the one who lives in my body

For the next period of time, I was preparing for Pan Shi's "release" work.

The mothership is getting closer and closer to the destination. Now, at the forefront of the mothership operator, there is already a specific image of Amut star.

Amut Star is beckoning to humans.

Perhaps for a moment, human beings are like speculators who have finally discovered the new world. They are looking forward to every possibility and seeing opportunities?Get rich?Here's what they saw from the asymptotic star Amut.

And those soldiers who are looking forward to fighting and waiting for orders from their superiors are like a well-adjusted equipment, which is placed in the middle-level training camp for continuous adjustment.

There are also people who feel that their hometown is approaching, and every cell in their muscles is venting restlessness, such as a rock.

And those who are habitually worried are a minority, like me.

In fact, worry at this time is useless, I know.

But my useless brain just likes to think about meaningless things.

Probably very few people would be so sympathetic as to worry about the living conditions of another race.

I also thought that I was not that kind of person, and I always thought that those who eat pork and say that pigs are pitiful are superfluous.

But right now, this kind of worry actually appeared in my mind.

—What if mankind completely dominates another race on another planet?

When we arrive at the Amut star, will we slaughter the Amut people, or will we serve another race like nobles and civilians?

Will it reproduce everything that happened in the slave society, and then overthrow it like the past?

In this way, no matter where the human territory expands, the process of development may be a closed loop after all.

...No, what am I thinking?

Holding my head, I smiled.

I'm afraid Pan Shi will have to laugh at me if he finds out.

It was already very late when I finished work. According to the usual time, I should go to bed at this point, but I still have to meet Xie Dongrong.

It's not that I don't want to see him, it's the feeling between wanting to see him and not wanting to see him, anyway... half and half.

The throbbing of my heart told me that I wanted to see him, to touch his face, to talk to him, and to sleep in a peaceful embrace.

But unfortunately, I don't have that kind of relationship with Xie Dongrong.

You have to do it soon after meeting, his soft words sometimes doom the next request.

I feel a little tired.

But when I want to kiss him, I still kiss him.

Sometimes he will show a child-like expression, just after the work is over, the ignorant daze makes me think that perhaps he is worthy of pity.

Although he doesn't think so himself.

According to the normal indicators given by the doctor, Xie Dongrong's estrus period should last for about a week, once every two or three months.

But he has only twice in less than a month, which is really unbearable. I once suggested that he go to the doctor to ask, so as not to have any problems, but every time this time he will casually turn his eyes and express his respect for the doctor. disdain.

"When that alien is gone, you should come back immediately." This time, Xie Dongrong suddenly said this sentence.

I wanted to laugh when I heard it, "Why?" I knew the answer in my heart, but I still couldn't help asking him.

But Xie Dongrong didn't answer, he just stretched out his hand to wrap around my waist, exerted a little force in his hand, and murmured, "Well, anyway, you'll be fine by then, move up to live, it will be convenient for us to meet each other Some."

From the perspective of objective conditions, Xie Dongrong's words are undoubtedly correct.

But thinking about it carefully, he should have already done the electric shock operation at that time.

"...The doctor said that we should separate for a while." Looking at Xie Dongrong's face, I whispered.

Xie Dongrong's body froze for a moment, and when he looked up at me, I was unreasonably nervous, "Why do you just listen to that old man?" He narrowed his eyes.

If you don't listen to him, who will you listen to?Listen to you?I laughed a little, and for a moment I didn't know how to answer, so I just reached out and touched Xie Dongrong's ear.

His ears were soft and cutely shaped, and didn't suit him at all.

"Tao Shu..." Xie Dongrong's hairy head fell into my arms, he seemed to be saying something, but his hair scratched my neck, and I couldn't hear it clearly for a moment.

"What's wrong?" I asked him.

But Xie Dongrong didn't answer me. I waited for a while and found that he should have fallen asleep.

It would be great if the present could become eternity. Unrealistically, I think so, without considering any other factors, just in this moment, me and him.

There was a sudden strong reluctance in my heart, and there was no moment when I felt that I liked Xie Dongrong so much.

But things do happen.

Life always likes to stab you inadvertently, and it takes pride in it.

I don't want Xie Dongrong to enter the electric shock treatment room, but obviously, this is a decision he has already made, and I have no right or qualification to interfere with him.

At that time, the mothership was already quite close, and the outline of Amut star gradually changed from a small point to a huge area that could not be covered by the entire line of sight.

From a distance, through the small window of the breeding room, I saw the topography of this planet.

It is indeed different from the earth, but there are many similarities.

From a human point of view, it seems to be a good choice to use this place as your second home.

The spaceship specially prepared for the release has already been prepared early, probably around tomorrow afternoon, I will take Panshi to board the spaceship that is much smaller than the mothership and sail down.

I should be thankful that the electric shock treatment that the doctor prepared for Xie Dongrong was before I left the mothership.

Although there are a lot of things going on at Panshi, and although I really don't want Xie Dongrong to have this operation, there is no doubt that at such a moment, no matter how busy I am, I have to accompany him. Even if he didn't say it before, he didn't ask for it on purpose Me, I will still go.

Maybe it was because my expression was too serious, Xie Dongrong looked at me with a bit of a teasing look in his eyes.

Until I walked to the door of the treatment room, I thought that I should be the only one who "accompanied" this time.

But I ran into Xie Ningbai at the door of the treatment room.

Today she was wearing a small suit unique to the Mech Combat Squad, holding a delicate basket in her hand, looking very beautiful.

I haven't seen her for a few days, and she seems to be more beautiful.

I think my expression is a bit stagnant.

But Xie Dongrong showed no surprise at all, with a polite smile, he went forward and said something to Xie Ningbai.

In fact, from my perspective, I can hear the content of their conversation.

But at that moment, just looking at that scene, seeing Xie Dong's glorious smile, I felt that my brain went blank and I couldn't listen to anything.

Again, the "they really do match" thought came to my mind.

I felt like I became an outsider in an instant, as if I was just a servant brought along by Xie Dongrong.

Looking at Xie Dongrong's expression, he should have known that Xie Ningbai would come today.

But he didn't tell me.

There was a dull pain in my heart, and sure enough, this sudden thorn pierced in after all, and it happened at this time.

Not long after, the doctor also came out from the back room, and he seemed to take Xie Ningbai's appearance for granted. After listening to their conversation for a while, I realized that the doctor knew about it early on.

It was Xie Ningbai who applied to accompany Xie Dongrong, as a distant relative.

But looking at the expression on the doctor's face, he must have already understood the meaning of this "distant relative".

Xie Dongrong is about to enter the treatment room. Naturally, I can't say anything more at this time, but when Xie Dongrong entered the locker room to change into a hospital gown, I followed him in and pulled his collar so that I could arrive. Then she held his face and kissed him.

"It doesn't hurt..." I didn't know what to say, looking at his face, I said this word, I felt my heart was tugging, stuffy, very uncomfortable.

"It doesn't hurt at all." Xie Dongrong smiled at me and told me so.

In this way, under my watchful eye, he walked into that room.

Xie Ningbai and I waited outside, we didn't have anything to say for a while.

In the end, it was Xie Ningbai who spoke first: "Recently, Dongrong and I have developed well."

I opened my mouth, I didn't know what to say for a while, Xie Ningbai's family knew Xie Dongrong, if she knew about my relationship with Xie Dongrong, I'm afraid it would be known to everyone.

It is naturally impossible for Xie Dongrong to tell Xie Ningbai about my relationship with him.

"Really? That's fine." I said, hooking the corners of my mouth.

Xie Ningbai hummed twice, with a rather complacent expression: "wait to call sister-in-law."

sister in law?Even if it is called, it should be called brother and sister, I can't help but tease myself in my heart.

"Really? I'll wait." I said with a smile.

That would be fine too.

I looked up and stared at the light on the door, feeling an inexplicable feeling in my heart, neither uncomfortable nor happy, just a feeling that my soul was being torn apart.

It was like something was pulling the other half inside me, screaming to separate.

For a moment, Xie Dongrong's lifeless appearance after being shocked by the electric shock flashed through my mind. I was sweating profusely, leaning my back against the cold wall, and felt as if I was the only one left in the whole world... and lying in the room Xie Dongrong on the operating table.

In my memory, I tried my best to run over and reach him.

But after a burst of unbelievable pain, I came back to my senses and found that Xie Dongrong on the other side was gone.

The only thing in front of him was the iron door.

...and Xie Ningbai beside him.

She seemed to be taken aback by my reaction just now, she shrank back slightly, and asked me with a look of fear on her face, "Are you all right? Do you want to call a doctor?"

Smiling at her, I waved my hand, "It's okay."

It's just finally stripping Xie Dongrong from my body completely. It's a pain that doesn't exist at all, and it's also a destined pain.

Finally, the door of the operating room opened slowly.

The doctor said it wouldn't take too long.

Soon, I saw Xie Dongrong in the hallucination just now, sweating profusely, but with joy in his eyes.

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