prefer silence

"Do you want a divorce because I don't want children, or because I ignored you?" Chen Zheng didn't answer me, but asked such a question, the tenderness on his face was gone.

neither.

I know Chen Zheng misunderstood me, but what's the point of going on?Do I want to say, I know about you and You Yu, instead of waiting for you to file for a divorce, why don't I fulfill you first?

I really don't want to be so embarrassed to admit that I am the one who is not loved.

Let him continue to misunderstand, anyway, I will not be worse in his heart.

"All of them." I said lightly, "I will prepare for the divorce procedures as soon as possible. The house and property will be divided fifty-fifty. You can raise any other requirements."

"Li Yuyuan!" Chen Zheng violently overturned the coffee table, and the bowls and plates shattered on the ground, "Li Yuyuan, you are really good, you want a divorce just for such a trivial matter! Let me tell you, I don't agree! Marry you I have the final say, divorce, and I'm the only one who has the final say."

His face was blue and red, and the calmness of the past was no longer there, "You said let me go my own way, I have no other way to go, your way is my way. Yuanyuan, you can't walk in on your own, I walked out on my own, I, Chen Zheng, are not so easy to provoke. In short, don't mention divorce again."

I looked at him and said, "Brother Zheng, you think it's unfair, don't you?"

Chen Zheng smiled wryly, "Is there anything fair between us?"

Indeed, it is not fair that I love him and he does not love me; it is not fair that he is forced to marry me;

I said, "Brother Zheng, it's the same when you file for divorce. I'll wait."

Chen Zheng's eyes suddenly became disappointed and sad, I didn't dare to look any more, and went straight into the bedroom.

I can guess what Chen Zheng is thinking.

He loves You Yu and has been waiting for him to come back, but he can't let go of his responsibility to me.

You Yu and I are tugging at him. If this is a multiple-choice question, the final choice will only be You Yu, not me. I have already experienced the pain of being scratched off by the tip of the pen once, and I don’t want to experience the second time. This time, so be it.

When I came out the next morning, the living room had been cleaned up.

Chen Zheng left a breakfast for me, it was still warm.

There is a note on the table that says: I promise to have a baby, and we will go to the nursery to sample at the weekend.

Signed - Chen Zheng, followed by a heart.

He is learning from me.

This kind of note, when I used to make him angry, I would leave him a note, and he even copied the pattern of adding a heart after the name.

Is this Chen Zheng's compromise with me?He really thought I was using divorce to force him to accept the child?

I clutched the note, and accepted it spinelessly. Only children are the existence that I cannot refuse.

I sent Chen Zheng a message: Saturday afternoon.

He didn't reply too slowly this time: Good.

I have already decided that after the sampling is done, I will move out and live separately with Chen Zheng until he agrees to a divorce.

When I think of You Yu living only a few hundred meters away from me, I feel so uncomfortable that I can't breathe.

No matter who comes first in love, You Yu clearly knows that Chen Zheng is married and wants to get involved.If You Yu used to scare me, now he really makes me sick.

Chen Zheng originally wanted to take a day off on Saturday, but I said it was unnecessary.

I made an appointment at 02:30 on Saturday afternoon to pick up Chen Zheng in advance.I didn't want to go upstairs, so I called Chen Zheng and asked him to come down by himself.

Chen Zheng said yes, but after a while he changed his mind and asked me to go up, saying that Lao Zheng wanted to apologize to me.

I hesitated, but agreed.

After I went up, Lao Zheng waited at the door and led me in as if receiving a distinguished guest. He smiled compensatingly. I was not really angry in my heart, but I still hummed pretendingly.

We sat on the sofa, not far from the side, Chen Zheng was leaning on the table and flipping through a book, a pair of straight long legs stretched out casually, as if he didn't care about us at all, but I can often feel that coming from his direction The scorching gaze cast over.

Lao Zheng told me: "You let me look at Lao Chen, what's the use of watching him? Who dares to like him when he puts on a face outside every day?"

I thought to myself, he is not like this to You Yu.

"He keeps his distance every day, and he rarely smokes or drinks. How can such a person be trusted?"

I thought to myself, you can't see that he is not disciplined.

"So I guess he must have made you angry, so I asked him to pay more attention to his behavior and boundaries, and he guessed it!" Old Zheng was wronged, "I really didn't tell him clearly."

"Okay, Old Zheng, I don't blame you, I know who you are."

Lao Zheng wondered, "Then what's the matter with you wanting to divorce Lao Chen?"

"It's something else." I said, "Did Chen Zheng tell you?"

"He was always in a bad mood during this time. The sun was shining a little last week, but the next day it was cloudy, and he was very worried. He also asked me for help, asking how to coax his partner to change his mind. If I asked him more carefully, he would Said you were going to divorce him. Ouch, I was heartbroken seeing his pitiful appearance at that time. Yu Yuan, are you determined?"

In fact, Chen Zheng's confusing attitude towards this marriage made me a little at a loss.

At certain times, I feel that he is repulsive, contemptuous, and content with the situation, and at certain times, I feel that he has shown persistence and attention.

I tend to ignore the second attitude, and I don't dare to think about it at all, for fear of being sentimental.

"Yeah." I nodded, "He doesn't want to leave now, and when he really leaves, he will thank me."

Old Zheng was stunned: "I don't understand you, so just do it, I don't believe you can really leave."

At this moment, You Yu came over and handed over a stack of materials to Chen Zheng, as if asking him some questions.

Seeing that my eyes were on You Yu, Lao Zheng enthusiastically introduced me, "Come on, Yu Yuan, let me introduce you, this is lawyer You Yu You, who just came back from England last year, and he and your old Chen are still alumni. "

The air froze for a moment.

The name You Yu was officially introduced to me by an outsider when I was caught off guard.

Chen Zheng obviously became nervous, he wanted to say something to me, I stretched out his hand to You Yu first, and said with a smile: "Hello, Lawyer You, I saw you in the car last time, but unfortunately I didn't say anything, you Is your stomach healthy?"

I emphasized the last sentence to show my concern for him.

With a smile on his face, You Yu held my hand kindly, "Everything is fine, thank you for thinking about me."

I smiled politely, "I heard that Lawyer You doesn't have many friends here. If you don't dislike me, I can be a friend of Lawyer You. From now on, don't just call me brother Zheng when you drink and eat. Call me too, and there will be a lot of fun with many people. .”

"Definitely." You Yu said with a smile.

Lao Zheng shouted at the side and had to call him, I laughed, probably only the three of us could understand the trick.

After the politeness was over, I turned to Chen Zheng. He lowered his head slightly, his lips were tightly pressed, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

I asked him, "Brother Zheng, are you leaving now?"

Chen Zheng nodded.

I went straight forward, and Chen Zheng followed behind.He took my hand, and I struggled a bit without breaking away, so he went.