prefer silence

I took a comfortable hot bath, turned off the light, closed my eyes and went to sleep.

Recently, nightmares have been bothering me, but now I can't wait to hear Fangfang's voice in my dream, and I want to cry in my dream.

In today's dream, Fangfang was still taken into the villain's room, and I was still crying outside the door, but Fangfang came out and gave me a kiss on my face full of tears in the dream.

Immediately afterwards the dream disappeared, and I fell into a dark, bottomless pit, where I fell asleep peacefully.

After waking up, I leaned against the head of the bed, feeling a strange feeling as if I had passed away.

Everything yesterday seemed to have happened in a previous life, but today I have entered a reincarnation.

Chen Zheng knocked on the door and called me to get up: "Yuan Yuan, get up soon, it's eight o'clock."

I was even more puzzled. It seemed that not only I had entered a reincarnation, but Chen Zheng had also entered a reincarnation. He even forgot that we were quarreling.

I replied to him: "Just get up."

I walked out of the room and came to the dining room. The breakfast prepared by Chen Zheng was on the table, two eggs, two bowls of porridge, and a plate of pickles.

Chen Zheng saw that I was stunned and told me to sit down.

I couldn't help asking him: "Are you in a good mood today?"

He smiled and said, "It's really good. Today is the Lantern Festival. I'll get off work early in the evening. Can I buy some glutinous rice balls and cook them?"

Looking at Chen Zheng's relaxed smile, which is rare these days, I couldn't help but sigh how powerful love is.

I said, "Okay, I want to eat fruit stuffing."

"Okay, buy fruit stuffing."

At noon, Song Zhiyuan and I went out for dinner.

I told him directly: "Song Zhiyuan, I might be getting a divorce."

Song Zhiyuan was gnawing on the chicken feet, and he was so frightened that he swallowed the chicken bones when he heard what I said.

He looked disbelieving: "No, Li Yuyuan. You love your partner so much. According to your own statement, you have liked him for 11 years. Can you let this go?"

I smiled wryly and said, "So what if you can't let go? His first love is back, so I have to make room."

Song Zhiyuan said angrily, "Did he cheat?"

"No, it doesn't count." I shook my head, "Maybe I'm on the verge of cheating. I really don't want to see him struggle, and I'm tired too, so let him go."

Song Zhiyuan raised his thumb: "We are really more magnanimous than one."

generosity?I don't count.

After dinner, I asked Song Zhiyuan to go back to the company first, and I went to the convenience store to buy a pack of cigarettes.

I don't smoke cigarettes very often. Chen Zheng used to smoke a lot when he was in college, but he doesn't smoke much now.

I frowned, why did I think of him again?

I squatted in the corner of the public smoking area, lit one, and called my mother.

When the phone was connected, I let out a puff of smoke and said to my mother, "Mom, I want a divorce."

My mother didn't ask me what was wrong, she just said: "No matter what decision you make, Mom will stand by your side. If you have time to go home, Mom will cook pickled fish for you."

I smiled and said, "Okay, Mom."

The endless smoke floated around me, and at some point it began to rain on the ground, one drop after another, and as soon as the smoke cleared, the rain stopped.

In the evening I opened the door and saw that Chen Zheng had left work early. He was wearing my blue apron and was cooking.

I leaned against the kitchen door, admiring his silhouette.

Chen Zheng is very good at cooking, but if he is asked to cook, we don't see him a few times a year.

He goes to work early, leaves late, and sometimes works night shifts, which determines that the chief chef at home can only be me.

At the beginning, I couldn't even control how much salt to add, and I often asked my mother for advice. Now, the dishes I cook can match half of my mother's level.

It took me two years to cultivate my culinary skills to reach this level. Chen Zheng must have practiced his good cooking skills for a longer period of time.

I don't care who he learned to cook for, and I don't want to care about it, so let me enjoy the last time for the time being.

Chen Zheng knew it was me, and he didn't turn his head back: "Take out the sweet and sour fish and cabbage first, and a diced chicken, which will be ready soon."

I asked him, "Can I have a taste first?"

He was a little puzzled: "Of course, why are you so polite all of a sudden."

"Okay, thank you brother Zheng." I added, "Husband and wife, we just want to treat each other as guests."

During the meal, Chen Zheng told me some jokes about his colleagues from time to time. Before yesterday, I would have happily jumped to the sky; but today I have been absent-minded, thinking about how to file for divorce at the right time.

I tried my best to cooperate with Chen Zheng, and worked hard to adjust the facial muscles to make the most natural expression.

After dinner, I turned on the TV in the living room, and the Lantern Festival Gala was being broadcast on the TV. I watched two singing and dancing performances, but my interest was dull.

Chen Zheng brought over the glutinous rice balls, and each of us got a bowl.

Watching the festive program, eating warm glutinous rice balls, accompanied by the one I love, my heart suddenly felt a faint comfort.

No regrets, really no regrets.

I consumed Chen Zheng for more than two years and nearly three years, and he consumed me for 11 years. We can't waste any more.

The skit program of the party was being performed when the male lead was complaining to his friend about his wife's strict control. The male lead said to the phone: "I've made do with it, how can we get away?"

I suddenly had a flash of inspiration and shouted: "Nengli!"

I yelled so fast that my throat was split.

Chen Zheng put down the bowl, looked at me suspiciously, and asked, "What's wrong?"

His chopsticks accidentally rolled off the side of the bowl and fell to the ground. I picked it up and handed it to him, saying, "Brother Zheng, I have something to tell you."

Chen Zheng was stunned, "What are you talking about?"

I swallowed the last glutinous rice ball and said, "Actually, you don't have to make do with it, just leave if you want."

Chen Zheng said seriously, "Yuan Yuan, what do you mean?"

I felt my hands trembling slightly, I gripped the sofa cushion tightly, lowered my head, "I... let's get a divorce, brother Zheng."

Tears still poured out in vain, I once choked up and wanted to say something, but I couldn't help sobbing when I opened my mouth.

Chen Zheng held my face in panic, and wiped my tears frantically, "Don't cry, don't cry, I'll just pretend I didn't hear what you just said. No matter what happened, tell me, let's communicate well, Don't say those two words, okay?"

I grabbed Chen Zheng's hand and looked at him pleadingly, "No...I must say it."

"I'm very tired, I can't take it anymore...I'm so tired, Brother Zheng." My tears flowed more fiercely, and I couldn't see Chen Zheng's face clearly in the blurred eyes, "Brother Zheng, I let you go, you--"

Chen Zheng interrupted me, "If you're tired, let's ask for leave to play for two days, okay? We'll leave tomorrow, you, don't scare me, Yuanyuan."

Hearing Chen Zheng's anxious and concerned words, I felt a strange sense of satisfaction in my heart.

Look, it's not like I didn't get anything. If You Yu was here now, he would definitely be pissed off.

I gradually calmed down.

Seeing that Chen Zheng was frightened enough by me, I burst out laughing, "Brother Zheng, this is the first time I've seen you lose your temper. When we first got married, you were so cool. We couldn't say ten words a day. I Shamelessly acting stupid in front of you, you don't care about it. Seeing that we are getting better and better, I seem to be getting what I want."

"I've always wanted to have a baby and we'll raise him together so it's more like a family. But I'm doing it wrong again, aren't I?"

"I always make things difficult for you and force you to do things you don't want to do. You shouldn't have me in your life. Now I want to be a good person. I let you go. Go back to your own way, okay?" elder brother?"