inherent gravity

It's all icy light, and there's a disappointment that's too thick to melt away.

"You..." Mu Qing took a step back, tears came down almost instantly: "Are you really willing to hit me?"

Kou Xiao looked at his tears and subconsciously let go, at the same time, he was extremely annoyed by his behavior just now, he hurried up and hugged Mu Qing tightly in his arms, and followed his soft hair one by one: "I'm sorry Xiaoqing... ...brother didn't do it on purpose..."

Mu Qing didn't speak, gritted his teeth and whimpered, and pushed him away -- there were many people in the corridor, and he didn't want to embarrass Kou Xiao.

"I'm fine." He wiped away his tears and sat down again, but felt that after crying for a while, his head hurt like needles, and his hands and feet were too heavy to use: "...It's my fault, I shouldn't have messed with you."

"You should rest at home for a day tomorrow. Why is your complexion so bad?" Kou Xiao wanted to brush away the sweat-soaked hair on his forehead, only to be belatedly feel a hot hand: "...you Got a fever?"

"En." Mu Qing responded in a low voice. The high fever accompanied by a huge psychological gap made him almost ring in the ears, and he couldn't hear Kou Xiao's next words clearly.

"Xiaoqing? Xiaoqing!" Kou Xiao anxiously called him twice, but watched Mu Qing's head lower and lower, and finally leaned against him weakly, his cold hands were burning hot-- He weakly grabbed one of Kou Xiao's index fingers, and said in a low voice, "Brother Kou...I feel bad..."

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, we are in the hospital." Kou Xiao's heart was throbbing, he hugged him and ran downstairs, ignoring the strange eyes cast by the family members of the patients in the corridor: "I will take him with me now." You go to the emergency room, and you'll be fine if you get some water, be good, don't be afraid."

"Okay..." Mu Qing's voice was still very low, but he still struggled to raise his head to look at Kou Xiao's jawline that seemed to be cut by a knife, his straight nose, and his slightly dry nose. Skinny lips.While running, the white lights hanging above his head flashed before his eyes one by one, making him almost dazzled.Mu Qing closed his eyes tiredly.

"Didn't I tell you to wear two extra pieces? Why are you still catching a cold?" Kou Xiao hurried downstairs while holding him, and couldn't help saying: "Be patient, we'll be there soon."

Mu Qing curled up in his arms and didn't speak, but the corners of the windbreaker were wet with tears slowly slipping from the corners of his eyes - he really wanted to say, in fact, they haven't seen each other for a long time, how do you know if the clothes on me are warm enough? Woolen cloth?

You are busy, and I am also very tired.

Mu Qing gritted his teeth, his eyes blurred again and again.Although he knew that his thoughts were self-willed and naive, and speaking out would only increase Kou Xiao's psychological burden, but when he was in a daze, he couldn't help but feel aggrieved in his heart, and his fingers tightened on Kou Xiao's chest. clothing.

"Huh? Is it hard?" Kou Xiao hugged him and waited anxiously at the door of the consultation room after hanging up the emergency room. Feeling the movement of the person in his arms, he immediately lowered his head: "Do you want to drink water? Are you still cold?"

Mu Qing shook his head slowly, and suddenly put his arms around Kou Xiao's neck and cried out: "Brother Kou...you have to be nice to me...I won't be with anyone else in my life except you. ..."

"Okay, okay," Kou Xiao hugged him tightly, and he felt his heart was about to break when he heard Mu Qing's nasal and wronged words: "I'm good to you...to you Well... besides being nice to you, who else can I be nice to?"

Mu Qing didn't speak, just sobbed and fell asleep in his arms, but when he fell asleep, he still held Kou Xiao's finger tightly, for fear that if he let go, he would run away.

Kou Xiao sat on the spot and did not dare to move, for fear of disturbing the sleeping person in his arms.But when she raised her head, those scary red eyes still frightened a woman sitting across from her. She looked at Kou Xiao in surprise and almost didn't cry out. On the seat next to him, he glanced into Kou Xiao's arms several times with lingering fear, wondering if this man was going crazy due to some stimulation.

"Xiao Qing..." Kou Xiao gently moved Mu Qing to change his position so that he could sleep more comfortably. Seeing his flushed/red cheeks due to the heat, he endured it so he didn't lean over to kiss, and then When he raised his head, his face was already numb with sorrow.

"I'm sorry..." Kou Xiao murmured to himself several times, the hand that was not caught by Mu Qing clenched into a fist hard enough that the knuckles turned white, and then slowly let go, gently Pushed aside the broken hair in front of Mu Qing's forehead.

"I failed you."

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Chapter 53

◎At this moment, he swore that he would never disappoint the smiling young man in front of him in his life. ◎

Maybe it's because I'm really tired these few days, Mu Qing's fever subsides, rises and falls again, hangs the water and tosses for a whole night, finally Kou Xiao can't hold on until dawn, Fall asleep next to him.

Mu Qing's fingertips moved slightly, and when he woke up from the chaos, he only felt that his eyes were clearer, and the heat in his body that had tortured him all night finally subsided.

It was still early, and there were only scattered patients walking around in the corridor. Mu Qing stared at the red timer hanging above his head for a long while before turning to look at the person next to him - Kou Xiao, who was in a deep sleep , but even when he fell asleep, his brows were tightly frowned, as if in his dream he was constantly thinking about the various problems he would face next, or worried about him.

Mu Qing sighed softly, with a helpless and gentle expression - to be honest, the moment Kou Xiao raised his hand before, he was very scared.

It wasn't because he was afraid of hurting him with a slap, after all, he had suffered more serious injuries before, so this little pain was nothing.What he was afraid of was that Kou Xiao's slap would shatter some things deep in his heart, and if these things were gone, they would never be able to make up for them in the future.

Mu Qing gently slid across Kou Xiao's brows, but suddenly wanted to pinch his nose maliciously, making him suffocate, as punishment for his previous behavior-but when he caught a glimpse of Kou Xiao's eyes, Tired and black, but his heart ached again, and he let go of it all at once.

Kou Xiao has suffered a lot in the past few days, and he hardly rests during his busy schedule. It's just that his body is more resistant than him, and even if he gets tired and sleeps, he can recover more than half of it.It's just that Mu Qing doesn't know how long the days of running around like this will last.

Before he woke up, Mu Qing wanted to get up secretly and go to the hospital gate to buy two breakfasts, but no matter how lightly he stood up, Kou Xiao was awakened in an instant, and his eyes were only dazed for a second before returning to sobriety In the state, as if he had never slept: "What's wrong?"

"Sleep a little longer, I'll go buy breakfast." Mu Qing felt a little uncomfortable with his highly tense mental state, sat down and hugged his shoulder: "Are you tired these days?"

"Is it still burning? Is there any other discomfort?" Kou Xiao didn't respond, but touched his forehead twice with his backhand: "It seems to have receded a little...I'm thirsty after burning all night, right? I'll get you some water."

"It's not uncomfortable, just rest for another day." Mu Qing swallowed as he spoke. In fact, it was fine if Kou Xiao didn't say anything, but when he said it, he realized that he was really thirsty, and his throat was so dry that it hurt: "......fine."

"You burned all night and didn't sweat much. I was dying of anxiety by the side, and I was afraid that you would develop pneumonia..." Kou Xiao saw through his lies at a glance, and babbled and stood still. Get up and take the thermos cup to the front to get some warm water, and watch Mu Qing drink it one after another before he is satisfied: "Do you want more?"

"No more." Mu Qing shook his head obediently, his lips after drinking water were moist and rosy from the fever, which made Kou Xiao's heart a little itchy. Because the two seldom meet each other these days, even close distance He didn't have time to perform some of the activities he was in contact with, so it's no wonder that his emotions have been a little irritable recently, probably because he couldn't get Mu Qing's gentle comfort in his ear, and suddenly revealed his original nature--

"I'm hungry." Mu Qing said suddenly, and looked at him with some embarrassment: "Let's go have breakfast first."

"Okay, what do you want to eat?" Kou Xiao smiled and patted his head.

Seeing Kou Xiao's smile, the heavy weight in Mu Qing's heart fell to the ground, as if last night when his heart was so stuffy and aching, it was all an illusion: "It's all right, I won't pick anything."

When the two sat down together in front of the steaming breakfast stall, Kou Xiao only wanted a bowl of wontons and steamed buns. The wontons were for him, and he slowly gnawed on the buns with his chopsticks.

"Why don't you want another bowl?" Mu Qing put his hands on the side of the bowl to warm up, while frowning: "Madam Boss--"

"Xiao Qing," Kou Xiao interrupted him, "I thought about it all night yesterday, the house...we won't sell it."

Mu Qing's raised hand was frozen in the air, and even his mouth opened a small arc.

Kou Xiao felt distressed for no reason when he looked at his stupid look, but he finished the rest of his sentence: "...But it has to be mortgaged and lent money to Lao He for medical treatment. Do you think this is okay? "

"Borrow 60?" Mu Qing's eyelashes trembled.

"Well, I just don't know how long it will take." Kou Xiao looked at him with a hint of guilt in his eyes: "Maybe we have to pay it back together..."

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Mu Qing looked at him, a smile suddenly appeared on the corner of his mouth, the warmth was better than the sunshine in winter: "Of course we pay it back together, you still want to die by yourself