the one who lives in my body

The destination is far away. When I learned that Xie Dongrong was left in this wasteland with long yellow sand, my heart seemed to be tightened suddenly, and it hurt.

He might be curled up somewhere, in order to maintain his elegance, he tried his best to maintain his appearance, obviously his body was very uncomfortable, but he had to pretend to be calm.

According to the description of the staff, it can basically be determined that he fell ill.

He injured his fellow driver and even smashed the car door with his kick.

Obviously because he has been much better than before, and this situation has not happened for a long time, so why is this?I really can't figure it out.

Some staff members were forced to stay in the same place as Xie Dongrong, but they learned from the contact on the road that so far, they did not dare to approach the vehicle where Xie Dongrong was in, because the wind and sand were too strong, they could only set up tents and curl up Inside, wait for us to pass.

I asked Xie Dongrong for communication, but as expected, there was no reply.

The weather was not good when I arrived, and I could barely walk after getting off the car. From a distance, I saw vehicles blown by the wind and sand, and a small tent not far away that seemed to be integrated with sandbags.

Xie Dongrong should be in the car.

Almost without hesitation, I raised my foot and walked over there. Someone seemed to have said something to me while walking, and pulled me back, and stuffed something into my hand along the way.

When I got to the car door, I lowered my head and looked in my hand, and found that it was actually a short steel stick, which was probably used for self-defense by the person who was walking with me just now.

Put things hastily in pockets—I know I won't need them,

Anyway, I wouldn't have the heart to hit him.

Someone followed me far away, but his movements were slow and hesitant, like a beast tamer who is afraid of wild animals in cages.

Without waiting for him, I opened the door and walked in.

The expected scene was not seen.

Although the carriage is relatively large, it can be regarded as a specification that can be seen at a glance.

However, Xie Dongrong was not inside.

There were many things scattered inside the car, and the door was wide open.

In other words, Xie Dongrong left here by himself.

He should have left from the other side of the car, because the people in the tent knew nothing about his departure.

For a while, my hands and feet were cold, and I opened my mouth, but I couldn't speak.

The person who came in behind also saw the scene in the carriage, panicked, and quickly took out the communication equipment to contact the headquarters.

After all, it was Xie Dongrong, so it was impossible for no one to rescue him.

But... I can't just wait here, I was so flustered that I knew I had to do something: "He shouldn't be far away, I'll look for it..."

No one stopped me, and soon, those who were traveling with me joined my camp.

There was a lot of wind and sand outside, which made it difficult to breathe. I felt that my body had become a tireless machine, and the only source of power was a thought——I must find Xie Dongrong.

When the communicator rang, I was a little unresponsive.

"You've gone too far, come back quickly!" On the other end of the phone, the staff member who was with me before was a little anxious.

Chongyuan squinted his eyes, "Immediately, there seems to be something in front, I want to see."

"...The front is the parking place of abandoned mechas. It's quite big. You can't search it alone, and it's dangerous... You should come back!"

I have a feeling I think Xie Dongrong is there.

"I'm fine, don't worry, I'll send you a notification when we arrive, brother." After speaking, I ended the communication.

It looks close, but it's actually a little far away.

From a distance, looking at the steel giant whose shape was blurred by the wind and sand, I suddenly felt an unprecedented sense of mission in my heart.

Shaking the sand off my body, I ran over.

Mouth is a bit dry...

It seems that it has taken some time to come here. Only then did I realize that the sky was getting dark and the wind and sand were gradually getting smaller.

This place... gives people a very desolate mechanical feeling. For a moment, I feel like a lost villain who suddenly broke into a declining mechanical kingdom.

A sense of excitement, almost dizzy, enveloped me, but sadness and panic made it difficult for me to breathe.

I struggled to climb up to the compartments of each mecha, but failed again and again.

The sky began to get very cold, and the moon climbed over my head at some point, like a huge ice ball, releasing the cold current persistently. When I remembered that I should report the safety of the person on the other side, I turned on the optical computer, but found that the power was off. .

I called Xie Dongrong's name loudly, but there was no response.

I began to wonder if I had gone the wrong way, or if Xie Dongrong failed to find it and instead let others come to me.

If that's the case...it's really ridiculous.

And...it's really a little too cold.

Rubbing his arms, he began to think about the possibility of going back now and arriving safely.

There should be no problem... But sure enough, I still think that Xie Dongrong is probably here.

Looking around again, when I climbed onto a mecha that stood high enough, I looked back and my hands were already a little sore.

I'm tired, almost exhausted.

I began to rejoice that I was naughty enough and practiced climbing trees.

At this time, a sudden bang, saved my consciousness that was on the verge of blurring.

It seems to be coming from the mecha above... Its cabin is higher up.

very dangerous.

"Xie Dongrong!" I called his name.

Ten seconds later, what responded to me was another blunt bang.

Immediately, I became energetic, as if I was suddenly endowed with divine power, regardless of any dangerous factors, I even felt that my whole body was full of strength, and in a state of complete excitement, I climbed up recklessly.

Afterwards, I can't even imagine how I did it at the time.

Anyway, when I saw Xie Dongrong in that empty and cold cabin, my eyes were sore and I almost cried.

He was sitting on the bench next to the bed in the cabin, with a thin and dirty blanket on his body, and his eyes were like a frightened big cat, looking over guardedly.

In fact, looking back at the situation at that time, I should weigh it carefully before moving forward.

But at the time, another force dominated me.

I ran over and hugged Xie Dongrong tightly. I held his face in my arms, facing his cold gaze, and felt unprecedented peace of mind.

At that moment, I really wanted to kiss his lips.

But in the end, I just brushed the hair from his forehead and kissed his forehead, "How did you get here? I almost couldn't find you..."

Xie Dongrong didn't speak, but suddenly used an extremely incredible force to ruthlessly confine me.

He pressed me with his own strength and forced me to sit on his lap.

At that moment, I even forgot to breathe, this is an unprecedented distance, it is incredible, no one knows better than me how much distance Xie Dongrong is a person.

But he really hugged me, buried his head in my neck, like a wild beast is confirming its prey.

I could only hug him back carefully, leaning close to him almost longingly, feeling his warmth, and involuntarily began to feel that this thin blanket was hindering me.

After a while, my body had some indescribable reaction, I looked at Xie Dongrong's earlobe almost obsessively, and wanted to bite it down very much.

I didn't dare at first, if I was in normal times, even if I wanted to, I definitely wouldn't do that.

But this time is different.

I bit him lightly, almost for fear of hurting him.

It's a pity that Xie Dongrong still resists me taking advantage of him even in a state of not being sober.

He pushed me away so hard that I fell to the ground.

It was embarrassing, I stood up with my waist supported, and facing his cold gaze, I didn't know where the courage came from, but I still smiled and said: "It's a little cold..." I ran back to him again, picked up the corner of his quilt, and my heart sank. , Without asking his will, he untied it and forced his way in.

Xie Dongrong turned his head slightly and looked at me with unclear meaning. However, his initiative to hug me just now gave me great encouragement. I stuck to him and said: "Rescue should come after a while, um "You shouldn't have the heart to drive me out, right?"

Xie Dongrong seemed to have forgotten how to speak, he was just observing me, as if he was studying my behavior habits, his eyes were undoubtedly without warmth.

I raised my hand and touched his forehead again, "I heard that you are very scary this time, do you have a fever?" Then I couldn't hold back, and held his face with my hands, "Your body is so cold, and your face is also cold." It's so cold..." I have to say it's weird, obviously he didn't respond, but I fell into a kind of inextricable happiness all by myself.

Of course, I dare not do anything more extreme.

"Are you tired?" I asked him, but I closed my eyes as if I was relieved, "Go to sleep when you are tired."

In fact, I am really tired.

It's just that before seeing Xie Dongrong, I didn't dare to let my body slack off. Now that I finally found him, a huge sense of security came, and it was accompanied by bouts of drowsiness.

Xie Dongrong hardly spoke a word the whole time.

But there is no doubt that he did not get sick again.

When I woke up, I was already on my way back to the base.

I leaned my head against the car window, and Xie Dongrong sat beside me.

When I looked at him, he glanced over, as if saying with his eyes: "Are you awake?"

Then I laughed, and I said, "How did you climb so high?"

Xie Dongrong showed sarcasm, and only asked, "Why don't you ask yourself?"

Myself?

It wasn't until I reached the ruins of the mecha again and looked up as far as I could, that I realized how high that place was that day.

There is a feeling of "Fuck, I almost died".

Afterwards, Xie Dongrong never mentioned what happened that day.

When the doctor called to ask him about the cause of his illness, he just said vaguely that he didn't know.

I saw that he did know, but he didn't tell.

Moreover, I guessed a little from the subtle eyes he looked at me, and finally learned that maybe it was because of me.

Maybe it was my memory again, which reminded him of something and brought him a huge reaction.

But completely different from the past, this time, he chose to hide it from me too.

Obviously in the past, he would have ridiculed me wantonly and took the opportunity to quarrel with me.

Weird and... disturbing.