inherent gravity

support?I can't hold you to death. "

Before Kou Xiao could speak, Mu Qing turned around and called out to the proprietress again: "Please bring me a bowl, thank you."

"Okay!" A clean empty bowl was immediately placed on the table.

"You, it will always be like this." Mu Qing took the spoon and slowly divided the wontons, no more, no less, exactly five per person: "Why don't you just pay back the money, and eat two pieces of meat less in the future, anyway, you They always say that I don’t gain weight by eating anything, which happens to save money.”

Kou Xiao stayed where he was, silently watching Mu Qing divide the remaining soup at the bottom of the bowl: "...I'm not afraid of suffering, really."

As long as you don't leave me.Mu Qing didn't say the second half of the sentence, because he felt that it was too hypocritical for men to express it like this.

Kou Xiao lowered his head, tears poured into the soup bowl unexpectedly, causing the green onion in the bowl to shake.

At this moment, he swore that he would never let down the smiling young man in front of him in his life. In his eyes, Mu Qing would always be that clean and pure boy. There is a large field of fragrant jasmine flowers in full bloom.

"I'm sorry." Kou Xiao looked at him with red eyes, "I..."

"It's okay, didn't you fight at the end?" Mu Qing took a sip of the soup with a smile, and pretended to be indifferent: "Don't talk, don't talk, eat quickly, the soup will be cold in a while."

Kou Xiao sullenly took a sip of the soup. He didn't taste whether it was salty or weak for a while, and he was stuck in his heart with what he wanted to say. In the end, he just gritted his teeth and finished the half bowl of wontons in one go.

"Slow down, no matter how hungry I am, I won't grab it with you." Mu Qing took a bun and chewed it slowly, but looked at him with gentle eyes: "From now on, I will leave all the money to you, and save as much as you can. "

"Okay." Kou Xiao sighed, and hesitated to speak: "I..."

"Huh?" Mu Qing tilted his head.

"...Hurry up and eat, yours is getting cold too." Kou Xiao coughed lightly, and abruptly swallowed back the words that were about to blurt out.

Mu Qing glanced at him, probably guessing what he was going to say, lowered his head and smiled but never revealed it.

Sometimes the extreme tenderness is probably more difficult to express than love and affection.

The author says:

It's a bit short, but I have to think about how to write it later... I guess it will be sold out (Wangtian)

Continue tomorrow.

Chapter 54

◎"Whose fault is that!" Kou Xiao roared without looking back. ◎

For the mortgage loan, Kou Xiao and Mu Qing have been busy for two days before completing all the procedures, and now they are waiting for the life-saving money to be credited to their accounts.

Lao He's condition has improved a bit in the past two days, and he was finally transferred from the intensive care unit to the general ward temporarily. However, his mental state still looks very poor. He is either lethargic all day or insomnia at night, and because of the lack of kidney detoxification function , his complexion looked extremely sallow, and he lost 20 catties directly. He looked like a human-shaped skeleton in the dying years.

In order to give Lao He some nutrition, Mu Qing began to learn to cook various nutritional soups to nourish the body, but because of the loss of appetite caused by the aggravation of the disease, Lao He often sat up and drank a few mouthfuls before vomiting, and once even Vomiting blood, Kou Xiao was so frightened that he almost slapped the nurse's bell in front of the bed.

Although he didn't want to admit it, Lao He was indeed weakening day by day, like a big tree that gradually lost its leaves, was eaten by moths from the inside out, and finally fell to the ground and turned into decay.

Because of this, the days waiting for surgery are even more tormenting.

This day, Lao He's spirit was a little better, and he sat up with support and called the two of them to the bedside.Although his body is dilapidated, his eyebrows and eyes are still gentle. If you look closely, you can find a little shadow of when he was not sick before: "Come here quickly, I have something to tell you."

"What's the matter, Uncle?" Mu Qing sat down and massaged his bluish-purple pinholes with some distress.

"Have you been too busy these days? Are you tired and thin?" Lao He raised a big rough palm and slowly stroked his hair, his voice was a little hoarse: "Good boy...it's me It's dragging you down."

"I'm not tired," Mu Qing looked up at Lao He's sallow and thin face, feeling his nose was a little sore for a moment: "...the operation will be performed tomorrow, uncle, please persevere."

"I've been dreaming these past two days. I dreamed that I went back to the time when I was teaching in No. [-] Middle School." Old He sighed and leaned back, his eyes full of nostalgia: "At that time..."

Kou Xiao listened and said nothing, but frowned tightly.

I heard that there are revolving lanterns before people die, and Lao He's dreams these days are full of things that happened a long time ago. Although he is not superstitious, he also subconsciously feels that this is not a good omen, so he can't help it. Then interrupted: "Okay, okay, aren't you tired from talking so much? Lie back and have a good rest."

"You child," Old He was stunned for a moment, and then laughed helplessly: "I don't know how many days I can live with this old bone, but now I hear a sentence less..."

"The operation will be done tomorrow, don't worry, your old bones will definitely not die." Kou Xiao's face was a little ugly, and he wanted to put him back on the bed after speaking: "Don't talk about it, you should get up and take medicine after a short sleep gone."

"I heard that you all mortgaged the house, right?" Old He Xuxu pushed his hand, and his eyes were full of regret after the topic changed: "Why didn't you discuss such a big matter with me? What if the operation fails? How will you two young people live in the future..."

"As long as your illness is cured, no matter how hard it is, Mu Qing's voice is not loud, but she is firm.

Lao He's lips trembled, and a cloudy old tear accumulated in his eyes, but finally did not flow down in front of the two children.

In fact, he knew early on that these two children had suffered so much because of their illness and how much burden they had put on their shoulders. Now, in order to let him continue to live, he forced himself to a dead end. If this operation fails again, the family will be ruined.

It would be fine if he died, it would be fine if he died, at least his family would not be ruined, and it would be good to see these two people continue to live in the spirit of heaven in the future.Lao He couldn't help but sighed.

In the end... he was still worried.

On the day of the official operation, both of them were so nervous that they stayed up all night. Although they had signed the operation notice early in the morning, Kou Xiao felt that all the possible dangerous situations would make Lao He unable to get off the operating table. My heart seemed to be tightly pinched in the palm of my hand, and I couldn't even breathe for half a breath.

Mu Qing leaned close to him, his palms were covered with cold sweat.

"and many more!"

When Lao He was about to be pushed into the operating room for preoperative preparations, a doctor suddenly ran over from the corner with a flustered expression: "Don't go in yet! Today's operation is cancelled."

"Cancelled?!" Kou Xiao stood up abruptly, his voice cracked because of the shock: "Why cancel it?"

"The family members of the organ donors...suddenly say they won't donate anymore." The doctor wiped off his sweat, and said in a helpless and guilty tone: "At first they said they would donate, but later the organ donors from their hometown My relatives came, so I changed my words temporarily, I am really sorry."

Kou Xiao was stunned for two seconds, then rushed up suddenly: "What did you say?"

"Kou Xiao, calm down!" Mu Qing saw that he wanted to hit someone, and hurriedly held him back before he raised his fist: "It's not the doctor's fault either!"

"Whose fault is that!" Kou Xiao shouted without looking back.

At this moment, his mind was blank, and he was dragged back to the seat by Mu Qing in a daze, holding his head in pain with his hands--he would rather have all his organs removed after death in the future, and he could exchange one for Lao He now. Life-saving kidney.

This is great, the only way to survive was cut off by the relatives of the unknown family in a few words. Now if you want to wait for the next kidney/source that can be transplanted, it can be said that it is nowhere in sight, which is equivalent to announcing it to Lao He in disguise. death penalty.

But why couldn't he figure it out, for a good guy like He Lide who has never done anything wicked in his life, why would God not let him go?

The author says:

Continue tomorrow.

Chapter 55

◎Li De cultivates people, and spring comes from dead trees. ◎

"I disagree!"

Kou Xiao stared at him fiercely, walking around the bed anxiously like a beast in a cage: "There must be a chance...wait..."

"Get out of the hospital. It's meaningless to continue the treatment." Lao He coughed lightly, his tone was weak but firm: "Birth, old age, sickness and death... It's all a matter of time, it doesn't matter."

Kou Xiao gritted his teeth and said nothing.He is not reconciled.

I put in so much effort just for the last fight, but in the end it was nothing.If you choose to leave the hospital now, what is the difference from going home and waiting to die?

"Kou Xiao!" Lao He's emotions suddenly became agitated, and he slapped the bed board hard: "Can you stop being so selfish! Do you really want to see me live here without a ghost? As long as I am alive, you Just be happy, right?"

"...I'm not doing this for you!" Kou Xiao was stunned for a moment, and immediately roared back angrily.

"Besides me, you also have to think about Xiaoqing?" Lao He's voice trembled: "He