc. Pick one or two and put them in the shopping cart.

"Doctor An brought...all of my favorite food..." Jiang Yien looked down at the truck full of snacks, a little stunned.

An Xun hesitated for a moment, but still confessed: "When I was packing your luggage, I found that little book, and I read it without your permission. I'm sorry."

Jiang Yien froze for a moment, then suddenly remembered: "Ah! It's 'Like Diary'!"

"Well, I know I'm not supposed to read your diary, it's just..."

It's just that she didn't know it was a diary at first, it was pink, small, and very cute.If it wasn't for the small paper boat inside that accidentally dropped, she probably wouldn't open it curiously.

Most of the handwriting in the diary is immature, with some imaginative things written.An Xun didn't notice the cover until later, and saw the four characters "Like Diary" that had faded.

She was curious about what a child's pure liking would look like, so she couldn't help but look at it again.The book was very old, and the yellowed paper contained the smell of time. An Xun looked at the date and counted the recorded age. From the cuteness of childhood to the ignorance of youth, the growth of the little girl was written in the hobbies.

Seven years old:

grandma's purring

stomach rumbling sound

the moon keeps following me

Iced milk tea

Wind chimes

violin

sister playing the violin

Sweet

land that never sleeps

……

nine years old:

lego castle

Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry

Chichititi, ShirleyMay and Stella Lou

non-spillable fountain pen

The grandmother who helped me with my winter vacation homework

Downstairs Xiaoju

Little orange meowing sound

……

12 years old:

The rustle of stepping on the snow

pick up fallen leaves

1 meters can play roller coaster

……

15 years old:

fall leaves return to their roots

Emerald

Kart

holiday

long vacation

……

:

The presidium that is not looking for trouble

serious teacher

……

"I was going to show it to Dr. An..." Jiang Yien lowered his head and fiddled with his fingers, obviously a little embarrassed, and asked, "Doctor An, have you seen "Mother"?"

An Xun shook his head: "No, is it a movie?"

"It's a very old Japanese drama. Xiao Liannan also has a book like this. People say she is escaping from reality. But if the reality is too hard, there is nothing wrong with escaping."

An Xun was silent and made no statement.

Jiang Yien really wanted to show An Xun his favorite diary for a long time, he hesitated again and again, because he thought that an "adult" like Dr. An would not care about her childish little thoughts, and she thought that she would be with those who are active in social life Like the smart philosophers on the platform, adults who believe in magic are fools.

Although I occasionally thought about it, maybe, she is different?

"Tell you quietly, you are not allowed to laugh at me. When I was in college, I took Italian as an elective. When I was studying the future tense, the teacher asked us to describe the world in 100 years."

"Ok?"

"I'm writing that in 100 years, kids will go to school on broomsticks, and Santa Claus will give presents to every adult who still has a child, eh...but then he's too busy? So if I'm still alive , I’ll be Santa’s delivery man!”

An Xun couldn't help but chuckled sideways, and the little girl who was getting more and more excited when she talked, blushed instantly.

Jiang Yien continued to mutter in a low voice: "As a result, the classmate behind me said that there will still be conflicts and wars in the world after 100 years, because human nature will not change."

"This kind of thing that everyone knows is not as cute as your story."

"But! Sara also praised her as a philosopher!"

An Xun's brows and eyes relaxed a little, he touched Jiang Yien's head, and sighed: "It's not a good thing to be like a philosopher at a young age."

Jiang Yien raised his head quickly, his small mouth smiled into a curved boat, his soft baby face looked like a hamster was hiding food, and exclaimed: "You think so too!"

Looking at Jiang Yien's appearance, An Xun couldn't help but stare for a few seconds. In fact, every time the girl smiled, she couldn't help but look twice more.

The little girl has no face and clean face, her hair has never been dyed, but it is a natural chestnut color in the sun, and the ends of her hair are naturally slightly curled. When you see her loose hair by chance, it will make people's eyes shine, and her eyes are like deer, flickering. Reiki, with a slight complexion, even the tip of the nose is pink, like the little princess in fairy tales.

But there was another force in her heart to dissuade her, so she had to restrain her lingering gaze, and finally regained her composure, raised her eyebrows, and took two steps away from the front of the shopping cart.

"You have to exercise. It's not easy to send a piece of paper when you're a hundred years old."

Jiang Yien was taken aback for a moment, but then he couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth, smiling like a monkey, he grabbed the handle of the shopping cart and followed him: "That's it! Doctor An! Let me tell you, this world There really is magic on…”

It was as if a switch had been turned on, chattering non-stop, because she was suddenly convinced that there was someone who understood her, not only understood her, but also tolerated her choice to be a child in this world where it was not easy for anyone.

Yes, it is a choice.

She felt that those who believed that people who believed in magic were too naive were the ones who were really naive!

"Going up to the mall? Is there anything else you want to buy?"

"kindness."

"What is it?"

"I just ordered milk tea on the mini program, just go and get it, so I don't have to wait in line."

"milk tea?!"

"Iced oolong milk tea with seven-point sweetness and boba, right?"

"Yes! For me?!"

"if not."

"Yeah! Dr. An is so nice! I like Dr. An the most!"

Seeing the little girl cheering and saying those words that made people blush, An Xun sighed in his heart: She is too easily satisfied.

"Wait!" Jiang Yien suddenly remembered something, and turned around with a sudden step: "Dr. An finished reading all the diaries you like?"

This question made An Xun's heartbeat stop for a moment.

She was guilty, and had to admit that when she turned to the last page, her heartbeat seemed to speed up several times, making her almost out of breath.

In the notes, she knew that the girl was gradually getting better, and that she needed less and less time to escape from reality, and she would not deliberately write down irrelevant things.

Therefore, in the two years of that girl's life No. 20, her own name was the only favorite recorded.

22 years old:

An Xun

She calculated the time carefully, and it was the day when Li Sen's family made trouble.

Such moonlight, such cute handwriting, and look at that sleeping face, pink and soft, cute elves, not like a 22-year-old girl.At that time, An Xun actually had an urge to go over and hug her.

In fact, she did do so, but the girl slept soundly and didn't notice it.

That's why after running away for two days, he suddenly wanted to take that girl home.How could she leave calmly? That girl has learned to escape from reality since she was a child, she has learned to make adults feel at ease since she was a child, and she has learned to force a smile since she was a child. Even the old lady Chen Nianci said that she is a mature child who does not need to worry.

That's right, if Professor Chen really saw through that girl's disguise, how could she let a wounded girl try to redeem herself locked in the ice.If he really rejected people for thousands of miles, who would treat her like a child.

At least, when her pain is not fully healed, there must be someone to pamper her.

"Have you finished reading it?" the little girl urged shyly as she watched An Xunzheng in a daze.

"No."

An Xun lied.

The little girl also paused after hearing the answer, whether she was disappointed or relieved, it was hard to tell.

"Oh……"

"Give me what you have in hand, just take your milk tea."

Originally, he didn't want the little girl whose wound had just healed to carry any heavy objects, but because Jiang Yien forced to share, he reluctantly gave her a light bag.An Xun watched carefully all the way, as long as she felt that she was struggling a little, she would take it immediately, and now she added milk tea, how could she let her carry more weight.

"No, it's too heavy! You can't let Dr. An carry it alone."

"Be obedient, you are my patient now, and you must follow the doctor's advice." An Xun took it over, gentle but firm, and Jiang Yien had no choice but to submit obediently.

"Then, I have only one hand left..."

After the little girl paused for a moment, she took two steps forward:

"Take care of the doctor!"

Before An Xun could react, that soft little hand had already grasped her wrist, which made her heart tense. Over the years, her hand was probably holding a pen as well as a scalpel. After all, it was all cold objects, but the girl's palm was so hot.

"The wish of the little patient, please satisfy me?"

The little girl raised her eyebrows, her face was full of playfulness like a child's, and it was these words again. During those few days in the hospital, she also used these words when she asked to sleep in her arms and change her dressings.

"Understood." An Xun still followed her, moved the things aside, and freed up a hand to hold the little girl.

The fingertips slipped across the fingers, and when they interlocked, there seemed to be a wind blowing, and the fragrance of flowers passed by, so that the two of them stopped for a moment, looking at each other speechlessly, with some doubts embedded in their eyes.

Is it an illusion?

The mall was crowded with people, but they were the only ones standing still. Time seemed to stop for them, and seemed to urge them to move forward. Jiang Yien felt that the palms that were pressed together gradually began to become moist, and a thin layer of water mist appeared. ……melted?

"go home."

"Ok!"