dear psychiatrist

Cui Anjie did not exaggerate her rhetoric. One day three months later, Cui Anjie's single MV was released, and the background story of the MTV used clips from the movie.For a while, Cui Anjie's voice echoed in the streets and alleys.

It's hard to say whether it's a song that makes a movie popular, or a movie that brings out a song.Only one thing is obvious, thanks to this movie and this song, Cui Anjie successfully entered the public's field of vision.

Zhuo Qihua didn't know what price Cui Anjie paid for this opportunity.But she prayed to God over and over again in her heart, hoping that the price would not be expensive.

I don't want to associate Cui Anjie's work with unspoken rules. After all, Cui Anjie is not an innocuous stranger in a variety show, but her friend.As long as Cui Anjie says she doesn't have one, then she doesn't!Zhuo Qihua is willing to believe that she is still the same as before.

For Cui Anjie's success, Zhuo Qihua sincerely sent his own blessing, but he would not covet her in the slightest.Just like what he said to Cui Anjie a few days ago, Zhuo Qihua never thought of making her pay back.

Because Tao Yaoyao appeared in his life, Zhuo Qihua was so grateful for the happiness that filled his heart.Then looking back at the road when he was there, Zhuo Qihua wondered in his heart that he was so alone, bumping all the way to this point?But now I can stand on the top of happiness and see the end of my future happy life at a glance.

Even the end of life is not scary at all, because Zhuo Qihua finally fell in love with a beautiful woman at the age when she needed love, and that woman also happened to love her.

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In the evening, Zhuo Qihua called Tao Yaoyao.On the other end, Tao Yaoyao's voice was very soft and low, as if pulled by thousands of melancholy, unable to breathe.

Zhuo Qihua felt distressed, and quickly asked: "Yaoyao, are you tired? It sounds like you are tired."

She didn't specifically ask Tao Yaoyao about her work, because it was not something that Zhuo Qihua could control or control. The only thing she could do was to try her best to fulfill her duties as a lover.Being by Tao Yaoyao's side may not be able to solve problems, but fortunately, there is someone who can accompany her and comfort her when she is not going well at work.

Occasionally, Zhuo Qihua still wanted to turn his identity upside down and let himself be the one who channeled Tao Yaoyao's mood. Although he was not professional enough, the value was that there was love in it.

"Not tired." After a moment of silence, Zhuo Qihua finally heard Tao Yaoyao's lie against his will.

He didn't like Tao Yaoyao being aggressive, Zhuo Qihua could even imagine how tired Tao Yaoyao was, shaking her head slightly to the phone, and then said softly 'not tired'.

She knew in her heart that Tao Yaoyao was used to fighting alone, even if she was tired, she couldn't show her tiredness to others.But Zhuo Qihua still had a small hope in his heart, hoping that for a moment Tao Yaoyao could let go of all his defenses, reveal her weakness in front of her, and find a trace of comfort in her arms.

"Coward, shall I take you to eat curry rice tonight? There is a family's curry rice, it's really good! If you don't try it, you will regret it for the rest of your life." Zhuo Qihua said the words in a godlike manner, making people listen to it funny .

"I haven't even tasted it. How can I know if it's delicious? How can I regret it for the rest of my life?"

Tao Yaoyao's thinking logic is very rigorous, so that Zhuo Qihua, who is usually eloquent, can't say a word of rebuttal.So, he simply stopped continuing the debate just now and said directly: "At seven o'clock in the evening, see you at the bench in Greenland Park! That's the decision, I'll hang up first."

After all, Zhuo Qihua didn't give Tao Yaoyao a chance to refuse, and hung up the phone in a hurry...

Before seven o'clock, Zhuo Qihua held a stick of candied haws in his hand, with a silly but happy smile on his face, waiting for the figure he had missed for a long time.At exactly seven o'clock, Tao Yaoyao appeared in front of Zhuo Qihua on time.

Many people came to the appointment, either early or late, but there were very few people like Tao Yaoyao who happened to appear at that moment.It is also this indifferent state of mind that is neither too early nor too late, which always makes Zhuo Qihua feel that he has countless entanglements with the woman in front of him, neither sooner nor later, but at this very moment, The two were pulled together by this love.

Seeing Tao Yaoyao appeared in front of him, Zhuo Qihua stood up, peeled off the plastic paper from the candied haws in his hand with a smile, handed it to Tao Yaoyao, and said with a smile: "Eat, it's sweet and sour, Soothing and refreshing."

After receiving the candied haws from Zhuo Qihua, Tao Yaoyao had an imperceptible trace of uneasiness in her eyes, but quickly hid the uneasiness from her face, then gracefully took a bite of the candied haws, and said with a smile: " Did you fill me up with candied haws on purpose, and then you eat a few more mouthfuls, will you regret the curry rice for life if you don’t try it?”

"Hey, let me tell you, how do you talk? You are a typical persecution paranoia." During this period of time, Tao Yaoyao also learned a lot of professional terms in psychology, and used them to show off from time to time. , but it also made the two of them have a lot more common topics.

Sure enough, Tao Yaoyao burst out laughing when she heard Zhuo Qihua's serious expression, and said, "If you know a persecution paranoia, tell me, what else do you know?"

Zhuo Qihua led Tao Yaoyao to the curry house not far away, grinning, and then continued: "You are not just persecution paranoia, but you are still full of negative mentality. Look at you, even though you are smiling But the brows are tightly furrowed, it seems that there must be some troubles in your heart, why don't you come to the old monk one by one, and help you solve your problems, donator, do you think so?"

After stuffing the remaining half of the string of candied haws back into Zhuo Qihua's hands, Tao Yaoyao shook her head slightly, her brows completely relaxed, and said, "Your analysis makes sense. I just thought that a child can be taught." But who would have thought that you would become a quack priest just by changing the subject."

"Female benefactor, Mo Xiao, come with me to eat curry rice, okay?" Zhuo Qihua took half a bunch of candied haws and ate it, muttering a few words from time to time.

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At the dinner table, Tao Yaoyao said softly, "Today Zhou Qing confessed his love to me."

"Oh?" Hearing Zhou Qing's name suddenly, Zhuo Qihua was somewhat surprised.

Zhou Qing is a novelist, his writing is lukewarm, at least Zhuo Qihua can't bear to understand the deep meaning in his writing, but Tao Yaoyao is full of praise for the characters in his writing.Such an outstanding man opened his mouth to confess to Tao Yaoyao, Zhuo Qihua had mixed feelings for a while, and he didn't know how to answer the words.

After being silent for a long time, Zhuo Qihua hurriedly said after recovering, "And then? How did you reject him with righteous words?"

"..." Tao Yaoyao shook her head slightly, glanced at Zhuo Qihua with a complicated expression, sighed softly, and then said, "He confessed his love to me in front of my parents..."

Zhuo Qihua stopped fiddling with the curry spoon, and his mind was churning again. Tao Banxia hinted that he was far away from the picture of Yaoyao, and painful scenes flashed before his eyes again and again. All Zhuo Qihua could do was Wriggling throat.

Finally she opened her mouth and said to Tao Yaoyao: "It's okay, as you said, it's hard for us to see the light in this world. I don't want you to suffer the scolding and incomprehension of your parents. If, if, what I'm talking about is if, yes Then one day, our feelings will be exposed in the daylight, please be sure to elope with me!"

"As long as you say a word, as long as you are willing to elope with me, I will go away with you recklessly." Tao Yaoyao's face was a little dignified, making it impossible to see the slightest hint of a joke.

After dinner, Zhuo Qihua stood by Tao Yaoyao's side, and the two walked in the direction of Greenland Park in unison. Neither of them said anything, but walked forward silently, shoulder to shoulder.Walk through this cold street, and then through the green park is the parking lot.

Zhuo Qihua suddenly put his arms around Tao Yaoyao's body, and used a pillar standing in the corner to sandwich Tao Yaoyao between the wall and himself, but he didn't say anything, just looked at her so affectionately.

Unwilling to be lonely, the lights in the city flickered back and forth, making the moonlight so beautiful, but this beauty seemed dim in front of Tao Yaoyao, looking at the woman in front of her for a long time, Zhuo Qihua's eyes glowed with With unconcealable love, he finally reached out and took off the pendant on his neck, and put it in Tao Yaoyao's palm.

Watching Zhuo Qihua take off the pendant with his own hands, he didn't respond with any words, but gently put the pendant in his palm.

The pendant is light but also heavy.

"Is this going to send me off?" Zhuo Qihua's silent move touched the softest part of his heart.

Holding the pendant in her palm, Tao Yaoyao looked at the exquisitely crafted pendant through the dim street lamps on the side of the road.She doesn't know how heavy this pendant is in Zhuo Qihua's heart, and she doesn't know the story behind this pendant. Tao Yaoyao only knows that this pendant is definitely Zhuo Qihua's most cherished object. one.

And in this way, it also means that Zhuo Qihua is willing to hand over everything, telling herself silently that she is willing to spend her life guarding this relationship between each other.

Reaching out to take the pendant in Tao Yaoyao's hand, gently put it on for her, and then said: "There is always a feeling that even if the next moment is the end of the world, as long as you can be by my side, then my Life is already complete, without any regrets."

Tao Yaoyao nodded vigorously, stroked the pendant on her neck that still carried Zhuo Qihua's body temperature, followed Zhuo Qihua's steps, and walked on the cold street after the crowds receded.

In the future, although she is extremely confused and extremely helpless, Tao Yaoyao is no longer hesitating, because Zhuo Qihua is willing to accompany her and keep going.And love, maybe that's the case, but it is full of warmth in the plain.