the one who lives in my body

Naturally, I don't have that identity, nor the ability to stop him from leaving.

When the sound of closing the door sounded from my ears, I moved my slightly cold fingers and found that I was completely in a state of sluggishness just now.

I seemed to be thinking a lot, but also seemed to be thinking about nothing. In a trance, the wedding march of Xie Dongrong and Xie Ningbai had already started playing in my ears, but the next moment, the moment when I first saw him flashed before my eyes. look like.

I don't know if I should call this sorrow, anyway, when Xie Dongrong comes back, I am not qualified to question him like anyone who can be jealous.

When the knock on the door rang again, I thought Xie Dongrong was back.

However, at the other end of the door was Qiu Xingwen's face.

Yuemo is that the disappointment on my face is really too obvious, Qiu Xingwen's expression shows helplessness, and just looking at his expression, I already know what he wants to say.

It's nothing more than "I just saw Xie Dongrong and Xie Ningbai walking together" or something like that.

He and Qiu Xingwen stood on the sentry tower, which was high enough to overlook the wilderness of Mapingchuan. In the distance, on a certain path in the base, I saw two figures of a man and a woman. Get a clairvoyant and listen to the wind to see what this couple of dogs and men are talking about.

Although I thought so in my heart, on the surface, I was calm enough. The wind covered with yellow sand blew past my ears. I narrowed my eyes slightly and remained silent until Qiu Xingwen beside me said:

"Everyone seems to agree that they are a couple." As he spoke, he carefully poked his head out to observe my expression.

I laughed, "It does look like a good match." I said, although I didn't want to admit it.

Qiu Xingwen patted me on the shoulder and said, "Brother Huihui will introduce you to some big men... oh no, Mei 1." He seemed to predict that I would die when I saw the scene in the distance.

"Xie Dongrong doesn't like her." I said this very firmly, even I didn't know where I got the confidence from.

Seeing my disappointment, Qiu Xingwen muttered something with his mouth pouting, but I didn't quite hear it. Anyway, the general meaning seemed to be "Then he treats her much better than you."

Yes, yes, to this day, sometimes I don’t know what I’m insisting on, maybe it’s because of some illusory clues, or maybe it’s just my unilateral illusion, and I’m also surprised that it can It's the reason why I still like him, I think it's ridiculous, but there's nothing I can do about it, it's an indisputable fact.

"Look!" Following Qiu Xingwen's gesture, I looked into the distance.

They walked to a sparsely populated corner, changed their previous posture of walking forward side by side, with a certain distance between them, they faced each other, Xie Dongrong was motionless with his hands in his pockets, while Xie Ningbai seemed to be talking about something.

"Damn it, right?" Beside me, Qiu Xingwen pressed my shoulder harder.

I saw Xie Ningbai getting closer to Xie Dongrong.

Undoubtedly, it seems that she wants to make it clear that she wants to do something, something that I never dared to put into practice on Xie Dongrong.

It's strange that my mood is actually one of fear and anticipation.

Xie Ningbai stood on tiptoe, raised her chin, raised her head, and extended her lips.

Qiu Xingwen on the other side sighed secretly and covered his eyes with one hand.

And I stood there, as if I was blown into a figurine by the wind and sand here, unable to move.

The next moment, Xie Dongrong raised his hand, as if he wanted to hold the girl's cheek.

Any normal man, no, any normal straight man would not refuse such an invitation.

But Xie Dongrong covered her mouth with one hand, and with this gesture, pushed Xie Ningbai away.

My mood returned to blood at an extremely strange speed.

From a distance, I seemed to see Xie Ningbai's small body that had always been proud and erect suddenly collapsed.

However, in fact, her legs just gave way, and she staggered back a step.

Xie Dongrong glanced at the time, and finally seemed to have completely forgotten that there was such a person beside him, and he walked back and forth in the direction of the time.

Xie Ningbai followed him a few steps and said something in a loud voice.

It's a pity that it was mixed with the slightest wind, and failed to really fall into my ears after all.

The direction Xie Dongrong was walking was exactly the direction where this sentry tower was located.

From a distance, I seemed to be looking at him below, although it was only for a moment.

At that moment, my heart rate suddenly rose to its peak.

The voice of Qiu Xingwen next to me seemed to be far away from me, and I didn't hear anything except the humming of wind and sand.

Xie Ningbai who was standing there was stunned for a while, then seemed to wake up suddenly, and ran not far behind Xie Dongrong again.

The distance was getting closer, and this time I heard what she said:

"What do you mean?" Her voice was full of grievances, even sad.

Xie Dongrong stopped, and I saw his expression. Before turning around, his face was full of impatience, but after turning around, he was calm and breezy: "Actually, I don't quite understand, just because we After walking together for a while, I have to form...that kind of relationship with you?"

As if stupefied by Xie Dongrong's question, Xie Ningbai's face turned pale: "What? Did you do it on purpose? Are you kidding me? Obviously you said before..."

"Sorry," amidst the wind, I could only rely on my own supplements to complete their conversation that was mosaiced by the wind, Xie Dongrong said: "Maybe some of the things I did misunderstood you, but that was because of my judgment. You'd be happier if I said that, and I never made any explicit advances to you."

It was the first time I heard Xie Dongrong utter such a large paragraph of logically rigorous words in such a complete manner. It was obviously full of loopholes, and it sounded a little funny, but in it, I could hear a bit of sincerity inexplicably.

"What? Are you kidding me?" Xie Ningbai was obviously furious. She stepped forward aggressively and raised her hand. At that moment, my breathing was light——

However, the expected crisp applause did not come.

Xie Dongrong grabbed her arm, "I've already pretended to be tired enough in front of you, please don't touch my bottom line again and again." There was a little impatience in his voice, and the two looked at each other for a moment , Xie Dongrong finally let go of Xie Ningbai's hand.

As for Xie Ningbai, as if frightened by Xie Dongrong's appearance at this moment, he stood there for a long time, and finally ran away with a pale face and horror.

The current situation is beyond the imagination of everyone present.

When Xie Dongrong turned around again, his face was obviously still the same as usual, with a slightly careless expression in his indifference.

He suddenly raised his head and looked straight at me.

Qiu Xingwen beside me shuddered and grabbed my hand violently.

I was almost stunned, and stared blankly at Xie Dongrong, who had no expression on his face, for about five seconds.

He didn't say anything, and finally walked away as if nothing happened.

"..."

"It's so fucking scary!" Qiu Xingwen's face was not very good-looking, and it was obvious that he couldn't explain it, "Tree...you are really brave."

I knew what he was talking about, but in fact, this was the first time I saw this side of Xie Dongrong.

Although I know that in front of unfamiliar people, he has always been polite and infallible, but this is the first time I have seen him take off his mask in front of others, revealing a little bit of himself nature.

For a while, I didn't know how to go back to the dormitory to face him, although I didn't regret this action.

After dinner with Qiu Xingwen, he finally decided to visit him in his dormitory first. This guy is really unscrupulous, and he didn't forget to bring a game set for his entertainment at this time.

Qiu Xingwen's roommate on this trip was a taciturn person, and he didn't pay much attention to him when he came in to greet him. When he asked him if he would mind if we played games in the dormitory, he was stunned for a long time before saying "I don't mind".

The stool in their bedroom is broken, and there is no other place to rest.

Qiu Xingwen invited me to sit in his bed.

To be honest, as a straight gay guy, I don't think this seems appropriate.

"What are you thinking? Isn't this normal? We are not..." Seeing my hesitation, Qiu Xingwen looked at me strangely, but I had no choice but to compromise.

The result is, really fragrant.

In front of the game, it doesn't matter who you sit on the same bed with.

I didn't go back to my bedroom until late at night.

Thinking of what happened before, I feel a little uneasy in my heart.

A few rays of light came out from the crack of the door, and Xie Dongrong was a little surprised that he was still awake.

When he opened the door lightly, Xie Dongrong was just putting down the book in his hand, and looked over calmly with blue eyes.

"You haven't slept yet." Smiling at him, my heartbeat began to speed up involuntarily, "I went to Qiu Xingwen's dormitory, that kid is also a dishonest one... He even brought a game console."

Compared with Qiu Xingwen's dormitory, the dormitory with Xie Dongrong was so quiet that it could be considered deserted.

Xie Dongrong didn't speak.

"Sorry, I couldn't hold back, so I took a look," I said, "It really wasn't intentional...well, it was intentional...you won't scold me, will you?"

"Is it because of that relationship that those people approached me?" Xie Dongrong asked unexpectedly, and for a moment I didn't realize what he was talking about.

relation?Soon, I realized that the "relationship" he mentioned might be the so-called "couple" or "husband and wife".

I don't know why he said that. Most of the time, I can only perceive his emotions, but I don't know how his mind works.

"Not necessarily...but as long as there are people who like you, they definitely hope that you can be with them..." I find it very strange that I am actually talking about this kind of topic with Xie Dongrong.

"Are you too?" Looking at me, Xie Dongrong's expression was very serious and serious.

Is not this nonsensical?Even though I knew it was best not to say that if I wanted to please him, I couldn't force myself to lie about this alone: ​​"Yes, me too," I said.