inherent gravity

I feel sorry for him, but I have to go to both ends of the hospital.The two of them are busy with each other, and there is very little time to sit down and have a good warm meal. In addition, Mu Qing frantically takes on projects in order to earn more money, and even stays at the company day and night. There are fewer chances to meet.Except for the occasional free time when the two of them can make a phone call with each other, Mu Qing has already crazily missed the old days in his heart, and missed the person who was so close to him but had no time to get close to him.

He really wanted to see the cherry blossoms with Kou Xiao again.

Mu Qing raised his head, rubbed his hot eye sockets, picked up the eyedrops on the table and dripped two drops, then tried to refocus his eyes on the screen, struggling to finish the finishing touches.

......

"Thank you for your hard work, Xiao Mu." The boss patted his hand with emotion, and facing his pale face, he quickly pardoned his remaining few hours of work and let him go home to rest: "Go back quickly." Come on, take good care of your body these days."

Seeing Mu Qing nodded, he hesitated to speak: "If there are some urgent matters at home that need money urgently, I can also..."

"It's really unnecessary," Mu Qing forced a weak smile, "Thank you, Boss."

"...Go back." He sighed, "Who did you learn your temper from? You are so stubborn."

Mu Qing walked out of the company gate, the oncoming cold wind made him sway uncontrollably, he hid behind a pillar and waited for a while before mustering up the courage to walk down the steps - in such cold weather in the past, Kou Xiao would Come to pick him up, then wrap him tightly in his arms with a long and thick cashmere scarf, and then grab his cold hands and put them in his pockets to keep him warm. ....

Mu Qing pulled off his mask, let the oncoming cold wind blow away the messy thoughts in his head, hesitated for a while at the intersection, and decided to hail a taxi - he couldn't even stand still, and he really didn't have the energy to squeeze the bus up.

In the unheated car, he was so cold that he coughed for a while, longing to go home quickly and take a hot shower before getting into bed.Just as he kept exhaling and rubbing his hands, the phone in his pocket suddenly rang, and it was the ringtone he had set for Kou Xiao alone.

Mu Qing was stunned for a moment, and a surge of joy surged in his heart. He hurriedly took out the phone from his pocket, because his fingertips were a little stiff from the cold, and he had to hold it hard to speak: "Hey-- "

"Xiaoqing..." Kou Xiao's voice was hurried and panting, as if he had just run a long distance.

"What's wrong?" Mu Qing's throat tightened a bit.

"I just...received a call from the hospital..." Kou Xiao took a deep breath, and the tone of ecstasy and infinite sadness slammed into Mu Qing's heart word by word , made his heart flutter for an instant.

"Old He's kidney/source...found." Kou Xiao said tremblingly.

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Continue tomorrow.

Chapter 52

◎"Are you really willing to hit me?" Mu Qing's tears fell almost instantly. ◎

When Mu Qing rushed to the hospital, there was another hazy drizzle in the sky. Although the rain was not heavy, it was very cold.

It was so cold that no matter how many clothes he wore, he couldn't resist the biting chill that penetrated from all the cracks.Mu Qing couldn't help wrapping the coat tightly around her body.

Coughing as he walked up the steps, his eyes turned black due to excessive exhaustion. When he finally stepped into the hospital gate, he was greeted by the coldness mixed with the smell of disinfectant.In winter in the south, it is warmer outside than indoors.

This morning, Mu Qing read the weather forecast, saying that there will be varying degrees of rain in the next week, and it is probably still far away from the bright day when the sun rises. Thinking of this, he couldn't help lowering his head and coughing again. Even his forehead felt a little hot.

Mu Qing used the back of his hand to check the temperature of his forehead, but because his hand was too cold, he couldn't find out why. When Kou Xiao called for the second time, he couldn't care less: "Hello? Where are you going?" gone?"

"Just arrived, are you at the door of the ward?" Mu Qing took a breath and answered cautiously.

From the words just now, he could already hear the anxiety in Kou Xiao's tone.

"Well, come quickly, I'll wait for you." Kou Xiao hurriedly hung up the phone after finishing speaking.

Mu Qing pinched the mask on the bridge of his nose, because he would never be able to squeeze into the overcrowded elevator every time he came, so he could only climb up to the fifth floor with his stiff legs, and wait until he stood a little more firmly. At that time, he was so tired that he leaned on the armrest and panted all the time. He didn't know that the color of his lips had completely faded to blue and white, and he looked sickly as if he was about to faint at any time.

"Brother Kou..." But the moment Mu Qing saw Kou Xiao, he managed to force a smile.

Kou Xiao didn't notice at all that his lover, whom he hadn't seen for many days, looked extremely pale. He sat alone on the bench at the door of the ward, resting his head on his hands in a daze, and slowly raised his head when he heard someone call him.

Looking at his tired and gloomy face, Mu Qing couldn't help swallowing before he dared to step forward: "How is it?"

"I've already talked to the doctor." Kou Xiao lowered his head again, "The kidney transplant surgery costs about... 60, not including the treatment and rehabilitation expenses for a series of rejections... It's only approximate."

60.Mu Qing's heartbeat stopped for a moment.

"Don't worry." He leaned over to grab Kou Xiao's hand to comfort him, but the moment he touched his fingertips, he was bounced away.

Kou Xiao seemed to be startled, he froze for a few seconds before looking at him and frowning: "...Why are your hands so cold?"

"There was a bit of wind on the road." Mu Qing coughed lightly a few times.

"Take care of yourself so you don't catch a cold," Kou Xiao said, taking off his coat and putting it on his shoulders. Before Mu Qing's heart warmed up, he heard the other end say, "I don't have time to take care of you right now." .”

The smile on the corner of Mu Qing's mouth suddenly froze, and it took a long time to close the windbreaker that was still warm on his body, and said slowly: "Yes, I know."

The two sat for a long while without talking, before Mu Qing endured the soreness on the tip of his nose and said, "How is Uncle He?"

"The situation has been very bad for the past two days," Kou Xiao scratched his hair on the sideburns irritably, "The doctor said that the kidney replacement operation must be performed as soon as possible, and it is dangerous to delay it for a day."

"But..." Mu Qing fell silent after speaking, he thought of the damn 60.

"I called you here just to discuss with you," Kou Xiao hesitated for a while, before pouring out the words that had been lingering in his stomach for a long time:

"...let's sell the house"

Mu Qing was startled, and immediately looked up at him.

"I know what you want to say... but there is no way..." Kou Xiao's eyes were bloodshot, and his tone was tangled and painful: "I really don't know what to do... ...."

Sitting there, Mu Qing could only feel the chill of the iron chair spreading from his buttocks to his lower back, and even his heart became icy cold.

sell house?He shivered violently.

God knows how much they had to suffer to pay the down payment for this house. Although it is the most remote area from the city and the area is only less than [-] square meters, they can really have a home of their own with the person they like. No matter how young Mu Qing was, she felt extremely satisfied.When he is free on Saturdays and Sundays, he likes to clean up and down the house and spray on a light perfume. Kou Xiao laughed several times and said that being with him is like marrying a virtuous girl. All in one hand.

But if the house is gone now, where else can he and Kou Xiao go?

Mu Qing thought that the two of them had been out for so many years and had finally struggled to find a way out, but God was so unfair that they took everything back when they had just tasted a little bit of sweetness. Not only that, but also It forced them to give up their last couch and return to the wandering and confused years.

"...I don't want it." Mu Qing's lips were trembling, but his brain poured out his true thoughts first.

"Xiaoqing...be obedient." Kou Xiao froze for a moment, stretched out a hand and stroked his back comfortingly: "You also know how serious the situation is now, could it be that Lao He's illness is worse than A broken house?"

"That's not a broken house." Mu Qing's tears had already begun to roll in his eyes, he clearly knew that he was making trouble for no reason, but he still resisted subconsciously: "I don't want it."

Please, don't sell my home.

Mu Qing looked at Kou Xiao with pleading eyes. In the past, whenever he looked at him like this, Kou Xiao felt so distressed that he wanted to rub him into his arms, so that the stars would not pick the moon.

But this time Kou Xiao looked extraordinarily ruthless. He withdrew his hand on Mu Qing's shoulder, and his tone didn't fluctuate much: "I've already contacted the agency, and I'll go through the formalities the day after tomorrow."

"No!" Mu Qing stood up abruptly, "I also own the name on this house, I won't sell it!"

"Mu Qing!" Kou Xiao also stood up, his face was livid, and he seemed very angry: "We can make more money if the house is gone! Lao He is waiting for this money to save his life! He is dying, you know!"

"I don't care!" Mu Qing's mind was in a mess, his chest seemed to be pressed heavily by something, it was so stuffy, and even his forehead was covered with a fine layer of cold sweat: "I don't want to sell..."

Kou Xiao didn't speak, and suddenly raised his hand towards him, with a flash in his eyes