saturation concentration

Sui Cannong seldom had his brain switched on for such a long time in his life.

In fact, Ji Ling's speech rate is very gentle, and his voice is also very clear, but Sui Cannong's world suddenly becomes very quiet at this moment, so quiet that he suddenly seems to be unable to hear clearly.

He even felt that the air exhaled from his lungs was cold.

Compared to Sui Cannong's brain crashing directly, Ji Ling's mood seems to be very stable.But I don't know if it was because of the cold weather, Ji Ling's fingers unconsciously grabbed the cuff of the coat.

After a long time, Sui Cannong finally spoke.

"So," Sui Cannong's Adam's apple twitched, "After you got drunk that time, you told me that you had a plan, and then you said that you were not brave enough, and you didn't want to wait any longer..."

Ji Ling was taken aback.

"The plan... is actually to pursue you." Banzhang Ji Ling said, "But judging from the current results, this plan has been very poorly completed, because it seems that whether it is sending flowers or any previous outings, the final result is... I scare you every time."

Sui Cannong stammered: "It's true, it's not..."

Sui Cannong felt that his language organization ability had collapsed. He looked into Ji Ling's eyes, his mind was clearly spinning, but he couldn't even utter half a sentence he could hear.

Ji Ling staggered his gaze.

"You said before that it was fate that we could meet in the game." Ji Ling turned around and looked back at the lake, "But in fact, if you want two parallel lines to intersect, you must have one of them." One to actively change direction."

"I heard about the game you're playing and your game ID by chance from a student," Ji Ling said.

He paused and said, "So you may think that our meeting was a chance encounter and fate, but in fact, for me, it was an opportunity that I carefully crafted for a long time."

Ji Ling once thought that he would never be able to say these words to Sui Cannong, but at this moment, he only felt extremely relaxed.

"Actually, I didn't expect that you would offer to meet me at the beginning," Ji Ling said, "nor did I expect that we would come to this point."

"I'm always afraid that rash pursuits will bring you a burden, so at the beginning, I just wanted to interact with you more in the game, help you build a house, and make your game experience better." Ji Ling put his hands on the railing by the bridge, lowered his head, and said, "But it seems that if you like someone, you will easily become greedy, and you can't help but want to get closer to him."

Sui Cannong turned his face away and took a deep breath.

Sui Cannong had actually begun to gradually accept this reality in his heart, but because it was so sudden, his brain still hadn't quite turned around.

Sui Cannong was silent for a while, then murmured again: "Then you... you always liked to take pictures before, saying that you wanted to keep them as a memory, because you felt that there would be no chance in the future, you..."

Before Sui Cannong had time to say the remaining half of the sentence, he suddenly fell into silence, because he had already guessed the answer.

Ji Ling just smiled.

The railing beside the bridge was cold, and Ji Ling couldn't hold it anymore, so he raised his hand.He looked at his fingertips that were a little red from the cold, and retracted his hands into his cuffs again after a while.

The outdoor temperature was very low in winter, Ji Ling let out a breath, the light white mist blurred his side face, after the mist dispersed, his facial features became clear again.

He said: "Because in my eyes, every opportunity to meet you is very precious."

Ji Ling's voice was as soft as the mist that was about to dissipate, but Sui Cannong could hear it clearly.

He said: "I have thought about it in the past few days, and it seems that the way I expressed my language at that time was indeed easy for others to misunderstand."

"It's just that I'm not very good at talking," Ji Ling said, "and the other person happens to be someone I like, so I get nervous. I'm very concerned about how I look in your eyes, and naturally I don't care about my speaking state. Naturally, it turned out to be self-defeating in the end."

Sui Cannong was silent for a long time.

"When was it..." When he spoke, Sui Cannong felt his throat was tight, and his voice became a little hoarse, "I mean, we clearly..."

The second half of Sui Cannong's words got stuck in his mouth, he looked at Ji Ling's face, hesitating, he didn't know whether he should say it or not.

Ji Ling seemed to see the embarrassment on Sui Cannong's face, so he said it first: "Obviously there is no intersection, right?"

"...Actually, I don't really know." Ji Ling tilted her head slightly, and said, "Maybe it's just the right timing, anyway, I just happen to like someone who can help me paint the wall with white paint after only seeing him once. Give me a lemon potted plant, a tall person who seems to be very warm."

Ji Ling thought for a while, and then said: "Maybe it's love at first sight. But in the subsequent relationship, I found that liking you is a very worthwhile thing."

"Sui Cannong," Ji Ling called out his name, "You may not be able to imagine how happy I have been every day during these three months."

"In fact, since the first day I realized that I like you, I suddenly have one more thing to look forward to every day after that." He said, "So falling in love with you is itself something that makes me feel happy." matter."

Sui Cannong stared blankly at Ji Ling's face.

"But I've thought about it for a long time," Ji Ling said, "The starting point of our current relationship seems to be a little wrong."

"From the very beginning of this relationship, we have been hiding our thoughts." Ji Ling said, "You are always anxious and worried, afraid that I will do something that will hurt myself, and I have no real feeling. I was thinking about the reason why you proposed to associate with me, and how we will develop at the end of these three months."

There was no expression on Ji Ling's face, but Sui Cannong suddenly had a bad feeling.

Ji Ling said: "But a normal relationship should never make one party feel anxious, and at the same time make both of them feel uneasy."

Sui Cannong always felt that Ji Ling's tone of voice was not right, and he was a little uneasy, because he felt as if he could predict what Ji Ling would say next.

"It's not like that," Sui Cannong said anxiously, "Listen to me—"

However, Ji Ling shook his head.

"Anyway, we can't go on like this anymore," he said. "We need to reorganize our relationship."

Sui Cannong's heart sank little by little, he was so impatient: "Ji Ling, listen to me, I would propose dating on Halloween, and the premise is also because I have a crush on you..."

Ji Ling quietly looked at Sui Cannong's face.

He shook his head for a while, and said, "I don't know."

Before Sui Cannong could make a sound, he heard Ji Ling say, "So this time, I want to make sure in person."

"But before that," Ji Ling looked into Sui Cannong's eyes and said, "I want to make sure that my behavior will not cause any trouble to you in the future."

Sui Cannong's heart skipped a beat for no reason, and his expression became confused again, because he didn't understand the meaning of Ji Ling's words.

The sky was getting dark and the light from the street lamp was weak and dim. Ji Ling walked up to Sui Cannong, and he raised his face.

The distance between them became very close, so close that the sound of the wind could be ignored, so that they could feel each other's warm, rhythmic breathing.

Ji Ling stared at Sui Cannong, the light in his eyes was clean and firm.

"Sui Cannong," he asked, "May I formally pursue you starting today?"