living sacrifice

I don't even know why I have so much to say to him.The same is true for him, seeing him talking so much that the corners of his mouth are foaming, he is reluctant to stop for a drink.

I don't know how this strange relationship between the two of us started, and he couldn't remember it after reading his later memoirs.It was as if God had purposely brought us together, and if He wasn't using me, I wasn't using His affections, and it just happened.If I can continue like this smoothly, according to my idea, it is a happy ending, but God’s will is not like this, He insists on giving me the best.

The car braked suddenly, and he suddenly hugged me tightly in his arms.

I felt that my face was burning. To ease the embarrassment, I said casually: "You have really strong muscles." I wanted to push him away.

He just let go a little, but his hand was still behind my waist. He smiled and said, "I started working out this week."

"Why do you suddenly want to exercise?"

"No reason." He showed two rows of teeth, and then he said maliciously, "Why hide, aren't we husband and wife?"

I didn't know if he was joking or what, I felt uncomfortable being stared at by him, so I simply turned my head and looked out the window.The advertising light outside the window flashed by quickly, and a thought that I once had also flashed in my mind: Actually, if I am not gay, and he is not gay, we are not in a physical marriage, but an ordinary couple. Couples who spend an ordinary honeymoon, don't need to hide anything from the family, and live a relaxed life. Aren't we also an enviable couple?

He didn't leave his hand until he got out of the car, but he wasn't very hooligan. I thought he was really blocking the people around me for me, so I let him go.I kept a certain distance from his body.

City N is my territory.

From the first day he came to N City, his world view was changed.Although this place is also known as a rural area, compared with their place, it is really prosperous and prosperous.

As a landlord, I took him around, to the ancestral hall of the Ye family, to the ancient bridge covered with vines, and had a closed door in front of the nunnery... Standing on the bridge beside the nunnery, he was quite emotional: "It would be great if I could buy a house here after I retire, and live by the small bridge and flowing water. You read your books, I read mine, and bask in the sun. How nice it is."

A small boat was rowed in the river, and fishermen were standing on the boat and casting nets into the river.I said to him, "Are you going to come to N City? Well, this is a good place to live."

"It's much better here than ours, and it's not as stressful as City S. What do you think? Come and live here when you're old, and buy a house by the river."

"I've always thought that N City is a good place to live, but I actually want to quit my job and come here."

"It's better to work hard when you're young, and come back when you're old. We can buy a house then."

In fact, thinking about it now, the meaning of his words is very clear, but I didn't know what I was in a daze at that time, and I didn't understand what he meant.

What I'm thinking about may be how to rent a house, how to find a cheap house, how to move and other annoying things after my parents come back. The rent in City S is very expensive, and the average rent is three to four thousand. How can I, a working class, afford it?What about in the future?I don't even know.I only know that I am free, but is such freedom really happy?I feel that my life has been messed up by myself, and I envy him for having such a good mood.

"By the way, my client gave me a coupon. On the last day, we can go to his hotel together."

"No need, I live here very well, you can go by yourself."

"That won't work! It's too wasteful for me to live alone. Besides, didn't you agree to go on honeymoon? What's the matter if I go alone? Don't bother me, it's already agreed, and it's a waste if you don't go. This This hotel is a five-star hotel in N City. I can assure you that you have never stayed in a five-star hotel, have you? You are so picky."

"I can't pick it up, I just don't think it's necessary to waste that money."

"That house was remodeled from a rich family's house in N city, and there are ancient relics inside. There is no such shop after passing this village."

He is engaged in tourism, how can I just proofread?It's not professional!Besides, I am very courageous, I dare to go to Xinjiang, I dare to go to the plateau, what should I be afraid of in a small five-star hotel?

The days in N City are always happy, and I will never get bored no matter how many times I come here. I really don’t want to leave here, mainly because I don’t want to go home and face my empty house, and Wang Xuanhuan kept arguing with me, very similar a small child.

So, I couldn't hold back him, and finally went.

Although I have lived in N City for so many years, I have never known this place. The main reason is that there are many interesting things near my relatives. I want to cast a net to catch fish, take a boat, dig for food, etc. Milking the cows, wanting to bore a sweet potato in the field, wanting to tease the neighbor's dog across the bridge, wanting to race with the geese in the lake...it's all there.

My elder brother and my sister-in-law heard that we were going to live in the Wei family compound, and they would drive us off no matter what they said.

When I entered the main entrance, I was also stunned, a tall bridge with lights on both sides, walking slowly on the bridge, as if walking into the picture album of the previous dynasty.

Wang Xuanhuan opened the door of the hotel with the copper key in his hand, and the antique wooden floor, red lanterns, and small scenes on the window lattice...all came into our eyes.

"Oh! Lin Xiao! I envy you so much! Your brother never takes me to such a place!" My sister-in-law jumped up and beat my brother.

My brother pressed her head and said, "How can I afford such an expensive house? Can't my money support a child?"

"You two chat slowly, I'm going to take pictures with your brother, you don't need to worry about us." The sister-in-law raised the camera and jumped out the door alive and well. At this time, our luggage was also delivered.

"Is it okay here?" Wang Xuanhuan asked me.

"I'll go upstairs and have a look."

The second floor is a big bed and a big table, the furnishings are quite simple.In fact, in terms of function, such a house is not worth the price, but what they sell is just a show.

"Let's go shopping first, things can be adjusted slowly at night." Wang Xuanhuan said.

The old house has the smell of an old house, the moon is dark and the wind is high, no one is around, just such a lonely and narrow alley, occasionally a paper lantern flashes, I am really afraid that "meet love at the corner" will float out The long-haired female ghost came out, with a long blood-red tongue hanging from her mouth.

When I was secretly thinking about the female ghosts in the alleys around me, Wang Xuanhuan suddenly played tricks and yelled "Wow" next to me, which scared me out of my wits.

I was in shock.

He put his arms around me.

This time, I didn't refuse, I mean, I didn't refuse in my heart, maybe in my heart, such a house, such a night, should be matched with such two people.I don't know if it was the wind or just being scared by him, I was still shivering.

I'm not that wary of him, I think it's mostly because of his identity, because he is gay and has a partner, so I subconsciously think that nothing will happen between us.As for hugging... I really don't know why I didn't refuse at that time, maybe my brain was frozen.

"In a big mansion like this, it's normal for someone to die. Maybe the place where we live has died. The fourth concubine was not pleasing to the eye, and secretly sent someone to press her to death in the well, the water we drink... tsk tsk..."

I said depressedly: "Can you stop talking, you are so annoying."

"I didn't even know that Lin Xiao was afraid of ghosts? Hahaha, there will be jokes in the future."

"Stop talking, tell ghost stories in the middle of the night, can you still sleep at night?"

"Didn't I tell you that there is me? If there is a ghost, call me, and I will beat him to death!"

"Come on."

We turned a corner, and suddenly saw the lanterns all over the lake reflecting long lines of light on the water.Not far away, there are restaurants, teahouses, and theaters, which are quite ancient.

"Let me take a picture of you." Wang Xuanhuan said and took out his phone.

I laughed at him: "It's so dark, how can you take pictures of people? Let's take pictures of the scenery."

"It's up to me if you can take pictures of people." While I wasn't paying attention, he had already pressed the shutter, and then he shook his head and sighed.

"I won't take pictures, don't take pictures."

But he looked around and said: "I don't think it's your problem, but the background problem. You stand there, there is a horse."

horse?I still have a soft spot for horses. After all, it was the horse that saved my life during the mountain torrent, and I myself belong to the horse.But in the middle of the night, where did the horse come from in the hotel?After searching for a long time, I found a maroon plastic horse inlaid on the wall, which looks quite unique.

"I'll hold you and sit on it to take pictures."

"Can't you sit on it? Don't crush it."

"That's possible, take a breather, don't let the horse sit badly!"

I thought he was joking and when he actually came to hug me I freaked out.

But he didn't retreat because of me, he put his arms around my waist and lifted it, and I sat on it for some reason. "One two three, eggplant!"

I forgot how he looked at the photos later, and how we went back to the room. I only saw the fiery red lanterns reflected in his eyes, flickering like flames.