I can't hold back my heart

Ling Lan was a little dissatisfied with Wei Xi's sluggish, seemingly indifferent reaction, so she stretched out her hand and pushed her shoulder, "Wei Xi, at least you have been together before, so you can't stay out of it like this?"

Ling Lan's original intention was to ask Wei Xi to help find Li Li, even if they were no longer together, it's always okay to care about her as a friend.

But what she didn't expect was that her words fell into Wei Xi's ears and achieved another effect.

Wei Xi closed her eyes, turned her head and said to Ling Lan: "You also know that we were together before, now that Li Li and I have broken up, it's inappropriate to meddle in her affairs."

This sentence completely wipes out the relationship.

Ling Lan had nothing to say, just looked at Wei Xi blankly for a second, and then left the dormitory.

There was only one annoying Zhang Li in the dormitory, but now Xu Lingwei has come back, and even Wei Xi has become so unreasonable, Ling Lan really can't stay, she would rather go to the classroom for self-study than stay in the dormitory, let alone Now that Li Li is gone, sister Ruoxuan has to go to class, so she has to go to find Li Li. I don't know if she can find her, but at least she has to try her luck.

If Wei Xi is willing to help, it should be much easier, but Wei Xi is already indifferent as if he has changed, and has no intention of helping at all.

She first sent a message to sister Ruoxuan:

[Let's go to class with peace of mind, I'll go find Li Li. ]

[good. ] Zhao Ruoxuan can only reply like this.

The class bell rang, and the professor began to roll the roll. Li Li's name was relatively high, and the professor quickly called Li Li, but no one answered.

"Isn't Li Li here? I'm going to record it. The school is very strict this semester, and the list of absenteeism must be reported."

Zhao Ruoxuan stood up and stopped the professor from writing, "Report, Li Li is sick and resting in the dormitory."

Before the professor had time to record it, he raised his head and looked at Zhao Ruoxuan, "Where's the fake note?"

The leave note needs to be approved by the counselor in advance, Li Li didn't ask for leave at all, how could there be a leave note, but there are also students who will make up the leave note in the next class, Zhao Ruoxuan thought for a while and said: "I haven't had time to go to the counselor to ask for leave. "

"That tells Li Li to bring me a leave note next time in class."

"Okay, thank you professor." Zhao Ruoxuan breathed a sigh of relief after fooling around, and waited for the professor to finish the roll call, and began to listen to the class carefully, making detailed notes so that Li Li could lend them to her when she came back.

On the other side, Ling Lan thought of Ruan Qing when she was helpless, she sent a message to Ruan Qing asking if she would help find Li Li, Ruan Qing immediately came down from the dormitory to find her.

This was the first time she sent a message to Ruan Qing after they became friends, and Ruan Qing came down without saying a word.

"Any clues?" Ruan Qing asked.

Ling Lan shook her head, she still got the news of Li Li's disappearance from sister Ruoxuan.

Ruan Qing was worried about Li Li, and kept following the school forum. The latest news displayed on it was that Li Li and Jiang Mu had left together. She held up the phone to Ling Lan, let her read the content on it, and said, "Jiang Mu is Li Li's friend, if Li Li leaves with him, we can at least be sure that Li Li is safe."

"The problem is that I don't have Jiang Mu's contact information, do you have Ling Lan?"

"No." Ling Lan shrugged, "Ruoxuan may have, but she is in class now."

"Let's go to the bar and look for it together." Ling Lan suggested, she remembered that Li Li used to go to the bar to drink when she was sad.

Ling Lan nodded, "Then let's go now."

After Ling Lan left the dormitory, the indifferent expression on Wei Xi's face instantly collapsed, replaced by pain and entanglement.

"Are you worried about Li Li?" Xu Lingwei didn't know when she got off the bed, she walked behind Wei Xi and asked softly.

Wei Xi didn't answer, she got up, bypassed Xu Lingwei and went back to her bed. When the curtain was drawn, it was her world alone.

She held her mobile phone and opened the photo album in a strange way. There were group photos taken by Instructor Lin at the end of the military training before. The few photos she adjusted earlier were of her holding Li Li's shoulder in the chaos. She didn't have any of these photos. I distributed it to everyone, but even Li Li didn't distribute it, so I hid it selfishly.

The bed curtain was dark, only the phone was shining. In the photo on the phone, she and Li Li were standing together. At that time, they were still a happy couple hiding behind the light, but now they have broken up.

Wei Xi lingered on the photo with his fingers for a long time before pressing the delete button forcefully.

She clicked on another favorite folder, which was where she put her schedule and some important plans, but one of them did not belong to her, it was the schedule that Li Li had sent her before, so that she could know what Li Li was doing. There are classes.

Today is Monday, and Li Li's class schedule shows that the class is full in the afternoon.

Did Li Li skip class on purpose?

She clenched her phone tightly, where did Li Li go back?

"Wei Xi, don't worry, Li Li didn't disappear out of thin air. She left with a handsome boy, maybe she was on a date." Xu Lingwei's voice sounded from outside the bed curtain.

Xu Lingwei saw it while browsing the forum. She told Wei Xi that it was to reassure Wei Xi, and also to make Wei Xi give up.

"Even without you, Li Li won't be short of people to like. She is the school belle, and there are many people vying to be nice to her. Wei Xi, you really don't need to worry about it anymore." Xu Lingwei stood beside her bed road.

Wei Xi guessed where she got the news from, and also opened the campus forum, saw the large-scale confession scene downstairs in Li Li's dormitory and Li Li left with Jiang Mu in the end.

Maybe Li Li will end up with one of the people who confessed to her, Wei Xi thought, this is very good, if Li Li chooses a good boy, he can bring him home in a fair manner, Uncle Li Neither Aunt Wei nor Auntie Wei would stop her.

This was the best ending she could imagine, but her heart throbbed for some reason.

She also thought of Li Li's skipping class. Although they had broken up, she still hoped that Li Li could study hard, at least not because of her affecting her studies.

She hesitated to send a message to Li Li:

[Li Li, don't make fun of your studies, C University is very strict. ]

The school spirit of C is really strict. If you miss class without reason, you will be invited to the office for tea by the counselor. If you do too many times, you may be dismissed.

At this time, Li Li was at the beach, picking up shells with Jiang Mu with bare feet, the gentle sea breeze in his ears, it was very comfortable to blow on his body, and the waves hitting the shore were also very gentle, and would only roll up his calves when they surged, Li Li At first, she was a little scared, but after a few waves, she was no longer afraid. She rolled up her long skirt to her knees and tied it in a knot, so that she would not get in the sea water.

Today is Monday, not as lively as the weekend, but there are also people coming to play, some are picking up shells like her, some children are flying kites on the beach, and some are swimming in the shallow sea, which is quite lively.

Li Li bent over to pick up shells, and Jiang Mu followed behind her to pick up the shells she missed. When Li Li grabbed the shells with both hands and turned to look for Jiang Mu, he saw that Jiang Mu had blown her nose before. The shirt, which he had rolled into a ball again, was unfolded again, and it contained the shells he had picked up.

"I just washed the shirt with sea water, and it's not dirty now, Li Li, you can put the shells in it."

Li Li couldn't find another container, so she had to put it in, but she couldn't help complaining when she saw the shells Jiang Mu picked up, "Why are the shells you picked up weird?"

Jiang Mu smiled, and shrugged helplessly, Li Li picked up all the good-looking ones first.

"You're not good at aesthetics." Li Li evaluated seriously, throwing what Jiang Mu picked up, "I'll pick it up for you, just follow me."

"Okay." Jiang Mu agreed, and followed Li Li to provide containers and coolies.

Finally, Li Li couldn't pick it up anymore, stood up and stretched his back, looked at Jiang Mu's hand, Jiang Mu raised his hand, spread the shirt a little, let Li Li see how many shells were inside, "There are so many, it should be enough."

"Well, it's perfect after washing." Li Li looked at the sand on it and said.

"I'll come, you rest for a while." Jiang Mu dumped all the shells on the beach, walked a few steps into the sea, first cleaned the sand from the shirt, and then walked back, standing at the junction of the beach and the sea, with one hand Take the shirt, wash the shells with one hand, and throw one into the shirt after washing.

Li Li felt that it was a bit difficult for Jiang Mu to do this. She was idle anyway, so she also ran over to help Jiang Mu get the shirt. In this way, Jiang Mu had two hands to wash the shells, and the speed was much faster.

After washing, Jiang Mu straightened up, took the shell-covered shirt from Li Li's hand, and tied it, "Let's go back."

"Okay." Li Li had a great time in the afternoon. Before leaving, she didn't forget to take a few photos of the blue sky and the sea, even the shell bag of the shirt. The picture, with the text: Be cured - never look back.

She noticed that there were many messages on Wechat, she clicked in, except for what Zhao Ruoxuan and Ling Lan sent to her as expected, there was actually a message from Wei Xi, Li Li clicked in, didn't look at what she posted, just clicked on her With a pitch-black avatar, find Delete Friends in the three black dots in the upper right corner, and tap it lightly.

At first she was the one who ran after Wei Xi, but now she is also asked to end everything.

Wei Xi has been waiting for Li Li's reply. She didn't wait for Li Li's reply, she was really worried, and sent Li Li another message, this time showing that they are not friends yet.

Feeling tensed, Wei Xi realized that Li Li had deleted her as a friend.

She was worried, remembering that they had added penguin friends, and when she clicked into the chat interface, a message that Li Li just sent popped up.

Be cured - and never look back.

Never look back.

Looking at the dazzling four words, Wei Xi suppressed the urge to send a message to Li Li.

On the way back to school, Li Li suddenly changed her mind. She said to Jiang Mu, "I want to go to the bar to drink."

Jiang Mu didn't want to take Li Li there at first, but he couldn't resist, so he had to take Li Li there. For Li Li's safety, he didn't drink at all. He only watched Li Li drink heavily, and felt that a girl who was broken in love was terrible.

Time passed quickly, and it was evening in no time. As night fell, the bar gradually became lively.

"Stop drinking, Li Li, let's go back to school." Li Li helped Li Li up, went to the counter to pay, Li Li took another bottle of beer.

Jiang Mu: "..."

Li Li was so drunk that he was a little unsteady when he walked. It was difficult for him to drive a motorbike, and he was afraid that Li Li would fall down while sitting on the back, so he had to support Li Li and walk back to school.

At this time, Zhao Ruoxuan finally dismissed get out of class, and reunited with Ling Lan and Ruan Qing who couldn't find Li Li. She called Jiang Mu, and Jiang Mu answered the phone immediately.

"Yes, Li Li is with me. I'll send her back to the dormitory now. Just wait for me downstairs in the dormitory."

After hanging up Zhao Ruoxuan's phone, Jiang Mu saw a message from Instructor Wei.

[Is Li Li okay? ]

Wei Xi sent this message to Jiang Mu in a hurry when she was waiting for Li Li to reply. She regretted it, but after a minute, she couldn't take it back.

Jiang Mu glanced at Li Li, who was drunk beside him, and decided to reply after thinking about it.

[Not too good, drunk, I will send Li Li back to the dormitory now, Instructor Wei, if you want to see her, go downstairs to her dormitory. ]

He didn't know why Instructor Wei broke up with Li Li, and he could only help here if he wanted to help.

Wei Xi didn't expect to receive a reply from Jiang Mu, and she wondered in the dark whether to go and see Li Li.

There were two different voices in my head, one said: "What are you going to do, you have already broken up?" The other said: "Just go and check and make sure she is okay before coming back.

After struggling for a while, she opened the bed curtain, put on her shoes and went downstairs.

When Wei Xi arrived, Zhao Ruoxuan, Ling Lan and Ruan Qing were already waiting downstairs in the dormitory.

Ling Lan was a little surprised to see Wei Xi, but she still didn't give her a good face. Wei Xi stood aside and didn't approach them.

When Jiang Mu supported Li Li and appeared in sight, Wei Xi's body reacted before her rationality, and she rushed forward.

"Instructor Wei." Jiang Mu called her, wanting to hand Li Li into Wei Xi's hands. Wei Xi had already extended his hand, but Li Li avoided it.

Zhao Ruoxuan, Ling Lan, and Ruan Qing came over slowly, and Ruan Qing said, "I'll do it."

Li Li was drunk but not completely drunk, so when she saw Wei Xi she wanted to get closer but she avoided it.

At this time, she heard Ruan Qing's voice, and she rushed towards Ruan Qing, almost into Ruan Qing's arms, Ruan Qing smelled the salty sea water and faint smell of alcohol.

Li Li seemed to have no strength, wrapped her hands around her neck, and stood with her strength, as if voluntarily hugging her.

Li Li didn't know that he liked her, so he approached her unsuspectingly.

Ruan Qing swallowed, and called softly: "Li Li, I'll take you back."

Only then did Li Li let go of her neck, and grabbed her shoulders again, acting very dependent on her, Ruan Qing helped her upstairs with both hands, Zhao Ruoxuan followed quickly, Ling Lan glanced at Wei Xi, shook her head, and turned around too keep up.

Only Wei Xi froze in place, her hand was still in the posture of wanting to help Li Li.

"Instructor Wei." Jiang Mu called her, and she realized that there was another Jiang Mu there.

"Instructor Wei, may I ask why you broke up with Li Li?"

Unsurprisingly, Wei Xi didn't answer him, Jiang Mu said embarrassingly, "Okay."

"What is that in your hand?" Wei Xi suddenly asked, she saw this thing in the picture in Li Li's talk.

Jiang Mu looked down at the bulging bag in his hand, "Oh, these are shells that Li Li picked up at the beach."

"Oops, I forgot to give it to her. I'm a boy and can't enter the girls' dormitory. Instructor Wei, can you give it to Li Li for me?"

"...it is good."

Wei Xi hesitated to take the big bag from Jiang Mu's hand. It was heavy and heavy, and she carried it up to find Li Li.

When she went up, Li Li was standing in the corridor drinking the bottle of beer she brought back by chance, Zhao Ruoxuan, Ling Lan and the others were worried and watched her by her side, Ruan Qing didn't know where to go.

Wei Xi heaved a sigh of relief inexplicably, and approached Li Li with the shell. Li Li saw her from the corner of her eye and entered the dormitory before she could speak.

Then, the door slammed shut with a loud "clang" from the inside.

The author has something to say: I squeezed out so many QAQs today~