the one who lives in my body

The old man’s house is not big, but fortunately it is clean and tidy. Because the cost of the cage is too expensive, so at this moment, the rock is standing upright, with a tall body bowed slightly, looking down at me intently. Iron chains, I saw the fine scratches on his neck, combined with his gentle eyes, inexplicably, I felt my heart was tightly tightened.

He stretched out his hand slightly to me, and I quickly went up to him and put myself in his domain. An Guo took this opportunity to press the shutter, and An Jingtong also stood silently beside me. do it.

I also just discovered that it seems that, for me, the rock is indeed much more dependent.

He bowed his head to me, and docilely put his hairy head on top of my hands. This is the action I did to him when he first came out of the cage. He seemed to remember it and formed a Habit.

An Guo pressed the shutter again.

"In this way, it should be enough. The next step is to build the website." An Guo smiled lightly, then raised her eyes to look at me: "Brother Shu, fortunately you are back."

"Brother Shu, it's a good thing you're back." For some reason, this sentence kept lingering in my ears. I felt numb in my heart, but I couldn't tell what it was like. [-]. People who want to be needed, Xie Dongrong once gave me such an illusion before, but it was just a phantom after all, but at this moment, it is the real thing.

Although I will not stop liking Xie Dongrong because of this, but to be honest, the gap in this comparison is still inexplicably disappointing.

After a long absence, I suddenly felt something more on my shoulders. It was a reassuring sense of responsibility. I looked at everyone in front of me, the old man, An Guo, An Jingtong, and Pan Shi, and suddenly felt that maybe I He's the one who can get us out of the situation we're in right now.

I never feel that I am a person full of heroic ideals. It can be said that I have always been a little timid and careless.

Speaking of literary and artistic, this is the first time that I have clearly recognized the meaning of my existence.

This feeling is very good.

But for the few of us who are helpless and powerless, if we want to support Panshi, neither material nor financial resources are enough.

After discussion, we decided to secretly create an account and initiate crowdfunding to the society.

Although the following words may be a bit outrageous, I believe that there should be many people in this country who think that Wang's decision this time is extremely stupid.

Although the operation of the account... may indeed be a problem.

"...I can ask someone for help..." An Jingtong who had been silent before raised his hand tremblingly, his big eyes fixed on me for a moment, and then swept across everyone, as if organizing words, "Well, I can find... An Boyan, he will help me."

The room fell into silence for a while, and I had to react for a long time before I remembered that An Boyan was the name of the eldest prince.

An Jingtong is not stupid, he quickly figured out everyone's concerns, he is a little socially phobic when there are many people, he stuttered for a long time before continuing: "I secretly...heard, he I don’t like Wang’s decision this time either, and if I don’t tell him what it is for and just ask him for help, he will agree.”

He spoke very slowly, although he felt a little out of tune, but when he finished speaking, he could still understand what he meant.

An Guo obviously didn't understand this. The old man waved his hand, saying that he was not good at handling these matters, so the final decision-making power was actually handed over to me.

Knowing the relationship between An Jingtong and the eldest prince, he also understood how determined he was when he made this proposal, who was never willing to get along with the eldest prince.

I think this is a sacrifice for An Jingtong.

Although I'm not the kind of nervous and cautious person like my mother, when I was alone with An Jingtong, I still told him very solemnly: "It's better not to do another thing for one thing. Things you don't like."

But An Jingtong looked at me with his clean eyes and said to me: "It's okay, I want to help everyone, because I really like everyone."

He said: "Tao Shu, can I call you A Shu in the future? I want to become a very good friend with you."

No one has ever said this to me so seriously, it's strange that in this "distress" moment, there are so many unprecedented, I feel my heart is filled, and my mood is even better than before I came back .

Because I have been busy with Panshi's affairs, these days, I have not been in contact with Xie Dongrong as frequently as before. Sometimes I even forget him, this person who has slowly occupied my heart for a long time.

In order to avoid the limelight and to reassure my mother, I chose not to go to school for the time being even after school started, but this did not make me feel that I had missed my homework. Guidance, I think the harvest is even more than that in school. Of course, for ordinary students, this approach is extremely incorrect.

I have to say that Anjing Tongtuo’s relationship with the eldest prince’s technical guidance is still very good. The account operation and website construction are both in style. The photo of me and Pan Shi once went viral on the optical brain terminal. Half a month later, quite a few people started to pay attention to us. When the first funds settled, Panshi was finally able to eat a more nutritious dinner for the Amut people.

In the cloudy sky, there seemed to be a tiny ray of light, only hitting this new bud.

Let's talk about something else...I mean, the internal problems of our employees.

An Jingtong always made me feel helpless, because when I didn't go to school for a while, he actually thought of skipping class. Although I tried my best to dissuade him and gestured in front of his eyes with my fist, he still remained the same the next day. He would appear in the old man's small home, and even An Guo started chanting to him, but he didn't listen.

Because no one cared about him, for such a long time, no one in the palace knew that he was skipping class.

He said: "If Ah Shu is not in school, no one likes me. I don't want to go back..."

For a moment, I was a little moved, but obviously this cannot be a sufficient and necessary condition for him to skip class with confidence.

In order to prevent him from completely neglecting his studies, I decided to temporarily agree to go back to school with him.

I simply feel that I am more like his brother or his father than a friend.

Fortunately, my mother's nerves have relaxed a lot at this time, because the process of releasing my uncle from prison on bail is coming to an end.

The next day, after An Jingtong was successfully placed in the classroom, I didn't choose to go to class with him, but went back to the dormitory first.

I have already memorized the timetable of Xie Dongrong's class, so Qiu Xingwen should still be in the dormitory at this time.

When I opened the door, as expected, I happened to meet his eyes. He stared at me for a while, and the first thing he said to me was: "Xie Dongrong came to look for you."

I don't understand why he chose to go directly to my dormitory instead of directly contacting me with the optical brain.

Regarding the relationship between Xie Dongrong and me, looking at Qiu Xingwen's expression, it is obvious that he has a thousand emotions that are difficult to express.

Although I can also guess what he wants to say.

After a long absence, I decided to go to Xie Dongrong's bedroom to meet him, if he was there.

It was An Hexuan who opened the door. Regarding my arrival, he raised his eyebrows, as if he was very surprised, and then he said: "Isn't this person well? Seeing that you haven't come for so long, I thought something happened to you , I can’t come to the hospital.”

Behind him, Xie Dongrong's silhouette fell into my field of vision. I haven't seen him for half a month. He seems to have grown taller again. When I collided with the blue in his eyes, it was like an ancient clock in a temple that has been silent all year round. When it was knocked suddenly, my heart turned into a throbbing engine, jumping up and down.

He glanced at me, then turned around, and after finishing the original work in his hands in a leisurely manner, he walked towards me.

An Hexuan made way for him very consciously, with a smile on his face.

"I saw your website." As he said that, Xie Dongrong glanced at An Hexuan who was sitting on the sofa, and said to me, "Come to my room."

Following him, I walked in.

It can be said that the moment the door was closed, I felt the temperature around me suddenly rise, which was really strange. I obviously didn't feel anything special in my heart, but just standing in front of him, my body would still involuntarily heat up.

"I haven't been sick for the past few days." Xie Dongrong's voice is still familiar, as usual indifferent, "You didn't give me any belongings when you left. Although I don't think it's a serious problem, the doctor said that my condition is very Danger."

I tried to say something to defend myself, but my voice was stuck in my throat and I couldn't say anything.

"You seem to be very busy recently, although it seems to me that what you do is meaningless."

Hearing what he said, almost instinctively, I was about to refute, but soon, he said again:

"I'm leaving, to Amut Star."

It can be said that when he finished speaking a few words, I suddenly became at a loss.

It's strange, I can keep calm and calm in front of everyone, but only Xie Dongrong, his simple words can make me completely lose control.

"Then... what should I do?" When we met again, the first sentence I said to him was so weak that it was ridiculous.

"There's nothing to do," he said, like self-deprecating, but also like mocking, "It's not like I can't live without you."

"Maybe this is a trial for me. When I come back, maybe I don't need you at all." After saying these words with a relaxed face, he seemed to remember something again, and his face suddenly changed. It's kind of weird.

"Tao Shu, some time ago... in your previous memory, I saw something..." He frowned halfway, as if suddenly becoming very anxious, but there was a faint excitement in his expression, " I'll ask you when I'm ready."

"Also, my mother wants to see you."