the one who lives in my body

"You've been very free recently. The last time An Hexuan went out to play, he said that he met you and was with Qiu Xingwen." When he said this, Xie Dongrong frowned slightly, a little irritable and careless.

"I didn't expect you to pay attention to me." With a teasing smile, I said this sentence casually.

Annoyed by my question, Xie Dongrong waved his hand impatiently, "If he insists on saying it, I can't help it."

He was ashamed to show even a little concern for me, and I could only smile helplessly at this.

"I went to that place to learn some massage techniques. Recently, Panshi has been a little depressed. Qiu Xingwen recommended this method. I followed it for a while and observed it. I don't know if it will help."

In fact, I seriously doubt that kid Qiu Xingwen just wants to find someone to hang out with. Although he has the cheek to ask the masseur for advice, he really has learned a little bit, but he still has no confidence...

Summer is here, and at this moment, Xie Dongrong was dressed a little coolly, I stared at him like a ghost, and said, "Can I try my hand on you?"

This wording seems a bit wrong, when Xie Dongrong looked over in a blink of an eye, his expression was a little inexplicable.

"I mean... um... I'm a little unskilled, and I'm afraid that when I use it directly on the rock, something... accidents will happen." I stumbled, but I couldn't help feeling a little annoyed at this point, I felt that I He acted a little too hastily, and it was the kind that didn't hide it at all.

Will he scold me?Or will it be shot directly?

"……Row."

When saying this word, Xie Dongrong acted reluctantly, with an unhappy expression as if he was about to cut off a piece of his body alive.

It's very strange, like a woman from a good family with a face full of chastity, who finally said hello to the local hooligans.

I don't understand why he still agrees when he doesn't want to, it's obviously not in line with his personality, but I'm afraid that he will suddenly regret it, so in the end I chose not to ask any questions about it, but rolled up my sleeves and said, "Okay, Let's get ready then."

Under my "guidance", without much hesitation, Xie Dongrong stood up, with his back to me, and took off his upper body clothes in a very slow posture.

But standing behind him, I felt that his movements seemed to be infinitely slowed down, and every inch that was exposed was uncultivated land. My eyes were tightly glued to his bare skin, for fear of missing any picture. picture.

I blushed and my heart started beating violently.

I really want him to turn around and show me the front view. I have touched the muscle under his clothes and sketched its appearance in my dream, but after all, I don't have the courage to fulfill my wish. Speaking out, I can only tell him to lie on the bed, then kneel on the bed, walk on his knees, and approach him from behind.

When I touched him, although the skin under my hands was smooth and delicate, and although I was in front of him who I had been thinking about day and night, I tried my best to maintain a normal mind, forcing myself to recall the "fur" I learned a few days ago, and my hands began to move stand up.

In fact, once you concentrate on doing one thing and don't think about some embarrassing plots, your body will not deliberately embarrass you.

I'm sure I didn't make any offensive gestures along the way.

But this process only lasted less than 5 minutes, and Xie Dongrong finally stopped.

I stopped, I was a little dazed when I just walked out of the doorway, I tried my best to resist the strangeness in my heart and looked at Xie Dongrong who was sitting up, he sat on the edge of the bed with a fixed expression, his legs crossed, and his eyes looked at me, Made me feel as if in his mind, I still offended him.

Waking myself up from the trance, I lowered my head, and instead of looking at him who was shirtless, I could only stare at the bed sheet in front of me and asked, "What's wrong?"

After a long silence, Xie Dongrong did not answer.

I couldn't help turning my back with a guilty conscience, my face was probably red and smoking, in fact, I didn't dare to look at him, but I was afraid that I would have some shameful reaction and make him hate him even more.

I'm obviously not a person who needs this very much, but for some reason, once Xie Dongrong is in front of me, I can't hold myself back.

"Do you want to give that Amut man this kind of massage?" After a long while, Xie Dongrong finally spoke. His voice was a little hoarse, and it sounded deep. It must have been caused by his heart. From my point of view, it was so sexy Terrible.

"Yes, what's the problem?" Seeing his attitude, I thought I hurt him, so I couldn't help asking humbly.

"You put your heart into it..." The tone was a little lazy, and then I heard the sound of twisting my neck, and then Xie Dongrong's voice came again: "You probably didn't go to a serious shop."

My mind went blank for a moment, where did he want to go?Although that neighborhood is indeed famous for certain things, the one that Qiu Xingwen took me to... shouldn't be a problem, and how did he figure it out just from the 5-minute massage?

Although I have a guilty conscience, it is impossible to admit it, "Why... I... I think my method should be justified... Besides, I didn't do anything particularly excessive."

Finally, I turned my face to stare at him, only to find that he had already looked at him with his smiling eyes. That expression was not a good one, with some evil intentions, and even some things that I had never seen on his face. Seen...excited?

At that moment, I realized that he might be about to say something, and that the topic would definitely not please me, but I had no time to stop it, and I was powerless to stop it.

"Since the physical examination that day, you have changed back." Xie Dongrong tilted his head lazily. I couldn't tell whether his eyes were cold or sarcasm at that moment, "I thought you would improve a little bit."

"...No," I smiled weakly, "What does this have to do with our previous topic?"

"Xie Dongrong, I didn't do anything to you, right? Why did you attack me like this?" My body trembled a little. Although I admitted that I had some ambiguous thoughts in my heart, I didn't dare to put them into practice since a long time ago. Now, with his reaction now... I don't even know where I provoked him.

"Attack you? Dare you say you didn't think of anything?" Xie Dongrong stood up, walked around the edge of the bed, and approached me step by step. He stood in front of me, I looked up at him, and he looked down at me.

"I can't control my thoughts!" I was completely flustered, panic and shame wrapped around me imperviously, my face was very red, my heart was beating fast, but I was really scared, I wanted to harden myself , but I can't do it. What I have to admit is that part of what he said is true.

"Since you will feel uncomfortable, why do you still agree? You clearly know that I like you! Xie Dongrong, you can't be so cruel, you can stop me from doing what I want to do, but you can't tell me what to think!" I stood up , at an unprecedented close distance, I am facing him like this.

Through the air, I can feel the heat emanating from his body, my gaze can barely reach his chest, I can't imagine what kind of posture this is at this moment, being so close to him, it's obviously me Dreaming of it, but I am so afraid that I even try to suppress it so that I don't let myself tremble.

Trembling, this is a manifestation of realizing that I am weak. I know that if Xie Dongrong is rough on me at this moment, I will not be able to resist at all.

Then, the next moment, something happened that I could never have imagined.

Xie Dongrong held my shoulder with his hand, paused for a moment, and then pushed me hard onto the bed behind him.

This is really not a very gentle gesture.

I wanted to get up, but the next moment, he came up and looked down at me with a contemptuous expression.

My heart was overloaded, and for a while, I lost my strength and fell back again.

This is the scene I have dreamed about countless times. Xie Dongrong is pressing on me in this posture.

"You like this, don't you?" Xie Dongrong stroked my face with one hand, that kind of gentle strength and gentle tone made me shudder.

"I saw it, it's in your memory." Xie Dongrong's voice was warm and close to my ear, I bent my legs as if in stress, but it just made this position even more awkward.

"You want me to kiss you." His lips were close, "Love' your body."

"Is it right?"

"I saw it." Xie Dongrong's voice seemed to be smiling, "You want me to enter you, right?"

"You tried it quietly yourself while imagining me, didn't you?" A sound, like the whisper of a devil, evokes my memory from a long time ago.

A single bed, simple toys, youthful curiosity, and pain that cannot be ignored...

"Do you want that? Tao Shu." My earlobe seemed to be bitten by him lightly, but there was no trace of that feeling, like an illusion caused by my being too nervous.

Staring at him, I trembled. I had nothing to say to his questioning. I was obviously very scared and ashamed, but at this moment, I found that my body reacted.

At that moment, I even wanted to scold myself, scold myself for not being up to date, and scold myself for being so shameless.

And, soon I realized that Xie Dongrong discovered this.

It was like the first snowflakes began to fall from the cliff, and everything about me escaped from my control. The more I didn't want anything to happen, the more I would go against my will.

Under the support of many emotions, just under Xie Dongrong's eyelids, mist formed in my eye sockets, and when tears flowed down, I saw the astonishment in his eyes.

"Yes, yes, what you said is correct, are you satisfied with this?" I asked him like this, and at the same time I pushed him away and ran into the bathroom of their dormitory.

Looking at myself in a mess in the mirror, I suddenly wished I could smash my head through the mirror in front of me. I didn't want to hear any other news, I just hoped that everything around me would disappear as soon as possible.

I had the worst half day of my life.

After returning to my dormitory, I began to feel that I couldn't hold on any longer. The doctor said that I would keep pestering me relentlessly, but in the current situation, how can I convince myself to hold on...