the one who lives in my body

When I stood in front of Xie Dongrong's room again, for no reason, I thought of the concubine who was summoned to the emperor's palace to spend the night.

Although I don't want to belittle myself and give myself such a title, but helplessly, that's how Xie Dongrong feels to me.

He didn't seem to be back at this time, so he stood in front of his door and scanned it, and sure enough, the door opened automatically as he said.

Xie Dongrong's room...

Although the relationship with Xie Dongrong has changed now, even today, when I enter his residence, I still feel uneasy. The uncontrollable cautiousness is almost engraved in my bones...

Unlike me, Xie Dongrong is a cultural person. He usually likes to read some books when he is free. When I walked to the desk, I couldn’t help but stroke the warm wooden tabletop. Some papers filled with notes by Xie Dongrong were placed on the upper left corner of the desk. , just as in the impression, his handwriting is still as good-looking as ever.

If you just look at his image, it may be difficult to imagine that he is such a serious person in terms of schoolwork.

Thinking about it, I couldn't help it, and my heart softened, until I was cheap, and out of curiosity, I pulled out an envelope from the pile of papers.

I have always thought that I am not a person who likes to peep into other people's privacy.

But this letter has not been sealed yet, and the paper inside is like the meat in a clam shell, tempting me to pull it out.

What's more... From the envelope, it can be seen that this is a letter from Xie Dongrong to Xie Ningbai.

Xie Dongrong can write letters?This is unbelievable, and Xie Dongrong will write to me?This is simply an extravagant wish that I have always dreamed of.

Finally, I pulled out the letter paper and unfolded it.

Xie Dongrong's handwriting is very beautiful and easy to read. It almost makes people feel that the person who wrote this letter must have written this affectionate article slowly and carefully word by word.

It turned out that Xie Ningbai was celebrating his birthday.

From the content of the letter, it can be deduced that it was Xie Ningbai who wrote a letter to Xie Dongrong first, and Xie Dongrong was a reply.

It's ridiculous to think about it, since those two people meet every day, they insist on using this old-fashioned way...

I couldn't help it, I smiled wryly, at a certain moment I suddenly understood, maybe this is the reason why the relationship between me and Xie Dongrong has always been so hard.

In fact, it's not that I haven't thought about having some romantic occasions and saying some sentimental things.

What I can't imagine is Xie Dongrong's response.

Anyway, in my perception, he would not respond to me with such a serious attitude——

Facing Xie Ningbai, he said:

"Happy birthday, this form is unique, you have always been a creative girl, I admire it."

"I don't know when I will be able to go home during this long trip. Forgive my parents for not being able to personally send you birthday wishes, but I have brought them a gift for you. I hope you like it."

……

I didn't see the gift, but Xie Dongrong is a trustworthy person, probably he will really prepare it for her with all his heart.

At this time, I began to think about it carefully, only to realize that my birthday had passed two months ago.

At that time, I hadn't dated Xie Dongrong for a long time.

I remember that Jing Tong gave me a lovely watch, the old man bought me a new pair of armor, and when I came home at night, my mother prepared a sumptuous dinner for me.

Only without Xie Dongrong.

On the night after my birthday, I seemed to be sad for a while, and then I comforted myself, this is normal, he never knew when my birthday was, and I never told him.

Besides, he was very busy that day...

Moreover, he never liked to make things up. Since his birthday, he stopped letting the princess hold a big banquet for him.

So, it's normal for him not to remember.

Because I lowered my expectations beforehand and found a good reason for him later, I didn't feel down for a long time that day, and I'm rather heartless, so I'll forget about this kind of thing in a few days.

If I hadn't found this letter by accident today, I'm afraid I wouldn't have remembered it.

But, because of this letter, suddenly, I was reminded of many little things that happened before.

Those are not worth mentioning, such small things.

Silently, I put the letter back in its original place, in large font, and lay on Xie Dongrong's bed.

Close your eyes, everything around you is so clear.

In fact, when Xie Dongrong came back, I was very sober.

I could even feel him standing by the bed, looking at me.

A minute later, I opened my eyes and asked him with a smile, "What do you want me to do here?"

In the end I chose not to ask anything.

Probably in my heart, I also know clearly that the answer I get will only disappoint me.

Xie Dongrong sat next to me, raised his hand to caress my chin, very similar to a pet owner, "What? Are you in a bad mood?"

I told myself that at least until yesterday, Xie Dongrong and I were peaceful, even sweet, so I have to seize the beauty of the moment, don't ask things that shouldn't be asked.

"No, I'm just a little tired." I took his hand, stroked it up slowly along the sleeve, and finally reached Xie Dongrong's neckline, and I pulled him down.

"What's the matter?" I continued to ask him.

Hearing this, Xie Dongrong raised his eyebrows slightly, and asked me back: "Is it okay to let you come here? Besides, your place is not very comfortable."

After a long time, the young master fell ill and felt a little funny in his heart, "Okay," I kissed him, "then let's do something special today."

Slightly frowning, Xie Dongrong blushed, and then quickly turned serious, "What?"

"Let me teach you how to kiss." I said.

Xie Dongrong's expression was somewhat unnatural, "Why do you teach this?"

"Aren't you my boyfriend? It's normal for couples to do this kind of thing." Turning over, I rode on him, "It's so boring to just have sex."

He looked at me with a pure expression, like an ignorant child staring at a trafficker who has other plans, "Okay then." Finally, he agreed.

I think, maybe Xie Dongrong doesn't understand what the meaning of kissing is. He has always focused on sex and got straight to the point, and rarely does anything else for the sake of sensationalism. At this moment, he just casually responded and complied with my request.

Or maybe it was simply because he didn't want to do it to me.

Self-comfort is average, and I am more willing to believe the first one.

And my idea is actually very simple.

When you can kiss him, kiss him more, not for sex, not for anything else, just because this person is him.

Perhaps in Xie Dongrong's eyes, this was just another play with color, he quickly got into the play and was unwilling to continue this meaningless teaching.

Of course, in the end I didn't do what he wanted.

He doesn't seem to understand why he doesn't go to the end, but he has always been reserved, and he will never take the initiative to say anything further, even if he wants to.

This feature of his is well exploited.

The hands are a little sore, I think, the kiss after everything is over, maybe the closest to a real kiss.

"Maybe I won't go to your place tomorrow, I have something to do." This was the first sentence Xie Dongrong said to me after everything was over.

"Why?" Actually I know, but I have to pretend not to know.

Xie Dongrong stretched out his arms to embrace me and asked me to go in his direction.

It wasn't until I sat on his lap that he said, "Xie Ningbai's birthday, I have to go."

"Oh, that's fine." I answered quickly, and then fell silent for a long time, so long that I had the illusion that I could hear Xie Dongrong's heartbeat from my current position.

"You are in a bad mood." Xie Dongrong repeated this sentence again.

I looked up at him, wondering in my heart, did I act so obviously?

"During the physical examination, the doctor asked you a few extra questions." Before I could answer, I heard Xie Dongrong say, "You lied to me and said no."

He seemed to attribute the reason to that.

"Fuck," I was quite surprised, "Can you read lips?"

Xie Dongrong ignored my deliberate playfulness and interrupted me directly: "Don't change the topic."

Knowing that I couldn't escape, I revealed to Xie Dongrong the conversation I had with the doctor yesterday.

Xie Dongrong's face was not very good-looking.

"What impact will it have on you, I think you should know." Xie Dongrong's serious expression moved me for a moment.

"Then the doctor can't let the doctor know about us..." Seeing Xie Dongrong's solemn expression, I said instead, "Well, I will go to him alone in a few days and tell him that I seem to like you a little bit, so May I?"

"...Yes." Xie Dongrong agreed.

I have to admit that just now, for a few seconds, I hoped that Xie Dongrong would directly tell the doctor the truth, and then the doctor would tell the princess, and gradually the news would spread to everyone, and finally to Xie Ningbai's ears...

I want others to know that Xie Dongrong is mine.

Of course, such thoughts only existed for a moment, the second when sensibility overcame rationality.

If the doctor finds out, the princess will definitely know. Then, the relationship between our family and Namin...

I can't afford the possibility of this change happening.

The next night, of course Xie Dongrong went to see Xie Ningbai, probably bringing his "affectionate" letter with him.

First I stayed with Panshi for a while longer, and after he fell asleep, I left slowly and returned to the floor where my dormitory was located.

When passing by a bedroom, I heard the commotion inside.

The soldiers seemed to be discussing the war.

"It is said that those Amut people are very strong, and there are so many of them, it would be bad if we were killed..."

"What are you talking about? Strong is useless. Look at those lions and tigers. We were afraid of them? Our high-tech, even if they have superpowers, they will die in minutes."

"Too."

"We're not going to exterminate them, are we? Why is this different from what we said when we first came..."

"It's different, what can I do? The thief ships are all on board, and they don't obey orders, so they just leave you on Amut Star to fend for themselves..."

I pretty much stayed where I was.

The next moment, without even thinking about it, I knocked on the door and walked in.

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