dear psychiatrist

When an abortion report appeared online, it caused an uproar. "Private life chaos" and "degenerate girl" are big hats that weigh heavily on Cui Anjie's head, but no artist in the circle can help her say a word.Everyone waited for Cui Anjie to retire in the entertainment circle with an attitude of watching the show.

Cui Anjie at this moment should be regarded as the target of public criticism.Not long after his debut, he became popular. I don't know how much he envies and hates an artist who has struggled for many years and is still unknown.

But after waiting and waiting, Cui Anjie still didn't make any statement, not even expressing any opinion on abortion.To everyone's surprise, Cui Anjie seemed to disappear from the public eye.

I thought that the rumors about Cui Anjie would gradually die down, but everyone guessed wrong.Because Cui Anjie disappeared, people's curiosity increased dramatically.

Some people said that Cui Anjie hid alone, others said that she flew directly abroad to relax, and some even said that Cui Anjie had already been married in secret and became a rich wife.The Internet is full of various conjectures about this incident, and what is said is well-founded, as if it is true.If it wasn't for Zhuo Qihua's clear understanding of the ins and outs of the matter, he would have believed it.What's more, those netizens who don't have details at all, they are just being swayed by public opinion.

It is foreseeable that if this incident is not handled well.Cui Anjie's stardom may only end here.For celebrities, the most terrifying thing is not the abuse and accusations of public opinion, but the snow hidden by entertainment companies.

Even first-line superstars have been frozen for ten or eight years, missing their own era, and it becomes difficult to turn around.In such an era where "the back wave hits the front wave, and the front wave dies on the beach", there are a lot of talents, how can Cui Anjie be strong until the end?

What Zhuo Qihua never imagined was that Cui Anjie, who was caught in the abortion turmoil, would appear in front of him at this time.During this extraordinary period, Cui Anjie should have obeyed the company's arrangement and responded quickly to resolve the public relations crisis, instead of buying a plane ticket willfully and flying in front of her just to say "Long time no see".

Although she has become a hot star at this time, although the star is in a special period of rumors, Zhuo Qihua has not seen much change in Cui Anjie. She is wearing a milky white T-shirt , a pair of distressed jeans will perfectly line the figure.

Because Cui Anjie wore sunglasses from the beginning to the end, Zhuo Qihua couldn't see the expression on her face clearly, which was somewhat regrettable.

It is difficult to associate the woman in front of her with the bright star on the TV screen who dares to love and hate.Although Cui Anjie's expression can't be seen clearly, the temperament revealed by her gestures is not much different from when we first met - she is still so lonely, even though she has already received millions of attention, she still does not lose half of it lonely.

"Walk with me..." Cui Anjie didn't give Zhuo Qihua a chance to refuse, and after dropping such a sentence, she walked straight forward.

"Little policeman, life is short, we should try to make ourselves happy every day we live!"

"Having said that, I believe everyone understands this truth, but few people can do it. After all, in the age of materialism, the fire of pain will not be extinguished if the desire is endless. But if there is such a day, someone Then a person who no longer retains desire for anything in the world, he will no longer miss life. Because... this is our life, born for desire, fighting for desire, and of course suffering for death."

Cui Anjie was thoughtful and seemed to be thinking about Zhuo Qihua's answer. After a while, she smiled and said: "Little policeman, you look at the problem very deeply...you gave me many different feelings, each feeling is Being so three-dimensional also makes you more and more vivid and real in my eyes."

The atmosphere was more or less depressing, full of heavy melancholy, which made people unable to break free. Zhuo Qihua hated this silence, and hurriedly said with a smile: "Because I have a seven-aperture exquisite heart, with no heart and no direction."

"...Now you are superficial and boring." Cui Anjie seemed to be unable to stand Zhuo Qihua's nervousness, and she sighed impatiently.

Along the way, the two of them talked in detail about what they had and what they didn't, about topics that seemed profound but were too superficial to satisfy their hunger.

Under the setting sun, Cui Anjie stopped and turned to look at Zhuo Qihua beside her. After looking at each other calmly for a long time, Cui Anjie withdrew her gaze, looked to a certain place in the distance, and said, "Little policeman, I seem to love you." I fell in love with you. So... For a long time, I will not come to see you again. You have to live a good life and work hard to be happy."

Because of Cui Anjie's sudden words, Zhuo Qihua's mind went blank, but he didn't understand why he, who was extremely unpopular since childhood, gained so much admiration in this season.

Before I had time to think about it, I heard Cui Anjie beside me whisper softly: "You once broke into my world with a condescending attitude. Right here, you call me the little sister, and criticize this world for the old man. Cui's injustice. But you misunderstood me, old Cui is my father after all, how could I not love him? So, little policeman, you still owe me an apology, don't you think so?"

Zhuo Qihua didn't know how to respond to one sentence, he was silent for a long time, and replied softly: "Yes, I owe you an apology."

Cui Anjie opened her mouth softly again, and said: "You encouraged me to participate in the audition. In order to let me release a single, you did not hesitate to sell the property. When I was no longer at home, you took good care of my mother. So, little policeman, I still I owe you a thank you, are you right?"

"Correct."

"Then let's use a hug now to clear up the past entanglements, okay?"

I don't know why Cui Anjie suddenly had such an understanding, but Zhuo Qihua couldn't say a word of objection, nodded slightly, and opened his arms to the woman beside him.

Just when Zhuo Qihua thought that this was just a seemingly incongruous hug after all, Cui Anjie suddenly rushed into his embrace, quietly and greedily enjoying a moment of peace.

In fact, for Zhuo Qihua, everything in the past is no longer important.Now that things have happened, she must learn to look at the moment and cherish the people around her.Because... because, happiness is so hard-won.

Even without Cui Anjie's words, live a good life and work hard to be happy, Zhuo Qihua will still grasp the tail of happiness and never let her escape from his grasp.If it is said that she failed Tao Yaoyao in this life, then she is really the stupidest woman in the world.

Cui Anjie was leaving, and among the countless parting conversations, she was the only one who could say goodbye with the most simple and unpretentious words.

Zhuo Qihua looked at the woman beside him silently, the face behind the sunglasses was full of tiredness, he heard her softly say "Take care!", then turned around, and walked slowly along the direction of the setting sun .

This sentence "take care" condenses all the friendship between the two, although it is not enough to represent the whole, it has become the final interpretation.At that moment, Zhuo Qihua seemed to see too many struggles and desires in that back view, but as the sun set, his vision became more and more blurred, and finally became a crystal teardrop, Stubbornly lingering in the eye sockets, finally evaporated into the air.

Perhaps, among the women Zhuo Qihua met, Cui Anjie knew the rules of survival best.In the face of someone she shouldn't love, when her body desires to break through the taboo, she chooses to extinguish desire and emotions.

When people were still obsessed with looking for a way out at the crossroads of love, hate, and hatred, Cui Anjie had already learned to find another way, and found a new direction after turning around.

It takes determination to stick to love, and it takes courage to withdraw from obsession. Cui Anjie has learned to calm down all the hustle and bustle in the midst of stumbles.After today, those who want to say things that have not been said, don't say them again, because the wind and rain of life have already completely drenched everyone.

Looking at the soft afterglow scattered in front of her eyes, Zhuo Qihua seemed to see a lonely back, she stretched out her slender and fair fingers, gently stroking her hair, looking forward to the distance .Such a lonely back makes Zhuo Qihua wonder whether Cui Anjie is really living a chic and carefree life as she said.At the same time, Zhuo Qihua questioned again and again that he encouraged Cui Anjie to participate in the draft, was it really right?

But the absurd youth is only once, there is no chance to come again, Zhuo Qihua can only choose to silently bless.

Zhuo Qihua originally thought that that familiar figure who was unique in thousands of miles would turn his head to look at himself after all, but until she disappeared at the end of the afterglow, Zhuo Qihua couldn't look at her again.

At that moment, Zhuo Qihua felt that fate seemed to have undergone another turnaround, let each other meet again, return to the original place, and let each other say goodbye at the place where they first met.After that, Zhuo Qihua and Cui Anjie devoted themselves to their respective life trajectories, went through the low tide period, and struggled to run towards their respective happiness. This seems to be a kind of coincidence.

Farewell...a silent farewell, the back seems to carry a certain piece of memory in Zhuo Qihua's life, drifting into the distance...