living sacrifice

In front of Big Brother Sun, I also talked to him about Jiang Xiuqin and the Bread of Soul Church.

I said to Brother Sun: "Someone has done a special study. Jiang Xiuqin's practice of 'waiting for God' is actually a pagan visualization technique. This is not the way of God."

Brother Sun replied to me: "This is a human answer, Lin Xiao. The practice of visualization and 'waiting for God' are completely different. I have been to Jiang Xiuqin's church, and I have held meetings there for a while. I can help Jiang Xiuqin Guaranteed, her preaching is upright. I used to gather in many places, but I couldn’t get joy, but I found joy in Jiang Xiuqin’s church.”

The fact that he found joy there proves that what he preached was the right way?So many people are also very happy in nightclubs, are nightclubs also serious places?

I think there are too many slots, and I am blinded at once.It never occurred to me that he would make such a judgment.

Before I called Qian Junru, I checked the information of the Bread of Soul Church. According to some people, I had a general understanding of the situation of the Bread of Soul Church.Not only did they burn red flags, gather people to vomit during gatherings, and "knocked down by the Holy Spirit" happened.But I didn't expect that Big Brother Sun himself was meeting there.

Brother Sun said: "Lin Xiao, the road of faith is very lonely."

He told me: "Lin Xiao, I advise you not to read those articles on the Internet, because you don't know who wrote those articles. There are still many people on the Internet who criticize Tang Chongrong as a heretic. Lin Xiao, many people listen to If you follow Tang Chongrong's way, the same situation as you will appear."

I don't want to talk to him anymore, but I don't know why there is such a great sadness in my heart that I hung up the phone and cried at home for an hour, and then I was late for work.Fortunately, the epidemic did not check in at that time.

I used to respect him so much, I considered him my spiritual elder, but now there is nothing.

Brother Sun’s other words also made me very sad. He said: “Lin Xiao, Tang Chongrong can be blamed like this, because he is a preacher of God, but you can’t blame your brothers and sisters like this, because you don’t have his office. .”

I don't want to say anything more to him, an unspeakable sadness wells up in my heart.

I was really scared to death, such a place.Especially Brother Sun, I still don't know where the sadness that day came from.

When we used to gather, I often saw him crossing his arms and sitting sideways on a stool. He almost never faced the podium head-on.

Another time, I brought some small cards, and everyone drew a verse card, which was supposed to be a joke.What impressed me most was that Brother Sun drew "Whether it is death, life, angel, power, power, present or future, high, low, or Nothing else in creation can separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord."

This is a word of blessing. Everyone is very happy when they get the word of blessing, but I saw his expression was very strange.

I really don't know what he went through. Only God in heaven knows the real situation.When I finished the phone call with Brother Sun, I can't forget the sudden sadness.

I told You Yan the whole situation of my communication with them.

You Yan sighed: "They will definitely suffer losses if they do this. However, Lin Xiao, I also advise you not to listen to Tang Chongrong's sermons anymore. You should not say that they are 'the stronghold of evil spirits', they are just... □."

I was angry, and I said: "They are the stronghold of evil spirits. Ms. Zhao insisted that the Holy Spirit told her to build the church. If it was the Holy Spirit, it would be a holy spirit. The church established by the Holy Spirit will look like this ?"

You Yan clasped his hands together: "Lin Xiao, don't say that. We don't know if it's an evil spirit. I only know that Sister Zhao is building the church according to her own ideas. Such a project will not be commemorated by the Father. But we Don’t commit crimes yourself, don’t talk nonsense about what we don’t know, lest we also be punished.”

I didn't think I was wrong at that time, I said: "I am not committing a crime, I have to remind them. Should I just walk away? If someone dies in the future, I don't remind them, is it a crime?" Isn't it all on me?"

You Yan said: "Do you think they will listen to you? They won't."

"It's their business whether to listen or not, but it's my responsibility to say or not. I want to forward something to them in the circle of friends, and I want to expose what they are doing behind the scenes. If they don't listen to what I say, then It's their problem."

"Well, you have to do this and I can't stop you. But we also have to pray hard and ask the Lord to give us a new church, which must be a church of God. Lin Xiao, I am still very happy, the Lord will Heed my prayers and brought you out. I believe they will come out one by one."

I don’t agree with You Yan’s views. I know that God led me all the way out, but how hard this journey is!How many things has God shown me?

I believe that there is a tent at the gate of salvation, and the people in the tent are drinking and carousing. They all think that they are saved, and in the end they pitch a merry-go-round tent at the gate of God’s house.It's a pity they didn't go inside the door.

Sister Zhao, Qian Junru, Brother Sun, each of them has something to hide from others, and each of them is standing in the most inappropriate position for them, which has brought great threats to others .

What should I do?

Lord, what should I do?

Because she knew that we couldn’t reach an agreement, Sister Zhao advised me on the phone that time: “Lin Xiao, if you don’t plan to stay in our church anymore, you can pray to the Lord. Because I used this method to understand when I switched churches several times before. God's will. But don't leave the Lord because of this."

Of course, I would not leave the Lord because of such a thing. When she said that, I was stunned. Why did she say that?

This incident really broke me down, and Sister Zhao's bad performance really broke me down.I don't know whether she is a good person or a bad person. I hope my world can be simpler, black and white, but in fact, everyone has a dark side inside, there is no good person, not even one.

Later, I once told Sister Zhao: "After I thought about all this, I suddenly understood why You Yan suddenly lost his temper with you some time ago, so I went to find You Yan."

I specifically emphasize this point.Because this is the truth, the thing I want to make clear is that I was not in collusion with You Yan when I did these things.

But later, Sister Zhao told You Yan about me, and You Yan was at my house at that time.She played Sister Zhao's call to me, and what I heard Sister Zhao said was: "Lin Xiao said that I have discussed it with you."

I'm really angry, I don't know if it's because she's old and out of her mind, or if I didn't make it clear to her at the time, or if the devil is interfering between us.

But with a church like this, I really don't want to stay another day.From that day on, I refused all invitations from them, and forwarded a lot of information they didn’t like in the circle of friends, including God’s judgment, the deviation of Jiang Xiuqin’s preaching, the fallacy of extreme charisma, etc. None of them Give me any reply.

Because I said these words, I was driven out of the church by them from the heart, but on the surface, no one stood up to do such a thing, such a "cold bench", which is more disgusting than "hot conflict".

No one came to me, no one wanted to know the truth, but I know that Sister Zhao will definitely do a lot of work in it. After all, she has to maintain the smooth operation of this church.

She is a smart person, but if a smart person does not act in God's will, what he often brings to the church is destruction instead of building.Sister Zhao is like this, and so am I.

I ask the Lord to forgive me, because the Bible says to restore those who can be redeemed with a gentle attitude, but my attitude at that time was not gentle. This not only gave the enemy an excuse to spread rumors, but I did not use my behavior to glorify God. It was a mistake to treat the disputes in the church in an exclusive and familiar way, and I later took a long detour because of this.

I blamed You Yan: "Why didn't you tell me these things earlier? You brought so many people to the church and then just walked away, leaving us alone?"

You Yan sighed, her expression was full of regret, and she seemed a little uncertain, but in the end she said: "The Lord will tell you. Even if I tell you, you didn't understand at the time, would you believe me?"

I think so too.You Yan's character, if she told me, I would definitely not believe it.I think it's because she made her own brand stall.

I was very sad, and I asked her: "Do you know Brother Sun? I can understand others, but what is Brother Sun doing these things for? What is his situation?"

You Yan said: "Brother Sun, I also think he is quite mysterious. The feeling in my soul is that he has never been very naked to anyone, and he has always been in a state of self-protection."

"What you said is true. I saw him sitting in the church with his hands folded all the time, his body never facing the podium, and he always looked very nervous. Psychologically speaking, this slight expression shows that he has Guard."

"There is something wrong with his spirit. I think he has his own plans for the authority of the church. But we don't care about him. This is not something we should care about."

There is another thing I am very concerned about. I said: "Brother Sun dares to get married again, I should have thought about the problem. If it were me, I would not dare to get married again. Since the first marriage failed, I would admit such a As a result, especially the leaders of the church, how can there be fault in marriage?"

You Yan sneered and said: "Which of the leaders of our church did not criticize their marriage? Well, let's not talk about them anymore, these things are not our business. And those posted by your circle of friends, I know you Brave, but you shouldn't be posting like this anymore, it's not good for us. You know they won't listen to you."

"But I feel it's my duty to warn them."

"Then ask the Lord to help you. However, Lin Xiao, I also advise you not to listen to Tang Chongrong's preaching. His preaching is too bloody. I advise you to listen to other brothers' sermons, such as brother Yu Hongjie's preaching." It's pretty good."

"But I think Tang Chongrong's speech is very good. I have never heard such a good sermon. If it weren't for the "Gospel of John" he explained, I would still be unable to get out of that church."

"The Lord has indeed helped you through Him, which is very good, but we should not follow people, we must follow God."

I didn't say anything, but I murmured in my heart: You tell me every day that Yu Hongjie is good and Yu Hongjie is short, and you still tell me not to follow others?From the first day I was saved, You Yan gave me Amway Hongjie, and it was because of her Amway that I didn't want to listen.Very annoying.