You can eat it but you are not allowed to miss it

I see, so what do I need to prepare? "

"I suggest that no matter what, you should take him to our clinic to have a look. Some of my patients used to buy female contraceptives through the Internet. They just communicated with each other and decided to use the dose according to other people's experience. This behavior is It is very dangerous, and there is no guarantee that the purchased medicine is genuine."

I suddenly remembered the needle tube that appeared in his home. Maybe he has started to use drugs by himself. Is this also the reason why he has male hidden diseases?It turned out that I had been ignoring him all this time, not even noticing such an obvious thing. No wonder Nan Heyou accused me of caring too little for him. Even outsiders noticed something wrong with his physical condition, but my genuine boyfriend Nothing was found.

"In addition, many transgender people are very sensitive about the appellation. Some people want to be called him next to the character, some want to be called her next to the word female, and some want to be called them. You can ask your Mate. Treat him the way he wants to be treated."

This outpatient clinic was not completely fruitless, but at the same time I also understood the difficulty of this road.Before returning, Dr. Li also gave some popular science manuals, introducing gender reassignment surgery. There was a cartoon schematic diagram in it, how to change male external genitalia into female genitalia. The existing technology can even preserve nerves. These organs are not No use at all.Is it possible that in the near future, my Ayu will also undergo such an operation?Thinking of this, I was only full of fear, as if those electric burns, cutting and suturing were all on my body, and I couldn't let A Yu have a slight mistake, because I couldn't bear the consequences.

When I got home that day, what greeted me was his passionate kiss.

"You got off work late today for a long time. Could it be that your Buddhist company can't stand it now, are you going to work overtime?" He joked with me, and helped me put away my coat by the way, he was like my wife.

"Oh, no. I have something to do after get off work."

"Well, take me to your company next time I have a chance? I have always been interested in the working environment of Internet finance companies."

I was thinking about how to talk to him, and it was almost time to talk about this "business".In fact, what really made me make up my mind was that the doctor said that many of them self-medicated because they could not get help from formal channels. I didn't want to wait until the day when I regretted it.

"Look at this." I put the brochure from the hospital on the dining table.

He brought me dinner.He picked up the medical manual on the table and flipped through it, showing an inexplicable expression, "Are you planning to ... eunuch me?"

"Do you dislike me?" He leaned over and knelt on the seat between my legs with one leg, "You want to turn me into a eunuch cat?"

"Aren't you little Teddy?" Although he didn't expect him to react like this, it's fortunate that he didn't become angry.

"So you think I'm a puppy, but I thought you were a dog boyfriend." He clung to my neck and refused to get off, and sat down on my lap desperately. How can I concentrate in this posture?

"I'm talking about business, what do you think? I went to this outpatient clinic to see a doctor after get off work today. Let's go see together if we have time?" I asked him tentatively.

"I don't want it." He still acted coquettishly, "I think it's fine now."

"I'm seriously talking to my brother." I solemnly removed him who was entangled with me, and put on a correct posture, "Aren't we life partners? Can we face things together? You Is it really good to escape from reality like this? Seeing you spraying yourself with medicine, seeing the scars you hurt yourself, and endless venting like sickness, my heart aches!"

He froze for a moment, the atmosphere seemed to drop to freezing point suddenly, he got up from me stiffly, walked into the dim living room alone, and collapsed on the sofa.

Did I say the wrong thing again?I love you so much, do you really not understand my heart?

I can only go to him and sit side by side with him.

"Ayu, I don't mean to blame you, don't be angry. I'm just afraid that without a doctor's professional advice, it will endanger your health."

"You really don't mind?" He interrupted me, "Do you mind if I change from a man to a woman? You have also read the brochure, and there is no regret after this knife. By then, it will really become a little butterfly Is it? Are you mentally prepared? Not disgusting? Can you bear it?"

Yes, I don't want it, but what can I do?I care more about his wishes than those.

"If this is the life you want, I will support you [-]%! I will act as your strong backing, go abroad to find the best doctor to formulate a plan, follow-up care after surgery, and find experienced Hormone doctor, I don’t want to be in the hands of others, I want to spend it with you. Because you said you need me, let me not abandon you, isn’t this the meaning of a partner?” When I said this, I I was so nervous that my palms were wet.

I need to be very clear, I can't be shaken first, "I love you, so it doesn't matter if you are a man or a woman, I am not familiar with girls' bodies, but I will still try to please you in the future, with everything method."

"The one who pleases girls in every way?" In the darkness, his smile was so obvious, he bent over like a cat and crawled up to me, pecking at my lips that were astringent due to nervousness, "What you just said is really Propose to me! But the way to please girls is to let your experienced brother teach by example..."

"Is that how you teach by precept and example?" Doesn't he know what he looks like now?I reached out to open the bedside drawer and found a lipstick I bought last time. I painted a bright red on his lips like a trick, "Does this look good?" I pressed his head against my chest Apply a lip print.

He hugged me like crazy and kissed me passionately. Is this a second that reveals his true nature?How did he become like that again in the end? He was high above the ground.Sure enough, if he was a woman, he would be a domineering woman!He will never forget to bow his head and kiss my cheek and ear. I probably have deep and shallow lip prints all over my body, like a womanizer wandering in the land of flowers and willows, holding nephrite jade and fragrance in my arms, a The flirtatious man, maybe a woman, was so happy that he almost forgot the upcoming "farewell", tears fell from the corners of his eyes, I gritted my teeth, hugged his waist, and dug my nails into the flesh.

That night, I really thought it was one of the last few times I would have this man.When everything was silent, he lowered his head, licked my tears, and stared at my face in the dark night, "My silly brother, do you think I look like a woman?" It's all on my body, "Don't you like this? Grab it, although I probably won't use it much after following you, but if you like it, I will leave it to you, and no one can take it away. "

23. Coming out for the fourth time (E Yu's confession) ([-])

◎Why do heterosexuals not come out?Why don't cisgender people come out?Setting most of them as "default options" is not very respectful of individual differences, right?many countries

Why don't heterosexuals come out?Why don't cisgender people come out?Setting most of them as "default options" is not very respectful of individual differences, right?According to statistics in many countries, homosexuals account for about 5.00% of the total population. In countries with such a large population base, they are no longer considered a real "minority".

If I have to be serious, I think everyone should come out of the closet once in their life.Maybe when the next generation of us is an adult, we should hold a gathering of relatives and friends, let him declare who he is and what kind of person he likes.In this way, we old guys can also avoid unreasonable speculations and messy couples, and avoid imposing a self-righteous "normal life" on a person who is completely different from us.

In my short 26 years of life, I have experienced "coming out" to myself or to others many times.Every time, it is a new understanding of self.As a result, my path became narrower and narrower.But walking on a spacious sunny avenue must be the life I want to live?On that dark and narrow path that few people care about, I stumbled and walked alone and met another man walking alone along the way.We were originally parallel lines.In an encounter on a snowy night, he dispelled the protracted loneliness and severe cold in my body with warmth, and rescued me from the abyss of eternal doom.He kindly asked me if he could hold my hand and walk together, so as to be a companion on the unknown road ahead.So, I gave him my hand and my heart at the same time.

He Qian, if I said that I want to go all the way to the dark with you?If you don't hit the south wall, you will never die, and if you hit the south wall, you will push it down without hesitation.Will you always accompany me to "play around" like this, and never leave me?

When I was a kid, I thought I was just like any other little girl.When I was in elementary school, every class seemed to have a dream girl that all the girls "admired". Of course, like all the female classmates, I had an ignorant affection for that boy.But soon, I found that I was not only attracted to good-looking young boys.It was a school girl, I don't even know her name, and I don't know what grade she is in.Just because I looked back at the school morning meeting, I found her from the crowd, that girl with short hair, big eyes, so pretty, with L