Supernatural powers are intellectual and handicapped, how do I survive

"Speaking of which, what went wrong?"

The young man with a messy curly hair looked up to the sky and sighed, the fine sunlight fell on his eyelashes through the gaps in the leaves, and the slightly irritated eyes slowly closed.

He shook his legs as if venting, and then relaxed all his strength exhaustedly, and muttered with his mouth curled up, "It took decades to fully talk about it. What were we doing before?"

Looking back on the past, they are like two actors who took the script and performed the most perfect couple, but they also understand that it is just the arrangement of the script and will not involve the actors themselves.

"There is no such statement." Fyodor responded softly, his purple eyes did not know where to look, "From the very beginning, it was a lover's game that I knew well, but no one tacitly mentioned it. That's all."

The game felt boring halfway through, and subconsciously added a lot of plots that could make each other interesting.Whether it is the tragic experience of Osamu Dazai in those scripts, or the reaction of bystanders who learned about the overly dramatic plot content, it is essentially just a pastime to prevent them from being too boring.

"Is it interesting?" Shuji Tsushima tilted his head and muttered.

The young man of Russian origin who was looking in nowhere nodded his head slowly, "Probably, at least it's not as boring as before."

"So I'm just a pastime, it's too much."

"Ah."

"Tch, this answer is really no surprise to you."

Shuji Tsushima, who was frowning tightly, stopped talking, like a sulking black cat, exuding dissatisfaction all over his body.Even though there seemed to be nothing abnormal on the surface, the irritated and constantly flicking tail revealed his mood.

If you were an ordinary person, you would know that the person you have been in a relationship with for more than ten years doesn't love you at all, and the reason you got together at the beginning was because you were too bored and wanted to have fun, and you haven't changed your mind until now.You will probably feel that you have fed the dog with all your sincerity, wishing to slap the dog and make a clean break on the spot, and then go back to the bed and cry.

But to be honest, Shuji Tsushima was not qualified to do this, and he could only verbally express his dissatisfaction when he came to his senses afterwards, and had nothing else to do.

After all, in terms of the degree of sincere devotion, the two of them can be described as evenly matched.And the one who officially announced the start of the game back then was the self who took the initiative to confess and broke through the hazy veil between the two of them.

The slightly pale-skinned young man raised his free hand, and as usual, he stroked his lover's hair, which felt so good to the touch, and responded, "Because it's really boring."

Since he wanted to survive in this world no matter what, and he had given up his long-cherished wish, he had to find something to do.

"So that's it. I've become the only existence in your world that can be used as a pastime. Because I'm bored and can't find other goals, so come and concentrate on messing with me, right? At least I still have some value in entertaining you."

The corner of Shuji Tsushima's mouth curled up when his head was touched, and the hand that was holding Fyodor suddenly tightened, and he retaliated viciously in such a naive way, "Asshole mouse."

According to the original plan, they may continue this game forever, and there is no chance of completely breaking it.But he didn't expect that he would obey his heart now and bring out the final question.

"From the very beginning, I knew that my long-cherished wish was unrealistic. Rather than saying that I was working hard to achieve this goal, it would be better to say that I just wanted to set a signpost for myself that would not let me get lost."

Fyodor, who successfully accepted the other party's small emotions, just smiled, raised his own heart without warning, and laughed at himself: "Because it is too ridiculous, it is worth continuing to work hard."

It's just that all of this is in the present world, and after receiving so many endings with similar fates in film and television works, he can no longer deceive himself with it.

No one can understand, and no one has touched his truth.In this way, he completely lost his way, and he could only firmly hold on to the only one of his kind that could be touched by his side to prevent his soul from going into nothingness.

That's why he bound his future to Shuji Tsushima, and the identity between the two of them is most suitable for this relationship, except for lovers.

"Also said that I am difficult to deal with, and you are much more difficult to deal with than me."

The curly-haired young man in casual clothes tilted his head and glanced at Fyodor who was also leaning on the tree trunk with disgust.

"Well—after acting for so long, it's hard to tell which side is real and which side is fake. What should I do after this? We've already reached this point. Is there any need to turn around?"

"No, after all, the most fundamental issue of position no longer exists." Fyodor thought for a while, and said firmly.

"What do you think?" Tsujima Shuji, who didn't intend to bear it any longer, entered the normal mode of anger between lovers, and blurted out a strange sentence, "If you take all this as a way to attack me If it’s a game, then congratulations, you succeeded.”

Fyodor, who was suddenly accused of being a "scumbag", blinked innocently. Even though he knew that his memory would not be wrong, he carefully reviewed what he had just talked about a few minutes ago, and repeatedly confirmed his memory. There was no mistake, so he replied: "Oh, you completely ignored what I said before."

He did say that even if he didn't know what the strange emotion existed between the two of them, for so many years, he had indeed possessed these things that he had never felt before.

An emotion that might be called love.

"Because there is no credibility at all."

Someone who was moaning pouted, "Fei Jia, you have always considered capturing me as a goal from the beginning to the end. For you, there is nothing more difficult than this."

As the target of the attack, he has indeed successfully fallen into the fall without knowing it, but whether his feelings as the attacker have changed, this is where he doubts.

"No, there are." Fyodor said indifferently, defending himself, "For example, let you give birth to a life willingly."

"..."

Shuji Tsushima, who was choked, threw off his hand pretending to be angry, and stood up suddenly from the ground, looking down at the other party with a very stiff tone.

"Ha, you obviously won't agree to it yourself, stop joking, I'm not the only one who can't bear the weight of a new life"

"That's why it's good." Fyodor, who didn't deny it, had a smile on the corner of his mouth, and his expression was quite relieved.

Shuji Tsushima, who knew the other party very well, but somehow got choked twice in one day: "..."

It was as if all the haze had gradually faded away, and Fyodor no longer had the gloomy aura of the Demon Man.Today, he is like a student who has been waiting for a long time for his relationship to finally be answered, his whole body is filled with the emotion called happiness.

To be honest, Shuji Tsushima, who felt that the other party had taken the wrong medicine and was completely OOC, felt horrified.

However, Fyodor didn't reveal anything more, he just exhaled slowly and whispered softly, "If I'm with you, my future life won't be boring."

"Wow, is this a human word? We've been together for so many years, and it's hard to come to this conclusion?" Shuji Tsushima suddenly raised his voice and complained.

Fyodor didn't intend to explain too much, as if he didn't have the slightest desire to survive, he answered completely in accordance with his own heart.

"After all, it's a completely unfamiliar feeling, and I don't know how to describe it."

The curly-haired young man rubbed his temples, as if he was thinking about something.The auditory sense of the administrator can hear the sound several kilometers away, except for the sound of the waves and the hustle and bustle of the city, the dull roar mixed with the screams and roars of an unknown number of people, knocking on his tympanic membrane.

Perhaps the line of the devil in deadapple is very suitable here. The detonation of those banknote bombs one by one is the real [beginning of the end].

Shuji Tsushima, who was supposed to appreciate this scene, closed his eyes slightly, his voice was so soft that he was almost swallowed by the roar and the sound of the waves.

"Mr. Fyodor, depending on your answer, I will sentence you to death or death with reprieve."

"Why did you say that all of a sudden?" The pale-skinned young man asked in an inexplicable atmosphere like a breakup crisis.

With an unreasonable expression on his face, Shuji Tsushima complained with his hands on his hips, "If I don't understand what you are thinking now, wouldn't it be pity for me who has been toyed with by you for so many years?"

"It's not a joke, it's what you like and what I want."

"Tsk, what kind of scumbag is speaking."

"To be precise, some details seem to have changed, which makes me feel that they are not so indifferent and everything is fine... Then, let's start from the beginning." Fyodor just shook his head, as if he had made a sudden decision , stood up without warning.

He first supported his lover's chin, and the exact same height made his subsequent movements very smooth. At the same time, he was keenly aware that Shuji Tsushima's heartbeat was out of order.

Probably frightened by his abrupt behavior.

"..."

Shuji Tsushima, who quickly calmed down his heartbeat, didn't say anything. Facing the face that was slowly enlarging in his field of vision, he just closed his eyes as usual, waiting for the warm touch between his lips and teeth to come and plunder him. breath.

At that moment, time seemed to freeze.

Fyodor's coming this time was indeed beyond his expectations.

The isolated emptiness faded away, and the consciousness was pulled back by the sound of an explosion approaching his ears.After the kiss was over, the indifferent young man took Shuji Tsushima into his arms completely, wrapped his arms around the other's waist, and whispered in his ear.

"How do you feel?"

"The process of bacterial exchange in the oral cavity of two people."

A very unpleasant person smacked his lips, wiped off the body fluid that was about to slide down the corner of his lips, and complained frantically with an expressionless face, "Because I'm too familiar with this kind of thing for a long time... It’s more like a matter of course.”

"You don't feel sick, do you?" Fyodor continued to smile, his eyes showing unexplained emotions, and his fingertips lightly rested on the wet lips of the other party.

Shuji Tsushima, who was too lazy to speak, replied with a "otherwise" expression on his face.

"It wasn't like that at the beginning. Although you took the initiative, the act of kissing me while forcibly suppressing the feeling of disgust is not a sign of complete acceptance."

But now, Tsujima Shuji, who can finally accept this kind of thing, can't accept trying with someone other than himself at all.

In this regard, he is the same.