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High walls, narrow streets, dim lights, sparse and withered leaves in winter, rustling by the cold wind.

Zhuo Qihua couldn't help being dazzled by the winter night scene presented in such a posture before Zhuo Qihua's eyes.Although he has lived in this unremarkable city since he was a child, and thinks he is Zhuo Qihua who has traveled to every corner of the city, he never knew that this ordinary city would be so dazzling. beautiful view.

"Coward, I think we should go to the bar and find a substitute driver? We've all had some drinks, and I'm afraid we'll meet the traffic police again." Zhuo Qihua broke the silence after all, and suggested.

"It's snowing." Tao Yaoyao didn't take Zhuo Qihua's words, but stretched out her palm, watching the snowflakes fall into her palm and then melt into water.

"Yes, it's snowing." Wei Wei raised his head, and then pieces of cold snowflakes fell on Zhuo Qihua's face.

In southern cities, snow is not a common thing to see.In Zhuo Qihua's memory, it seems that it has been ten years since the last snowfall.

Time flies so fast, and without paying attention, it slipped away from between the fingers.And those people and things that passed away from me eventually became memories that I couldn't catch up with.

Tao Yaoyao suddenly turned her head, smiled brightly in Zhuo Qihua's direction, and said, "Stingy ghost, if there is snow tomorrow, why don't you build a snowman with me?"

But Zhuo Qihua was amazed by Tao Yaoyao's long hair hanging down his shoulders, and was speechless for a long time.Tao Yaoyao didn't urge her, she just stood by Zhuo Qihua's side, smiling lightly, so innocent.

It turns out that in this world, there are really people with clean and clear smiles, as transparent as a child.

Zhuo Qihua understood that a snowflake of this size would melt if it fell to the ground, how could it possibly become snow.But looking at Tao Yaoyao's expectant face, she was unwilling to say disappointing words.Ever since, Zhuo Qihua nodded heavily as an answer.

In such a snowy day, Zhuo Qihua was not worried about the appearance of the traffic police.After all, the traffic police are human too, so there is no need to make things difficult for yourself on a snowy day, leaving your wife and children on the bed, and getting fined for overtime work and plagiarism.

So he no longer insisted on being the driver, and let Tao Yaoyao drive.Under Tao Yaoyao's control, an Audi car nimbly shuttled back and forth on the street.

Tao Yaoyao has a good capacity for alcohol, the two of them finished sharing a pint of beer, although Zhuo Qihua didn't pass out, he was still slightly drunk, Tao Yaoyao seemed to be a normal person.

Of course, Tao Yaoyao didn't get as drunk as last time, which was more or less related to the fact that Zhuo Qihua drank most of the beer.

It seemed that Tao Yaoyao's embarrassing drunken appearance would never be seen again tonight, Zhuo Qihua turned his face and secretly glanced at Tao Yaoyao, then curled his lips, as if he was a little disappointed by it.

Just when she was about to chat with Tao Yaoyao, the phone rang.He hurriedly took out his mobile phone, saw that it was Zhao Xiaoqi, and answered the phone in a daze before the phone automatically hung up: "Xiaoqi?"

"Qihua, are you working? Is it disturbing you? Do you know how to change the light bulb? The light in the living room is broken." Zhao Xiaoqi's soft voice reached Zhuo Qihua's ears, and she asked softly.

Zhao Xiaoqi's voice was nice, like a gust of spring breeze blowing across her face, and Zhuo Qihua's voice was softer: "I'm not working, I had dinner with my friends, and I'm about to go home. Is the light in the living room broken?" How about this, you use the desk lamp in the study first, and make do with it for one night. I will change the light bulb in the living room for you tomorrow."

"The light in the living room has been broken for several days. I have been using the desk lamp to make do with it. Today even the desk lamp is on strike. If it is convenient, you can tell me how to change it, and I will do it myself."

"Don't tell me, my aunt, don't mess around. If you get an electric shock, what should you do? Well, it's getting late, you can make do with it and sleep for a night, and I'll fix it for you tomorrow."

"Okay..." Zhao Xiaoqi's voice seemed a little low, but she followed Zhuo Qihua's wishes and hung up the phone.

Tao Yaoyao held the steering wheel with both hands, stared at the road ahead without squinting, and said mockingly to Zhuo Qihua beside her, "Oh, friend."

Listening to Tao Yaoyao's soft snort, it seemed that she was dissatisfied with Zhuo Qihua's words of 'eating with friends'.Zhuo Qihua's heart skipped a beat, and he was at a loss for a moment.

I don't know why, Zhuo Qihua subconsciously didn't want to, Tao Yaoyao knew about Zhao Xiaoqi's existence.Of course, Zhuo Qihua didn't want to, Zhao Xiaoqi knew about Tao Yaoyao's existence.

It would be great if the status quo could be maintained, Zhuo Qihua didn't want much, as long as he could bicker with Tao Yaoyao and make fun of him like now, that would be enough.

Although Tao Yaoyao has never shown the slightest discrimination against her liking for the same sex.Knowing that Zhuo Qihua has homosexuality is completely different from seeing it with his own eyes.Zhuo Qihua was afraid in her heart, she was afraid that one day, because of her sexual orientation, she would lose the chance to bicker with Tao Yaoyao.

I don't know if it was Zhuo Qihua's illusion, but after hanging up Zhao Xiaoqi's phone, the originally harmonious atmosphere with Tao Yaoyao became awkward.

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Tao Yaoyao came to Zhuo Qihua's house twice.The first time I was drunk and unconscious, but the second time I was sober.In this small city, Tao Yaoyao successfully found Zhuo Qihua's community based on her memory.

Although he hoped to spend more time alone with Tao Yaoyao, he finally reached his destination.

Zhuo Qihua got out of the car and said goodbye to Tao Yaoyao in the car: "Thank you for the dinner, it's getting late, you should go home early and rest, I'm going upstairs."

"En." Tao Yaoyao nodded, watching Zhuo Qihua leave.

Zhuo Qihua stood on the spot, opened his mouth, and wanted to say something, but he didn't know what he wanted to say.It was just now that he realized that the relationship between him and Tao Yaoyao, who had been bickering back and forth since the beginning, had changed.

Shaking his head slightly, Zhuo Qihua seemed a little depressed, turned around and left with his head drooping.

Seeing Zhuo Qihua turn around and leave, Tao Yaoyao started the car to go home, but Zhuo Qihua suddenly called out her name: "Tao Yaoyao..."

"Huh? What's the matter?" Tao Yaoyao stopped the car and leaned out from the window, with a smile still on her face.

Zhuo Qihua didn't speak, but hurriedly ran towards Tao Yaoyao's direction.The ground was slippery in rain and snow, Zhuo Qihua almost fell and staggered.After stabilizing her figure, she trotted again, as if Tao Yaoyao would disappear the next moment.

After the two looked at each other for a long time, Zhuo Qihua finally said in a low voice: "You mean, are we friends?"

Tao Yaoyao didn't expect that Zhuo Qihua almost fell down and ran to her, just wanting to confirm such a question.She was stunned for a moment, as if she had thought about it seriously, and then Tao Yaoyao said the answer in her heart: "Forget it!"

As if he got the answer he wanted from Tao Yaoyao's mouth, at this moment Zhuo Qihua swept away the depression just now and smiled brightly.

"Well... do you want to go up and have another cup of Zhuo style milk tea?"

Light snow continued to fall in the sky, and light rain was mixed with the snowflakes.Zhuo Qihua stood outside the car a little awkwardly, and extended an invitation to the people in the car.

Seeing Zhuo Qihua who was blushing because of nervousness, Tao Yaoyao chuckled, pulled up the handbrake, and accepted the cheapskate's invitation.

Tao Yaoyao pointed to the direction of the stairs, and said to Zhuo Qihua, "Stingy, I'm a little drunk, you carry me upstairs."

"What? You drank too much? When you were drunk and driving just now, you were quite clever." Rolling his eyes at Tao Yaoyao, Zhuo Qihua complained, but he still lowered his body and made a backlash. The movement of her going upstairs.

In fact, Tao Yaoyao was willing to follow her upstairs for a cup of milk tea, Zhuo Qihua's heart was about to burst out of his chest, so why would he care about carrying her upstairs.

"Sister, my thousand-year-old waist seems to be shining, you'd better come down and walk by yourself." Zhuo Qihua's stalwart image didn't last long, and he only climbed less than two floors when he heard her say weakly.

"Drunk, I'm drunk." Tao Yaoyao didn't follow her, and subconsciously tightened the hands that locked Zhuo Qihua's neck.

"I haven't seen you for a few days. Your weight is good. If you keep it for a few more days, you can take it directly to the slaughterhouse." Zhuo Qihua clicked his mouth, complained a few words, then gritted his teeth, and walked towards the sixth floor.

Tao Yaoyao smiled without saying a word, watching Zhuo Qihua's swollen face to look like a fat man, she was very happy in her heart.He wished to see Zhuo Qihua climb another ten floors out of breath, but he didn't know the reason for the joy in his heart.

Zhuo Qihua climbed towards the sixth floor step by step, and it was the first time that he felt that choosing a house on the sixth floor was a really stupid choice.

Standing on the fifth floor, Zhuo Qihua panted heavily, coughed twice, and turned on the sensor lights upstairs.Sighing, he buried his head and walked towards the sixth floor.

The moment he reached the sixth floor, Zhuo Qihua was not as relaxed as expected.Her body was almost stiff, and she put Tao Yaoyao off her back.

Looking at the person sitting with his knees hugged at the door of his house, Zhuo Qihua, who has always spoken swiftly and articulately, couldn't even utter a complete sentence at this moment, and stammered: "Xiao...Xiaoqi, you... How did you come?"