want to die in winter [be]

Lu Changfeng didn't come after those few days.

I was working part-time in a bar in a daze, and I opened WeChat countless times, but I still didn't have the courage to send anything.

I suddenly realized that since he returned to China, he was the one who took the initiative to look for me. Just like now, if he didn't look for me, I lost all contact with him.

He said... he doesn't like girls.Then he must not be with that pretty girl now.

He said he likes a guy... is it me?

My courage prevented me from thinking deeply, and I left behind half-thought things because of my busy work.

It's strange that not only Lu Changfeng didn't come these days, but Li Chi and those few friends didn't come either.

Even Wan Ke's follower didn't come to the bar.

Oh yes, he resigned from the bar a few days ago, he should have been completely taken over by Li Chi.

Li Chi has always been generous to his bed partner, so there is no need to continue to work hard here.

I went home directly after I was busy with work, and ordered a takeaway for myself extravagantly.

After eating and taking a shower, I sat on the bed and calculated the expenses for this month.

After a while, my mind began to uncontrollably think of Lu Changfeng again.

So what if the kite is led by a string, what about cowardice and poverty?

Obviously God has opened a window for you, why can't you look directly at the sun?

I thought about it for a long time. Sooner or later, the kite will break free from the silk thread and go with the wind, and it is now.

Don't kite, be brave.

He squeezed his phone and sent a message to Lu Changfeng.

Typing down a string of letters seemed to be long and difficult under his own hands, and he was not relieved until he finally sent out a complete sentence.

[Can we meet up?It's at Dongcheng Square, I'll wait for you at the chair over there. 】

After 1 minute, he replied: [Wait for me. 】

I smiled, changed into the new clothes I bought recently, and quickly went out to that place.

The square was about ten minutes away from my place on foot, so I rode a small yellow car at the gate to go there.

In the dark night, the breeze under the starry sky blows over the cheeks with coolness, the lights are feasting in the distance, and there are people eating snacks on the side of the road.

Everything seems to be going in the best direction.

Passing by the square, I had to wait for a section of the intersection, and I waited on the side of the road with the crowd of cyclists.

My eyes met a person driving a battery car next to him. There was a rearview mirror on his car, and my position was just right enough to see the rearview mirror.

My entire face was exposed in the rearview mirror, and that's when I realized I was curling my mouth.

I followed the crowd until I walked forward until I came to a large road with vehicles passing by, and I rode leisurely on the road, never having such a good time.

The mind is full of Lu Changfeng.

The road is long and the wind is long. The road is long and the wind is long.

I fucking really like you!

You can count it when you are free. From the age of 17 in your second year of high school to the age of 25 now, how many days, hours, and minutes have I liked you?

Behind me, a vehicle suddenly accelerated. My rearview mirror noticed the vehicle, and I hurriedly leaned aside.

But in fact, I will not affect his walking at all.

It is also allowed to ride a small yellow car next to this road.

But...he was clearly coming after me.

I panicked, pedaled fast, and quickly got rid of the vehicle's pursuit.

The car behind him crashed like crazy.

I was very scared, panting and rode forward quickly, this place has surpassed the square, and I still can't stop.

At this time, I saw a corner and a traffic policeman, and I was slightly relieved. I wanted to turn and stop at the fastest speed, and stand beside the traffic policeman.

Because I was afraid that even if I stopped and stood on the side of the road, he would run over regardless.

accelerate!turn!

I turned the corner! !

But he still follows me!

I'm almost at the traffic police! !

But he seemed to have no eyes, he wanted to die with us, he ran straight towards me, even the traffic police didn't pay attention!

It's over, at this speed, I can't escape at all!I will be killed!

I stared over there in fear, trying to see clearly who was trying to kill me before I died, but the lights around were too bright, and the passers-by and traffic police also realized that this was a murder and shouted.

In an instant, the crossroads became a mess.

I can't see at all.

People like me don't deserve to know who hurt me before they die?

In an instant!

A black SUV suddenly crashed from a corner over there!

Using the maximum speed and impact of the car, I reversed the direction of the car that was about to hit me!

moment.

All sounds are silent.

After a deafening crash of machinery, all sound seemed to die away.

I suddenly stood where I was, with bloodstains on my cheeks.

My eyes were blurred with red blood, I looked that way, and walked towards the owner of the SUV with bumpy steps.

I saw a familiar face.

It's Lu Changfeng.

It was Lu Changfeng who saved me.

My tears flowed out uncontrollably, my body was completely limp, weeping helplessly, and slapping the car window heavily with my fingers.

I looked at the person covered in blood inside, and felt that the color was about to suffocate me.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry Lu Changfeng.

Please, save him.

I can die, just now, if I was the one who was hit.

I was in a coma for several days. After waking up from the hospital, I looked at the ceiling and stared blankly for a long time.

Then he stood up in pain.

The doctor came over and stopped me: "Hey! You can't get out of bed, your scars haven't healed yet?"

I was so close to the car and the wreckage went into me after the car hit, no wonder I was in so much pain.

I hurriedly asked her: "Where is Lu Changfeng?"

The doctor froze for a moment, then ignored me and continued with her work.

"Let me change your medicine first."

I couldn't walk, even if I knew which ward Lu Changfeng was in, I couldn't go, so I could only lie down and wait for her to bandage me.

The doctor left after dressing.

I want to send a message to Lu Changfeng, but my mobile phone has long been lost in the accident.

No one told me about Lu Changfeng.

I think his family must be very angry because Lu Changfeng was injured because of me.

Maybe not only that girl, but his parents would not let me stay with Lu Changfeng.

My eyes were so sore that I didn't know what to do.

My head hurts too, I don't know why, it feels like my head is bursting, it hurts all the time.

Until the doctor came, I lay motionless on the hospital bed and said to him, "My head hurts so much."

He frowned, checked me, and finally gave me a full body check.

The end result is, no problem.

He said: "It may be the sequelae of the car accident. You should recover from your injuries first."

Even though the doctor didn't answer me every time, I still asked persistently: "Where is Lu Changfeng? Where is he...?"

The doctor glanced at me, sighed, and said, "You should take care of your injuries first."

I frowned, irritable, and my head started to hurt again.

I have been dreaming these days, and the dream is full of large areas of blood, which cannot be stopped at all.

In the dream, there is me, Lu Changfeng, and the girl who likes him.

These made me sleepless at night, and I was a little scared to sit in the hospital.

But my physical injuries were so severe that I couldn't walk at all.

My body is so tired every day, and even talking, panting, and eating will cause me to lose my energy for the day.

I don't know who paid me to stay in the hospital to recuperate.

Until the next morning, after the doctor had left, I clutched my stomach as hard as I could, struggled to get out of bed, held my finger on the place where I could support it, and walked out the door step by step.

This is the second floor of the inpatient department, the best room in the entire hospital.

I looked in through the glass on the door, one by one.

Suddenly there was a pain, my stomach was split open, and blood oozes from the white gauze.

With a pale face, I continued to look forward.

When I reached the last room, I saw Lu Changfeng lying on the ward inside.

He was breathing normally and was receiving fluids from a needle in his arm.

I glanced at the room number, 207.

Then he opened the door and walked in.

There is still a bowl of unfinished porridge and various fruits on his table.

They should all be brought by people who visited him.

I covered my stomach and sat on the edge of the bed with my lips hooked. When I saw that face, I boldly couldn't help but kiss it lightly.

Fortunately.

Fortunately you are fine.

The author has something to say:

Lu Changfeng, you have to be good.