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Ji Ling found an excuse to take the book and returned to her home.

The moment he opened the door, looking at the restaurant he had set up before, Ji Ling blinked in a daze.

He walked to the kitchen, opened the refrigerator, and saw the cake he had bought in advance.It was a small round cream cake, decorated with relatively rare orange slices, which was proposed by Ji Ling and the store at that time.

Ji Ling thinks that oranges are the most suitable fruit for Sui Cannong.

Because oranges are delicious and contain a lot of vitamins, and whether it is the skin or the pulp, the color is a bright orange that makes people happy when they see it, just like Sui Cannong.

Ji Ling closed the refrigerator door again, and he was stunned for a while.

Then Ji Ling returned to the restaurant, and he took off the lamps hanging on the restaurant and the decorations on the wall bit by bit.

When hanging up these small birthday decorations, Ji Ling secretly looked forward to the look on Sui Cannong's face when he saw it, but now his mood is quite different.

During the period of being together with Sui Cannong, Ji Ling felt as if she was having an absurd but warm and happy dream at the same time.

However, at this moment, he realized that Sui Cannong might have spent every minute and every second of his blissful moments in suffering and anxiety.

Ji Ling tried his best to pick off the small flag pasted on the wall, but the edge of the tape was so tight that he couldn't take it off no matter what.

Ji Ling felt a little hot in her eye sockets.

He pursed his lips and tried to open his eyes wide, trying to focus his thoughts on that small piece of scotch tape, but his vision still blurred bit by bit.

It actually feels weird at first, doesn't it?

The extremely nervous look on Sui Cannong's face from time to time, the weird and funny videos he sent to himself, and the huge swimming ring that he bought out of nowhere while swimming.

When walking, I will not let myself get close to the river, when I look at the art exhibition, I will use my body to block those paintings very deliberately, the sudden invitation to live together, stubbornly chop vegetables with a plastic knife, and the bathroom door has no door handle.

And on Halloween, Sui Cannong made some abrupt confessions and requests for dating.

Ji Ling knew that all of this was actually her own problem.

Falling in love with her colleague, who is the same gender as herself, Ji Ling wants to get close to Sui Cannong, but is afraid that her actions will offend the other party or affect the other party's life.

So Ji Ling took every step very carefully.

When the person he has liked for a long time proposes a relationship, Ji Ling is overwhelmed by the surprise, so he is unwilling to think rationally, nor does he want to analyze the irrationality in it.

He has a stupid mouth, doesn't know how to chase people, and hasn't even realized that his words and actions have caused so much trouble to others.

What Ji Ling saw on Sui Cannong's face that night was worry and sadness from the bottom of his heart.

In Sui Cannong's eyes, he had always been a suicidal person who needed to be protected and supervised all the time.

Then everything seems to make sense.For example, the meeting in the coffee shop was obviously messed up by him, but Sui Cannong took the initiative to sit opposite him with the dinner plate the next day.

Sui Cannong would always ask himself "do you have any worries", and after he said that he wanted to fall in love with someone, he quickly put forward a request for dating on Halloween.

Ji Ling didn't know how Sui Cannong thought of herself all the time.A person who needs to be redeemed?There should be some good feelings, after all, in the corridor at that time, his answer to Liang Juan was "there should be all of them".

But Ji Ling finally understood that Sui Cannong would approach her so proactively at that time, and what was the main motive behind Sui Cannong's association with him.

Ji Ling's mind was in a mess.

But at the same time, he clearly realized that the starting point of their relationship was wrong, and now this misunderstanding has affected Sui Cannong's life, so he absolutely can't drag him down like this and continue to make him anxious.

The mobile phone placed on the table vibrated, and the bell rang. Ji Ling stared at the screen for a while.

Then he lowered his head, wiped his eyes, and connected the phone.

Sui Cannong's voice came briskly from the other end: "I parked the car at the door, how many books are there this time? Don't you need me to go in and get some for you?"

Ji Ling took two steps and randomly took a few books from the bookshelf.

He tried his best not to sound strange, and said calmly: "...No need, there are not many books, I will come out soon."

Sui Cannong on the other end of the phone hummed, and he said, "It's okay, you don't need to think about the quantity, there is plenty of room at home, you can take as much as you can."

"I'll buy another bookshelf and put it in the study, just for you." Sui Cannong said with a smile in his voice, "How about it?"

Ji Ling paused.

"It's okay, there are not many books." He said to Sui Cannong, "Let's talk about it later."

Sui Cannong always felt that there was something wrong with Ji Ling these two days.

Ji Ling is a meticulous and focused person, and absent-mindedness is actually an uncommon state in him.

Recently, Ji Ling is always distracted.Although he usually has a long arc occasionally, Sui Cannong feels that there is something wrong with his state when he is in a daze.

For example, at this moment, Ji Ling was holding a watering can, staring at a row of potted mushrooms in a daze.

He looked empty, Sui Cannong knew that this was a strange description, but he couldn't think of another better word.

This time period happened to be the end of the university application season for students, and they both had a heavy workload, writing recommendation letters one by one, and both of them were relatively busy.

Sui Cannong felt that Ji Ling should be a little tired.

Mushroom potted plants have finished their third fruiting. Some potted plants failed in the second round of fruiting before. The remaining pots of strong players barely made it to the third round, and the last round of thin and small mushrooms came out. group.

Just as Sui Cannong was watering other plants and thinking about whether to take Ji Ling somewhere to relax on the weekend, Thomas happened to pass by the door.

Thomas greeted the two of them warmly and told them a happy weekend, so Sui Channong also waved to him.

When he turned his head, Sui Cannong found that Ji Ling was looking at him, and asked, "What's wrong?"

Ji Ling was silent for a moment, and then Sui Cannong heard him ask: "At that time why...you asked me to come and help you grow mushrooms?"

Maybe because she realized that her question was a bit strange, Ji Ling paused for a while, and then said: "I mean...Thomas's classroom is next to yours, it will be more convenient, and your relationship is also very good."

Ji Ling's tone was very casual, but Sui Cannong was stopped by his question.

Because when Ji Ling entrusted the rose flowers, Sui Cannong was really frightened. At that time, he thought, no matter what, he must find something to hang him.

Of course, later on Sui Cannong pondered and analyzed his own mental journey carefully. He felt that what he did at the time should actually have some intentions to have more contact with Ji Ling.

Sui Cannong pondered for a moment, and said: "Because you are very careful, you raised the pot of roses well before. If it were replaced by Thomas, you probably wouldn't be able to survive even three days."

Ji Ling didn't say anything more, and after a while Sui Cannong heard him hum gently.

When the two came out of the teaching building and walked towards the parking lot, it was already dark.

Sui Cannong thought for a while, and suggested: "Why don't we order takeout tonight, and order some of your favorite dishes, mainly because my cooking skills are limited recently..."

Ji Ling shook his head, and said, "But I want to eat your cooking."

Sui Cannong's heart softened for a moment.

He said: "Okay, let me show you a hard hand tonight."

After arriving home, Sui Cannong first checked the recipes on Baidu, and felt that it was too cold these days, so he decided to make a pot of soup for Ji Ling.

Sui Cannong was struggling to cut the meat in his hand with a knife, and when he raised his head, he found Ji Ling standing at the door of the kitchen, quietly watching the movements of his hands.

Ji Ling blinked, and Sui Cannong looked at the plastic knife that was about to deform in his hand, and said with some embarrassment: "That...the main reason is that the meat hasn't been thawed."

"Are you hungry?" Sui Cannong hurriedly changed the subject and asked, "Would you like to eat some fruit first to fill your belly?"

Ji Ling shook his head, he walked into the kitchen and said, "It's okay, I want to watch you do it."

Sui Cannong was handling the ingredients, and Ji Ling was beside him quietly helping him.After the chicken was put into the pot, Ji Ling suddenly asked, "What day is it today?"

"No. 20." Sui Cannong turned on the faucet to rinse the cutting board, and asked casually, "What's wrong?"

Ji Ling was silent for a moment, and after a while he said, "It's all right."

"Can we go for a walk together tomorrow?" Ji Ling raised his eyes and looked at Sui Cannong's face, "I've been very busy recently, we haven't gone for a walk for a long time."

Sui Cannong thought for a while and said, "Okay."

Ji Ling hummed.

"I'm a little tired," he said, "I'm going to sleep for a while."

Sui Cannong responded.

While waiting for the chicken soup to be ready, Sui Cannong simply cleaned up the dining table, and then he saw the few books that Ji Ling had brought back earlier.

Ji Ling seems to like reading paper books very much, and Sui Cannong also likes to see Ji Ling curled up on the sofa, lowering her head slightly, holding a book and reading quietly.

Although Ji Ling said that he didn't need it, Sui Cannong had secretly ordered a very large bookshelf online, and he was going to give Ji Ling a surprise.

But now it's not a problem that these books are piled up like this, Sui Cannong hesitated for a while, and then started tidying up.

Ji Ling's books are relatively heavy, so they are not light in weight. Sui Cannong wanted to stack several books together, and then pick them up in one go.

As a result, the books were piled too high, and Sui Cannong overestimated his arm strength, so Sui Cannong lost his grip after taking two steps, and dropped all the books on the ground.

Sui Cannong had a splitting headache.

But he could only squat down, pick them up one by one, and at the same time flip through each one to check if there was any wear.

Just when Sui Cannong picked up one of the books, a thin, square piece of paper fell out from the pages.

It's a movie ticket.

Sui Cannong took a closer look and found that the title of the movie was "The Day After Tomorrow Will Be Better".

Sui Cannong was stunned for a moment, because he remembered clearly that this was the name of the movie he and Ji Ling watched at that time.

At that time, I seemed to have just gotten acquainted with Ji Ling... Sui Cannong even remembered that time they ordered a funny couple's set meal, which contained a bucket of colorful popcorn and a paint-flavored Cherry Coke .

Why does Ji Ling still keep this ticket?

An old ticket stub that has been used was so carefully and meticulously pressed in a book, and the two of them obviously didn't know each other very well at that time...

Holding the ticket stub, Sui Cannong felt that his mind was starting to get a little out of control.

Sui Cannong raised his head in a daze, and then he saw the potted lemon plant on the balcony.