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For a moment, a somewhat absurd idea suddenly appeared in Sui Cannong's mind.

He subconsciously felt that this conjecture was a bit outrageous, but after thinking about it again, he still felt that something was wrong.

That pot of lemons really doesn't represent anything, because Ji Ling is usually meticulous and gentle, and he is indeed the kind of person who will take care of a pot of plants for many years.

But looking at the ticket stub in his hand, Sui Cannong always felt that it was very subtle. After all, a movie ticket, something that would be thrown away after watching it, was deliberately kept in a book...

Sui Cannong always felt strange in his heart, he felt that he still needed to find an opportunity to ask Ji Ling about it.

But at the same time, Sui Cannong also discovered a certain kind of happy event recently, that is, Ji Ling doesn't seem to use that plan to check in APP anymore.

Of course, Sui Cannong would not peek at Ji Ling's phone, just because before this, the APP would sound a reminder to check in at [-] o'clock in the morning and evening every day on time.

In the past two days, Sui Cannong never heard that nightmare-like reminder sound again.

Sui Cannong felt relieved a lot, he felt as if everything was slowly getting better.

On Saturday morning, the huge bookshelf that Sui Cannong ordered for Ji Ling online arrived.

Ji Ling stood in the middle of the living room with a dazed expression, apparently intimidated by the height of the bookshelves.Sui Cannong smiled and said to him, "It seems that I bought a little bigger."

"Hurry up and buy more books you like online in the past two days." Sui Cannong said, "It's not okay to keep it empty, you have to help me fill up this bookshelf as soon as possible."

Ji Ling still hadn't come to his senses, he looked at Sui Cannong's face for a while, and nodded slowly.

Ji Ling sorted her books by size and carefully stacked them on the bookshelf one by one.Sui Cannong watered the flowers by pretending to be nonchalant, feeling relieved for a while.

After putting away all her books, Ji Ling walked up to Sui Cannong and asked, "Can we go for a walk?"

In fact, this winter is another rare weekend, Sui Cannong is more inclined to watch a drama comfortably at home with Ji Ling.

But he thought about it again, the two of them were busy writing recommendation letters to students in front of the computer for the past few days, their buttocks were almost numb, Ji Ling might want to go out for a change of breath.

So Sui Cannong still agreed.

Ji Ling suggested to Sui Cannong to go to a nearby park.

The park in this season is a barren grayish-yellow. Fortunately, there is a lake in the park. A thin layer of ice is formed on the lake, and there is a small bridge on the lake.

They stood by the bridge, and Ji Ling quietly stared at the ice on the lake.

Sui Cannong rubbed his hands together from the cold.

He glanced at Ji Ling beside him, took another breath into the air, and finally opened his mouth hesitantly: "Oh, by the way, when I helped you pack the books that day, a piece of paper fell out of a book. I took a look at the movie ticket, it seems to be the one we watched before."

Sui Cannong seemed to freeze when he saw Ji Ling's figure.

Ji Ling didn't speak, so Sui Cannong was also a little embarrassed, so he could only bite the bullet and continue: "Actually... If you like watching movies, we can watch another one in two days. Don't say anything Besides, I'm really greedy for that colorful popcorn..."

After a while Sui Cannong heard Ji Ling humming lightly.

Ji Ling turned his face away, but when he looked at Sui Cannong, he said abruptly, "Do you still remember what the topic of the science fair Shirley and Cindy chose?"

Sui Cannong was taken aback, because he didn't expect Ji Ling to change the topic so bluntly.

Sui Cannong became more and more puzzled, but he still thought about it, and said to Ji Ling: "I don't have any impression, it seems to be related to the bridge, these two little girls forced me to take a look, but the specific I really can't remember what the theme is..."

Ji Ling said: "It's the resonance of the bridge."

Sui Cannong pondered for a moment, then suddenly realized: "Oh yes, yes, yes, I remembered, I remember that the two of them drew many pictures of bridges by themselves."

Ji Ling nodded, he turned around, and stared at the lake again.

Then Sui Cannong heard him ask himself again: "When you see the bridge, what do you think of?"

Sui Cannong didn't understand the meaning of these questions, Ji Ling's tone was very calm, but Sui Cannong always felt something was wrong in his heart.

Sui Cannong hesitated for a moment, but still answered: "The vehicles on the bridge, pedestrians...and the river?"

Ji Ling was quiet for a moment, then nodded again.

"They are very enthusiastic about this topic." Ji Ling said, "But in fact, this topic selection is somewhat difficult for their foundation, so I wanted to help them more at that time."

Sui Cannong was a little confused, because he didn't expect that Ji Ling would suddenly and inexplicably talk about the students during their date.

But Sui Cannong hummed, and said, "Although these two girls are a bit skinny, they are serious about their studies. I remember that their final works were quite completed."

Ji Ling didn't speak for a long time, and after a while he asked, "Do you still remember the side we met in the coffee shop?"

Before Sui Cannong could answer, Ji Ling continued on her own: "Actually, after we parted that day, I didn't leave. I went to the bridge near the coffee shop for a walk, and then I smoked by the bridge. A cigarette."

Sui Cannong was stunned.

He didn't expect Ji Ling to take the initiative to mention that day, and he didn't know what expression he should make now.

Because he was sitting in the car at that time, he not only saw Ji Ling by the bridge at that time, but also...

However, Ji Ling's next sentence directly shocked Sui Cannong.

"It's okay." The next second, Ji Ling looked directly into Sui Cannong's eyes, and he said calmly, "I know, you actually saw me that day."

Sui Cannong's pupils narrowed.

Surprised, Sui Cannong saw Ji Ling turn around, facing Sui Cannong, leaning his body on the railing beside the bridge with ease.

"Xueli told me at the time that they wanted to find some local bridges in City C as examples." Ji Ling said, "The types of bridges are more complicated, so I suggested to them later that they can use more classic suspension bridges as examples, but They haven't been able to find a good example."

"I happened to be standing by the bridge that day, and then I found out that the bridge happened to be another suspension bridge." Ji Ling said, "So I wanted to help them confirm the approximate height of the bridge and its overall shape. What the structure looks like."

"It's just that I was standing on the bridge at the time, so I needed to bend down." Ji Ling said, "I leaned out of the bridge, estimated the height, and took a look at the location of the pier."

"Then I found out that this bridge will be a very suitable example for them." Ji Ling said.

Ji Ling said: "Their last work is still in my classroom. You can go and see it. The painting in the middle of the exhibition board is actually the suspension bridge."

Sui Cannong's expression became very blank, Ji Ling looked at his face and trembled his eyelashes.

"I thought about it for a long time before I realized which step went wrong." Ji Ling turned her face slightly and said, "It was because of the expression on my face at that time, right?"

Sui Cannong stared blankly at Ji Ling's face.

"It's not your problem, it's because I was really in a bad mood at the time." Ji Ling said softly, "I had that expression, and I happened to act that way. When people see it, they may have thoughts similar to yours."

"...It's just that the reason why I showed that look at the time is because I behaved very badly in front of the person I like just before I got on that bridge." Ji Ling said, "I think I screwed up myself meeting him, and I think after that, it's very difficult for me and him to have anything else to do."

Ji Ling walked up to Sui Cannong step by step, and he raised his face.

"After you got drunk that day, you told me a lot, and I realized that these three months may have been very hard and anxious for you every day." Ji Ling said.

"I'm sorry, this is actually not my intention." Ji Ling's voice was very soft, "I never thought of committing suicide or hurting myself, but I do have a plan that I have made for a long time."

"It's just that my finish ... has been pretty bad," he said.

Sui Cannong's throat became very dry, and he found that he suddenly couldn't make any sound.

"I don't need any ore, because what I care about is never how to improve the strength of the character, but how to help you build a better house." Ji Ling said.

He paused, and then said: "The reason why I smile at the wound on my wrist is only because you are the one who bandaged my wound."

"In fact, I have always been able to swim. The reason why I told you that I am a beginner is because I want to have more physical contact with you." Ji Ling calmly narrated word by word, "And the person who sent the potted flowers The purpose is just to use the excuse of looking at flowers to go to your classroom in the future, so as to increase some contacts with you."

Ji Ling looked at Sui Cannong, his eyes were full of firm and clean light.

In fact, if you listen carefully, you will find that Ji Ling's voice is trembling slightly, but his expression seems to be very relaxed.

Ji Ling gave Sui Cannong a faint smile.

"Because of Sui Cannong," he said, "I have liked you for three years."