the one who lives in my body

I'm used to quarreling with Xie Dongrong.

So, once again, I am very happy to hear and see, and I have a cold war with Xie Dongrong again.

Because there is no need to go to school, it is very easy to "avoid" him, and I have calculated according to the timetable given by the doctor. It just so happens that Xie Dongrong will not "need" me in particular, even if I am not there, there will be no problem.

In fact, in detail, what he did is not particularly excessive, but it just touched my bottom line.

I knew he hated Rock, no matter what the emotion, rivalry or first rift.

But he shouldn't have found the doctor without me and touched him.

Although there is no provision that clearly states that everything about Panshi should go through me, but if Xie Dongrong did such a thing, it would be unforgivable in my heart.

Afterwards, I checked Pan Shi's body. Fortunately, there was no serious problem, but I still feel a little scared in retrospect. After all, Xie Dongrong's punch is not something ordinary people can bear.

After being injected with estrus-suppressing drugs, Pan Shi seemed a little depressed. Most of the time, he just held my hand and lowered his head, silently, like a wronged daughter-in-law.

He smelled my body, just like Xie Dongrong, with a little resentment in his eyes, but in the end he just arched his head lightly on my shoulder and made a grunting sound, as if he was seeking comfort.

like a dog.

Counting it, I have known Pan Shi for many years.

This time on Amut Star, is he really going to leave me?

How could I not be reluctant?

Afraid that Xie Dongrong's visit today would have an impact on Panshi, I chose to rest in Panshi's breeding room that night.

On the second floor of the breeding room, there is a small window, leaning slightly, where you can see the outside scenery very clearly.

In the vast universe, we are sealed in a huge box made of steel, and this box is just a speck of dust in the universe.

Pan Shi and I, with two heads, squeezed together in front of a small window, watching with wide eyes.

What will be the fate of the Amut people?After all, we are greedy human beings. We finally found a habitable planet. How could we give up so easily?

Especially when the strengths of the two sides are extremely unequal.

Occasionally, I will look at the rock.

In his eyes, there is curiosity about unknown things, and the expectation of feeling the proximity of his hometown.

Looking at his face, I couldn't help but clenched my fists.

Under such a background, what can a small person like me do?

A vain attempt to save all Amuts?

But I can't even handle my little things well...

All I can do now is just pray that the expected bad possibility will not happen.

In the next few days, when Xie Dongrong might visit at night, I went back to my single dormitory.

No one is there, and everything inside is even as I left it.

When I went to wash up at night, I ran into a soldier who said a few words——

"Why didn't I see you come back to live a few days ago?"

"It's something." I smiled bitterly at him, and I told him.

He seemed to understand something, came over and patted me on the shoulder, "We have an event tonight, at the training ground, you can come and visit!"

I said, "Go when you have time."

Pan Shi recovered very quickly. After a few nights, I felt that his condition had stabilized and he should no longer need me to accompany him throughout the night.

After returning to the dormitory, it was late enough.

I wanted to rest, but looking at the empty bed, I suddenly felt an unprecedented sadness in my heart.

I decided to go to the training ground to see.

Activity?Honestly, I'm looking forward to it.

Indeed, when I looked down, I really confirmed that there are indeed many soldiers on this mothership.

The training ground is huge, and they almost filled the place.

There seems to be some kind of performance tonight, with a bit of performance nature, not as serious as usual, so besides me, there are many people who come here to visit.

I saw Xie Dongrong's class almost at a glance.

Xie Dongrong was one of the two pacesetters, standing in the front row, and the other pacesetter beside him was Xie Ningbai.

Staring at them, I didn't know what to think, and that feeling of "they really make a good match" came back to me.

When it was time for them to rest, I saw Xie Ningbai talk to Xie Dongrong.

Xie Dongrong turned his head slightly, as if he was listening, but also as if he was perfunctory.

I don't know if he saw me.

Am I actually getting to the point where I would be upset to see them both standing side by side?

I thought, am I a little too small-minded?

I try to reflect on myself and try to analyze the cause and effect of all this.

When I found that I couldn't figure it out, I suddenly felt relieved.

Because that is Xie Dongrong himself.

For a person like me, he is dazzling and unattainable.

Only when he stands next to another shining person, will he not appear to be inconsistent, and that is called matching.

He was never mine either.

I turned my eyes and started looking for the soldiers who lived next door to me.

The brother who invited me seemed to have been looking for my eye contact for a long time. When I turned my eyes, I saw him raise his hand, smile, and greet me.

I waved to him too, and suddenly, I felt that this visit seemed to make me happy.

This "activity" lasted about two hours.

Near the end, I caught a glimpse of Xie Dongrong turning his face from the corner of my eye, as if seeing me.

So I waved to him and smiled,

People in the auditorium started to leave.

I seem to have reached the moment when I need to leave...

Half asleep, half awake, I heard someone knocking on the door.

According to the time on Earth, it was already two o'clock in the middle of the night.

Opening the door, what I saw was Xie Dongrong who was living a healthy life and resting on weekdays.

At this time in the past, he should have gone to bed early.

Finally remembered to come to me, I thought.

Before thinking of a suitable opening remark, Xie Dongrong grabbed my wrist and led me into the room.

Because he didn't pull very hard, it was still relatively easy to break free.

"Hey, this is my room. I haven't allowed you to come in yet." With a smile, half-jokingly, I said this.

Xie Dongrong stared at me, and for a moment I didn't know what he was thinking, could it be because of the so-called "estrous period"?I suddenly felt a little ridiculous, if that's what he came for, I think I'll let him out.

"...Tomorrow some time, the doctor asked us to go for an examination together." In the end Xie Dongrong said this, his expression was a little stiff, and he looked a little unnatural.

He glanced at the time again, "Just make a phone call, why bother your boss? What's more, it's so late now..." There was an involuntary teasing in his tone, did I want to anger Xie Dongrong?I was obviously unwilling to do this in my heart, but my instinct drove me to speak out.

For... revenge?

Xie Dongrong didn't answer my question, he sat on the edge of the bed very naturally, staring at his palm, as if in a daze.

I have to say that at this moment, he is a little cute.

"Today I saw you and Xie Ningbai, two pacesetters, standing in front of the team, I always feel that they are a good match." I stared at Xie Dongrong, obviously very irritable in my heart, but my tone was joyful.

Xie Dongrong's cold-toned eyes lifted up slightly, but finally lowered his eyelashes again before meeting my gaze, "Are you angry? Or jealous?" His tone was usual indifference, as if he was talking about an insignificant matter .

His attitude annoyed me, and when I walked up to him, I put my hands on his shoulders, "What do you think? I'm not a small-hearted person, since the most important thing now is that you are my boyfriend, at least in front of me , you should keep your distance from those who are obviously interested in you."

Why add the phrase "at least in front of me"?At that moment, I thought.

"It's not fair." Finally, he raised his eyes and looked over, wondering if it was because his eyes looked soft in the middle of the night, "You didn't do it."

"Are you talking about Pan Shi?" I felt like laughing, "Xie Dongrong, he's not even human, and last time...you shouldn't have hit him."

Xie Dongrong's complexion sank, he looked up, and he looked at me, "What if I told you that he made the first move?" With a little sarcasm, Xie Dongrong touched his face, "He didn't hold back at all. I can see that he wants to kill me, if I say so, would you believe me?"

For a while, I was speechless, and I found that I couldn't completely refute these words.

But the phrase "I believe", I can't say it.

"You didn't notice the injury on my hand." As he spoke, Xie Dongrong frowned, raised his eyes, and said with a somewhat unyielding look, "You said I didn't respect you, what about you?"

This guy probably has some special ability, he can always break down my psychological defense so quickly and shake all my beliefs.

"...I see." Sitting next to Xie Dongrong, I raised my hand and gently stroked his hair, "From now on, don't hold back anything, and settle it face to face, is that okay?"

Xie Dongrong looked at me, did not agree, but asked with a half smile: "Maybe you should ask yourself."

Feeling angry and funny at the same time, I finally chose to kiss him.

That night, it was the first time that he and I lay peacefully on the same bed, staring at each other like a pair of pure lovers, and said some "confidant words".

I told him that I am very possessive and I don't like to see him get close to other people.

He asked me to lead by example.

I also said that I feel very worried. What will usher in the end of this journey?

He didn't answer, as if he was thinking.

He doesn't talk as much as I do, he just looks at me quietly, and after I chatter for a long time, he says ah.

All he said was something like a complaint:

"You really get angry easily."

I said, "That's because you touched my bottom line."

He was silent.

Before going to bed, softly, in his ear, I said to him:

"I like you."

Although the sound was not loud, it should be loud enough for him to hear.

Unfortunately, there is still no answer, just like countless times before.

I think it may be because he slept.