God is Daozu

Qiang Tangerine Diary

Daniel, it's been a year.

I'm going to the front line soon, how are you doing in District [-]?

I looked up at the wall today, and the days are counting down to the end of training.

I saw photos of you being interviewed when you were young in the newspaper area. You have been so grown up since you were so young.

I know that manhood cannot be measured by age under war, but I still hope that you have the right to be a child. If you didn't have it in the past, then I hope you will have it in the future.

Will my parents and I meet again?Will we meet again?

daniel you knowDistrict 47 fell yesterday, and I stayed up all night. It used to be as prosperous as Ishtar. I am so afraid that the area where you and my parents are located will encounter such misfortune.

I got a call from my aunt the other day, I was honestly really surprised, she talked to me so calmly, I thought she was going to hate me, she told me to go home and see.

I went up that hillside with Gao Lan, and the whole hillside was full of irises.

I really want to tell you, in fact, what I planted back then was freesia, and you planted iris, right?

When the wind blows, it is blue and purple.

Fairy tales are true.

My fairy tale is given by you.

daniel diary

My position was raided in the middle of the night in March, and we were besieged for fourteen days until the reserves arrived.

I lay on the ground without feeling in my legs, I couldn’t see the appearance of the military doctor, and my sense of smell seemed to have disappeared. I vaguely realized that maybe today or tomorrow I would die here. At that moment, I felt the people around me. It all seemed to disappear, and I was suddenly afraid of such loneliness, and I was so tired that I couldn't even let the carambola out.

I left without hesitation and without saying a word. I was afraid that you would know that I was going to a place where life and death were unknown, but now I regret it so much, I hope you can know where I am, and I want you to know where I am going to die. I can't tell you about this loneliness.

I want to tell you so much, but I know that maybe I shouldn't tell you, I was talking to the military doctor in a daze, I couldn't remember what I said, I was begging her to replace me in a trance Sending out the letter, I just remember feeling like I was crying by the end.

Qiang Tangerine Diary

In the middle of April, there is still no news about you, and my parents also have no news in this world.

When I passed by the bookstore, I saw the book you always carried in your pocket. When the book was opened, I was surrounded by the image of the ocean. I just felt so sad.I ran towards the school, I didn't want to appear on the news the next day, I just wanted to find a place to vent this sadness.

I met your dad on campus and he's a lot older.

I took your letter from him. The moment I read the letter, I suddenly realized how familiar I am with you, and I miss you so much. The strange handwriting, the familiar poet, wrote two short lines:

I love you here, and the horizon hides you abruptly.

I still love you in these cold things.

I know where you are.

I know why this is not your handwriting anymore.

"When was this letter written?"

"March 27."

"Is he still alive?"

"He's still alive."

I heard that I cried in front of your father, and when I cried, I smiled gratefully.

I finished writing my suicide note on April [-]th. I took off my dark blue school uniform and put on a real military uniform.Gao Lan and I's hair was cut very short.

There was a strong wind blowing on the flat and open ground, and the warship was right behind us.

Gao Lan's younger sister still had tears on her face, but her expression was so solemn. She swallowed her sobs and said goodbye to us clearly. Gao Lan's father was also much older. Gao Lan's mother stretched out her arms and hugged Gao Lan and me. .

I am glad that I briefly enjoyed the warmth of my parents on the day I left, even if they were not my parents.

We waved our hands and said goodbye again and again, the warship set sail, and they stood in the sunlight.

I'm going to do it, and I have no regrets.

The reserve unit I'm in has rushed to the branch line where Daniel is, and I'm leaving soon, and I have to get this thing done.

His hair is much, much shorter. He stands in a cramped space. He has lost some weight. He doesn't look like a handsome and stern nobleman. He is a real soldier. I can see his decency getting thinner and thinner. , with rising dignity.

I love him

daniel diary

I saw him from a distance when the supplies arrived, and I can't explain why I was so acutely aware that he was coming.

We looked at each other through our battle suits, the helmets kept us in the distance, but I knew he was coming.

When I was at the base that night, I learned that some people in the reserve force were going to be sent to the Eastern Front. My mind was in a state of confusion and I was running in a certain direction. The second commander stopped me and told me that I had 5 minutes.

We met in the tiny room.

His hair is much shorter while holding the helmet.

"How did you come?"

He gritted his teeth and wanted to smile with unshed tears in his eyes. He reached out and stroked my face and hair, telling me briskly with a sad yet smiling expression.

"Daniel, let's get married."

In my astonishment, he took out a small card from his pocket, tapped his fingertips, and the ocean scene in the peaceful time of mankind surrounded us, and he knelt down to me on one knee in the illusory sea water

"Mr. Daniel Shelley."

"Would you like to fight with me for the rest of your life so that human beings can see the real ocean tomorrow?"

Our personal desires and wills are included in this sentence, I answered him

"Until death."