want to die in winter [be]

I was discharged from the hospital on the same day as Lu Changfeng. After he was discharged from the hospital, he was taken home by his parents, and I also returned to my small apartment.

I found out later that the person who bumped into us was Wanke.

But I still don't quite understand, how did I offend Wanke?

Until Lu Changfeng's nominal girlfriend called me.

She cried and cursed, completely missing the elegance she had when she met me at the cafe that day.

"It's all because of you...if it wasn't for you...do you know that because he found out that Li Chi beat you, he terminated the contract with Mrs. Li?! He just took office, and he offended several people just because of you...all of them Because of you he..."

It's raining outside, and the signal here is not good, and the voice of the phone keeps tearing.

I heard it intermittently, but I also understood it.

She meant that Lu Changfeng knew that I was injured by Li Chi that day, so he didn't hang out with Li Chi, and even terminated the contract with Li Chi's company because of this?

Because of this, Li Chi didn't dare to offend me, so he took his anger out on Wan Ke, the only person I had a relationship with in the bar.

No wonder Wan Ke hated Li Chi so much, and still became Li Chi's bed partner.

Wan Ke actually hates me so much, it's obviously...it's all Li Chi's fault, right?

Why didn't he risk his life to bump into Li Chi?

I understood in the next second.

With Li Chi's net worth, if Li Chi wants to do something good or bad, his family will definitely be able to clean up Wan Ke's parents.

But I was poor and white, and when I died, I died.

what.

so funny.

Without Wanke, the bar recruited a new employee named Bai Qiaohe.

His name sounds nice, as if he should be a young master.

I heard that he was a medical student before, but for some reason, he is now making money in bars like me.

I have a good relationship with him, it's like instant hit.

He is also the only one who treats me as a friend and doesn't look down on me.

Because I can't see Lu Changfeng these days, I can only chat with him on WeChat secretly.

I asked him if his injury was better, and he said it was much better.

[Last time... I haven't finished what I wanted to say in the square, do you want to hear it now? 】

I sat on the bed, cautiously, and sent this sentence out.

[Want to hear. 】

[I like you, I've liked you since the second year of high school, that's the sentence, you, what do you think? 】

Lu Changfeng on the opposite side didn't say anything for a long time, I held my phone as if I was waiting for a verdict.

Afterwards, the sound of the voice seemed to linger in his ears.

"Have you finally realized it? Then I said last time I said that I like a man, it's you, what do you think?"

Hey!

fuck fuck fuck! ! !

I opened my eyes and watched.

The barren soil in the heart seemed to give birth to a tender green bud, and then it grew rapidly into thousands of vines and trees, with flowers everywhere, luxuriant and coquettish.

"Lu Changfeng! Let's be together! Just... try, if it doesn't work, let's talk."

He sent over WeChat: [No way. 】

I couldn't help but hooked my lips and laughed out loud.

Then he rolled 360 degrees on the bed until he fell off the bed.

I touched my head cheerfully and smirked until the early hours of the morning and couldn't fall asleep.

[Lu Changfeng, I'm so happy that I can't sleep. 】

【Fool. 】

I suddenly wanted to find him.

I glanced at the time, although I really wanted to, but it was already early in the morning.

Why isn't Lu Changfeng asleep yet?

His illness is more serious than his own, and he shouldn't stay up late.

[Go to sleep, we will come out after your injury recovers! 】

【Well, you should go to bed early too, don't smirk. 】

Hmph, how did he know that I was giggling.

just laugh.

The next morning when I went to work, Bai Qiaohe was already at the bar.

He is a person who is obviously talented but still has to work in the bar, and he is very motivated, and he starts working every time before the time comes.

The point is that in our kind of work, no matter how hard you try, you won't pay more!

I kindly said to him: "Actually, you don't have to come so early every time."

Bai Qiaohe chuckled softly: "It's okay, I'm fine at home anyway, I still have work to do when I come to the bar."

Ok.

After work that day, I sent a message to Lu Changfeng.

[I miss you so much, autumn is about to leave, then winter, and then your favorite spring! 】

Lu Changfeng replied: [How do you know that I like spring? 】

[Just know! 】

In fact, it was my junior high school Chinese teacher who asked me to write a composition about seasons. He wrote my favorite spring.

I still remember the first sentence.

Spring is a beautiful word, and even poets endow him with various beautiful symbols.

I like spring the most, and I hope that when I die, I will die in spring too.

Because of these two sentences, he was called a parent.

Talk about a verse or two, and then come back and ask me what's wrong with this sentence?

I bowed my head and said nothing.

I asked: [how is your body today? 】

【It's much better. The doctor said that I can walk around now. It's better to go out for a walk to heal the wound. 】

When he sent this sentence, I lowered my head and bit my lip, realizing what he meant.

I gritted my teeth and replied directly to him.

Anyway, I have already confessed, so I am not afraid to fall in love.

I suddenly felt that on the day I confessed, it seemed that the shell I was wrapped in was cut through a hole, and it was torn apart wantonly since then, and it was out of control.

【Shall we meet soon?place you say. 】

In the next second, he hurriedly sent me the location directly, it was his home.

I was surprised for a moment, then couldn't stop being happy.

After work, I took a taxi and rushed to his house.

Probably the sequelae of the last car accident, now I am afraid of bicycles, all kinds of cars, but I can’t do without any means of transportation, so I have to sit in the car, grit my teeth and close my eyes, the fear in my heart Swinging back in one wave, flipping me into the wave.

As soon as I got out of the car, I vomited upside down.

After paying, I took a sip of water and spit it out, wiped the corners of my lips with a tissue, and walked slowly towards their house.

I knocked on the door, but didn't hear the voice inside, so I pressed the password and walked in.

Then he suddenly hugged me from behind.

My back was pressed against his chest, hot, hot.

In the next second, his lips began to sweep across my neck, and red marks flooded everywhere.

I struggled a bit: "Why?"

"I miss you so much, are we finally together?" Lu Changfeng's voice was hoarse.

I hummed quietly.

Then asked him very artificially: "When did you... like me?"

Lu Changfeng let me go, we sat on the sofa together, and he poured me a cup of hot water with his lips hooked.

"I liked it very early, have you forgotten, I wrote you a letter before I went abroad."

"A letter?" I was surprised for a moment, and then remembered the only thing that intersected in this dark secret love.

The letter was wet from the rain, and only the name was left. I don't know what was written in it.

Could it be... a confession letter?

I apologized and said: "I'm sorry, I didn't know there was my letter. When I found it, the letter was already wet, and only your name was left. What did you write to me?"

Lu Changfeng was helpless: "I guessed that you didn't see it. I wrote it. I like you, but I am going abroad. Can you wait for me? If you want, I will come back in two years. If you don't Yes, I may never come back in my life, I will wait for you until twelve o'clock in the morning."

It rained heavily those few days, so did he really wait until twelve o'clock in the morning?

"You...then why are you back?" My eyes hurt and the corners of my eyes were red.

He took me into his arms and ruffled my hair.

"I can't bear it, I can't bear to have you alone in the country, and I don't want to be beside you."

I lowered my head and didn't speak for a long time.

I suddenly hated my cowardice at that time, but when I was about to graduate from high school, I would not hide from him because of low self-esteem, and he would not write to me.

As long as I bravely express it, I have already got my wish.

It's hard for us to be together for so long even though we obviously like each other.

After taking a shower, I sat on the bed, looked at the fog in the bathroom, and suddenly had an impulse in my mind to go to the 24-hour convenience store to buy a condom.

Before he finished taking a shower, he sat quietly on the bed.

I blushed and stared at his open chest.

The muscle texture is clear, and the skin is fair and red with a little heat.

Bao Liang's eyes are full of tenderness.

I kissed him impulsively and boldly, hooking his neck and not letting go.

I put the bag in my mouth and asked him if he would use it.

He is really stupid, he really can't.

After I got it, I asked him if he knew how to do it.

I held his big palm and taught him step by step, bit by bit.

My temper suddenly became a little nasty, and I sat on the bed with a smile and stared at his bewildered expression.

"Come here," I said.

Lu Changfeng approached me,

I picked his clothes apart bit by bit, overlapping his body, shaking him up and down.

"Don't move."

So exciting.

I'm... out of breath.