I can't hold back my heart

"Wei Xi, are you and Li Li completely over?" After entering the cafeteria, Xu Lingwei raised her hand to touch her invisible back, and lowered her hand to make sure there was no oil on her back.

She followed Wei Xi closely, and worked very hard to keep the same frequency and size of steps as hers. It was really hard work.

Reluctantly, he had no choice but to stop and rest for two seconds before continuing to keep up.

It seems that Li Li is not here, Wei Xi is not even willing to perfunctory her.

Then she was treated by Wei Xi as a tool to reject Li Li just now.

A tool person is just a tool person. It's okay to make Li Li misunderstand their relationship. Xu Lingwei felt relieved soon after thinking so.

Wei Xi had already started ordering food. Xu Lingwei stood behind her and touched her nose with her hand. The aunt at the window next to her called her: "The dishes here are the same, come here."

In order to get food quickly, Xu Lingwei went to the side. She turned her head and suddenly remembered that Zhang Li had gone somewhere. Zhang Li must have a lot of questions now. Seeing how her attitude towards Wei Xi has changed dramatically, Zhang Li is definitely at a loss. water.

Before today, Zhang Li was really at a loss, but she finally understood through a hot post on the omnipotent campus forum.

【Wei Xi rejected the school belle outside the cafeteria because the school belle was so sad that she burst into tears. 】

In just a few 10 minutes, this hot post has reached thousands of pages, all of which are analyzing the love triangle surrounding Wei Xi, Li Li, and Xu Lingwei.

Someone picked up the painting that Wei Xi won the first prize a few months ago. The person in the painting is Li Li. It is guessed that Wei Xi and Li Li became friends because of the painting. That may be the beginning of Li Li's liking for Wei Xi. The painting was mounted on the day of the gallery. , Xu Lingwei brought a lot of paint with the intention of destroying Wei Xi's painting. Maybe what she wanted to destroy was not the painting, but Li Li in the painting.

But combined with Xu Lingwei's attitude towards Wei Xi today, Zhang Li feels that Xu Lingwei may really like Wei Xi. The reason why Wei Xi was in trouble before was that his younger brother's death had something to do with Wei Xi. If you think about it, then Xu Lingwei's change can be explained. .

In this way, of the 4 people in the dormitory, she is the only one who is a straight girl. She suddenly felt a little uncomfortable. It took a long time to go in and eat. She didn't receive a message from Xu Lingwei during the whole process. Xu Lingwei didn't regard her as a friend, but she didn't regard Xu Lingwei as a friend at first. She just didn't want to be alone, and she felt inferior. She was afraid of being isolated, so she came up to curry favor with Xu Lingwei.

Now alone, she felt light. She walked into the cafeteria and saw Xu Lingwei and Wei Xi sitting face to face eating. Xu Lingwei tried to talk to Wei Xi, probably wanting to repair the relationship in the past, and then go further, but Wei Xi obviously Not wanting to talk to Xu Lingwei, she didn't even raise her head.

After Li Li was rejected by Wei Xi, she ran back to the dormitory while wiping her tears. Jiang Mu, who was originally in the dormitory, was worried about Li Li after watching the live broadcast of the forum, and Gu Chengan also watched it. It’s not that you can’t catch up with the person you like.”

Jiang Mu got out of bed, intending to find Li Li, and when passing by Gu Chengan's bed, he kicked Gu Cheng's bed rail hard, "No one will treat you as a dumb person if you don't talk, and if you can't catch up, you can't stop talking bad about girls, isn't it enough? quality."

"I don't have a taste, do you have a taste? Are you rushing to be a licking dog?"

"Better than a rotten person like you." Jiang Mu dropped this sentence; he was too lazy to entangle with Gu Chengan anymore, he knew what Gu Chengan cared about most, and Gu Chengan was afraid of failure. In any aspect, it is said that it was because he was the first in the school since he was a child. , but not in the future, Gu Chengan is always number one because he did not meet him, an outstanding student in military training, Gu Chengan lost to him.

Thinking of it this way, I finally felt more comfortable.

Jiang Mu went downstairs quickly, and began to wonder why Coach Wei treated Li Li like that.

Didn't they have a good time together before?

Jiang Mu borrowed his roommate's motorbike and drove all the way, and intercepted Li Li downstairs in the dormitory. He was not the only one waiting for Li Li, but also Li Li's many suitors, some of whom were particularly exaggerated. 99 roses came, and I don't know where the time came to prepare.

Li Li, who was in the dormitory, was also shocked by this scene. A senior from the guitar club sang "He Doesn't Understand" while playing the guitar, and a classmate from the Faculty of Arts wrote her a three-line poem about getting out of a broken relationship. The sound of singing and reciting love poems made Li Li stop crying in embarrassment. She looked blankly at the blocked road ahead, and suddenly saw Jiang Mu's face.

Jiang Mu walked out from the group of boys, refreshingly, without bringing anything that would embarrass Li Li, and asked her, "Do you want to go and relax?"

"En." Li Li nodded, turned around with Jiang Mu, turned around and left, and when they walked a long way, the sound of the guitar behind them finally stopped.

"Are all your boys confessing to you so scary?" Li Li asked Jiang Mu who was beside him.

Jiang Mu smiled, "Some may be because first love is more reckless."

"Like you?" Li Li couldn't help laughing.

"I... should be okay?" Jiang Mu scratched the back of his head and asked uncertainly.

Li Li sighed and reminded him: "When we were in the Taekwondo gym, we didn't say a few words, we didn't even know each other, so you dare to ask Wei Xi to give you a Qixi Festival gift, isn't it reckless?"

Jiang Mu forgot to move when he heard his footsteps, "So you know."

"Yes, I know, I thought you would retreat in the face of difficulties." Li Li shrugged helplessly, "I hated you for a while, and thought you were a stalker."

"What about now?" Jiang Mu asked nervously.

"Now, I think you're not bad. It's very comfortable to be a friend. I just saw you among a group of boys, and I feel at ease."

"Because they are sisters?" Jiang Mu compared the two scissors hands standing on the top of his head as ponytails. Li Li pondered for a few seconds before understanding, and burst out laughing, "Yes, you are my good sister." She patted Pat Jiang Mu on the shoulder.

Jiang Mu put down his hands and felt relieved seeing Li Li's smiling face.

But he didn't have a long memory, and just as soon as he made people happy, he asked something that shouldn't be asked, "So when I asked Coach Wei to help deliver the Qixi Festival gift, were you already together?"

Li Li couldn't laugh immediately, and Jiang Mu also realized that he had asked the wrong question, so he quickly made up for it: "I'm sorry."

Li Li shook her head, she knew that Jiang Mu didn't do it on purpose, Jiang Mu was only really curious to ask this question.

She would be sad just because when Jiang Mu mentioned it, the memory of that day popped up in her mind.

It was Qixi Festival that day, and it was also the day when they were together. It was a coincidence that she met Wei Xi. That day, Wei Xi came back to look for her because he was afraid that she would be in danger, so he kissed her uncontrollably. He must have been tempted by her.

However, she had no idea why Wei Xi was so indifferent to her suddenly, and even broke up with her directly, until she went to deliver food to Wei Xi at noon, and when she saw Xu Lingwei, Wei Xi ignored her and took Xu Lingwei downstairs for dinner.

Xu Lingwei seems to be different from before, she has become very gentle, not at all crazy like when she was wrestling with her before, Xu Lingwei knew Wei Xi a few years before her, Xu Lingwei also went to Wei Xi's house and slept with Wei Xi The bed, and it was the bed at Wei Xi's house. Xu Lingwei had told her about it on Wei Xi's mobile phone before. She was very jealous and sad when she heard it, but later Wei Xi explained that she didn't like Xu Lingwei, and she believed it.

But now, the facts are before her eyes, telling her that she is the clown, and that she likes Wei Xi so much that she chooses to believe only what she wants to believe, and ignores some evidences that are already in front of her.

"Li Li, why are you crying again?" Jiang Mu's panicked voice brought her back to reality.

Jiang Mu wanted to wipe her tears, but he didn't dare to touch her when he raised his hand, so he just took off his blue shirt jacket and gave it to her.

"What are you doing?" Li Li looked at Jiang Mu and asked, "I'm not cold."

Now it's autumn, and the weather is a little bit cooler, Li Li still wears skirts, but changed into long skirts.

Jiang Mu pointed to her eyes, "wipe away the tears."

Only then did Li Li realize that she was crying again. She raised her hand and wiped away the tears. She took Jiang Mu's shirt. It didn't smell of sweat as she imagined, but a faint scent of lemon. She picked it up and wiped her tears with confidence.

"Is there any class in the afternoon? If there is no class, I will take you out to relax." Jiang Mu turned to look at Li Li, who wiped his tears and buried his face in his shirt.

"Can I wipe my nose with your clothes?" Li Li didn't answer his question, but asked a new question.

Jiang Mu has a lot of clothes and doesn't care, "You can do whatever you want."

Then I heard the sound of Li Li blowing her nose, as if exerting all her strength.

Li Li finally felt comfortable after blowing her nose. She looked down at Jiang Mu's clothes, a little disgusted.

"Why don't you throw it away, I'll buy you another one." She said shyly.

"No need." Jiang Mu took the shirt back from Li Li's hand, rolled it into a ball, and the outside was still clean, "It can still be worn after washing."

"Okay." Li Li nodded, still feeling a little sorry, and planned to find a chance to give Jiang Mu a small gift.

Jiang Mu stopped suddenly. Beside him was the motor motorcycle he borrowed from his roommate. It was black, cool and stylish. He patted the seat cushion and asked, "Go for a drive?"

Li Li had only seen this type of motorcycle on the sports channel, and was a little moved.

"If there is no class in the afternoon, I will take you out." Jiang Mu said, although he has his own class, it is a public class in the afternoon, and several classes are taught together. It's okay to go.

Li Li has class in the afternoon, but she is not in a good mood now, and remembers that before she separated from Wei Xi last time, Wei Xi told her to study hard, and she studied hard, but Wei Xi told her to break up with her when she came back. My heart immediately came up.

She said to Jiang Mu: "No class, take me there."

"Okay." Jiang Mu excitedly handed the helmet to Li Li. Li Li didn't know how to do it, so he helped Li Li put it on with his own hands. Accidentally, he hit hard and pulled his hair. Li Li screamed in pain and stretched out his hand to hit him. Jiang Mu asked her to fight, hoping that she would vent all the sadness in her heart.

Jiang Mu pressed the handlebar, looked back, confirmed that Li Li had sat down, and then started the car, "Let's go!"

When Li Li was watching motorcycle races on TV, she thought this kind of motorcycle was very cool, but she didn’t expect it to be even more cool when she sat up. There was the whistling of the wind in her ears. Jiang Mu drove Li Li out from the back door of the school, and the school opened the back door It is close to a seashore, there are no people at this point, Jiang Mu thought maybe he could take Li Li to pick up some shells.

Li Li has four professional classes in the afternoon, the kind that the teacher will call names. Ten minutes before the class, Zhao Ruoxuan has not seen Li Li's figure, and has not received a reply to the message she sent. She anxiously sent a message to Ling Lan's sister saying that Li Li Glass is gone.

Ling Lan is in the dormitory, because Xu Lingwei came back, and Wei Xi refused Li Li but went to the cafeteria with Xu Lingwei to eat at noon, the atmosphere in the dormitory is very awkward now, Ling Lan didn't say a word to Wei Xi after she came back.

It wasn't until she saw the message sent to her by sister Ruoxuan that she angrily walked towards Wei Xi who was sitting there, not knowing what she was doing, "Li Li is missing." She stated the facts with anger in her voice.

Wei Xi was conceiving, she had been sitting at the table for more than two hours, she couldn't concentrate at all, her mind was full of Li Li, and she remembered every detail of their time together.

Suddenly, Ling Lan's sullen voice brought her back to reality, "Li Li is gone."

There was a roar in the head, Wei Xi's hand holding the pen stopped, and the black water-based pen drew an irregular black track on the white paper, as if back in the day, Li Li blindfolded her eyes behind her, accidentally ruining her plan The painting used for the competition, but this time, the one standing behind her was not Li Li.

Li Li is gone.

作者有话要说：救命，我又晚了一点，我下次尽量快点感谢在2021-09-2421:00:30~2021-09-2500:21:30期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 1 bottle of Sui Sui Ping An;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!