God is Daozu

Memoirs of Qiang Tangerine

On the third day after I woke up, the military doctor picked a bunch of milky yellow wild flowers and put them beside my bed. Next to the flowers was a letter:

Old baby, Daniel and I have returned to the Eastern Battlefield.It is a good sign that the East's counter-offensive has begun while you were in a coma.See you at the beginning of school.

I could see that this line of words was written in a hurry, the back of the hard letter paper was bumped by the pen, and it stabbed in the palm of my hand.

"Your friend said that if you wake up, he will send you a bouquet of flowers."

The military doctor supported my back and smiled at me, "Before he left, he simply folded an envelope with letter paper."

I can imagine Gao Lan's appearance that day, and I couldn't help laughing with the military doctor when I heard this, "He is sometimes very ritualistic."

I actually didn't tell Gao Lan after the war. I laughed with the military doctor at the time and didn't think he was stupid. I was really happy looking at the simple envelope and wild flowers that day.My good brother always has a sense of ritual in his life, and sometimes it really doesn’t match his carefree personality. I think his sense of ritual may come from his very artistic mother, Gao Lan’s mother Like my mother, I like to grow flowers so much. If my mother is still alive, she will probably be the same as her, and she will be as keen on giving flowers as Gao Lan's mother.I am very happy that my good brother still has a sense of ritual in hell on earth. He may not realize what it means to him. For me, this is his past, a happy past, and it is my Pray for something he never loses and carries over into the future.

During the days of my rehabilitation training, I never saw Blessing again, he is still by my side, in the air I breathe, he is very close to me but unwilling to appear, I can feel his brooding.

The day my rehab ended was a life-changing day for me.The reformers who survived around went to different battlefields, while I stayed in Tan City. My physical condition data did not meet the standard, which meant that I would lose the opportunity to be a sentinel soldier.

Do you want to say it's a pity?

Yes, I still have some regrets.

There were only two paths before me.If I want to continue to realize my ideals in the future, I must either undergo physical modification or engage in non-combat front-line work.

I am very clear that although many ordinary people have accepted transformation into sentinels, this technology still has high risks so far. The doctor advised me to give up. The past injuries broke out after this serious injury. When I put on the simulated combat I knew that I was no longer a qualified sentinel when I took the server.

Blessing stood in front of me in the middle of the night. I could feel that he was more sad than me. He looked at me quietly, and I looked at him quietly.

Then my condition suddenly deteriorated and I was sent to a new hospital a few kilometers away. Before that, I left a letter to Daniel. I was in a situation where I couldn't make a decision and I needed his advice.I actually didn't expect this letter to be in his hands. I wrote that letter just to comfort myself, but the military doctor was very sure that she would give it to him.

The night I was out of danger at the new hospital I heard commotion outside.

"What happened?" I grabbed the medic's arm.

"Nothing, a guide's mental body is out of control."

During the period when I was bedridden, apart from the screams of the soldiers, I could occasionally hear the spirit body of the guide running away. Many nights I fell asleep in such a sound.

One night when my body was getting better, I left the hospital bed. That night, I imagined the outside world and couldn't sit still. The aliens on the eastern battlefield began to retreat. I imagined Daniel, Gao Lan, and the outside world. I couldn't lie down anymore, so I put on my coat and went out.

I still don't know what Daniel was like at that time.That night, Blessing and I clearly felt that a familiar spiritual body was out of control.

I froze in place and didn't dare to move forward, so I didn't know what Daniel looked like after the war from the beginning to the end.

In my whole life, I put him in a place that is so clean that it does not belong to the human world. It seems that even dust cannot fall on him. Seeing myself kneeling and crawling in this world, I can't see him struggling in pain.

No wonder the military doctor was able to deliver the letter to him. It turned out that he had been several kilometers away from me.

At that moment, I wanted to reform at all costs, not for my beliefs, not for my land, I listened to his screams, and I couldn't leave him to face the world alone on the battlefield. crazy.

When I got a letter back from Daniel two days later, he didn't say a word about giving me up for rehab, but I could feel his pleading.He knows that the right to choose my future life trajectory is in my hands, and he respects all my decisions.

If I give up, I will never have the opportunity to stand shoulder to shoulder with him again, I will never have the opportunity to go to the same command academy as him, and I will never have the opportunity to return to the field.

Then one night late at night I pushed open the door of his ward, and he fell asleep with his brows furrowed in the deserted environment, he looked so tired, I haven't stared at him for such a long time, this kind of staring is too extravagant.

he lost weight

lost a lot

I lay sideways beside him, he seemed to feel me, just like before, he stretched out his hand and hugged me, he fell into a drowsy dream because of the medicine, he was so flustered in his sleep, I couldn't reach out to smooth his frowning brow .

"I'm here." I told him softly.

He closed his eyes and kissed my forehead nervously.

People probably have to constantly accept and say goodbye to their regrets. My new life trajectory is about to start. Grandpa’s comrades-in-arms said that I am so similar to grandpa, and I embarked on another path that grandpa wanted to take back then.

Memoirs of Yu Langran

After the war, I saw Qiang Tangerine at a glance in the library of my new school.

He later told me that even though my gait and face had changed, he still had a vague sense that it was me.

"Are you ok?"

The boy who looked at cryptography suddenly asked me

he is still so young

It's like going back to before the war.

high view memoir

After the victory in the eastern counter-offensive, the central battlefield is encircling and suppressing terrorist organizations in District 31. The documents show that the remains of the victims of the terrorist organization’s elite plan were located in an underground base in a city in District 31. The instructions demanded that the base be destroyed. I guess Liu Rong’s body may be there. In this base.

I can't say how I feel, and I don't know what Qiangju feels like.

After Daniel recovered, he participated in the siege operation. Qiangju said that Daniel brought him a handful of soil when he came back.After the reconstruction of District 31 this year, Qiang Ju went to District 31 with Liu Rong's notes and his sister's photo left. I saw that he put a small bag in the box, and I thought it contained the handful of soil.

Qiang Ju never opened Liu Rong's notes after Liu Rong's death, even after returning from the war.

I remember that day when we were sitting on the warship, Qiang Ju was holding a black box and watching the news.

During the war, when District 31 implemented the Scorched Earth Project, the scientific researchers in District 31 preserved several tons of breeding. After the war, these scientific researchers were found to starve to death that winter, but all the breeding that was reserved for post-war reconstruction remained. The immeasurable greatness is not the feats of heroes but the will of the people. It is difficult for us to estimate how great the people will be.

In the light screen, the revived Area 31 is in the bright sunlight. It is unbelievable that there was so much snow in Area 31 the day we first came, but today it cleared up.

Qiang Ju looked at the new world in the light screen and opened his eyes wide. I was as shocked by the world in front of him as he was. At this moment, he opened Liu Rong's notes——

"If there is no torch after this, we are the only light"

Give it to my best friend, Qiangju, to encourage each other in this life.

This was the first time Qiangju cried after the war, and it was also one of the few moments when Qiangju shed tears after the war.

I looked at the crops growing in the light screen, spanning the winter, endlessly, yesterday is not today, I cried together with him at this moment.

The residential area in Liu Rong's memory is gone, replaced by a newly built park, and Qiang Ju is walking in front of us, holding the box and following the guidance of the coordinates.No one disturbed Qiangju that day, he was calmly holding the box while walking while recalling something, he was very quiet.

Then Qiangju stopped in one place. He looked in surprise at a tree of plum blossoms not far away. In the sun, the breeze blew the plum blossoms down. Qiangju approached the plum blossoms as if visiting an old friend. He saw It sounds so gentle.

"You came back first." He said to Mei Hua with a gentle smile.

I watched him speak peacefully in front of Meihua, babbling about the past.

"...Your kid really hit the mark. I have to work on information security. There are still mistakes in some of your notes, and I will point them out to you."

"This neighborhood is well planned. I brought your sister back. Have you been waiting for a long time?"

Qiang Ju raised his head and suddenly stopped talking, the smile faded on his face, he stared at the plum blossom without saying a word, the petals kept falling, and the bud seemed to be the next bloom of life.

"Liu Rong, do you know that it snowed heavily yesterday?"

Qiang Ju looked up at the blue sky, finally relieved

"But after the heavy snow."

"The sky is blue."