want to die in winter [be]

I was discharged from the hospital the next day, and because I had Lu Changfeng's contact information, I even sent him a message.

[I'm discharged from the hospital, thank you, I will pay you back the medical expenses. 】

The other side quickly replied to me with a message: [Why don't you pay it back?Then I get angry. 】

I hooked my lips, I haven't been this happy for a long time, but in just these two days, I learned how to be happy and how to smile brightly.

【/Fist】

Apart from being in a better mood, my life has not changed in any way. Today is the [-]th, which is the day when the bar pays wages. I was surprised to find that my wages have not been reduced for a day. Even the few days I was hospitalized were paid vacations.

In the next second, I realized the mastermind of this matter.

I sighed and resigned myself to accept Lu Changfeng's kindness.

Although there is no logic, let it be that he owes me, after all, I have secretly liked him for so long, so let it be, this is his reward for my secret love.

Thinking about it this way made me a lot happier.

In the evening, I finished my work at the restaurant and went to the bar to work part-time as usual. I saw Li Chi pulling Wan Ke's clothes into a private room from afar.

This time, Wan Ke definitely won't come out.

I actually don't understand, Wan Ke's desire is very strong, almost people have a crush on him, and he is willing to do a good job, but Li Chi is the only one who doesn't like it.

Li Chi is wealthy and handsome, why is he?

I understood in the next second.

If it fell into Li Chi's hands, it would be nice to have a good piece of skin on his body.

This time I was expressionless, and continued my long work as if I hadn't seen it.

Three hours later, Wan Ke was thrown out by Li Chi. He stood at the door, leaning on the wall with his fingers, half of his life was lost.

After that, Li Chi changed the private room, Wan Ke begged me to take him to the hospital, out of love, I called a car for him, and he left.

Afterwards, I continued my work, thinking that now that Li Chi has succeeded, I should be able to settle down for a while, right?

After a while, someone stood in front of me and asked me where Li Chi's private room was.

The bar was too noisy, upon hearing the word Li Chi, I lowered my head and a trace of disgust flashed in my eyes.

Someone actually came to look for Li Chi?

With his kind of person, the one who wants to play with him must be the kind of young master who wants to play with power, right?

When I looked up, I was completely stunned.

It's Lu Changfeng.

Lu Changfeng was obviously not too shocked when he saw me. I guess he ran over to ask me because he saw me.

Also, if he wanted to find Li Chi, how could Li Chi not tell him which private room he was in?

But... Lu Changfeng knew Li Chi?

"Why are you here?" I burst out.

He smiled: "Stupid you, didn't I say that before? I came to the bar that day to find my friends, but I didn't come when I saw you."

I laughed, scratched the back of my head again, and said, "Li Chi is at... 403."

Lu Changfeng nodded, "Then I'll go find him first and talk to him later."

"it is good."

I lied to him, in fact Jiang Chi is not in 403, the private room he and Wan Ke played in is 403, it has not been tidied up yet, there should be a lot of toys and traces of doi.

The whole room was filthy.

I don't mean anything else, I just don't want people like Lu Changfeng to play with those bastards.

He is so gentle and beautiful, friends should not be like this.

I kept my eyes on him and never left. I followed him to the door of 403, and I saw him push the door and walk in.

He was just standing at the door. I couldn't see his expression, but I could guess it from his movements. He froze for a moment, and then took out his phone without emotion.

In the next second, he strode towards 405.

I don't understand.

I don't think he thinks this is not the room where Li Chi stayed.

That's right, he is already friends with Li Chi, how could he not understand his eccentricities?

Lu Changfeng, do you mind?

He doesn't have a girlfriend, so I can tentatively think that he has the possibility of becoming gay.

My heart couldn't stop beating wildly, it was about to jump out of my chest.

In the evening, he sent me a message saying he wanted to visit the school and asked if I could come with him.

At that time, he studied well and had a good family background, and he had a face that countless girls dream of, so he was very popular and had many friends.

I don't know if it's because he met me frequently these two days that he came to me, but I don't want to leave.

After picking out a lot of clothes in the closet, I found that only one was in good condition, not the worn out ones. I put on the clothes in frustration, and saw him send me a message asking where I live, and he will come over later pick me up.

The school is quite far from here, it takes half an hour's drive, I didn't expect him to pick it up at all, I subconsciously thought I would take the bus, and I still held two crumpled one yuan.

I lament my innocence every day.

After I finished packing, I sent him the location.

[This place is a little hard to find, just stop at the intersection, and I'll find you. 】

He said yes, and came to my door alone and knocked on the door.

I glanced at my roommate who was still watching the movie, opened the door and walked out, and then closed the door with a bang, afraid that Lu Changfeng would see my house.

Lu Changfeng was amused by my actions.

"You won't hide some little beauty at home, will you?"

"No!" I widened my eyes and denied: "How come, my roommate is at home, and I share the rent with my roommate, so the rent is cheaper."

Lu Changfeng rubbed my hair: "I'll find you a house to live in, it's pretty cheap."

"I……"

"Can you stop rejecting me this time?" Lu Changfeng smiled helplessly: "I can't bear to see you doing this again, can I just treat it as the reward you used to buy me for breakfast? Or wait until you have Give me back the money, okay?"

"That happened so many years ago..." And he paid for it himself before breakfast, so he insisted on eating together because he saw that I was poor and wanted me to eat something good.

Thinking of this, I hooked my lips.

At that time, Lu Changfeng was actually very kind to me.

As now.

"Okay, but don't want a very nice house, just a normal one, smaller ones are better, I'll live alone."

Lu Changfeng hooked my shoulder: "Don't worry."

He really doesn't know how to keep a distance from me! ! !

Gan.

When I got in the car, I dozed off in the car and waited until the car stopped. When I opened my sleepy eyes, I saw him staring at me. I subconsciously wiped the corners of my mouth.

"You... what are you looking at me for?"

Lu Changfeng smiled and shook his head: "You were talking in your sleep just now, but I didn't hear clearly, so I wonder if you will continue talking later."

When I got nervous, I asked him: "What... what kind of sleep talk."

Lu Changfeng said slowly: "Lu Changfeng, the school's Malatang is delicious..."

"How is it possible! I wouldn't say such a thing."

Lu Changfeng raised his eyebrows: "How do you know what you said in your dream? Are you doubting me?"

"I……"

I was defeated.

Then he managed to treat me to a school meal of Malatang, saying that I would always ask him to eat Malatang in my dreams. I must have been thinking that if he didn’t treat me, I would still have such a dream.

I am speechless.

The school's Malatang is really delicious.

Falling leaves flew wildly on the playground in autumn, and several high school students were playing basketball in school uniforms. Lu Changfeng and I sat aside, recalling that our high school was so young and full of enthusiasm.

"How can you be passionate?" He said suddenly.

I:"?"

The corner of Lu Changfeng's eyes twitched: "You didn't like to talk before, and you don't like to talk now. After we didn't go to the same school in high school, you just ignored me. It made me mad."

When he said that sentence that pissed me off, there was no expression on his face, but I thought it was so fucking cute.

I couldn't help laughing out loud, and then I laughed louder and louder, and my stomach hurt from laughing.

"Isn't it?" He suddenly pinched my jaw and fixed my wobbly head: "We all ate together and went back together, but when we saw you after class, you just ran away."

"I didn't run." I quibbled, "I didn't run anyway."

In fact, he didn’t know that I ran away because I met the school bully in our school. He started bullying me since I went to school. He took more than half of my precarious living expenses every time. I didn’t give it that day. Seeing him walking behind Lu Changfeng, I was afraid that he would see me, I was also afraid that Lu Changfeng would know about it, and I was also afraid of the school bully because I would find someone to beat Lu Changfeng.

I ran fast and came to a very strange alley. I didn't breathe a sigh of relief until Lu Changfeng left from another road.

But I was beaten, my whole body was in pain, and there was blood all over my mouth, neck, and cheeks.

I didn't go to school in those few days, and asked the class teacher for a hypothetical illness.

There was no news of Lu Changfeng in those few days.

Later I heard that he also asked for leave during the few days when I was sick. It seems that something happened at home or something?No one knows exactly.

We left the school, Lu Changfeng was driving the car, I looked at the unfamiliar environment outside the window, and it took me a long time to realize that this was not the way back to my home.

He belatedly asked, "Where are you taking me?"

Lu Changfeng said with a smile in his tone, "Isn't it a bit late to ask now?"

"..."

Lu Changfeng drove the car into the villa, tilted his head and looked at me: "Get out of the car, this is my house, anyway, you are going to move, and I will move with you tomorrow, so you don't want to go back, I don't think that house is good. How about you make do with my house for one night, my house has a lot of vacant rooms."

He is cutting first and playing later!

But I choose to compromise willingly.

Even if I wanted to refuse that kind of pretentious thing, I couldn't do it.

I walked into his gorgeous villa, still a little unresponsive.

Look, this is Lu Changfeng's home, where he lives, and everything here is related to him.

My adrenaline was pumping.

"Is this your home?" I asked, "Do you live alone?"

Lu Changfeng: "Well, I've been living here since I returned to China, and I just packed my things yesterday."

"What do you want to drink?" He took off his coat and put it on the sofa: "Milk juice tea?"

I said weakly, "Is there any boiled water?"

He laughed: "Of course, you can sit for a while and look around, there is nothing you can't touch here."

I think he probably saw my restraint, so he said that.

I carefully sat on the sofa, staring at the paintings on the wall, which should be paintings of celebrities with signatures on them.

"Drink water." He poured a glass of water and handed it to me, and sat opposite me.

I took a sip from the water glass, and he looked at the wall following the look in my eyes just now.

"Do you like it? I bought it at a charity auction abroad."

I shook my head hastily: "No, I can't understand these paintings, but they look great in your house."

Lu Changfeng: "There is no place to put it, just hang it up."

I nodded.

"Come on, let's go to your room and have a look."

He stood up and I followed him upstairs.

When he reached the second floor, he pointed first: "This is my room, that is the next door, and the rest is a utility room and a guest room."

"This is your room."

I nodded in a daze, but I didn't understand why I had to tell me so much.

He chuckled again, hooked my shoulders and went to the room, and said: "The toiletries in the room are all new, you can take a shower, and the quilt is all new. If you want to drink water at night, you have to pour it downstairs. Or there's a drink in the fridge."

I listened carefully and said yes.

He walked into the bathroom, turned the shower head slightly with his fingers, then frowned, and twisted it again.

Finding that there was still no water, he tilted his head and looked at me in embarrassment.

"This one seems...broken." He said, "Wait a minute."

After 10 minutes, he told me in frustration: "Forget it, it seems to be broken. I haven't been in this room before, so I didn't pay attention. You can take a shower and go to my room."

I nodded and said yes.

night.

He also gave me his own new pajamas and underwear when I went to shower.

One look and I can tell the panties are big enough to fall right off.

Is it possible that I have to hold my ass with my butt all the time after taking a shower?

But I'm embarrassed to say it, even if I say it, I can't buy underwear in the middle of the night, right?

I went to the bathroom under his gaze, and when I came out, I saw him sitting on the bed playing with his mobile phone.

My swaying posture followed suit on the ground.

Holding my dirty clothes and saying: "I've finished washing, I'll go back first..."

"Fuck!" Before I walked out the door, I tripped over something on the ground, and the dirty clothes were scattered all over the floor.

The point is, I fell onto the bed, and Lu Changfeng was sitting on the bed.

My whole body was on top of him, and my head hit his hard chest.

Being so close to him, my head was smoking hot.

His fingers fumbled helplessly, almost touching his chest muscles all over, and finally pressed his fingers on the bed with nowhere to rest.

"Sorry, I……"

Before I finished speaking, I felt a bulge visible to the naked eye.

He seemed to have noticed, with a look of astonishment on his face.

"I..." I was so panicked that I almost forgot how to breathe, and I couldn't get up anyway, and my eyes were red with anxiety.

"Don't move." His voice was hoarse.

My body froze like a popsicle.

In the next second, I felt the temperature of Lu Changfeng's fingers rolling and shaking.

All the heat in the brain rushed to a certain impulsive part.

"I'll help you." His voice was hoarse.