The benefactor is always forcing me to study

Although the date of the diary starts from that day, the content is completely different. Ke Heng should have expected all of this, so he solved all the mysteries that everyone wondered one by one.

Ke Heng's birth was very ordinary. He was a handsome young man who came out of an ordinary town. When he was a child, he didn't know any entertainment stars, and he didn't have any dreams in this field. He just went to school, played like everyone else, and was carefree.

The transformation happened in middle school. During the second leap period of physical and mental development, Cohen discovered the difference between himself and others.

When peers gathered to discuss which girl in the class had the longest legs and the thinnest waist, Ke Heng's eyes always stayed on the same sex. During the chat, the classmate laughed and joked and said disgustedly: "What's so good about a man, aren't you gay?"

When the word "gay" was dropped, Ke Heng was stunned.

Later, Ke Heng quietly went to the Internet cafe to check it out. In the chaotic Internet cafe full of tobacco and alcohol, Ke Heng finally confirmed that he liked men.

This is a shameful secret, Ke Heng is covering it up and hiding it, and only dares to reveal a little bit when he is alone, but what is unexpected is that Ke Heng's parents discovered the strangeness of their son.

Ke Heng didn't hide anything from his parents' questioning. The little boy hoped that his family would give him some encouragement and comfort and be his haven. He felt that Ke Heng was "abnormal", and no matter what Ke Heng tried to explain, it was useless. Ke Heng was locked up at home for more than a week. The boy who used to be very energetic lost a lot of weight in the confrontation with his family. A week later, a strange man came Led by his parents, he entered Ke Heng's room.

Ke Heng heard them talking about "treatment". The strange man was polite in a suit and leather shoes. His parents regarded him as a savior, and finally handed Ke Heng into the hands of the man.

Afterwards, Ke Heng was taken by the man to a "Health Treatment Center" with a regular name like a hospital. Ke Heng innocently explained to the man that homosexuality is not a disease and does not need so-called treatment. The man just looked at him indifferently and said coldly: "It's really not a disease."

Ke Heng hadn't had time to show a delighted and understood smile. In the next second, he was pushed into the door of the "treatment center" by the man. Behind him was a man's sinister voice like a devil: "You are all perverts."

The moment the door closed, blocking all sunlight and warmth, Ke Heng felt like he had fallen into an abyss.

Facts have proved that the "treatment center" is a hell more terrifying than the abyss. There are men and women, students as old as Keheng, and adults. In a small separate room with only one bed, it was so cramped that it was hard to breathe, next to Ke Heng was a boy who was about his age, when he saw Ke Heng, the boy said silently: "You are finished. "There was gloating and sad luster in his eyes.

The next day, Cohen understood what this so-called "Health Treatment Center" was.

The people here are all homosexuals. After eating in the morning, all the people gathered together and read the rules of the treatment center aloud like slogans. The man took him out and asked him with a microphone, "Why did you come here?" "Do you like boys or girls?" And beaten, on the first morning, Cohen was shocked by electric shock.

After struggling for a few days, the boy next door asked Ke Heng to compromise quickly when the so-called "doctors" were not paying attention. The boy told him that the people here are all lunatics, and they don't care whether they will kill people or not. It doesn't matter if you die, just find an excuse to prevaricate the family. Anyway, the elders who can send the child in don't necessarily care much about the child's name. Ke Heng looked at the boy silently. He thought of his parents and didn't pay attention to his surroundings. , and was discovered by the "doctor" and punished together with the boys.

After the same adversity, Ke Heng and the boy became friends. They secretly exchanged their happy days in the dark "treatment" of electric shock, brainwashing, and forced sexual orientation change, and shared little secrets that no one knew. The boy said his greatest wish Just blow up this bullshit center, and then find a fierce 1 to have fun. He also looked at Ke Heng and said that Ke Heng is actually handsome, even more handsome than a celebrity.

Ke Heng stayed here for a year, one year is enough to make people numb, some people claim to be "healed", and then pass the "assessment" to leave, and some people are sent in, repeating everything they have experienced, in endless pain and loneliness , Ke Heng and the boy also comforted each other.

One day a year later, the boy told Cohen that he was going to escape.

The word "go out" was too tempting, so Ke Heng immediately decided to go with him. The two half-grown teenagers figured out the route, made a plan, and carried out their "prison escape" on a dark and stormy night. ".

Unfortunately, on the way, the two were discovered by security guards, and the two failed to escape the hunter's siege. In the end, the boy stuffed Ke Heng with a small package, and rushed towards the crowd in a self-destructive way, winning Ke Heng a way out.

The boy Ke Heng stumbled and ran out. The heavy rain covered his traces of escape. He hid under the overpass and found that the small package contained money. He didn't know where the boy got it from. Ke Heng held the scattered banknotes, Cowardly and cowardly, the inferiority of life defeated justice and bravery. He didn't go back to save the boy, didn't go back to take a look, and left the city.

This became Cohen's worst nightmare.

Later, Ke Heng was discovered by a scout while wandering, and became one of Yingrong's trainees. Among the trainees at the same time as him, there was a male artist who was about the same age as him. He was very enthusiastic and acquainted, and became friends with Ke Heng. .

The life of a trainee is boring and tedious, but unusually calm and stable. Ke Heng almost forgot what he had experienced until before his debut. Ke Heng and the male artist got the chance to audition for supporting roles in the same TV series, and the audition ended Back in the dormitory, Ke Heng wanted to ask the male artist to have dinner together, just like they had been having dinner after practice before, but the male artist refused.

The close friends in the past seem to have changed their faces, throwing out a stack of papers full of words, occasionally pasting photos, and Ke Heng saw the photo of the gate of the "treatment center" at a glance.

Ke Heng froze, while the male artist looked at him with hatred and disgust, and opened the unhealed wound of Ke Heng:

"Kehen, you're gay, it's disgusting."