the one who lives in my body

Xie Dongrong stared at me quietly, while I stood there in a daze, trying my best to look back calmly.

"Then I can't give them anything." Xie Dongrong lowered his eyes and closed the book in his hand, as if he was in deep thought. "At least I can't give them what they want."

Xie Dongrong seemed to be speaking to me, no, no, not like, he was indeed speaking to me.

"Say it as if you know exactly what they want." I stared at Xie Dongrong's face with a smile on the corner of my mouth, but my heart was dead, "Why are you so sure?"

That's right, those who like Xie Dongrong, what exactly do they want?

When I said this to Xie Dongrong, it was also the first time I asked myself this question.

Why should you like him?What do I like about him?What else do you want from him?

In the past, I would have said without hesitation and with a slight joking tone, of course it was because of his good looks and his excellence, and I wanted him to be my man, so I pursued him so hard.

But if you think about it carefully, is this really the case?

If one day, Xie Dongrong's soul will live in someone else's body, and he no longer has everything now, will I still like him as much as now?

I don't want to think deeply about the answer to this question, but at a certain moment, the first thought that popped up in my mind was - will he be in pain?

If something like that really happened, would he still be able to maintain his current pride?Will he suffer from living in a new place?

It's hard for me to imagine, and I don't want to see Xie Dong being compromised by anything else.

Yes, at this moment, the answer was suddenly very clear.

All along, what exactly do I want to get from Xie Dongrong?

Maybe it was just for the good-looking skin at first.

However, if a proud soul like him is willing to show me a little bit of love, or a little bit of care, that would be great.

Unfortunately, that is exactly what I know he is the least likely to give me.

In fact, after such a long time, I have already seen it. It seems that he will not change, and I am not waiting for him to look back at me, but waiting for me to give up.

The thoughts in my mind are just a moment in silence.

Xie Dongrong laughed: "It's as if you know myself better than I do." He glanced to the side, with obvious mockery on his face.

I didn't continue this topic with him, met his gaze, and carefully sat on the edge of his bed. I showed a serious attitude and asked him: "Xie Dongrong, do you think that I am your friend?"

"Not really." He replied without hesitation, and I knew he meant "you are not qualified".

"Then what am I?" I laughed, and I asked him, "Compared to An Hexuan? To you, is it important that I have him?"

"Why do you ask this?" The two of us rarely communicate in such a calm manner. At this moment, Xie Dongrong seemed a little uncomfortable, "You two are different, it's hard to compare."

Naturally, I didn't expect to get the answer I wanted from him, "Then, in your perception, An Hexuan is your friend, right?"

Xie Dongrong just frowned and stopped answering my question.

"Qiu Xingwen is my friend, I played games with him before." I don't know what I want to say, maybe I just enjoy the moment when Xie Dongrong looks at me calmly, "You don't seem to do this kind of entertainment."

"Even when you're with An Hexuan, you seldom relax yourself." While muttering, I suddenly thought of a way to get closer, and I clapped my hands: "Why don't you borrow the game console and find a way to get closer?" Let's play together some time!"

Xie Dongrong looked at me silently, as if he didn't understand what I said at all. I actually felt that I was a little out of tune, but I just said what came to mind.

"You really want to come out as soon as you come out." Putting down the book, Xie Dongrong commented like this.

I was about to go on and say more...

"Tired." Xie Dongrong closed his eyes, ignored my suggestion, shrank into the bed, closed his eyes, and almost wrote "Don't bother me" directly on his face.

Turn off the light, in the dark, I am not sure if Xie Dongrong is asleep, "Xie Dongrong," I tentatively called his name, "Why do you still want to create that illusion for the other party when you obviously don't like it? I mean ... Xie Ningbai is quite pitiful."

I kept my voice low, afraid that he would hear me, but I was looking forward to his answer.

"I act according to my mood, but if I have to say the reason, it may be the base instinct in my heart, but I can't tell whether it is hypocrisy, it is not my fault."

It was the first time that Xie Dongrong admitted his "despicableness" so bluntly with a voice between a teenager and a young man, but it was strange, he was obviously at fault, but when he said it outrightly, it suddenly gave people a feeling of "nothing" Big deal” feeling.

"That's right, you never treat me like that." The corner of her mouth slanted, with a hint of sarcasm.

"No need."

This is Xie Dongrong's answer.

On the second day, the instructor will lead the team into the designated area for training. The place is far away from where we are at the moment. Looking at the map, we can see that it is located in the center of the long yellow sand, where there is a country specially made for these students. Mecha.

After finally getting the chance to see the mech with my own eyes, I packed up my things early and stood behind Xie Dongrong. I would not waste such a good opportunity.

Normally speaking, I was obliged to follow up. Unfortunately, just half an hour before the departure of the large army, the doctor who was in charge of the health of the internal personnel found me. He told me that according to Xie Dongrong's latest medical report, The so-called "morbidity" probability, in him today, the probability can be said to be so small that it is almost non-existent.

"Besides, the king has orders..." He leaned into my ear and tried to lower his voice, "The less people who have nothing to do with it, the better."

The words have come to this point, the meaning of the above is already clear, and naturally I can't change anything.

But I couldn't help but start to wonder - isn't the meaning of my coming here already cut in half?

Knowing that I couldn't follow him, Xie Dongrong contemplated for a moment, and in the end he accepted the fact with little resistance, and left without hesitation.

When he left, Xie Ningbai was by his side.

I have to say that Xie Ningbai is a miraculous person. It was obvious that what happened to Xie Dongrong yesterday, but she was able to walk beside Xie Dongrong without showing any embarrassment on her face, and even talked to him in a charming tone from time to time. In other words, it's as if nothing happened yesterday.

I think this may be because everyone is watching.

Yesterday, so many people saw her showing intimacy with Xie Dongrong, if she showed that she was a stranger today, wouldn't that mean telling everyone that she was dumped by Xie Dongrong?

Of course, this is just my guess, because most people have a good face.

The car carrying the students finally left me.

Qiu Xingwen has left too...

After the students left, I was the only young man from the capital left in the entire base.

After chatting with the instructors stationed at the base for a while, I have to say that it was very interesting to chat with these seniors. They seem to have not left this wasteland for a long time. They can tell many stories about this place.

When they learned that I was in charge of raising Amut people in the palace, they told me a past story.

"Is it tall, dark skinned, with weird colored eyes and hairy ankles?"

"That should be right, it's the kind we've seen before."

"Young man, that's not a race to mess with. About 20 years ago, the spaceship I was in escorted a monster from the planet Amut."

"At that time, the cages where they were locked were not as tight as they are now. Around the time when the spaceship landed, the thing in the cage unlocked it somehow. Brothers just a bite..."

"That thing is really ruthless. It bit off the flesh on the neck in one bite. The blood was scattered all over the ground. My brother died on the spot."

"But in the end, everyone worked together to subdue it. Instead of staying here, it was taken to the capital. I don't know what's going on now..."

"It's just a pity that my brother... that monster is really ruthless. We obviously didn't do anything to it, but it killed it with one blow."

"I regret not killing it with a single shot."

The monsters mentioned by the instructors seem to have nothing to do with the Rock I know.

In the eyes of the instructors, I seemed to be a warrior who tamed a big monster. Even if I repeatedly emphasized that I was not what they thought, it would not help.

It seems that in their eyes, all Amut people will become what they think.

There are good people and bad people. When this principle is applied to creatures other than human beings, people seem to become difficult to understand.

Xie Dongrong and the others won't come back until it's time for dinner.

I thought I would be bored for at least a few hours, but it didn't take long for a car to return with a person.

It was Qiu Xingwen, to be precise, it was the pale and fragile Qiu Xingwen lying on a stretcher.

I thought he was attacked by some monster in the wasteland, but after questioning, I found out that it was just a simple acclimatization and excessive exercise.

Recalling what Xie Dongrong said about Qiu Xingwen earlier, I didn't know whether to cry or laugh.

Fortunately, the doctor said that he only needs to take a good rest and rest, but judging from his condition, I am afraid that he will not have the opportunity to participate in the subsequent training.

Kind of a pity.

Qiu Xingwen was in a deep sleep, staying by his bedside, I hope he can wake up and talk to me.

Unfortunately, he just fell asleep, frowning, as if he was not very stable.

Wiping his face again with a towel, I thought, it would be great if Xie Dongrong could tell me about the practical operation of the mech today after he came back.

Unfortunately, when it was time for dinner in the evening, when the vehicles carrying the students returned one by one, I stood at the door and counted the students who jumped from the top one by one.

Until No.12, there is no Xie Dongrong.

The last one to get off was a strange face. He ran up to us and asked, "Who is Tao Shu, come out."

My heart tightened, and I stepped forward.

"On the way back, there was something wrong with our car... Something is wrong with Xie Dongrong, we might need you..."

"Let's go." Before he could finish speaking, I pulled him into the car.

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Forgot to mention, rest tomorrow