come close to me hold me

"Sister An, will you still guard me tonight?"

Jiang Yien looked at An Xun's tired face, although he was looking forward to it, he was also a little worried.

"Yes." An Xun answered quickly.

"But, tomorrow is Monday, and I have to go to work."

"I know, don't worry, it's the same when I sleep on the sofa at night," she said, straightening the little girl's quilt.

"No, the sofa is too small, just squeeze with me, the bed will be more comfortable anyway! Otherwise, Dr. An will go home, I don't want you guarding me." Jiang Yien pouted.

"Little girl, do you still want to take care of me?" An Xun raised his fingertips and scratched her small mouth: "It can be covered with soy sauce."

"Okay, okay, just sleep with me~" Jiang Yien held An Xun's hand and shook it.

"Okay, don't make trouble, and be careful of the wound. I'll wait for you to fall asleep and see you finish the drip, and then go home. Anyway, it's close, so just call me if you have something to do. Is that okay?"

Although Jiang Yien really wanted Dr. An to stay, but he cared more about her health, so he could only obediently agree: "Okay."

However, not long after sleeping at night, Jiang Yien always felt uneasy, woke up in a daze, and saw that An Xun hadn't left, curled up on the single sofa, only covered with the light blanket of the bed.

"fraud……"

Jiang Yien sighed silently, angry and distressed, she threw off the quilt and got out of bed.

"Tonight, I can't leave you alone."

She tried to hug An Xun to bed, she was so thin, she thought it shouldn't be difficult.Reaching out his hand gently around her knees and back, wrapping her around her and leaning against his chest.Seeing that An Xun frowned and moved his body in his sleep, he was so frightened that he quickly held his breath for fear that the heavy breathing would wake her up.

An Xun's sleep has always been very light, as usual, he woke up the moment the little girl got out of bed.It's just that, since the day she rushed Jiang Yien to the emergency room, she hasn't had a good night's sleep, and there will be surgery tomorrow afternoon, so she also knows that she should catch up on sleep.

But the beds in the hospital are tight, and many family members who accompany the bed can only sleep on cold benches in the corridor. She really has no way to find a bed for herself.So, in order to sleep soundly on the sofa, she took two sleeping pills.

"Sister An, thank you for taking care of me, but I can't waste your kindness to me. I have known since I was a child that nothing is good, it is taken for granted..."

Jiang Yien whispered in his heart, enduring the pain of the wound and picked up An Xun, and when he put him safely on the bed, he was already sweating and panting from the pain.

Although An Xun was lighter than she thought, the pain from the wound still made her groan, she was weak all over, and knelt on the edge of the bed.Looking at An Xun's sleeping face, seeing that he was still frowning lightly and sleeping restlessly, his heart was full of pity and distress.After a while, he got up, got into An Xun's arms on the bed, and covered himself with the quilt.

"I'm sorry, you said that I was hurt because of you, and it's not too much to sleep in your arms for one night?"

At that very second, she felt An Xun instinctively hugged her tightly, completely, embracing her.It made her cry again in the middle of the night.

It seems that since she had Sister An, she finally had a hug that could make her cry.

Finally, the effect of the medicine could not overcome An Xun's light sleep. She still woke up and found herself lying on the bed. Her heart was about to jump out of shock. It also seemed to have been wet once, and she even suspected for a moment that she had done something terrible.

"Xiao En? You, you carried me up? You can't..."

An Xun was in a daze, and it took him a long time to understand how he got on the bed. His heart skipped a beat, and he quickly touched the little girl's back based on his feeling. Feeling that the wound was normal, he breathed a sigh of relief.

"Don't go, don't scold me..." Jiang Yien broke down in tears.

"I, I didn't want to scold you..." An Xun's heart softened, he patted the little girl and softly comforted him: "It's just that you have to cherish yourself, the wound has just started to heal, so you use your strength indiscriminately, in case of internal bleeding again , it will be very troublesome, you know?"

"Doctor An, you are a liar..."

An Xun smiled lightly, and coaxed: "I didn't mean to lie to you, I'm just worried, the sofa is very comfortable, really."

She hugged her, patted her, scolded her full of heartache, and coaxed her full of kindness. This feeling was Jiang Yien's irresistible tenderness. She gave her such tenderness more than once.

"Sister An, I miss my mother..."

An Xun then shed tears, which made her feel relieved to leave, how to leave her alone, she was the same as herself, she had no family by her side.How could she not know what it was like to be hospitalized alone, how could she not know what it was like to miss her loved ones.

"Xiao En, be good, don't be afraid."

"Cry, just cry out..."

The sun shone through the mist and shone through the window, and there was an early morning scene in the hospital, and there were laughter and laughter during the conversation.In the ward, the two hugged each other and slept peacefully.

"Hey! Minmin! Do you know, I came here this morning to hear from Wen Jing that when she went to change her dressing, An Xun was feeding porridge to the daredevil! She also said that Jiang Yien was making a fuss for An Xun to hug when she changed her dressing!"

Sure enough, as long as Su Wen is around, the speed of Ren Zhuo's gossip will never lag behind the medical level.Hearing a little bit of wind from Wen Jing and the others, everyone immediately made a fuss. It's only Monday, and the group has been heated up about the little girl's "hero saving the beauty" several times.

"Little girl, An Xun won't mind." Li Min, of course, didn't take it seriously because of all the speculations before, and asked: "If you want to take care of other people's affairs, the thesis is done? This promotion won't go to waste again. right?"

"Tsk...why mention this disappointment...how can the thesis be published? If I followed their old oily heads and poured water, I would have been promoted a long time ago!" Su Wen rolled his eyes in annoyance, full of disdain.

"That An'an, didn't she really produce something? You tell her that she is also a college roommate, so she didn't learn anything about being a god." Li Min sneered.

Su Wen raised his eyebrows, and exclaimed: "Is that a human head?! Let's not talk about the head, she is already smart, and you don't see how cruel she is to herself. She can't do what she is satisfied with, she I have to practice it a hundred times and a thousand times, how tiring it is to live like that, I can't do it... Oh, let's not talk about this, you say An Xun, do you like that little girl's film?"

Li Min saw that the person in front of him was eloquent when he mentioned An Xun, and jealousy arose in his heart: "You care so much, just ask her if she is right."

After all, when she first joined Renzhuo, she lived in the same staff dormitory with Su Wen, and went in and out together every day, so Li Min gradually saw that she was not as carefree as she appeared on the surface.

She knew that Su Wen couldn't get used to those people whose eyes were all about fame and fortune, who would do anything to get promoted.In her eyes, those who pour water into their papers and flatter their leaders are not worthy of being doctors.

But for those people, Su Wen was disheartened all the way through the promotion, so he simply applied to be transferred to the emergency department. He stayed away from the scalpel for a long time, and every day he had nothing to do and neglected his profession.

Later, the current dean took office and cleaned up a group of water injection elements. Chen Nianci took over Chest, and the atmosphere gradually improved.Su Wen listened to Li Min's persuasion and returned to the Thoracic Surgery Department, picking up the scalpel again.

In the final analysis, she loves her, loves her awe-inspiring righteousness behind her cynicism, loves her arrogance and domineering always full of kindness, loves her for not going with others, loves her rather than surrender.Just because that person was a piece of wood, he couldn't make any progress for a long time.

Su Wengao raised his eyebrows and exclaimed, "I asked her? Then I'm really impatient!"

Li Min frowned, and said coldly: "Su Wen, you don't mean you like someone?"

This kind of speculation is not groundless, everyone knows that Su Wen is a bully outside his chest, barefoot is not afraid of wearing shoes, even Qin Shi dare not do anything to her, but even if she is disrespectful to anyone, she dare not provoke An Find a point.

Although An Xun could be regarded as affectionate and righteous, he always kept a distance from everyone, and Su Wen did not become that exception.However, even so, she would still stick to her hot face and her cold butt unremittingly, and would tirelessly do useless work to make An Xun happy.

So, don't you really like it?

"Me? Like her?! Help, who wants to fall in love with Bing Tuozi! It's bad luck for eight lifetimes. Like her, tsk..."

Turning back just in time, An Xun stood in front of him, instantly frightened out of his wits. Although there was no trace of emotion on that frosty face, it was enough to deter Su Wen, a coward.

"No, I didn't mean that..."

An Xun was silent for a moment, then asked with a cold sigh, "What about the case in bed seven?"

"I'm not going to send it over..."

"What about the operation plan for the sixteenth bed next week?"

"Surgical plan..."

"Then you are still chatting here!"

"Wrong! Wrong boss!"

"She! It's like this every time. She admits her mistakes with sincerity and refuses to change after repeated admonitions." Li Min snorted and fanned the flames, just to get revenge on that wood's incomprehensible style.

An Xun took a document from Li Min to sign, without raising his head, he said, "Discussing colleagues during shift hours, delaying work, [-]-word review."

"Three thousand?!" Su Wen couldn't help raising his tone.

"Five thousand."

"Three thousand! Three thousand is three thousand!"

An Xun handed in the documents, and Su Wen took a look and left.

Su Wen became furious and turned around to question Li Min: "You knew she was coming down! Why didn't you tell me?!"

"Tch, you deserve it." Li Min took a step to the side, farther away, and thought of what Su Wen said just now, and was a little worried: "You said, after hearing what you said, An An wouldn't Are you sad?"

"How could it be! It's not the first time I've made fun of her, she doesn't care about being an ice lump at all, okay!" Su Wen didn't take it seriously.

Li Min was speechless, no wonder An Xun hadn't been moved in the slightest for more than ten years, and said with disgust: "It is said that it is a piece of wood, it can really float in water..."

In fact, in the past, An Xun really dismissed it.

But now, she has to admit that Jiang Yien's intrusion has messed up her peaceful life.During these two days of getting along day and night, being dependent and protected, being coquettishly hugged by that girl, feeding that girl porridge, coaxing that girl to take medicine, watching the smiling little sun shrink into a crying bag in seconds, she Seems to be enjoying it too.

But the three words "Bingtuozi" seemed to wake her up from a drunk.

In the end, she was still the lonely shadow.

Su Wen always said that she was an ice lump, not submissive, not dependent.She was afraid that even if she was thrown into the river, she would not struggle with someone standing beside her.

An Xun never denied it, but she didn't want to struggle.

More than ten years ago, when my mother stepped on the gas pedal knowing that there was a swift river ahead, her heart was already dead.If it wasn't for the young sister beside her, she would have chosen to perish with that desperate woman.

However, she survived, but her sister failed to keep her.

In the end, her father also resolutely abandoned her, who had just grown up. She escaped from death, lost a loved one, and suffered pain that ordinary people could not bear. Every day, she was on the verge of collapse. In this case:

"You have been a sensible child since you were a child, and I know you can do it alone."

Therefore, she smashed the sentence that I can't do it alone, and swallowed it into her stomach.Gritting her teeth, she let go of the hand that was holding on to the luggage. She never wanted to keep it, never wanted to struggle.

The person she loved nearly killed her; the person she saved with all her might died in the end, and the only support she had had resolutely abandoned her.

Damn herself, she knew.

Struggling, does it work?Life is like a flood, and she is like foam on the water, involuntarily.

Until that girl appeared, the first time someone gave her a candy in her miserable life, she didn't dare to eat it, she was afraid that the bitterness that had finally become numb would surge again because of the sweetness.

It was also the first time someone told her:

"Even if you are really omnipotent, what if?"

Now, that girl has also proved with her actions that she will not let her be in danger.She is the only one who believes that she is omnipotent, and will protect her at all costs; she is also the only one, who knows that she can do it alone, and will insist on staying.

However, An Xun didn't dare to accept it, didn't dare to look forward to it, she was afraid that her coldness would kill that girl's enthusiasm one day, she was afraid that she would rely on someone who would leave eventually.

It's not that she doesn't believe in that girl, it's because she believes so much that she can't believe what she believes.

Where, what will be eternal.

However, she was suddenly protected, and her heart softened, and there seemed to be cracks in the solid ice layer.She actually felt heartbroken because of the jokes she dismissed in the past.She actually longed for rebellion and freedom once, and she also thought:

can i light a cigarette

can i open a bottle of wine

Can I break down properly...

If I let myself fall, little girl, will you catch me?

If I give up trying to be brave, will you still love me?

It wasn't until a little nurse knocked on the door that An Xun put away all her thoughts, and under the side of her face, she tried not to let people see her red eye circles.

"Doctor An, please go and have a look at the sixteenth bed."

"Okay, I'll come right away."

In the end, she chose to seal the gap, as if all the shaking disappeared instantly the moment she got up.