the one who lives in my body

Since the princess proposed to meet me, then I should have gone back by car with Xie Dongrong after school as usual.

Unfortunately, the situation now is different from then.

I said to Xie Dongrong: "After I settle down with An Jingtong, I'll take a taxi there."

Hearing this, Xie Dongrong narrowed his eyes slightly, as if he was dissatisfied with my current state: "Settle him down? What does his affairs have to do with you? You really like to worry about others."

Although I don't like his way of speaking, I can't deny that there is some truth in it: "Yes, I am this kind of person," I looked at him and smiled involuntarily. I don't know why, At this moment, I really want to confess to him, "It's really a good feeling to be needed, you probably don't understand it."

Looking at me silently, Xie Dongrong's eyes were clear and cold, with a little scrutiny, which made me feel that in his eyes, I was not a human being, but a difficult math problem.

After I finished speaking, I laughed at myself again, why did I tell him these things?Will he care?I'm afraid it's just a joke.

"You don't have to base your meaning on someone else, no matter who that person is."

After finishing speaking, he seemed to feel that he was talking too much, so he quickly turned his head and ended this somewhat unexpected conversation for us.

I silently kept these words in my heart, but I didn't really understand the meaning. At that time, I just felt that what Xie Dongrong said seemed to be for my own good, and I was a little moved.

Although now he has refused to communicate with me.

I think I have to go, but I always feel a little unwilling to leave in such a silent way.

"Xie Dongrong." Staring at his back, I called his name, and before he turned around, I said, "I like you."

Then, I ran out like I was running away.

I don't understand why I said that to him, but at that moment, that sentence was stuck in my throat like that, ready to come out.

It seems that I haven't confessed to him for a long time.

It's been so long that I have somewhat forgotten my original intention. I think Xie Dongrong must also be a little lost.

Although all my actions have been replaying the "I like you" thing again and again, but after a long time, I still want him to know that these things are not free or taken for granted.

Just because of my weird love, because I want to find a light like mine in his eyes.

The next time, I went to class.

My arrival seemed to surprise everyone in the class, but An Jingtong stared at me with his bright eyes. I sat next to him and thought he looked like a cute puppy.

The displays on the seats have not changed, and everything seems to be the same as when I just left, but I feel that everything is like a dream.

A short, fleeting, neither too good nor too bad dream.

After school, I didn't intend to go to the dormitory, but decided to go back to the old man's house with An Jingtong.

As for my own home, my mother, I would go back to visit her every two or three days, but for some reason, I never stayed there.

My mother seems to feel lost because of this, and I am not unmoved by it, but everything on Mr. Panshi's side is like a pair of invisible and gentle hands, calling me to leave home and meet my dearest partners.

It seems that only when everyone in my breeding room is together, I will forget everything that is chained to me... although I can't tell exactly what makes me feel chained.

But God is always not what people want.

Probably when I went to Xie Dongrong's dormitory, I accidentally let An Hexuan know...the news that An Jingtong finally came to school.

So, when school was over, An Boyan came to "pick up" An Jingtong back to his "home", I mean, back to the Mangkamai Palace.

And it was the First Prince who got out of the car and arrested him himself.

There was no fear on An Jingtong's face. Instead, there was a heroic and tragic expression with a little determination, although if he hadn't been hiding behind me, this expression would have been more convincing.

The eldest prince is a very oppressive person. When he walked slowly, we simply forgot to run away. He is very tall. When he approaches, it feels like a mountain is slowly approaching you. The feeling of a shadow gradually covering the whole body is simply suffocating.

In Xie Dongrong, I also experienced a similar feeling, but the degree is not too severe. I am almost worried that Xie Dongrong will become like this in a few years, serious, cold, and aggressive.

Of course, An Boyan's target was not me. It can be said that he just ignored me, and his eyes were on An Jingtong, who was huddled behind me with a fearless face. At this moment, An Jingtong was holding my sleeve tightly. It seemed that he was trying to force An Boyan back with his eyes.

This is of course useless, An Boyan stretched out his hand directly, apparently trying to get past me to grab him.

It happened so fast, before I even had time to react, An Jingtong shot out behind me like a small rocket, and then...

Biting An Boyan's arm.

From the deep tooth marks on the first prince's arm, it can be seen that An Jingtong's bite force is very strong, even enough to make the first prince frown.

Immediately afterwards, An Jingtong jumped a long way away, turned around and grabbed my arm, turned around and started running.

Of course, in the end, he still didn't run past the security guards sent by An Boyan to arrest him.

An Jingtong was locked in the car, and his posture felt like the murderer had been arrested by the police.

To put it bluntly, I really feel that An Boyan's behavior of sending so many people to catch An Jingtong is really not in line with his personality, even to the point of being a bit funny.

In front of the car door, An Boyan stretched out his hand to me and said, "Our child has caused you trouble these days, he is not sensible, you shouldn't pamper him."

Although it is a great honor to be able to "shake hands and make peace" with the eldest prince, there is no doubt that even at such a moment, his attitude is still arrogant.

Although this is normal.

An Jingtong in the car was knocking on the window eagerly, opening and closing his mouth, as if he was complaining angrily.

By coincidence, I didn't take An Boyan's hand. Normally, I would bow my waist and shake it back in panic, but this time is different. I don't want to shake hands with An Boyan in front of An Jingtong. Make peace.

An Jingtong is a very simple person. In his heart, An Boyan is his enemy, and shaking hands is a gesture of agreement. I don't want him to think that I will become a partner with his enemy. .

I said: "I will accept him in my own way, I will respect his meaning, listen to his wishes, and not be like a robber who kidnaps people, without explanation..."

Before I finished speaking, An Boyan interrupted me directly: "Take care of your own business first, an incompetent person is not qualified to talk about ideas, he is my younger brother, I am qualified to teach him, not you. After finishing speaking, he opened the door of the car and stepped in with his long legs. The car quickly accelerated, and a gust of wind blew away.

Standing where I am, I feel... the eldest prince is right, I am indeed very incompetent, I can't even change the fate of An Jingtong being taken away in front of me, and trying to speak to him as an equal would seem like a ridiculous.

All I can do is to control myself from holding the hand of the First Prince.

But judging from that posture, it seems that An Boyan will not do anything to An Jingtong.

Because shortly after they left, An Jingtong replied to me: "Ashu! Don't worry, I'll be fine! I will fight to the end!"

I think, perhaps in An Boyan's eyes, some of An Jingtong's behaviors are as naive as a child wanting to compete with adults.

After thinking about it again and again, after sending a message to the old man and An Guo to explain the situation, I finally decided to go to Naming first.

Of course, I went without telling my mother.

Because I didn't inform you in advance, the princess was very surprised about my arrival. She stroked her forehead, regretting that the chef left work early today, and I could only repeat: "I don't want you to spend a lot of time." , taking time to secretly look at Xie Dongrong.

Xie Dongrong was sitting in the living room, staring intently at the big news events on the screen, as if he didn't know anything about my arrival.

My mind was almost forgotten, but my body was clearly engraved with the consciousness of "I want to act like 'brothers' in front of the princess." I walked behind Xie Dongrong, deliberately raised my voice and laughed twice, "A major national event? It's fine. Ah, very old cadres, young people, don’t you want to watch some interesting programs?”

Xie Dongrong turned around and almost wrote "You know a fart" on his face.

However, I thought my humorous trick successfully made the princess laugh, and she said: "Yes, I'm almost suffocated to death facing him and his father at home, so it's more interesting to see the tree."

"I'm annoyed by those entertainment tricks." Xie Dongrong rubbed the center of his brows, and actually answered, then turned his face, as if asking me, and said: "I can't figure out how you can smile so happily every day. "

In front of the princess, his speaking style will change slightly, although the general tone will be the same.

Hearing this, the princess smiled helplessly: "Look, he is like this, just like his father."

But looking at his face, I suddenly realized that indeed, Xie Dongrong hadn't smiled for a long time, and I meant a happy smile, not a wry smile or a sneer.

I said to the princess: "Dongrong is very pretty when he smiles, but it seems that it is difficult to make him laugh." It's a matter of minutes to make him angry.

The princess said: "I see that Dongrong is very happy when he is with you."

Me: "..." Did you make a mistake?

This dinner was cooked by the princess herself. Although the portion is not enough, it is small and exquisite and memorable.

Being able to eat the meals cooked by Princess Anzhen is a blessing I have cultivated in several lifetimes.

It's a pity that the doctor who came late later may not have the opportunity to experience this blessing.

It's been quite a while since I've seen the Doctor, and he seems to be the same as usual, unreliable and somewhat convincing, which is very strange.

He didn't come to eat. He seems to be very busy recently. Today, his purpose is very clear, which is to check me and Xie Dongrong separately.

After I arrived, the princess made a special call to invite him to come.

The one that inspected us was located on the second floor of Namin, an extremely complex machine that has never been officially put into the market. It can be said that the princess and the general, under the guidance of the doctor, specially found a team to make it for Xie Dongrong. of a machine.

To check, Xie Dongrong and I had to do it separately.

Outside the door, I waited for him restlessly for a long time, until the door opened, Xie Dongrong and the doctor came out one after the other.

Seeing their solemn and solemn expressions, I couldn't help feeling a little nervous for a while.

Xie Dongrong stared at me, and I asked him what happened with his eyes, but he just looked away, as if he didn't intend to say more to me.

"Come in." The doctor waved at me, so I could only walk in obediently.

The doctor first pressed my head and performed a routine inspection every time. After confirming that there was no major problem, he sat at the desk in the room. According to the usual practice, I sat opposite him.

I knew it would be an extremely difficult "talk therapy", which was the most painful and necessary process every time I checked.

I didn't expect his first sentence to be: "I hope you don't escape Dong Rong's dependence on you."

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