dear psychiatrist

The sudden appearance of Zhao Xiaoqi in front of him made Zhuo Qihua at a loss, his body stiffened, and he stood there in embarrassment.

Knowing that at this moment, instead of the three of them standing stupidly, it would be more comfortable to talk about some topics casually.

Seeing the intimacy between Tao Yaoyao and Zhuo Qihua in front of her own eyes, Zhao Xiaoqi froze for a moment, feeling a sharp pain in her heart.It seemed that Zhuo Qihua had never turned his back on himself, and the smile on his face just now was so bright.

Zhao Xiaoqi didn't want to think too much, so she broke the silence first, and said, "The light at home is broken, and I was scared by myself, so I came here on my own initiative. Qihua, who is this?"

"She is a friend, her name is Tao Yaoyao. Tao Yaoyao, this is... this is Zhao Xiaoqi, and also my friend." The simple introduction made Zhuo Qihua feel cold sweat running down his back, and he finally understood the meaning of "suffering". How to write words.

Good use of the word, my friend.It can be regarded as a couple's friend, or it can be interpreted as an ordinary friend, it depends on how you understand it.Zhuo Qihua didn't go into details, so you can understand it however you like.

After listening to Zhuo Qihua's dull introduction, Tao Yaoyao and Zhao Xiaoqi looked at each other and nodded, there was no unnecessary exchange.But his eyes were already on the opponent's body, and he looked back and forth several times.

"Qihua, what's the matter with her?" Zhao Xiaoqi didn't ask directly why she carried Tao Yaoyao upstairs, but paused and changed her way, and opened her mouth expressionlessly.

Facing Zhao Xiaoqi's question, Zhuo Qihua naturally couldn't agree with nodding his head to admit that he had feelings for Tao Yaoyao.Busyly opened his mouth to tell a lame lie: "Tao Yaoyao drank some wine and got a little drunk, I..."

However, the voice became softer and softer, until he shut his mouth, he couldn't make that lame lie clear.

"Oh, I thought I twisted my foot." Zhao Xiaoqi's voice was moderate, and it reached Zhuo Qihua's ears again.

Zhuo Qihua didn't know how to answer such a slightly ironic remark, so he just lowered his head slightly, not looking at Xiaoqi's expression.

It has to be said that a woman's intuition is terrifyingly accurate.In other words, the relationship between Zhuo Qihua and Zhao Xiaoqi can be easily detected without Tao Yaoyao using her intuition.

If I didn't guess wrong, this girl named Zhao Xiaoqi should be Zhuo Qihua's lover, right?Tao Yaoyao secretly sighed, and finally realized that she was involved in a whirlpool of entangled emotions.

Just as Tao Yaoyao was about to say goodbye, Zhao Xiaoqi's invitation came out first: "Come in and sit down?"

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In the house, Zhuo Qihua was boiling tea in the kitchen, looking at the two sitting in the living room from time to time.Wiping the fine sweat from his forehead, he felt that his little heart was about to burst in shock under the aura of these two women.

After taking a few breaths in the kitchen, Zhuo Qihua hurriedly made three cups of milk tea, and took them out one by one.

So, after a while, the three of them were occupying a corner of the sofa, and another was holding a cup of milk tea, and fell silent thoughtfully.Such a dull atmosphere made Zhuo Qihua anxious, he wanted to say something, but he didn't know what to say.

And until Tao Yaoyao drank all the milk tea in the cup, such a suffocating and dull atmosphere still lingered among the three of them.

Tao Yaoyao gently put the cup on the coffee table, stood up and politely thanked Zhuo Qihua and Zhao Xiaoqi, then said: "It's getting late, I'm going home first."

After finishing speaking, he walked towards the door, stood at the door and nodded to Zhuo Qihua and Zhao Xiaoqi, and walked out of the room with a smile.

The moment the door was closed, Tao Yaoyao staggered a little and almost ran away.

She didn't want to stay here any longer, for some reason, her heart was aching at the moment.Even ignoring the hair accessories left on the ground, he almost rushed to the parking garage.

"Tao Yaoyao..." Zhuo Qihua followed behind Tao Yaoyao, calling her loudly.

Hearing Zhuo Qihua's shout, Tao Yaoyao paused, but she didn't stop.On the contrary, he quickened his pace and started the Audi before getting into the car and sitting still.

The car drove up a gust of cold wind, brushing against Zhuo Qihua's body, and completely disappeared before her eyes.

Zhuo Qihua's gaze fell on the ground, the hair ornament that Tao Yaoyao left behind, and he knelt down to pick it up.He carefully patted the dust on it again, and put the hair ornament into his pocket.

Looking in the rearview mirror, Zhuo Qihua's figure became smaller and smaller until he disappeared.Tao Yaoyao finally burst into tears. Tao Yaoyao, who has been living under the shadow of Chen Yeping for a long time, works hard every day, smiles hard, and lives like a human being.

It's exhausting to deal with all kinds of courtship and confession.The string in her heart was pulled so hard that it was about to break, and she couldn't breathe.

Zhuo Qihua inadvertently broke into Tao Yaoyao's world.Although, often with disdain and teasing, she was so angry that she was helpless and speechless.

But she always felt that Tao Yaoyao only lived like herself when she was with Zhuo Qihua.That uncertain heart also became particularly peaceful because of Zhuo Qihua's existence.

Tao Yaoyao left with her front foot, but Zhuo Qihua chased after her with her back foot.At that moment, Zhao Xiaoqi already had the answer in her heart.With a self-deprecating smile, he walked out of the room with his bag in hand.

Standing on the ground floor, Zhuo Qihua looked at the direction Tao Yaoyao left, and sighed softly...

Turning around and going upstairs, I suddenly heard the tap of high heels from upstairs.In such a late night, the sound of high-heeled shoes was very clear, such familiar footsteps, Zhuo Qihua naturally never forgot.

Against the backdrop of the dim street lights, Zhao Xiaoqi looked helpless and sad.

The two looked at each other for a moment, and then Zhao Xiaoqi said in a very unconfident manner: "Qihua, do you like me?"

It was just such an ordinary sentence, but it made Zhuo Qihua's eyes blush. In her impression, Zhao Xiaoqi was always full of confidence.

Even when no one was willing to play with her when she was a child, Zhao Xiaoqi didn't care about it, and would be excluded by her peers because of getting along with her.

Scenes from childhood flashed into Zhuo Qihua's mind like a movie.After a long time, just then asked back: "Why do you ask such a question?"

Zhao Xiaoqi didn't insist on asking for a so-called answer, she just slipped into Zhuo Qihua's embrace and buried her head deep in her chest.

After a long time, Zhao Xiaoqi left Zhuo Qihua's embrace, and instinctively took a few steps back.

About Tao Yaoyao, Zhao Xiaoqi wanted to ask Zhuo Qihua thousands of questions, but she didn't know how to speak when the words came to her lips.She smiled slightly and said to Zhuo Qihua, "Qihua, I'm going back first."

Before waiting for Zhuo Qihua's answer, Zhao Xiaoqi waved her hand as farewell, then turned and left.Zhuo Qihua wanted to step up to chase after him, but he stood still, watching Zhao Xiaoqi's back as he left.

It wasn't until Zhao Xiaoqi disappeared in front of his eyes that Zhuo Qihua touched the sweater subconsciously, only then did he notice a few drops of warm tears on the sweater.

It turns out... Zhao Xiaoqi was crying just now.

Zhao Xiaoqi and Tao Yaoyao appeared in Zhuo Qihua's world one after another, but turned and left one after another.

For a moment, Zhuo Qihua's mood fell to the extreme.On a snowy day, the wind was cold and cold, making Zhuo Qihua shiver.She was always afraid of the cold but she was unwilling to go upstairs no matter what, so she squatted on the ground, lit a cigarette for herself tremblingly, and smoked slowly.

Amidst the smog, Zhuo Qihua seemed to see the childhood scene with Zhao Xiaoqi again.

Zhuo Qihua still remembers that they both liked to lie on the lawn of the playground, close their eyes at noon and feel the spring breeze blowing through, bringing warmth to their hair.It is a kind of warmth that can make people feel calm and let go of their thoughts and all their burdens.

The warmth at that time highlighted the coldness of the present, and it was foreseeable that Zhuo Qihua would never forget such a cold night. Apart from the howling cold wind, her heart also felt the coldness.

If, when I first met Tao Yaoyao, I could put away the throbbing in my heart.And if, restrain the urge to get close to her again and again.She is still Tao Banxia's younger sister, her own psychiatrist, can she achieve everyone's happiness?

Perhaps, from the very beginning, I shouldn't have accepted Zhao Xiaoqi's love.What is love?At this moment, Zhuo Qihua had no way to give a standard answer.

Feelings cannot withstand scrutiny. Perhaps, in the first glimpse yesterday, the gears of fate have already started to rotate, entwining strangers together little by little.

Zhuo Qihua couldn't think of an answer, he only felt his temples throbbing and his headache was severe.

A sore nose, a little urge to cry.Instead, he secretly raised his neck and looked up at the sky, trying to hold back his tears.But the unsatisfactory teardrops rolled around in the eye sockets a few times, and finally slipped down the corners of the eyes.

Zhuo Qihua didn't know what he did wrong, he just wanted to find some comfort and sustenance from warm people.I hope someone can help me build a wall and let my soul have a safe haven.