dear psychiatrist

Time just passed by like this, sneaking through the fingers, three days have passed since the night of drunkenness.For the past three days, Zhuo Qihua, who was waiting for a job at home and had nothing to do, apart from playing video games at home, wandered downstairs in the community all day long.

From time to time, I chatted with Lao Cui from the canteen downstairs, or exchanged a lot of change, curled up on the electric wooden horse like a child, and listened to the babbling nursery rhymes.Of course, Zhuo Qihua, who occupies the children's entertainment items, can always receive ruthless eyes from a few aunts from time to time.

After a nap, Zhuo Qihua woke up from the dream and walked to the window, opened the window to look out, but unexpectedly saw Bai Xueqi.

This heavy snow fell suddenly.Unknowingly, snowflakes floated in the sky. When Zhuo Qihua realized it, it had already piled up as snow.What a romantic snow scene, but she has no sense of nostalgia.

I thought the goodbye in Zhao Xiaoqi's mouth was just a momentary remark.But for three whole days, Zhuo Qihua failed to contact Zhao Xiaoqi.Tao Yaoyao was right, she really owed Zhao Xiaoqi a sincere apology.

It's just that this late "sorry" is already too late for this pair of lovers who are drifting away.Because Zhao Xiaoqi, who was trying to withdraw from Zhuo Qihua's life, no longer needed this late "sorry".

As a result, those words that should have been spoken but were not spoken can only be buried deep in the soil with the winter snow until they disappear.

Holding a cup of hot milk, watching the heat rising and floating in the air.After taking a sip of heart-warming and stomach-warming milk, Zhuo Qihua thought of Tao Yaoyao again, and thought of the woman who deeply loathed him.

That night, Tao Yaoyao drove Zhuo Qihua, who was slightly drunk, back home.She threw Zhuo Qihua on the bed with great effort, but Tao Yaoyao didn't leave in a hurry, but went to the kitchen for a while, handed a glass of milk to Zhuo Qihua and said, "Here's a glass of milk for you. Let's drink hot."

"Why are you being so nice to me? Could it be that you have your eyes on me?" Zhuo Qihua took the cup, smiled wryly, and joked nonchalantly despite the bitterness in his heart.

"Is it good for you to heat you a cup of milk to soothe your hangover?" Tao Yaoyao said flatly without any expression on her face.

Zhuo Qihua couldn't help being stunned by Tao Yaoyao's words, yes, it's just a cup of hot milk.How desolate is my life to be moved by a glass of milk...

Zhuo Qihua remembered the same snowy night, he made a promise to Tao Yaoyao, if there was snow, he would accompany her to build a snowman the next day.It seems that this promise can only be dissipated with the wind.

Not knowing what kind of mood he was in, Zhuo Qihua put on his overcoat, wrapped himself tightly with a scarf, and walked out of the house.With a cigarette dangling from his mouth, he walked aimlessly around.

Hearing the crisp sound of 'click' and 'click' from the snow under his feet, Zhuo Qihua tilted his mouth, and his mood improved a lot.It's also leisurely to walk in places with a lot of snow, and jump up and down from time to time for self-entertainment.

On a bench in a green park, Zhuo Qihua stopped and sat on it carelessly, completely ignoring the snow on the bench.He exhaled into the air, and there was a white mist in front of his eyes, and then he looked at the vastness in front of him stupidly, lost his mind.

Glancing at it, she saw Tao Yaoyao holding a Polaroid, taking pictures here and there with her beautiful eyes.

Tao Yaoyao dressed casually today, Zhuo Qihua had never seen Tao Yaoyao dressed like this before, so he couldn't help but take a few extra glances.

I have to say that Tao Yaoyao is beautiful, even wearing humble sneakers, a pair of dark blue jeans, and a white down jacket, such an ordinary casual outfit is still charming.There is less of the aura of a beauty in the workplace, and more of the kindness of the sister next door.

Zhuo Qihua subconsciously took out another cigarette and lit one for himself, his eyes fell on the Polaroid in Tao Yaoyao's hand.

I vaguely remember that I also thought about buying a Polaroid.I always feel that the effect of fast imaging is so cool that it explodes, but I hesitated again and again, and finally gave up.

I didn't say anything more for a long time, but I sighed slightly: Sure enough, children from rich families are different. Although more than 1000 Polaroids are not expensive, they burn photo paper, and a piece of photo paper alone costs more than six yuan.The children of ordinary people really can't do it all the way with a Polaroid, walking around and clapping.

"Why melancholy?" Tao Yaoyao handed a photo to Zhuo Qihua with a smile, and said with a smile.

"Melancholy? Which eye of yours sees my melancholy?" Zhuo Qihua smiled as he reached out to take the photo handed over by Tao Yaoyao.

Glancing at the person in the photo, he was sitting alone on the bench, lighting his own cigarette with his head down, his shoulders were already covered with a layer of snow, but he didn't know it.The indescribable sadness and loneliness are conveyed from the photos.

I didn't know what to say for a while, so the two looked at each other like this until Tao Yaoyao said goodbye with a smile: "This city can always find places that people are fascinated by. I'm afraid it hasn't happened in ten years." After such a heavy snow...I'm leaving first, I have to take a few more photos while it's snowing."

Zhuo Qihua looked at Tao Yaoyao noncommittally, until the other party walked a long way, and then he was relieved.

As far as Zhuo Qihua is concerned, she is really not a master who can pity the fragrance and cherish the jade, she grabbed a handful of snow from the ground, pretended to be calm and shouted behind Tao Yaoyao: "Hey, Tao Yaoyao. "

Hearing the shout behind her, Tao Yaoyao turned around instinctively, but with this unsuspecting turn, she saw a large cloud of snow flying out of her ear.

Frowning, Tao Yaoyao slightly shook her head as she looked at Zhuo Qihua who was bored and somewhat childish.He was not angry at all, just looked at Zhuo Qihua who was playing tricks like a monkey in front of him without expression, looked at her with a twitching expression, stood in front of him and said with a smile: "Come on, come and hit me."

"Boring." After leaving this sentence, Tao Yaoyao walked into the distance.

Zhuo Qihua hurriedly followed up with a shy old face, just about to say something, but was pushed to the ground by Tao Yaoyao.Almost in a dazed effort, the snow that Tao Yaoyao randomly picked up from the ground was all over her body and face, and wiped it all over.

The snow was slippery, Zhuo Qihua was pushed to the ground by Tao Yaoyao's sudden blow.After struggling for a long time, he got up from the ground and patted the snow residue on his body vigorously.Feeling a little ashamed in my heart, I deliberately cursed and yelled: "Hey, I said. Can we play the cards according to the usual rules? When I invited you to play snowball fights, you didn't play. Now, what's the matter with attacking me now? !"

"Miss Ben puts down her body to play snowball fights with you, and you'll be content. That's fine, there's nothing else to do, just kneel down." Tao Yaoyao said these words with a deadpan expression, looking serious, and she couldn't tell that she was joking at all. the meaning of.

Seeing Tao Yaoyao turn around and leave, Zhuo Qihua's heart trembled, feeling inexplicably lost.She didn't want her to leave in her heart, but she didn't want to say it clearly, so she pretended to be unreasonable and shouted at Tao Yaoyao's back: "Hey, you can't be such a rascal. You...you wiped the snow scum on my face, so that's it gone?"

"Don't play if you can't afford it!"

"Hey, I can't afford to play anymore. Hey, I said, don't go." Zhuo Qihua trotted again, running towards Tao Yaoyao's position.

Perhaps it was because Zhuo Qihua ran too fast, when Tao Yaoyao stopped suddenly, the two bumped into each other.Feeling his mind was blank, Zhuo Qihua subconsciously hugged the person in his arms tightly.

"Zhuo Qihua, let me go. Let me go!" Tao Yaoyao's voice came from Zhuo Qihua's chest.

Subconsciously thinking that Tao Yaoyao wanted to reject this heaven-sent hug, Zhuo Qihua shook his head vigorously, refusing to let go.The force of locking Tao Yaoyao intensified a bit.

Finally pulled back by the pain on the neck, Zhuo Qihua instinctively loosened the restraint on Tao Yaoyao, and stretched out his hand to touch the neck.

Feeling down a bit, but unwilling to admit it, he almost yelled and argued: "Ah, how can you bite! It's just asking for a hug. You call me a cheapskate all the time, who is the cheapskate!"

Seeing that Tao Yaoyao was silent, her face turned pale.Zhuo Qihua finally realized that he was hugging too hard, almost crushing Tao Yaoyao.After an embarrassing silence, Zhuo Qihua said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I didn't strangle you, did I?"

Tao Yaoyao smiled, raised her head and said, "Why don't you hold another one that won't strangle me?"

Knowing that this was just Tao Yaoyao's joke, a sympathetic comforting hug, Zhuo Qihua still nodded his head in vain, and stepped forward to gently hug her in his arms.

Turning her face to the side, she inhaled the fragrance from Tao Yaoyao's body vigorously. Lancome's beautiful life is not expensive, but it exudes a charming atmosphere.

Just when Zhuo Qihua was thinking about whether to end the hug he wanted, he felt a tightness around his waist. It turned out that Tao Yaoyao stretched out his hands to wrap himself around her.For no reason, he felt a burst of warmth, and the sense of security that he had been looking for so hard, also spread into Zhuo Qihua's heart along his waist.

With this embrace, the originally noisy world quieted down... Zhuo Qihua closed his eyes, greedily enjoying the peace of this moment.But he opened his eyes suddenly again, afraid it was just a dream.