the one who lives in my body

This is the most peaceful night.

I couldn't figure out why Xie Dongrong came to me, but still, as usual, I reconciled with him in such an "inexplicable" way.

When I woke up the next day, because my body didn't feel too strong, I stared at Xie Dongrong's face with such a calm mind for the first time.

He has really grown up, he is no longer the old man with long hair, his facial features have changed from delicate to deep, from a boy to a man.

Because we are together every day, I have never noticed all this, only this time, it is so intuitive.

Xie Dongrong's eyelids trembled slightly. After a while, he opened his eyes, and my face was reflected in his blue pupils.

"Why are you looking at me? I seem to be perverted." Frowning, Xie Dongrong pulled the quilt and turned around.

According to usual, he got up early at this time, maybe because he stayed up late last night to "talk" with him, but he was still sleepy at this time.

When I went out to wash, I met my brother who invited me to visit yesterday.

Seeing me, he raised his eyebrows slightly and asked, "Are you reconciled?"

I froze for a moment, thinking to myself how could this be seen?Later, when I looked carefully in front of the mirror, I found a big red mark on my neck, and I remembered that when I said "confidant words" last night, it really came out like this.

At that time, I just felt a little tingling, but I didn't expect to leave a mark...

I don't have such a thing as shame. I would be happy to let the big guys see the traces left by me after being intimate with the "handsome guy in the royal family", but considering the scene at this time, this kind of love-related matter is In this mothership full of military atmosphere, after all, something is not suitable.

After returning to the dormitory, I changed into a high-necked uniform.

During this time, Xie Dongrong kept looking at me. Obviously, he knew why I did this, but we didn’t bother to mention it to each other. He seemed to be sitting on the edge of the bed in a daze for a while, and then left after I was fully dressed. come over.

When you get close to him, you will find that his body has been growing, probably because of the Amut gene in his body. The tall and well-proportioned beauty that is exclusive to the Amut is almost reflected in him. vividly.

I took a small step back, subconsciously, I still don't like a person who is taller than me to be so close to me.

Xie Dongrong raised his hand and pulled my high collar down. Looking at the place where he sucked it, the mark on the neck seemed to be a little itchy from his staring, so he let go of his hand and folded the collar again. Go up, take your own toiletries, and go out.

After a period of free time at noon, Xie Dongrong and I will go to the front of the mothership to find the doctor.

This time it is still a separate physical examination. Although I never know what the doctor is checking, these procedures have almost become a habit.

In fact, I didn't know that the doctor was also on the mothership at first, but Xie Dongrong told me later.

"Two troubles that cannot be avoided." This is Xie Dongrong's evaluation of me and the doctor.

"But didn't you say that he has a lot of things to do on our planet, even if he is invited, he might not be able to come?" I asked.

Xie Dongrong sneered: "Wang gave him research funds and asked him to put aside what he was doing and study the Amut people. It is of course best to take this opportunity to observe the Amut star on the spot, and by the way It can also supervise and guide my condition, killing two birds with one stone."

This time as usual, Xie Dongrong entered that room first, but what was different from the past was that this time he and the doctor were in a room very similar to an interrogation room. There was a bench in front of the desk outside the room, and that was where I was waiting. Place, here, through a huge glass, I can see what's going on inside, but I can't hear what they're talking about.

As always, when facing the doctor, Xie Dongrong's attitude is not so friendly. The "not very good attitude" here does not mean Xie Dongrong's harsh words to the doctor, but - obvious falsehood.

Everything about him is decent, his smile, posture, gestures, and these expressions can almost convince people all over the world-he is definitely the person who respects the doctor most in the world.

Of course, this is not the case, as the doctor told me before, he knows that Xie Dongrong is a person who is extremely good at disguising, especially in front of people he doesn't know well, or... people he hates.

The "interrogation" of Xie Dongrong did not last too long. When Xie Dongrong left his seat, opened the door and walked to me, I knew that maybe the next "person to be interrogated" would be me, and Xie Dongrong would take my place.

"Don't worry, you can't hear what we are talking about outside." I believe the doctor said the same when Xie Dongrong first entered.

I couldn't help looking at Xie Dongrong on the other side of the glass window from the corner of my eye. He was looking at this side with his hands crossed and expressionless.

"Why, do you feel guilty when he is outside?" The doctor began to enliven the atmosphere, which was a rhythm I was familiar with.

As usual, he first chatted with me about his daily relationship with Xie Dongrong.

Although I know it is wrong to do so, there is no doubt that I cannot tell the doctor about my relationship with Xie Dongrong at this time.

For so many years, in front of these elders, Xie Dongrong and I have tried our best to maintain the illusion of "brothers are good", and no one has ever questioned it. Even if we quarreled over some sensitive matters, it would eventually be interpreted as "a relationship between boys." Small conflict".

The initial disguise was just to cover up the embarrassment between me and him, but now, even if Xie Dongrong and I have developed such a relationship, subconsciously, we will still pretend.

First, I made up some daily life between the brothers. I don’t know what the doctor said to Xie Dongrong, but judging by the doctor’s expression, it must be that the “testimonies” that I had agreed with Xie Dongrong on the way here were not misleading.

Forging the facts is undoubtedly a necessary step to maintain the "good brother" personality. Over the years, Xie Dongrong and I have actively prepared for most of the moments when we are about to meet the doctor.

Finally, the doctor finished asking questions.

After a moment of silence, I knew that maybe he was going to say some embarrassing questions.

Sure enough——"A Shu, Dong Rong recently...have you fallen in love?"

My thoughts were slightly stagnant, and my face remained unchanged: "Who knows? That guy has always been mysterious. He doesn't tell me about this kind of thing, but it seems that he has always had a good relationship with Xie Ningbai, and I don't know where it is now. One step away."

The doctor smiled, as if he was relieved, "Because according to the age of sexual maturity of the Amut people, it would be more normal for Dongrong to fall in love at this time, if you find anything, please let me know..." As he said, the doctor started Head down and take notes.

"Will this have any effect on his body?" I couldn't help asking.

"Well, I told him just now, but as his friend, you can also help me to emphasize it-remember to ask him to take safety measures, because we found that most male Amuts successfully inseminated The probability is much greater than that of humans, so he should pay more attention to safety measures than humans, and don't have a fluke mentality."

Me: "...Okay." The roots of my ears felt hot unconsciously, maybe I should be thankful that I am a person who doesn't blush easily.

"By the way, I ignored this because it was unlikely." The doctor seemed to have suddenly remembered something, and said, "I hope I didn't offend you, Ah Shu, are you gay?"

At that moment, so to speak, my brain froze.

I've never minded admitting I'm gay, but I've never come forward.

If it was anyone else, even my mother, if she asked, I would definitely tell the truth.

But right now, I can't.

"Of course not, what's the matter, doctor, why do you ask this?" My body reacted faster than my brain, and my face showed relief.

"Well, it doesn't look like you." As he spoke, the doctor wrote down a note in his small notebook, "Fortunately, it won't be too much trouble."

"What?" Xin raised his throat, but still pretended to be indifferent, "In that case... will there be any problems?"

"I just hope you don't have any emotional entanglements with Dong Rong." As he spoke, the doctor pushed his glasses, "Because of that operation, after all, he has existed in your body before, if such feelings arise, it will be difficult to define Is it between normal people, or what is needed by the body, or your body's reluctance to his soul itself."

"In short, it will be very dangerous, but since you are not, you don't have to worry so much. You should be glad that the sequelae only exist on him."

"Dongrong said that my inspection is not interesting, so next time I will be a little bit special, you can look forward to it."

It has been a long time since I returned to work, but the words of the doctor have been echoing in my mind.

What does doctor mean?

very dangerous?

To be honest, I have always believed that things like feelings are very pure and should not add any impurities.

I never questioned my feelings for Xie Dongrong, I like him, this belief is rooted in my mind, and I can't get rid of it.

Even if he told me now: "You like Xie Dongrong only because of xxx..." I would not admit it.

Like is like.

So I forced myself to keep those words out of my mind.

However, I don't know why, after leaving the house, Xie Dongrong asked, I was insane and didn't tell him the last conversation.

I asked him, anyway, in his description, the doctor's examination was still "boring as usual" and "no big deal".

I have something to hide from him, maybe this is a guilty conscience, I don't know when I started, I also felt that maybe just like me, Xie Dongrong also had something to hide from me.

As if aware of my doubts, Pan Shi lightly poked my forehead with his fingers. He lowered his head slightly and looked at me seriously, as if asking with his eyes: "What's wrong with you?"

"I made a new one for you..." I took the newly made gadget out of the bag, and now, the only thing that can appreciate my "work" seems to be the rock.

That night, Xie Dongrong asked me to go to the top floor, his "presidential suite" to rest.

Seeing that Pan Shi was in good condition, I agreed.

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Rest tomorrow.