God is Daozu

daniel diary

Qiang Ju and I met again when the aliens were retreating on a large scale. We received orders to encircle and suppress the terrorist organizations in Area 31, and the documents demanded that the underground experiment base be blown up.

"Thin."

I reached out and held his face with my thumb and rubbed his short-cut hair. He looked up at me without saying a word, his eyes were too heavy, and I knew what he was thinking.My well-controlled emotions leaked from my fingers at this moment, he could sense my momentary stiffness, and I knew what he was thinking at that moment.

This siege means that there will be no remains of Liu Rong's body. He told me before the war that he wanted to find Liu Rong's body and bury him back to Area 31. At this moment, he was powerless to sit in front of me and watch me finally hang my head, I knew he wanted a makeover.

And I want him to live longer, not so that he can spend the rest of my life with me. It is ridiculous to say that I had the idea of ​​suicide during this war. The more I live in such an environment, the more I feel that life is so tormented. But I always hope that he can live longer, even if he wakes up tomorrow and sees the fire in the distance, even if this world is no longer human, I still hope that he can live.

I am afraid of his eyes, I can see his unwillingness and hatred.

"Destroy all?"

He looked at the floor and asked me.

"Correct."

He stopped talking, and after a long time he said, "Destroy it completely, don't leave anything." His breathing was a little uneven.

"Don't want to be a petri dish of evil in life, and don't want to be a hotbed of evil after death."

He looked up at me and finally his eyes fell on my shoulder, he opened his mouth and finally said nothing.He seems to be more and more fond of staring at my shoulder. On the day I brought back that pinch of soil, he stood on the base building without saying a word, looked at my shoulder and then at the other people behind me. Before he left silently.

After the war, we went back to the second district. The Ji family only kept the residence of Mr. Ji Xuemen, and the rest was converted into a welfare home. I walked on the grass with Qiangju and watched the children playing from a distance.

"Sir! Sir! You're back!"

A girl in a blue and white skirt ran over, and I saw a complex nostalgia in his eyes. The next day, Qiangju and I returned to the third district, and then went straight to the next district. When Qiangju opened the black When I saw the box, I realized why he looked at the girl so tenderly yesterday. In the photo, Liu Rong's sister was smiling with red earrings and a blue and white skirt.

"That girl wants to be a Sentinel."

"Daniel...you said that if a person has an afterlife, is she reincarnated?"

"Area 31 has been rebuilt." I reached out and put the photo into the black box, as if burying her in a coffin, so that when I closed the box, I couldn't bear it, "...and Liu Rong's last wish can be fulfilled."

On the way to Area 31, Qiang Ju remained silent. He seemed to be reminiscing about the past. On the day we went, we could see heavy snow in Area 31 through the monitoring of the private warship. When we landed, the land cleared up. It’s like the replacement of the old and new worlds. It’s an indescribable shock. Qiangju stands under the plum blossoms and looks at the blue sky. The new mud sticks to his hands. The black box sleeps peacefully in this land. He finally reconciles with the past. up.

The day of returning to school is getting closer and closer, and Qiang Ju and I are getting more and more silent. I prepared my school uniforms and Qiang Ju, and we will go to the command military academy in the second district, but Qiang Ju suddenly proposed that he wanted to go to the school back then. Take a look at the first place.

"...I was injured once in the latter part of the war." I hung up his school uniform with my back to him, and he sat in a chair and listened silently.

"I dreamed of you in the hospital. You were in such a hurry in my dream that I panicked. I only had time to kiss your forehead."

I don't understand why I said this out of the blue, my fingers on the buttons of his new school uniform.

"Daniel."

His deep voice aroused my hidden emotions at the moment.

"Possess me."

I stripped off his military uniform, realizing the transition from a sentry in the joint zone to my sentinel, fierce and excessive emotions rushed towards us, my palm slid from his calf to his leg gen opened forcefully, looking down His shame, xedu him, until his instincts overcame his shame opened to me longingly, fingertips trembling toward my belt.

"It's here!"

His muscles tensed and he tightened his grip on my fingers.

"Right here?" I repeated his words with restraint.

He blushed and trembled as he touched my burning heat, which seemed to have been relieved, but he was extremely thirsty. I was trapped in the chair and controlled him. He broke down and shook his legs and slapped me.

"Right here! Want me—!" I lifted his body up, realizing our complete union.

During the confusing time leading to Ishtar, he was the victim of my desire. When I leaned down to kiss him again and again, the erratic feeling and fear let me know that I was his victim.

"I might be going crazy." I murmured in his ear late at night, the closer I was to him, the more sleepless I became.

"do you know……"

Hearing this, he suddenly turned around and bit my shoulder viciously, I dragged him up and he sat on my body, I felt him biting me in a posture that never let go, listening to his uncontrollable voice from time to time .

"……I know."

On the day I arrived at the border in Ishtar district, my pillow was empty. When I opened the wardrobe, I found that he was not wearing a military uniform or changing into a school uniform. I saw that his new school uniform was stacked instead of hanging on a hanger. In a box, the light screen of the private warship showed that he left the warship 15 minutes ago. I turned on the monitor and detected his position on the ground. After the red dot was enlarged, time seemed to flow backwards. The sun was rising that day. Wearing a red cloak is like new life.

The yellow sand, the sun, the cloak, the cloak is about to be released by the wind and rise upwards.

My wristband popped out of the light screen, and I saw the clothes under his cloak, the black school uniform with a school badge different from mine on the chest, and I was overwhelmed by this scene.

"Hello? Mr. Daniel Shelley."

He smiled at me, and behind him I vaguely saw the reconstructed Tower of Ishtar.

"In the new semester, I will go to the sixth district to learn the knowledge of information offense and defense. I will miss you often."

"I will never have the chance to stand shoulder to shoulder with you again... I will protect you behind your back."

He smiled at me with tears in his eyes, Chuyang burned the sky behind him so heroically.

"I finally decided to give up the transformation and look forward to spending a long life with you in this life. I will practice your ideals and mine in another way, and fulfill our common love... You must cherish it on the battlefield in the future."

"Sir, this is where we met. I met you here, and I met my new life. From now on, I will start a new life. Have you seen it, sir? See the sun and the goddess behind me Tower? We have witnessed the destruction and rebirth of this place together, and I want to witness more revivals with you in the future."

"I'm here today to confess to you again."

bright sky

"I love you."

"I love you."