the one who lives in my body

"It's not a big deal, you don't need to drop out of school." This was the first sentence Xie Dongrong said to me.

Although I expected that he would know about these things as soon as he returned to Namin, but I didn't expect him to contact me proactively because of this.

"Maybe it's really not a big deal to you, but it's not like this to our family." The corners of my lips curled up. For a moment, I didn't understand why I said that, but it was true The fact is that mortals are powerless to change the sky.

"Auntie, it's not necessary for her to move out because of this..." Xie Dongrong pondered for a while, I miss his stern attitude, we really haven't talked normally like this for a long time, although it's true to think about it at this moment It's something that shouldn't be.

"She has unilaterally announced that she has severed contact with my family...so the only channel is you..." When he said this, Xie Dongrong seemed a little hesitant. This seemed to be an excuse specially prepared to avoid my misunderstanding, "Your uncle's business , my mother is already trying to find a way to help..."

"Xie Dongrong," I heard myself say in a cold tone, "Actually, I also think it's better for your family to leave me and my mother alone."

"..." There was silence on the other end of the phone.

"The king said that. When the time comes, because of us, Namin will be implicated, the princess general will be implicated...and you will be implicated. You have to believe that it is not only my mother, but this is also the last thing I want to see." Surprised, My voice was very steady, but in fact I clearly felt a huge and turbulent force in my chest that was urging me, as if it would collapse me in a second.

"We have to meet." Ignoring my words, Xie Dongrong put forward the request straightforwardly, "We have to talk face to face."

"No way." I twitched the corners of my lips, "Although I really, really want to see you, but in case the king..."

"Fuck him," Xie Dongrong's voice was tinged with a little cruelty, although he still sounded calm and elegant, "Where did your usual courage go? Now you're starting to pretend to be timid? You're not the kind of person who just backs down Bar."

"..."

It's not in vain that I've been by his side all these years, it seems that he still has a certain understanding of me.

"Okay, but don't let my mother know, it's fine for the two of us to meet alone."

After hanging up the phone, I took a deep breath.

My mother is now completely in a state of nervousness. When I talked to her just now, she has warned me several times not to get close to the princess general Xie Dongrong and even Na Ming. It can be said that because of what happened before, she is afraid of the king It has reached an extreme level.

I had to listen to her, keep myself from getting hurt, and make sure I didn't hurt those around me (at least on the surface).

In this case, there should be room for discussion about dropping out of school.

This is the experience I have gained over the years of getting along with my mother.

This is also one of the important reasons why I refused to meet Xie Dongrong from the beginning.

The first day back to "home" was passed safely, and now it's the holiday, so I don't need to worry too much about going to school.

When I went out, I told my mother that I was going to work in Mid-Levels, and she believed it.

I took a taxi, and soon, Xie Dongrong and I met at the agreed place.

Seeing me wearing a hat and mask, covering myself like a rice dumpling, Xie Dongrong frowned, as if he couldn't understand my behavior.

"Let's go." Without saying much, he waved at me, and I could only follow him on the new vehicle.

Xie Dongrong was the driver, and I sat in the co-pilot. I have to say that this is extremely novel. I don't know much about cars. I only know that this is a valuable new car that belongs only to Xie Dongrong.

The gap between people, I have said this kind of words in my heart thousands of times, but no matter how many times, when such facts are put in front of people, the shock is still enough to make people dizzy of.

Looking at Xie Dongrong's side face, I said for no reason, "I haven't had time to contact the old man An Guo and the others, and I don't know how Panshi is now..."

In fact, as usual, I usually don't take the initiative to talk about this kind of topic with Xie Dongrong, but maybe when people are under more pressure, they will try to find ways to vent.

After a brief silence, Xie Dongrong said: "I can take you to see them, but this is the last time, and I will arrange another job for you later."

It took me a long time to fully understand what Xie Dongrong was talking about, "I have no intention of leaving there..." I said.

"Now Panshi's breeding place is no longer in Mangkamai Palace." At this moment, Xie Dongrong's tone was so indifferent that it was even a little unreasonable. "In the future, no one will pay for it, and breeders like you..." Xie Dongrong said After a pause, he seemed to be adjusting his wording, "Of course there is no need for it to exist anymore."

"Is the rock no longer in charge now? I mean... are they still together now?" I asked the question I was most concerned about.

As if he didn't want to answer this question, Xie Dongrong remained silent for a long time afterwards.

"The old man seems to want to take care of the alien for the time being. An Guo is still young and can't take care of it," Xie Dongrong calmly described the fact. "His income is not much, so he probably won't be able to last for a few days."

"I have to help them." Almost without thinking, I said in a trance, when he said these words, I suddenly felt very bored, as if a piece of my heart had been dug out, very uncomfortable.

"You can't protect yourself at all now." Xie Dongrong said, "Forget about that side..."

"How could I not care about it?" I emphasized my tone and clenched my fists involuntarily, "I'm worried, and besides, Panshi should not be able to leave me for the time being, they are all waiting for me to go back."

"The burden you have placed on yourself is too heavy. It is basically meaningless for you to meet them now, and it will not change anything at all." The speed of the car slowed down, Xie Dongrong turned his head slightly, but at this time I could not listen to his words at all, I I even find his calm suffocating, even... angry.

I suddenly began to understand why sometimes my mother would be outraged by some of my words.

Because I can't understand her world, and I can't understand her sorrow, just like me and Xie Dongrong at this moment.

I took out my phone and tried to contact the old man.

At a speed that I couldn't even imagine, the old man quickly connected the phone.

Even though it was very inconspicuous, I still heard a hint of joy in his tone, without too many greetings, he told me that Pan Shi seemed to be sick and in a very bad condition, and now the sudden policy made him wonder what to do , he couldn't leave the rock alone, so he took him home.

He didn't know that the person who was arrested was my uncle. Of course, he didn't know the connection between me and these things that happened in the capital during this period. The one who takes care of Panshi is his nominal apprentice——Tao Shu.

And what can I say?

In the past three years in the breeding room, the old man, An Guo and Panshi, when we four people of different ages and even different races got together, it even gave me a feeling of "home".

I'm 21 years old, but I haven't been able to become the kind of adult who gave up my attachment for the benefit.

Xie Dongrong took me to meet a mech maker, the kind that is well-known in the capital, he is now planning to recruit an apprentice, and at the same time as an assistant, he is required to visit his studio at least every night and weekend.

This is a good opportunity that is hard to refuse for any young man who dreams of becoming a mech maker.

When he walked out of that door, Xie Dongrong stood outside the door, hiding in the darkness, his blue eyes locked on me like a cheetah, as if he wanted to see through me, and he seemed to hunt me down the next moment.

I walked up to him and told him, "I'm sorry..."

Xie Dongrong was willing to do this for me, and I was so happy that I almost cried.

However, I couldn't convince myself to follow the path he gave me.

After saying these three words, Xie Dongrong should already understand what I mean.

After a long silence, he turned around, opened the car door, and then closed it with a bang.

I stared at his face through the window, and I knew he was angry, very, very angry, but he didn't show it, and he didn't make any sarcastic remarks as usual.

But his car did not drive away immediately.

Leaning slightly, I forced a smile and told him: "I want to visit the old man..." Why don't you go first?The words stuck in his throat for a while, but he didn't know how to say them.

"...Get in the car, I'll take you there." Xie Dongrong said.

"I'm sorry." Even though I didn't say it loudly, my voice was still enough to reach Xie Dongrong's ears in the silent car interior.

But Xie Dongrong didn't speak.

"Really thank you, but I can't do that..."

Still silent, but I knew he wasn't playing with his temper and ignoring me, I thought, maybe he was thinking about something.

"...Can you understand?" My voice was so low that only I could hear the last question.

Still can't expect Xie Dongrong to answer.

But even so, he sent me to the door of the old man's house safe and sound.

In fact, this is the first time I have visited the old man's house.

I don't know how Xie Dongrong knew about this place, but I don't have any doubts about his omniscience, as if it was destined by heaven.

At the door, An Guo and An Jingtong stood waving to me.

As I said before, An Jingtong can be regarded as a member of the breeding room, no more, no less, I am not surprised that he is here.

They seemed very pleased with my presence.

Looking at them, I felt a warmth in my heart that I had never felt at any other time.

I got out of the car, but Xie Dongrong didn't intend to drive away immediately. He stared at us silently, with some emotions in his expression that I couldn't understand.

I told him, "I'm leaving."

He frowned, then turned the key without hesitation, and left quickly.

The author says:

I forgot to mention QAQ last night, rest tomorrow