dear psychiatrist

"Stingy... If one day this city can no longer accommodate you and me, please take me to elope! As long as you say a word, I can leave everything behind and follow you everywhere."

"Stingy ghost, I also want to be the one who loves and stays with you. I heard that falling in love is easy and staying together is difficult. Maybe one day we will go our separate ways, but this memory in my heart will never be lost because of time. And fade."

That night Tao Yaoyao was in Zhuo Qihua's arms, whispering in a low voice, as if she had a thousand words, and wanted to tell Zhuo Qihua all at once.But the words on the lips finally converged into a crystal teardrop, which fell into Zhuo Qihua's heart.

Perhaps, in a certain corner of our hearts, we all bury our childish appearance, lying quietly in place, sealing up all the expectations, innocence and beauty of our youth.Looking back at the passage of time, there is nostalgia and sentimentality in that corner.It's just that no matter how you look back, the old days will never come back.

There is only melancholy left, only the afterglow of the setting sun hanging in the sky, still stubbornly shining on the world.Although, the purity and beauty of the past are no longer there.

And the sealed memory will not fade with time.

Thoughts flooded Zhuo Qihua's mind, and suddenly he thought of an old song, and vaguely remembered a line that said: "Do you still remember the dream when you were young? Like a flower that never fades .”

Hugging Tao Yaoyao by her ear, humming an old song softly, Tao Yaoyao lay quietly in Zhuo Qihua's arms, opened her mouth to say something, but after all, she was tired The body fell into a deep sleep.

Early the next morning, when Zhuo Qihua woke up from his sleep, when he opened his eyes, he saw a beautiful face, which was Tao Yaoyao's sleeping face.At this moment, Tao Yaoyao was still sleeping, breathing gently and evenly, curled up like a lazy kitten.If it is hard to believe that last night's night of joy/pleasure was still a dream, then all the uncertainties in Zhuo Qihua's heart at this moment have completely dissipated.

Stretching out his hands and rubbing his eyes, Zhuo Qihua tenderly looked at the sleeping woman beside him, the more Zhuo Qihua watched, the more satisfied he became.The heart is filled with a sense of happiness, but it is hard to express.

Gently pressed a kiss on the corner of Tao Yaoyao's lips, and after covering the quilt tightly, she got up lightly.Afraid of disturbing Tao Yaoyao's sweet dreams, Zhuo Qihua deliberately went to the bathroom of the guest room to wash and dress.

After tidying himself up, Zhuo Qihua yawned, as if he hadn't had enough sleep yet, but he was in good spirits.Stretching slightly, she walked towards the kitchen.

He tossed the ingredients in the refrigerator, made a breakfast, then quickly took off the apron, and walked into the bedroom with the dinner plate.Seeing Tao Yaoyao still curled up on the group, Zhuo Qihua twitched the corners of his mouth, and smirked to himself, he put the dinner plate on the bedside table, and then leaned closer to Tao Yaoyao's face with a "baa baa baa" Kiss twice.

Tao Yaoyao's long eyelashes moved slightly, she moved her body, and her eyes opened a gap, as if she was awake.Listening to her slightly lazy tone, she said with a sweet smile, "Good morning, cheapskate."

"Well, good morning, my coward." Zhuo Qihua's eyes were attracted by Tao Yaoyao's beautiful eyes, and he said softly.

The two looked at each other speechlessly for a while, Zhuo Qihua finally came to his senses, and quickly brought the dinner plate on the bedside table to Tao Yaoyao and said, "Are you hungry? I exhausted a lot of energy last night. Make it up quickly."

"……Stinking rogue."

After breakfast, Tao Yaoyao casually tied up her loose hair and went to the bathroom to wash up.After Zhuo Qihua washed the pots and pans, he went back to the bedroom and prepared to fold the quilt.

Only after the quilt was lifted, a puddle of reddish-brown blood on the bed sheet was reflected in Zhuo Qihua's eyes.Zhuo Qihua naturally understood what this smear of deep red represented, his eyes dimmed a bit, with some inexplicable emotions, he just sat on the side of the bed, stretched out his hand to gently stroke the hardened bloodstain.

"What's the matter? You have a 'tied by *' expression on your face." Tao Yaoyao came out of the bathroom, and saw Zhuo Qihua's complex expression, touching the blood stains left by last night, she thought it was funny but she was joking I opened my mouth.

"Look at what you said, how can you be chained by *? I just... just suddenly feel very heavy, because... because you gave me the most precious thing." Zhuo Qihua's eyes became misty, and he said Looking at the woman in front of her, she said seriously: "Yaoyao, I will never let you down!"

"Stingy, you don't need to give me any guarantees. All I want is this moment." Tao Yaoyao suddenly laughed with a serious expression on her face, and joked with an ambiguous expression: "Stingy, we Let's live together."

"Ah...let me think about it." Zhuo Qihua scratched the back of his head, and it took him a while to utter these words.

In fact, Tao Yaoyao's cohabitation proposal was an urgent solution for Zhuo Qihua who was about to sell the property, but how should Zhuo Qihua tell Tao Yaoyao all this?

Zhuo Qihua dared to pat his chest to assure that he had no affection for Cui Anjie other than friendship.It's just purely wanting to help her.

How to tell Tao Yaoyao, tell her that he just saw the figure of a great father in Cui Bin.This greatness has nothing to do with his achievements when he was alive, Zhuo Qihua simply saw the strong fatherly love in Cui Bin.

It was also this admiration that, after Cui Bin passed away, Zhuo Qihua wanted to replace him for no reason and continue this care.

To be honest, Zhuo Qihua knew in his heart that selling the house for cash was really the most stupid and stupid way in the world.But in a short period of time, Zhuo Qihua couldn't think of any other way except selling the house or robbing the bank for a small criminal policeman with dead wages to get together the 200 million that Cui Anjie needed.

Tao Yaoyao didn't care about Zhuo Qihua's refusal, she just smiled slightly, as if she had already guessed that the other party would refuse in disguise.

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Two weeks later, Zhuo Qihua completed all the formalities and sold the property he was living in at a price of 180 million.

The buyer was a newlywed couple who seemed to be quite interested in the loft on the top floor. When signing the contract, they heard the couple eagerly discussing the decoration style of the loft.Zhuo Qihua smiled bitterly, and after completing the procedures, she hurriedly left the second-hand housing trading center—she was in a hurry to remit the money to Cui Anjie.

Including the private money I had saved on weekdays, everything together was enough to get what Cui Anjie needed, the cost of a single.

After remitting the money to Cui Anjie, I received a call from Beijing a few minutes later, saying that Zhuo Qihua no longer knew any friends in Beijing except Cui Anjie.

As soon as the phone was connected, I heard a polite voice from the other end of the phone: "Hi, hello, is this Miss Zhuo Qihua?"

Zhuo Qihua was not used to hearing people call him so politely so suddenly.After being stunned for a while, he opened his mouth and said, "Yes. Who are you?"

"Oh, hello, I'm An Jie's assistant. She's a little busy right now. Please let me say thank you." The assistant's polite voice reached my ears.

Zhuo Qihua subconsciously nodded and said, "Yes. I see."

After a few more polite words, Zhuo Qihua hung up the phone, and played with the phone holder back and forth.I am secretly happy for Cui Anjie in my heart, after all, in such an era where "the back waves beat the front waves, and the front waves die on the beach", celebrities are busy and can't breathe, which is the best manifestation of being valued by entertainment companies.

The simple hope that Cui Anjie can succeed is not because he gambled almost all his savings, Zhuo Qihua just purely wants to continue Cui Bin's love.

About two weeks later, Zhuo Qihua unexpectedly received a call from Cui Anjie.Cui Anjie's tone was not as cold as in the past, but she opened her mouth with a little excitement: "Thanks to you, I am going to release a single. This song will be the theme song of a movie. I have a kind of I have a hunch that through this movie and this song, I will definitely be able to successfully enter the public's field of vision."

"That's really congratulations!" Zhuo Qihua grinned at the phone and said with a smile.

There is no shortage of versatile stars in the entertainment industry. Some people are born to live under the spotlight.Having a good voice does not mean that you are destined to be popular, it depends on luck and opportunity.If Cui Anjie can become famous through a single or a movie, that would be something to be thankful for.

"..." Cui Anjie fell silent on the other end of the phone, and didn't speak for a long time.

After a long silence, Cui Anjie finally opened her mouth: "Zhuo Qihua, thank you for your unconditional support! During the days when I was developing in Beijing, I thank you for taking care of my mother. I know, you paid the bill for me. Qu, I don't hesitate to sell the house. Zhuo Qihua, I will never forget you, everything I lost because of me, from now on... I will give you back twice as much!"

"Hey, it seems that I have invested in a blue-chip stock." Zhuo Qihua said jokingly.Then he said: "But I never planned to ask you to pay it back."

What Zhuo Qihua said was not wrong. When there was a gap between the living standards of the two of them, even if Cui Anjie was unwilling to admit it, she still had to admit that the friendship between her and Zhuo Qihua was ultimately worthwhile. A day will be forgotten by time.

It's not because Zhuo Qihua and Cui Anjie are forgetful. When the circle of life and the people they know gradually change, when facing old friends from the past, there is always a feeling that seeing each other is worse than missing them.Because, even if we meet, there seems to be nothing much to say except for a long time no see...