dear psychiatrist

After all, the woman gave up on the song, put down the guitar in her hand, and walked towards Tao Yaoyao, holding a beer with a smile on her face.Generously handed the beer to Tao Yaoyao, said with a smile: "Yaoyao, this is for you."

"Thank you." Tao Yaoyao said lightly, without being too polite to the beauty, she accepted the beer.

"Yaoyao, is she your friend? Heh, you don't intend to introduce her? I really haven't seen you bring friends here." The woman pointed to Zhuo Qihua beside Tao Yaoyao and said with a smile.

And Zhuo Qihua's heart, disturbed by the woman's unintentional words, jumped wildly.

It turned out that Tao Yaoyao had never introduced such a nostalgic bar to others.For some reason, Zhuo Qihua suddenly thought of his attic.

It's like Zhuo Qihua's attic upstairs, which is not open to the public.To outsiders, it looks like a mediocre attic, but to Zhuo Qihua, it seems to be a refuge for him, a place for all his joys and sorrows.

Except for Tao Yaoyao, Zhuo Qihua never told anyone else about the place for him to escape from reality.

It seems that for Tao Yaoyao, she also has a place where she can cry and laugh, and temporarily hide from everything about the outside world.

"Okay, this is Zhuo Qihua, you can just call her a cheapskate." Tao Yaoyao pointed in the direction of Zhuo Qihua beside her, and then began to introduce.

Hearing this, Zhuo Qihua felt a little tight in his chest.What is a 'stingy ghost'?We have names and surnames, how come we have become 'stingy ghosts'?

Just when she was about to speak out, she heard Tao Yaoyao introduce the beautiful woman in front of her and said, "This beautiful woman is called Momo, and she is also the owner of this bar."

Momo is definitely not the real name of this sexy woman, but Zhuo Qihua is not at all curious about her real name.After all, in such an illusory circle as a bar, it seems ridiculous to pursue what is real.

"Hey, you are young and promising." Zhuo Qihua made a gesture to look at the bar again, and said nice words, but in fact he used the word 'profiteer' to scold this woman named Momo Thousands of times.

The phrase "young and promising" in Zhuo Qihua's mouth was not just nonsense. Although he was not a child of a wealthy family, after all, there were one or two wealthy friends who understood it from their mouths. Many brands.

Even if he has no sharp eyesight, Zhuo Qihua still knows the brands of Versace and Chanel.Momo was wearing a luxury brand, which almost blinded Zhuo Qihua's eyes.

Sniffing his nose, a burst of elegant fragrance entered Zhuo Qihua's nostrils. What was interesting was that the beautiful woman in front of her was actually wearing the same perfume as Tao Yaoyao, although she couldn't remember the name of that perfume.

Tao Yaoyao chatted happily with this beautiful woman named Mo Mo, and almost forgot about Zhuo Qihua.But Zhuo Qihua was not annoyed, he just sat aside and listened quietly.

Of course, what Zhuo Qihua wants to hear most from Momo is, I will waive your orders today.But when Momo was greeted to another table and left with a sorry smile, Zhuo Qihua didn't hear this sentence.

I have to say that the service attitude here is still very good. Momo just left, and the waiters followed her.It seems that in this bar with a very high consumption level, in addition to the beauties singing in Taiwan, the quality of service is also one of the selling points.

Zhuo Qihua flipped through the price list, ordered a pot of the cheapest oolong tea for himself, then squeezed out a smile, and said to Tao Yaoyao pretending to be calm: "Order whatever you want, don't be polite to me! "

"Okay, it's rare for a cheapskate to be generous, and I won't be polite to you. Bring me a seafood fried rice, a baked lobster with cheese, and a medium-rare veal steak." Tao Yaoyao didn't flip through the menu at all. , as if you know the menu here like the back of your hand.With an expression of 'this is my back kitchen', he ordered a meal for himself.

"So much...have you finished eating?" Zhuo Qihua secretly wiped the fine sweat from his forehead, and secretly squeezed the sweat for his purse.

"You care about me?" Tao Yaoyao gave Zhuo Qihua a supercilious look, and she was in a good mood, and then said to her, "Hurry up and pay, this is a bar where you pay first and enjoy later."

"Really?" Zhuo Qihua tilted his head and glanced at the waiter, expecting to see a different answer on his face, but he was defeated by the ending.

After all, Zhuo Qihua's face twitched, and he took out a bank/bank card from his wallet, looked at Tao Yaoyao with a painful expression on his face and said: "Hey, coward, I ask you. You and the boss We are all acquaintances, can I give her a discount?"

Tao Yaoyao rested her chin on her right hand, and said with a slight smile, "Yo, I don't know who said it swearingly, she's begging her this time, and she looks like a nouveau riche."

Zhuo Qihua smiled and said, "I'm just a typical poor and lower-middle peasant. I'm just being polite to you. How dare I steal the limelight from you showing your capitalist side."

Tao Yaoyao shook her head with a smile, but she didn't care too much about Zhuo Qihua, as if she was used to her poor talk.Turning to the waiter, he said, "Talk to Momo, it's still the old rule, put it on the account for me."

What is put on the account?Zhuo Qihua almost stared out his eyes, if he had known Tao Yaoyao had paid for it, he wouldn't have just ordered a pot of oolong tea pitifully!You know, in a bar-type restaurant, it's okay not to order food and drinks, but ordering a pot of oolong tea seems a bit... stupid.

Yes!Zhuo Qihua thinks he is a fool.When a pot of hot oolong tea was brought in front of Zhuo Qihua, and Tao Yaoyao elegantly cut and chewed the veal steak, Zhuo Qihua became more determined that he was a fool.

In desperation, Zhuo Qihua had no choice but to pretend to understand tea, holding a cup of tea and savoring it carefully.But in any case, there is no way to get the taste of 200 yuan from it.Ever since, all this made Zhuo Qihua more certain that this bar must be a black shop!But he is unwilling to admit that he came to the bar to drink tea, and insisted on tasting the rich tea aroma from it, which is silly and naive.

"This is for you..." Tao Yaoyao didn't let Zhuo Qihua be a fool for too long, she pushed a plate of seafood fried rice in front of Zhuo Qihua, with a look of "this palace rewards you" Looking at Zhuo Qihua with his expression.

Zhuo Qihua was still in a bickering mood, he hurriedly took the plate and started eating.It seemed that he was worried that Tao Yaoyao would change his mind, until Zhuo Qihua took two mouthfuls of fried rice and muttered: "Thank you for the reward."

Tao Yaoyao didn't speak, just smiled lightly.At that moment, Zhuo Qihua realized that he seemed to like Tao Yaoyao.

Or maybe he just likes the way of getting along with her, from time to time he opens his mouth to tease the other party, and can't wait to hope that his teasing will annoy the other party.On the other hand, I will do some small things for the other party within my ability, eat with the other party, talk and laugh, and be unrestrained, just like a familiar friend.

During the meal, Zhuo Qihua raised his head and glanced secretly at Tao Yaoyao from time to time.As expected of everyone's lady, Tao Yaoyao seemed very quiet from the beginning to the end.

In that strange quietness, Zhuo Qihua could smell a little loneliness.This kind of loneliness has nothing to do with the material and family background she possesses, but only with the deepest part of her heart.

It was late at night, neither Zhuo Qihua nor Tao Yaoyao wanted to say leave.

The two didn't talk much, and almost finished their dinner in silence.Such dullness didn't make Zhuo Qihua feel bored, on the contrary, she hadn't felt such a comfortable meal for a long time.

It was still raining lightly outside the window, and the resident singers on the stage had changed several times.And the big jug of cold beer was also divided up by the two of them.

Tao Yaoyao propped her head up, squinted her head and looked at the neon lights that kept flashing outside the window, but said nothing.Looking out along Tao Yaoyao's line of sight, it was a world surrounded by night and illuminated with illusory light by neon lights.

The night can always bring people endless daydreams, but in such a materialistic world, Zhuo Qihua didn't drink too much but felt that he was a little drunk.

What a splendid and prosperous and passionate world, what a mottled and helpless self.

I always feel that I can't fully integrate into such a bizarre but bloody era.I don't know if the world is too fast or I am too slow.

I don't know how long it took, Tao Yaoyao finally stood up, stared at her for a moment with Zhuo Qihua's incomprehensible expression, and then said: "Stingy, let's go..."

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Along the dark alley, the two walked side by side towards the parking garage.Under the dim light, the figures of the two looked particularly slender.

Perhaps it was because of Zhuo Qihua's dazzled eyes, she seemed to see the two of them going on like this until the gray-haired future.